Chapter 5 Chapter 03

Anna is pregnant again, or rather with impure motives.From the bottom of my heart, it is enough for Anna to have me as a precious daughter. When I was young, I was called a child prodigy and could speak well.Anna wholeheartedly wanted to train me to be a Chinese Marie Curie.Anna's theory is that children are more expensive than expensive, and she is more respectful of boutique culture.Margaret Mitchell only published one book in her life, but Anna never got tired of reading it, far better than Qiong Yao's madness.In order to flaunt her class, Anna has not watched Qiong Yao's movies until now.

Rumors of family planning came out overnight, and the provincial capital began to publicize that it is good to have a child.Anna has a feeling of resistance to the policies of strong propaganda. She believes that any policy of "the east wind blows the war" is fundamentally "destroying people".Thinking that my whole life was ruined by the decision-making that was done at a slap in the head, how can I be thirty and still be fiddled with like abacus beads?Although she hated it very much when she didn't plan before, because there were too many brothers and sisters in the family, which directly affected the quality of life; but now that she has planned, she also opposes it. In short, she can't serve her well. "Natural rebels, descendants of Monkey King" -- Wang Gui has always criticized Anna in this way.What's more, Chinese people seem to have a sense of urgency for survival. Whenever it is said that a certain item will be supplied in limited quantities, everyone will stock up quickly, regardless of whether it is needed or not.Therefore, from 1977 to 1979, a large number of second children were hoarded in the country.

Wang Gui also wanted a son, after all he came out from the countryside, if he didn't bring one back with him, his spine would feel a little chilly.The most vicious curse of the country people is "the house is broken, the rice is short, and the sons and grandchildren are cut off and there is no blessing."Besides, the university is distributing houses, and Wang Gui also feels reconciled to seeing the brothers and sisters who lived in Tongzilou escape one by one with the extra pages in their household registration books—if the houses are divided based on fertility, then Who wouldn't?Wang Gui put forward a family plan to make a big contribution to the house. The husband and wife have their own ideas, but the pursuit of the house is still the same.Anna has long been tired of the semi-collective life of squatting on a spittoon in the middle of the night and running "hmmm" in the corridors. The walls of each house are next to the wall, let alone quarrels and fights, and even farts can be heard.For a set of independent houses, they went for the same goal in an unprecedented unity.So, my brother was lucky enough to catch the last train.

This kid was also full of troubles. When he stayed in Anna's womb for five months, Anna saw Christ Jesus descending to earth—the college entrance examination resumed.Anna's heart, which has been cold for more than ten years, is as hot as a furnace.The face of the turbine driver began to float in Anna's mind all night, as well as the University of Göttingen in Germany, the bottles and cans in the laboratory, and the black doctor's cap.The most important thing is that she has been yearning for a long time to escape from the cage of suffocation and resentment, and the time has come to change her destiny!Although, this hope came a bit late, but she waited for it after all.

"I want to kill the child." Anna said calmly, "I want to take the college entrance examination." Wang Gui's sweat broke down suddenly. He knew Anna's dream, and also understood Anna's skills. The basic skills of being able to memorize the table of elements accurately, it should be said that this college entrance examination is simply the door to heaven specially opened for such talented women.Wang Gui's first feeling was that he felt sorry for the son in her belly -- he stubbornly believed that it was a son; afterward, Wang Gui also saw very clearly that his family's status was in jeopardy.The reason why Anna succumbed to her was because the reality bound her wings. Once she flew out, the family would be disintegrated, and he would always be in trouble with a happy life.

He was emotional: "Nonsense! The child is so old, isn't it hurting yourself to induce labor? After you recuperate, the exam time is over. Besides, the child is alive. You touch your stomach and stretch your fist here. Kick your legs there, you want to kill him?" He reasoned: "You are already thirty, with some old and some young, how can you go to university to compete with those little guys? When you finish reading, Even if you get a Ph.D., you should retire after graduation. What else can you achieve! You work hard in your current position, and with your ability, you may be able to become a factory manager by then.” He moved in to rescue the mother-in-law , he knew it was the strongest fortress in his trenches.The mother-in-law ran over and cried and scolded: "Why are you so cruel? Tiger poison doesn't even eat its offspring, you might as well kill me! Poor child, it's really wrong birth, which belly is not good, go to hell!" What's the point? Your mother and I have been in elementary school all my life, aren't they happy? The most important thing is to be satisfied! One life for a piece of paper, are you still a mother? Be careful of retribution! You go, you go, if you Kill this child, and don't come back in the future!"

Anna's head, one is already as big as two. Wang Gui also played tricks.This was the only time that Wang Gui had done something secretly to Anna in order to protect the family. For this reason, Wang Gui had secretly sworn that as long as he succeeded, he would be beaten, scolded and complained no matter how much Anna abused him. He went to find his cousin Zhou Papi, who had become the deputy factory director at that time.Wang Gui burst into tears as soon as he entered the door.People say that men don't flick their tears lightly, but they haven't reached the point of sadness, but Wang Gui's tears were tears of despair.

The next day, Zhou Bapi greeted the personnel department, and Anna's file was resolute, and Anna's certificate was resolute.This is a discipline, whoever violates it will not stay in the factory. Anna was hesitant at first, and she couldn't make up her mind what to do.If you really go to the college entrance examination, you will be outraged, and you will become a sinner for being a college student, not to mention the little life in your stomach, which is moving every day! But Anna was born rebellious, and when she was hesitating, she suddenly found that all her way forward was blocked, and the factory had closed the door for her to go out.Anna was not happy at the moment.She knew it was Wang Gui's trick. You want a son, right?You use the leader to pressure me, right?Everyone breaks up, you don't let me go to college, I don't give your son, separate and pull down!Anna originally hoped that Wang Gui would support her. She thought that as long as Wang Gui said "you go", she would definitely not go. Poor and humble husbands will never leave, after all, a couple who are married for one night can be loved for a hundred days!What she wants is Wang Gui's understanding.At this point, her wish was completely shattered. She knew that she and this country bumpkin would always be two parallel lines, no matter in terms of actions or thoughts, and there would be no intersection.

On the day she went to the Human Resources Department to apply for a letter of introduction and was declined, Anna hid alone in the grove of Xiaoyaojin and cried bitterly until dark.At night, I returned to that cold cage with all my thoughts in despair, with the determination of death in my eyes, without saying a word, I lay in my clothes all night.The next day, I went to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital by myself. Being a doctor is a profession of observation and observation.Many doctors have psychic abilities and can be called half-immortals.The doctor saw Anna's face and expression, and decided not to do it for her. The first thing he said was: "Ask your lover to sign. This is dangerous." Anna said: "Divorced." The doctor didn't ask much , measured the blood pressure and said, "Let's line up outside."

Anna sat alone on the cold bench, with the abortion room on one side and the delivery room on the other, there was a constant stream of people coming and going, but the people outside the abortion room were all downcast.Most of the people waiting here don't have a good face. When they go in, their faces are heavy and sallow, and when they come out, they are staggering and pale.Anna should be the only one who went there alone, as if mourning her concubine.From time to time, suppressed or wanton cries and shouts could be heard from both sides.Anna clutched the corner of her clothes with one hand, and covered her swollen belly with the other, her mouth was bitter as if she had just vomited bile.I don't know what this kid looks like now?Got a head and arms?Did the dick come out?Can you feel the pain?Anna's chest tightened.

"You go to urinate first, and it will be your turn later." The nurse came out and informed Anna.Anna walked heavily, feeling that every step she took was like a collapse at the end of a long march of thousands of miles.She kept asking herself in her heart: "Is university so important to me? Is it so important that I need to exchange a fresh life? When I was dying, when I passed away, what is my biggest regret? A paper diploma, or a son thrown away?" However, Anna didn't think of Wang Gui, she felt that whether she wanted this son or not, Wang Gui was already far away from her life. Once in the toilet, Anna was intimidated by the two spittoons along the wall.The spittoon was full of bright red blood, and there was a white and tender child with clear facial features stuffed in it, and a small hand was hanging on the edge of the spittoon.While washing her hands, a nurse said to Anna: "Scared to death? What a crime! It's been eight months, and it's all formed. If you hear it's a girl, you'll kill it. Such parents might as well die! If you don't kill them In the stomach, you can live after birth." Anna ran to the pool and vomited, tears and mucus from her stomach wet the front of her clothes, and this time, even bile really came down.In front of her was her daughter's innocent smiling face, her childish voice calling her mother, holding her face in her small hands and kissing her, blood all over the floor and a pair of broken eyes. Anna walked out of the hospital decisively, not wanting to turn her head again.Go to fucking college, go home and have a son. As soon as she left the hospital, she saw Wang Gui standing at the door pushing a 28-weight bicycle.She didn't say a word, sat on her buttocks, and gave a brief order: "Go home." Wang Gui's son, my younger brother, was saved by mother's love and bought with Anna's lifelong ideals, which is much more precious than gold.In addition, he would waste Anna's money in the future. When she was born, a catty would always be equivalent to a dendrobium of pearls, right? When some people who joined the factory as apprentices in the past packed their luggage and went their separate ways with admission notices, while the turbine driver was holding the divorce certificate in one hand and the admission notice from the Physics Department of Peking University in the other, Anna was sweating profusely in the delivery room of the hospital. , wailing and giving birth.The doctor held the pink meatball upside down, and slapped his butt, "Big head son, congratulations!" Anna didn't have much joy in her heart.It's not the first time being a mother, besides, the price of this son is too high... Some people are born to be mischievous, and they can tell the clues of unlucky ones from their stomachs.Just like Anna's son, his mother wanted to pursue her ideals, and he made a nest in her belly; he was expected to help distribute the house when he was born, but when he thought of giving birth, the school policy suddenly changed. In order to promote the one-child policy, the one-child In addition to enjoying a monthly allowance of six yuan, the children can also count as two points when the house is divided.As a result, Anna turned inside out, and it was a big loss to have a second child. "If it weren't for you, the second son, how could I be so angry? If it weren't for you, the second son, why would I be with this countryman? You are too good to succeed, and you are too good to fail!" Anna was lying on the hospital bed , scolding the baby who didn't even open his eyes in front of Wang Gui.My brother was given such a big hat when he was born, and the tone was set like that.His nickname is "Er Duo Zi". Except that Anna hates the "two duozi", Wang Gui and I still like this little meatball very much.I still remember the first time I saw this meatball, the ass was connected to the calf, it was too fat to see clearly, and it cried loudly.Wang Gui even had a kind of ecstasy of finding it again, and he couldn't put it down. Whenever he thought of his big fat son, he would laugh out loud when he was teaching in class. I like Er Duozi also because he is a real savior.I have a feeling of being completely released.When I didn't have him before, I was stared at by four eyes all day long. Whatever I did would cause Anna and Wang Gui to scream and quarrel with each other.Since I had my second son, no one has noticed my existence.I can go to bed without brushing my teeth, I can click my mouth as much as I want, I can play until dark and then go home, and I can jump off the high platform.A senior once told me: "The first child is for the old man, and the second child is for the old man. The main purpose is to be a companion." From now on, Wang Gui will be implicated and scolded. After having two more children, Wang Gui and I will have one more companion.When it comes to race, I am the least responsible.Because my grandma said girls don't make it into the family tree. Anna suffers from postpartum depression.All the unhappiness from the past was vented out.She often cried inexplicably, yelled loudly, and was emaciated to the point of skin and bones.At that time, none of us knew the term postpartum depression, and Wang Gui just attributed it to being in a bad mood.Wang Gui and I waited carefully, not daring to vent our anger.Mr. Wang Gui secretly warned me to stay away from your mother and be careful of her scolding you. Er Duozi was always crying when nothing happened, and Anna didn't even bother to coax her.After crying too much, Anna became angry, and slapped her tender buttocks, "Call you cry, tell you to cry, mourning star! Is someone dead at home? I'll cry to death for you if I have nothing to do!" Also cry.Wang Gui snatched his son over in a panic, shaking constantly, trying to put himself in the shoes of the little guy, wondering what the little guy wanted to do.Wang Gui never raised a child. He was abroad when I was young. "The little guy is hungry, you can feed him." Wang Gui stood beside Anna in a low voice, as if he had made a big mistake, "Feed him." Anna yelled: "No! Starve him to death! You want Yes, feed yourself!" Wang Gui smiled, and lifted up his skirt, revealing two big thumbtacks for Anna to see, "I don't have one, I want milk, why should I bother you? Lend your milk to use. !" With his unique humor, Wang Gui could always coax Anna to finish feeding his son. Seeing that his son was full, Wang Gui sighed and said, "Anna, I can do anything, as long as you feed him well, the baby will come out. Starve him to death?" Er Duozi didn't eat well.The mother's emotions probably have a great impact on the child, and Anna herself doesn't eat anything, so the quality of her milk is not good.Er Duozi was sick every day, had diarrhea, and soon lost weight from a meatball.The stool was so thin that it was too late to change the diaper, so Wang Gui soaked it in the diaper every day, and the wrinkled skin on his fingers was never removed from the water and soap.The second child got cramps in the middle of the night and couldn't take milk, so I always saw Wang Gui riding a bicycle in the middle of the night, with his wife and son in the back seat, and me, who was sleepy, on the small bench on the front bumper, rushing frantically to the hospital go.This kind of story was staged like a TV series in the days before Er Duozi was one year old. On the waiting chair in the emergency room of the hospital, Wang Guihui hugged me who was sleeping soundly with one hand, and held up the lesson plan for the next day's class in the other hand. He prepared the lesson under the dim corridor light, and took a nap on the back of the chair when he was tired. Son.The son was hanging water on the bed not far away; Anna was resting with her head on the edge of the bed. "This kid is really lucky! He really wants to live, and he has survived dangerous situations a few times, he is really lucky!" Anna has been lamenting her son like this ever since.Er Duozi was notified of critical illness several times, bypassed the gate of hell several times, and grew up in stumbles.After one year old, I didn't get sick very much. Wang Gui has a full class schedule every day. After class, he rushes into the kitchen, foams his son's milk, steams eggs for his daughter, carries a square stool upside down, and puts his son inside, under the kitchen door. , and then choose vegetables in the pool.In order to save time, he specially made a shelf above the sink, put the books on it, and prepared lessons while choosing vegetables. He only needs to lower his head and lick his tongue to turn over the books.After one semester, the bottom right corner of Wang Gui's textbooks is always a bit thicker than other places, all because of being soaked in saliva. "DA! DA!" One day, when Wang Gui was choosing vegetables, he suddenly heard a clear and loud voice from his silent son.He stopped what he was doing, and with surprise in his eyes, he rushed to his son, put his head close to his son's little mouth, and wanted to listen carefully. "DA! DA!" The son tried very hard, but he kept repeating it. He really tried his best to suck the milk, and the crystal clear saliva flowed down the corner of his mouth.At that moment, Wang Gui felt panicked, he really wanted to cheer, and his son Wang Gui also spoke!He was not sure whether the child said "big" or "hit", but this was the most beautiful voice in the world that Wang Gui heard. "DA! DA!" Wang Gui was riding a bicycle, thinking of his son's voice, and unconsciously repeated his son's words in his mouth. The voice was so loud that when he was waiting for a red light, an old woman looked at him angrily and without knowing why. he.He didn't realize it. "DA! DA!..."