Chapter 7 Chapter 7 Landslide

In the setting sun, by the stream, the beautiful Gulimire sits side by side with Wan Yue. This is another evening in late spring and early summer, and the sunset is very dazzling.Keguqin is bathed in a piece of gold, and the amorous mountains and fields exude boundless temptation. The two people knew each other originally, and they were friends long before joining the Chinese People's Liberation Army.This is all thanks to my father.His father, Wan Haibo, was a restless person. His biggest hobby outside of work was to travel to every corner of the country. He knew all kinds of people, and some of them had very close relationships.When he was eight years old, Gulimire lived in his uncle’s house. At that time, his uncle was working at a military horse farm under the Xinjiang Nationalist Government. He said that the job was nice, but in fact his job was to train horses. He had a special interest in horses, and even more Inexplicable feelings.Influenced by his uncle, Gulimier liked horses since he was a child. Whenever he was free, he would go to his uncle's horse farm to ride horses.It just so happened that Wan Haibo also likes riding horses, so Gu Limire and Xiao Wanyue met at the racecourse.Half of Wan Yue's kung fu on the horse was taught by Gu Limire, and the other half came from another person.

Gu Limire also knew that person. In Guli Mire's impression, he was a handsome young man, not only handsome, but also affectionate and cheerful.For a while, Gu Limi called him Brother Wu, and later, his uncle fell out with him because Brother Wu was holding her and sitting on the horse.The sky was very blue that day, so blue that people's shadows could be seen, the wind was very warm, and there were a few sheep-like white clouds floating in the air.The beautiful Bull Banner Grassland spreads out in her field of vision like a big blanket.She was very happy that day, feeling that she was not on a horse, but floating in the clouds.There was a whistling wind in my ear, it was from Ma Ce when he was running, the back of the small back was very warm, it was Brother Wu's generous chest.They rode from noon until the sun slanted, how many laps they ran, Gu Li Mire couldn't remember, and she didn't want to remember, the only hope was that the horse would not stop, just carry her like that, and her brother Wu , always running on the grassland.

Later, my uncle chased after him with his horse, and tied a long rope to the bay red horse, which was galloping like the wind.Because the harness was too tight, the bay red horse almost tumbled. Fortunately, at the moment when she was about to fly away from the horse in weightlessness, Brother Wu volleyed into the air and jumped to the ground with her in his arms.Really, when Brother Wu landed on the ground, she was lying flat between his arms.Uncle yelled at his mount, jumped off the horse, rushed over and snatched her away from Brother Wu. That night, her uncle taught her a lesson.Uncle never taught her a lesson, and he never said anything serious, but on that night, his uncle's face was very frightening, and it would not be too much to say that he was livid. "Stay away from him!" the uncle added after cursing.

"I won't!" Gu Limire also played a little temper that day. She was always very good and never talked back to her uncle, but that night, she still couldn't help but speak back to her uncle. Uncle was very sad. Later, the uncle took her into his arms, stroked her hair and said, "Re'er, it's not that uncle scolded you. You are still young and don't understand some things. That brother Wu is not a good person." "Aren't you a good person?" She remembered asking such a question, with a silly expression of disbelief at the time.Uncle didn't say anything more about this topic, he avoided her gaze, and just said lightly, "I'd better send you back, I can see that that person has bad intentions for you."

To be honest, she was full of resentment towards her uncle at that time, and she even thought that his uncle shouldn't have sent her away so soon, because she hadn't had enough time in the grassland.Furthermore, after she left, she would never see Brother Wu again, so it would be a pity to die.It wasn't until later, when her uncle fell in a pool of blood and her mother took her there to cry bitterly, that she realized that her uncle was right, Brother Wu was indeed a murderous executioner.For a single horse, he was able to wash the racecourse with blood and cut down five people at a time. Apart from viciousness, what else could be used to describe such a man?

"Is he... still looking for you?" Gulimiere asked for a long time.This is a bit of a test, but also a bit of interrogation.This was the first time she asked Wan Yue this question after coming to the Second Special Regiment. "What do you think?" Wan Yue didn't turn her head, her eyes were still looking in the direction of Tianshan Mountain. Her answer was a bit unexpected, and Gu Li Mire seemed to hear something else. "I can't tell, but I don't think he will let it go." After saying this, Gu Limi's face turned hot.In fact, there was no need to beat around the bush between her and Wan Yue, but she still didn't have the courage to say that directly.

Wan Yue didn't say a word this time, she knew what Gu Li Mire wanted to ask, and she also knew that the teacher asked her to ask these words.She is from the division!Seeing her for the first time, such thoughts popped into Wan Yue's mind.The two people who were originally very friendly, could have been like sisters, but because they took two different paths, the ending was a little different.This is the helplessness of life, but also the sorrow of life.These days, Wan Yue is intentionally keeping her distance from Gulimirhe, she would rather stay with Jiang Wanyin than accompany Gulimier outside the camp.what is the reason behind the scene?Sometimes, Wan Yue couldn't help but ask herself questions, but she never looked for answers, some things had no answers, such as her and Luo Zhengxiong.Although Luo Zhengxiong's performance became more intense and eager every day, but her heart was getting colder and more depressed every day.The same is true with Guli Miere.When Gu Li Mire asked her out, she just wanted to take the opportunity to draw the relationship between the two closer and regain the intimacy they had in the distant years.But is it possible?What time has washed away is not only innocence and friendship, but also each other's experiences.Once two hearts have a diaphragm, it may be difficult to stick together in a short time.Besides, Gulimier's visit this time was an irritation to her.

I am a suspect! Until now, no one has completely believed me! Thinking of this, the scenes in the hospital jumped out again, biting her heart mercilessly again in this evening.Her heart has been bitten countless times, and it is almost bloody now.But what can I do? In the past winter, she was indeed brought into the hospital as a suspect.The reconnaissance company intercepted a camel caravan in the desert and accidentally captured a spy named Ma Ga.Ma Ga used to be a follower of Iron Cat, and later Iron Cat sent him to Aksai to develop underground forces there.During the interrogation, Ma Ga confessed that he was ordered to enter the city to meet "Snow Lotus".

"Who is Xuelian?" At the beginning, Ma Ga didn't say anything about life and death, saying "Snow Lotus" was tantamount to telling the truth about her own life. If Tie Mao knew about it, she wouldn't be able to survive even one more minute.Later, Ma Ga was brought in front of Liu Zhenhai, looking at this handsome young man with curly hair, Liu Zhenhai suddenly said, "Your name is not Ma Ga, but Ma Xiaowu." "How do you know?" Ma Ga stared at Liu Zhenhai in surprise.The word Ma Xiaowu has disappeared from this world for more than ten years, and even he himself can't remember who it is.

"You have a twin brother named Ma Dawu. Sixteen years ago, your father Ma Laoshi was killed by a headman named Gurbaiz because of a camel. Your mother was thrown into the river, and your two brothers were also there We were separated in that misfortune, and we have been separated since then, and we have never seen each other again." "You...you..." Facing Liu Zhenhai, Ma Ga was so startled that he couldn't breathe.After a long time, he heard Liu Zhenhai shouting outside: "Let Ma Dawu come in!" That night, in the office of Liu Zhenhai, the commander of the second division, there was a scene that moved people to tears. The scene was really touching.Brothers who have been separated for many years, never expected to meet in this way.Ma Dawu is already the deputy commander of the 3rd Battalion of the 17th Regiment of the 2nd Division and an excellent soldier of the People's Liberation Army.However, Ma Xiaowu has become a headless fly abandoned by the Kuomintang, bumping around on the bloody blade all day long.That night, Ma Xiaowu finally confessed that "Xuelian" was Wan Yue, and his mission this time was to sneak into the hospital, wait for "Xuelian" to appear, and get information from her.

Ma Xiaowu followed up with the name of that hospital, which was the local hospital that Luo Zhengxiong wanted to send Wan Yue to. The division headquarters made a decision overnight to bring the sick Wan Yue to the military hospital. At the same time, an interrogation battle was secretly launched. Liu Zhenhai had no doubts about Wan Yue's identity. In fact, Wan Yue was under strict surveillance from the very beginning. The reason why the division headquarters ordered the Special Second Regiment not to take measures against her was to use her to lure out Iron Mao and " "Blood Eagle", including when Luo Zhengxiong sent Xiaolin several times to raise doubts about Wan Yue to the division headquarters in Honghaizi, Liu Zhenhai covered it up with various excuses.This move was quite risky, if not done well, Liu Zhenhai would have to bear great responsibility.Of course, deep down in his heart, Liu Zhenhai also wanted to buy more time for Wan Yue so that she could come out of her self-struggle. The division is full of confidence in Wan Yue.It is impossible for a person to be stuck in confusion and confusion for too long. Facing the sun, she should be able to make the right choice. "You should have told the truth." I remember Liu Zhenhai said so earnestly on the second night in the hospital.Wan Yue pursed her lips tightly, her heart full of struggles.For one thing, she was indeed ill, with a fever and vomiting. The illness tortured her so much that she could not sleep a wink for two days and nights, and her thinking was in a mess.Also, she didn't know what to say to Liu Zhenhai and where to start.Her life was such a mess, and from the moment her mother took her through that door, she was destined to be surrounded by chaos and haunted by chaos.After so many years, the situation has not improved, on the contrary, it has become more and more chaotic. "Blood Eagle", Iron Cat, Luo Zhengxiong... An illegitimate daughter, a talented girl from a girls' school, an expert studying abroad... All kinds of symbols are attached to her, and men with different personalities and identities are hovering on the wave of her emotions. On the one hand, the world sweeps all kinds of love to her, making her overwhelmed.On the other hand, a dark cloud of hatred firmly enveloped her, making her young heart often thunder and lightning, and she couldn't relax. She didn't say anything to Liu Zhenhai that night. When I opened my eyes the next day, I found that I had been changed to a ward, and at the door stood Ma Dawu holding a steel gun. She later heard that there had been a bloody battle at the local hospital.Liu Zhenhai lets a female soldier who looks exactly like her live in the hospital. With the cooperation of Ma Xiaowu, Tie Mao is really fooled and sends a small team to sneak into the hospital, trying to take "her" away.Afterwards, I found out that Iron Cat had a falling out with "Blood Eagle", the reason was ridiculous, it was to compete for her! It was at that moment that Wan Yue believed that Tie Mao's words were true, this man finally showed his blood!I remember that on the way to Honghaizi, Tiemao hugged her fiercely, and said in a rough voice: "I don't want you to go, I want to be with you!" Later, on a moonlit night, Tiemao Sneaking into the camp again, he made a vicious oath to her: If she dared to fall in love with Luo Zhengxiong, he would make the special second regiment die miserably. Why, why is this so?From Brother Wu to "Blood Eagle", from "Blood Eagle" to Iron Cat, and now Luo Zhengxiong, why can't she always escape the calamity of men in her life?Is it true that she is a snake spirit as her mother predicted, and in this life, many men are destined to live and die for her? When Liu Zhenhai started working with her again, she couldn't help it anymore, shed tears and told all the things in one go.Including how she was protected by Brother Wu at first, and how she was forcibly drawn into that camp by Brother Wu who was already called "Blood Eagle" and threatened her with love to force her to sell her life to the Kuomintang.When she refused, "Blood Eagle" attacked her mother secretly, trying to completely put her in a helpless situation.Later, when I met Iron Cat, how did this rude and ugly man fall in love with her in a gentle and even tender way, and silently assumed the role of protecting her.Until the Kuomintang disintegrated and fled to Taiwan, "Blood Eagle" and Iron Cat were ordered to sneak into the people, secretly organize counter-offensive forces, and plot a counter-offensive cause. .Liu Zhenhai was fascinated by this, and sighed for a long time.To her, that sigh was almost pale, almost powerless. She knew that no one, no force, could really help her escape from the clutches of the clutches, and she had to rely on herself if she wanted to get rid of that nightmare completely. However, at the hospital, just when she was about to strengthen her confidence, a misfortune happened. Ma Xiaowu was assassinated, and Ma Dawu was assassinated by an unknown person on the way back to the third camp after being ordered to do so. His body was beheaded and thrown on the camel road.On his naked body, two characters were engraved in a large size: "Snow Lotus". According to this, Tong Tieshan, the political commissar of the division, raised objections at the division meeting, and for the first time publicly challenged the division commander Liu Zhenhai.This was the first time the two partners had a quarrel, and the scene was quite intense, and it was a different situation when it reached Wan Yue's ears.Some people said that the teacher Liu Zhenhai was interested in her. In order to win her heart, he did not hesitate to violate the principle and expressed his love to her at the price of the soldier's life.There were even worse things, which made her not only blush and heartbeat, but also feel ashamed. God, what happened to this world? The wind is blowing, and the wind is soft, hitting the face lightly, like a mother's palm.The dusk has long since faded, and the night has fallen quietly at some point, and the valley is plunged into mystery.The summer of Keguqin is really touching. Even though it is only the beginning of summer, every inch of sunshine and every piece of air has revealed its softness.In the distance, came the singing of Fifth Master Camel. This old man always made the night longer. one shot one arrow Pinggui Xiliang invites marriage Good wine drunk female generation war Four begging arrows out of Guanshan Two sons make a pair Zhao Xuanyun who saw off his sister for thousands of miles The Panlong stick is slanted on the left shoulder Jinniang is crying behind the horse Three Zier Three Taoyuan Dong Zhuo wants to seek the Han Dynasty Wang Shitu set up a beauty trick Fengyiting Diaochan female drama Lu Bu Four pieces make two pairs Bai Shusheng loves Li Huiniang Playing in the West Lake increases friendship The mistress of the third watch arrives at the library five arrows five arrows Ximen Lang made a big fuss about Pan Jinlian Wu Dalang died with poison in his mouth Wu Song kills his sister-in-law to avenge his injustice Six sons hold Maoxing Crying in Zhang Meiying's garden Gao Wenju went to Beijing for three years Meet again on the flower pavilion chair Seven Zier Seven Star Sword Little Su San, whom Wang Jinlong loves Su San has been in prison for three years Reunion in the lobby of Hongtong County Eight children and eight peach gardens Miss Chen Xingyuan and Bei Fan Betrothed to Mei Liangyu since childhood His husband and wife cried out of Yanmen Pass Nine Zier Nine Links It is Shuang Yang who turned back to Yang An Yang Changjiang who was defeated in Jiepaiguan For the young man Di Ten Zier Ten Kinds of Scenery Liu Jinding, who carried his relatives in Shuangsuo Town Gao Zongbao's head armor is crazy Even soup and medicine is the love of husband and wife Jiang Wanyin cried, she had to cry. She worked so hard to get to the army, to the Second Special Regiment, and the purpose was to be with Brother Zhengxiong.Unexpectedly, instead of treating her well, brother Zhengxiong bullied her in different ways all day long.During the day, she and Brother Zhengxiong quarreled again, and they couldn't help it. She thought she had endured it for a long time, and she couldn't bear it anymore, but Brother Zhengxiong still thought she was troublesome. It's all to blame for that Gulimier. Ever since she came, the Special Second Regiment hadn't been at peace. Luo Zhengxiong's heart seemed to have gone to another place. Who sent it to whom, it seemed that the men and women in this group together broke him or something. She had a very good relationship with Sister Wan Yue, and Sister Wan Yue also intentionally taught her how to measure. Apart from measuring, she also taught her a lot of knowledge.Including how to identify rock formations, how to judge the slope of the mountain according to the direction of the rock formations, and so on.Sister Wan Yue is really knowledgeable, she understands everything.He can tell the truth about the wind, the snow, the water, the trees, and everything in this mountain.Jiang Wanyin is very strange, it's just a Keguqin, it looks like any other mountain peak, why is it so mysterious and learned in the eyes of sister Wan Yue?Knowledge can make people mysterious. In Jiang Wanyin's eyes, Wan Yue is very mysterious.Jiang Wanyin no longer dared to treat her with the original attitude, she became respectful, respecting her more than her father Jiang Mohan. It's a pity that a gulimi fever changed all this. As soon as Guli Mire arrived in the Special Second Regiment, Luo Zhengxiong made a very puzzling and very angry decision. He asked Jiang Wanyin to leave Wanyue and partner with a male soldier named Sun Qi.Sun Qi was in his thirties, and he was a rather dull and aloof man. Apart from work, he couldn't speak more than three words a day, especially with female soldiers.The female soldiers called him Sun Mutou in private, Jiang Wanyin couldn't understand him even more, and secretly called him Sun Huashi.The word "fossil" was also taught by Wan Yue's sister. She thought it was too vivid to describe Sun Qi. Doing surveys with Sun Qi, this day has become a lot more boring, the mountains have lost color, the sun has lost color, and even the wind is dry and tasteless.In particular, Luo Zhengxiong handed her over to Sun Qi, as if he married her, and never cared about her again. For a while, she didn't even look at him for three days!Tell me, can people bear this day? If you can't bear it, you have to bear it. Don't look at Sun Qi as a piece of wood or a fossil. Once this fossil works, it can scare people to death.This dead man probably belonged to a tiger. Once he entered the mountain and arrived at the work site, his eyes became brighter and his legs became more cheerful, especially with that voice that could keep shouting at you for three hours.You are so tired that you can't lift your legs anymore, you wish you could find a flat place to lie down and never get up again, but he still holds a flag and yells at you, forcing you to look at him The measuring point in the run.As soon as work was over, he immediately fell silent and died, as if his anger had been stolen by a thief, as if all his excitement had been thrown to the point of work. I hope he cares about you, comforts you, and wait to go. As an assistant to this kind of person, I almost turned into a fossil. Jiang Wanyin approached Luo Zhengxiong twice and proposed to go back to Sister Wanyue, but Luo Zhengxiong didn't even look at her and reprimanded her: "Where else do you want to go, ah, you went to the Special Second Regiment, you didn't come to enjoy the blessings, and you didn't come here If you want to see the scenery, stay if you can, if you don't want to stay, I will send you back!" "I'm going to change it!" Jiang Wanyin's temper also came up, and she was the most shameful person who looked at her coldly.Unexpectedly, Luo Zhengxiong left her, as if nothing happened, and left! "You heartless!" Jiang Wanyin was so wronged that she was on the verge of tears. If Fifth Master Tuo hadn't come over and patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, signaling her not to make trouble, maybe she would have pounced on him and bit Luo Zhengxiong hard. Take two bites. After a while, Jiang Wanyin discovered that Luo Zhengxiong had changed, and her brother Zhengxiong had changed.If she could bear Luo Zhengxiong's lukewarmness when he first came here, and if she could somehow find a reason for him in her heart, now, his indifference and heartlessness made her despair and drive her crazy. He put all his enthusiasm and energy on the pair of Wan Yue and Gu Li Mi Re. He is almost no longer the leader of the special second regiment, no longer the leader of this group, but has become the follower of Wan Yue and Gu Li Mire.No, follower, complete follower! Jiang Wanyin saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart. If this continues, her purpose of coming to the Special Second Regiment will be defeated, and her brother Zhengxiong will never belong to her again, and it is very possible that she will not be tempted by Wan Yue. Let the big-eyed, flickering Gulimier, who exudes a demonic aura, be captured. No, I have to think of a way to snatch him back.She remembered the words of her father Jiang Mohan, "Yin'er, Dad has promised you to him. Whether you can hold his heart or not depends on your own ability. If you are capable, he is your man. , you are the grass in his eyes." "I don't make grass, I don't!" Jiang Wanyin roared into the secluded valley.Then, he threw down the ruler and went to the other side of the valley to find Luo Zhengxiong.Today she has to make it clear to him what she said, to make it clear, she ran to the Special Second Regiment, to this deep mountain and wild valley, not to make meritorious deeds, not to conquer some Keguqin, she had only one purpose, to let him marry her , must marry! She was separated from the fossil Sun Qi's survey area and Luo Zhengxiong's survey area by a small hill, and she turned over without much effort.The valley here is quiet, much quieter than the valley where she and Sun Qiche are.Originally, this group did not survey the valley, only the road, but when Guli Mire came, Luo Zhengxiong suddenly gave an inexplicable order, asking the soldiers to survey the valley separately, and surveyed all the topographic maps of the valley in this area.He also said that this is a new order from the division headquarters.What division, I think you did it without authorization, the purpose is to find opportunities for yourself, and spend all day with Wan Yue and that Gu Li Mire in the valley where no one else can see.Jiang Wanyin quickened her pace while thinking, and at this moment she had already made up her mind, and the first thing she said when she saw Luo Zhengxiong was, "Let Gu Li Mire go over there, and I'll stay." Don't say anything else, just look What's wrong with him?If she doesn't agree, she will go back and move her teacher and father Jiang Mohan. Unexpectedly, Jiang Wanyin saw a scene she shouldn't have seen, and also heard something she shouldn't have heard. In the silent valley, first there were one or two birdsongs, and then there were a few "bleats" of goats.There are often goats in this area, which makes the soldiers startled, but after seeing them for a long time, they are no longer surprised.Jiang Wanyin's steps are very quick, she doesn't seem to be walking on a mountain road at all. It's no wonder that Wangshui is originally a mountainous area, and her father Jiang Mohan likes to walk in the countryside and talk about national affairs with like-minded people, so he learned it The daughter's pair of fast legs.As she walked, Jiang Wanyin suddenly slowed down. There was always a smell in this valley, which made her feel abnormal.Let’s say, it’s time for work, and the voice of Wanyue should be heard in the valley, which can’t be heard from a distance, but now that it’s close, the red flag of the survey point can be seen, why can’t I hear a sound for a long time.What about Gulmire?She is a girl who can't be dumb, as long as she is there, you can hear singing.What about "Alar Khan, My Black Eyes", "Half Moon Climbing Up", "Picking Peony" and so on, although Jiang Wanyin is not too close to her, influenced by her, she can hum a few Xinjiang folk songs up.For example, in the song "Mayila", she can sing it completely: people call me mayila poet mayila teeth white good voice singer mayila sing a song when you are happy bouncing dombra Dombra People come and go crowding under my roof Mayila Mayila la la la la Mayila I'm Wally and my name is Mayila The white handkerchief is embroidered with roses all around Young Kazakhs envy me Whose singing can compare with me Mayila Mayila Whose singing can compare with me ... Today, the valley is dead, silent, a little deep, a little sad, as if something happened to the owner of the valley?Jiang Wanyin raised her head, and in the blue sky, there was an eagle hovering above her head. It was an eagle, and Jiang Wanyin recognized it. Most of the time, it followed her and Sun Qi, but now it flew here to join in the fun.Apart from this, Jiang Wanyin couldn't see anything else.Her pace slowed down again, and her heart tightened up.Could it be?After walking like this for a while, she could see the instruments on the measuring point. It was strange that the instruments were placed alone on the small soil bag, but there was no one around.The iron box containing the materials and the kettle are all there, but no one can be seen.Jiang Wanyin's heart tightened even more. What she was thinking at this time was definitely not that something happened to Luo Zhengxiong and the others, but... She stood up, stood on tiptoes, lifted half of her body weight, and there was no sound under her feet.This looks very much like a thief, but at this time, besides being a thief, what else can Jiang Wanyin do?Just like that, she held her breath and moved forward step by step. Finally, she heard the voice, not far away, in a dense grass.The grass is under the cliff, so you can see everything there.Jiang Wanyin has completely entered the role at this time, like a scout who has entered the enemy camp, lying down in the grass, with her ears up, listening carefully to every word under the cliff. "No, you can't do this!" It was Wan Yue's voice. "Why can't I?!" Luo Zhengxiong sounded excited. "I'm a guilty person, and I don't deserve your affection." "No, you are wrong, you are now the hero of our special second regiment, and no one doubts you anymore." "You are the leader of the group, you shouldn't love your children." Jiang Wanyin's voice is softening, what a disgusting woman! "But I'm also a man. I like you. What's wrong with telling you?" "Where's Wanyin, what about Jiang Wanyin? She likes you so much and was engaged to you, can you abandon her?" "I've never been engaged to her, it's all made up by that weird old man." "I do not believe!" "If you don't believe me, you can ask him, when did she get engaged to me? When I lived in her house, she was still a big kid, how could she get engaged?" Jiang Wanyin on the cliff was going crazy with anger.Okay, Luo Zhengxiong, you dare to go back on your word. We were never engaged, but before you left, my father said in front of so many people that he wanted me to marry you in the future.Why didn't you go back on your word at that time, you still said with a smile that you must come to Wangshui in the future and live in my house.Now you regret it and don't admit it? "Impossible, this is absolutely impossible. I beg you to let me go, and you too, okay?" Wan Yue's voice sounded like she was crying.Emperor Liu pretended to cry in Jingzhou and acted it out for Luo Zhengxiong. In the bottom of his heart, he wished that a few more men would tell her this.Jiang Wanyin on the cliff couldn't figure it out, so she hated Wan Yue.She once told her face-to-face that she belonged to brother Zhengxiong, he belonged to him in life, and his ghost in death, and no one could take it away.She is still trying to deceive Brother Zhengxiong with her tears, she is really shameless! "I've been conflicted for a long time. Today, I finally have the courage to tell you. Promise me. I'll report to the division after the Koguqin test is over." "The division will not agree, Master Liu will never agree! Commander Luo, don't say it anymore. From tomorrow onwards, you will not be in our group. If it spreads to the division, it will have a bad influence on you .” "Why didn't he agree? Ah, why?" Luo Zhengxiong suddenly raised his voice. Wan Yue remained silent for a long time, Jiang Wanyin saw that Wan Yue was already moving, trying to get out of the grass.A few bouquets of wild flowers wrapped her legs, making her a little immobile.Luo Zhengxiong actually came over and walked straight towards Wan Yue. Jiang Wanyin saw that Luo Zhengxiong stretched out his arms, as if he wanted to hug Wan Yue suddenly.She couldn't bear it anymore, so she stood up suddenly, and shouted down the cliff: "Luo Zhengxiong, you are shameless!" This sound surprised the two people under the cliff.Seeing Luo Zhengxiong's outstretched arms suddenly froze, he didn't know how to retract them for a long time.Wan Yue, who was blushing, panicked even more. She had promised Jiang Wanyin herself that no matter what the situation was, she would never do anything to hurt Wanyin's sister. "Okay, you two, you did this in broad daylight!" Jiang Wanyin burst into tears, if she didn't show up today, it's not sure what happened to them.But can she appear every day?Thinking of this, she rushed down the cliff and shouted again: "Wan Yue, your words don't count. Don't let me call you sister in the future." After she finished speaking, she turned her head and ran towards the top of the mountain like a frightened little rabbit. Luo Zhengxiong's voice sounded behind him: "Jiang Wanyin, come back!" What made Jiang Wanyin indignant was that when she returned to the temporary camp, Luo Zhengxiong not only refused to admit her mistake to her, but also severely criticized her, saying that she left her post without authorization during work and ran around.Fossil Sun Qi also suddenly had something to say that day. In front of the whole group, he even said that she was half-hearted about her work and didn't follow orders, and asked her to make a review to the whole group.This made Jiang Wanyin furious, she looked at Luo Zhengxiong eagerly, to see how he would make the final decision.Guess what, he actually said: "We will have a meeting after dinner and let Comrade Jiang Wanyin conduct a self-criticism." Oh my God, this is the brother Zhengxiong she thinks about day and night, and this is the relative she has traveled all the way to join her! Originally, at the group meeting, Jiang Wanyin really wanted to tell what she had seen and heard during the day and what she hated in her heart, but later, it was Wan Yue who stopped her with her eyes.What Wan Yue meant was obvious. If she said it, Luo Zhengxiong would lose his prestige and face, and it would be very difficult to command the entire regiment.Although Jiang Wanyin is willful, she can still take care of the overall situation at critical moments. Of course, in this overall situation, Brother Zhengxiong takes up more than half of it. After the meeting, Jiang Wanyin came out from the temporary camp, Fossil Sun Qi wanted to follow her as if to please her, but she scolded her back.Gulimiere followed her a few steps, as if she was not at ease with her, Jiang Wanyin said with a sneer: "I never thought you would be on guard during the day, and follow you at night." Only then did they know that when Wan Yue and Luo Zhengxiong were talking in the grass under the cliff, Gulimier was not far away, watching the valley like a wolf.Of course Gu Limire didn't dare to follow, but in her heart, she really had something to say to Jiang Wanyin. Sitting alone on the rock, Jiang Wanyin's heart was ups and downs, tears of grievance flowed out again and again, soaking her entire face.The night wrapped her like satin, putting her injured body and mind in extreme depression.At this time, she thought of her father again and again. She thought that her father's method was not clever, and it was not a good way to insist on it. If Brother Zhengxiong really didn't like her, her army would be useless. White ginseng. At some point, the guide Tuo Wuye came over and stood quietly behind her. Seeing that her body was still twitching after so long, Tuo Wuye bent down and said in a very warm tone: "Baby, don't be sad, what's the matter?" There is a result, don't worry, he can't escape from your palm." "How do you know?" Jiang Wanyin turned her head abruptly, staring at Fifth Master Tuo in shock and asked. "I know how to read faces. In his life, he will only be married to you." "real?!" The Fifth Master Tuo sat down and was not in a hurry to answer, but told her his own story. In the story, the Fifth Master Tuo had a lover who almost became his wife. Unfortunately, he was too high-sighted at the time. , Suspected that the family was a second marriage and did not marry.Later, in the wind and rain, Fifth Master Tuo also met many women, but it was that woman who really couldn't get rid of him. "The one who gave you the compass?" Jiang Wanyin couldn't help asking. Fifth Master Camel shook his head slowly. On the same day, in another group, Du Lili also shed sad tears. Du Lili finally woke up, those beautiful days were no longer there, and the dream floating in her heart was completely shattered. Du Lili has always believed that in this world, she is excellent and extremely smart.A smart person should have a smart life, and should have a smart marriage.So in the relationship with Zhang Xiaotian, Du Lili has always maintained the initiative. When Zhang Xiaotian is hot, she is cold; when Zhang Xiaotian is cold, she is hot.In short, she wanted to show a sense of detachment that the victory was in her hands and she was not in a hurry, so it would be best if Zhang Xiaotian could not figure it out.If she can't figure it out, it proves that she, Du Lili, is attractive. If she can't figure it out, she, Du Lili, can advance and retreat freely, and be more than capable of retreating and defending.Who knows... A person's life is full of variables, especially for a smart and beautiful woman like Du Lili, there are all kinds of variables.If she had listened to her mother and married that bank clerk back then, her life might have been different.At least, there would be no life and death of Hong Haizi, no ups and downs of Ke Guqin.Or after joining the army, An Anxin married the head of the military region, and her life was more likely to be prosperous and dignified.After giving up these two choices, Du Lili should face it squarely and have a clear goal or idea of ​​life. Unfortunately, Du Lili is a woman who feels good about herself. . This is where Du Lili suffered a loss. Putting on another girl, after discovering the hotness between Zhang Xiaotian and Zhang Shuangyang, you should be vigilant, at least, you should calm down and think carefully, should you stop it, should you change your strategy?Du Lili did not.She is too confident, how could Zhang Xiaotian abandon her and turn to Zhang Shuangyang?No man would make such a stupid and absurd choice.So she behaved as before, even colder than before, it doesn't matter.I want to see, what can you guys come up with?In terms of appearance, I have Fatty Zhang who is ten good-looking.In terms of ability, I am smarter and more capable than her.In terms of family background, she can't compare with me.Just such a fat, stupid and uneducated person, can Zhang Xiaotian like you?Haha, laugh to death. However, Zhang Xiaotian just fell in love with it, and once the goal was determined, he showed amazing tenacity.Du Lili was in a hurry now, and the more Du Lili was in a hurry, the more she had no good solution, except to play tricks on Zhang Xiaotian all day long, to play tricks on Zhang Xiaotian, to make sarcastic remarks, or to show a look of indifference. Come up with another more effective method.It was fine if she didn't do this, but once she did, she quickly made a couple surnamed Zhang happy.To this day, Zhang Xiaotian announced in front of the whole group that as soon as the Keguqin battle is over, everyone will be invited to eat candy. These words were undoubtedly a thunderbolt from the blue sky, before everyone's shouts could be heard, Du Lili's mind buzzed and exploded.He yelled at Zhang Xiaotian as if he lost his mind: "Zhang Xiaotian, don't even think about dreaming!" Zhang Xiaotian raised his head slightly in surprise, his eyes flicked across her pale face, and then turned to Zhang Shuangyang.The gaze he laid on Zhang Shuangyang's face was obviously gentler and more delicate than the gaze on her face.Du Lili is a woman, so she is particularly sensitive to this kind of gaze, and she feels it very accurately.曾几何时，张笑天也用这种目光抚过她，只不过那时他的目光缺少自信，缺少镇定，不像现在，那目光既老道又坦然，就像老夫老妻互相欣赏的目光。杜丽丽再次受到刺激，她认为张笑天真是无耻，居然当着她的面，放肆地把目光搁在另一个不如她的女人脸上。天啊，这简直就是一种羞辱！杜丽丽忍无可忍，紧跟着又发作了：“张笑天，别以为这样做，就能刺激我。告诉你，我杜丽丽不是那种随随便便的女人，感情是要经得起考验的，你这种小把戏，哄哄张双羊还行，想蒙我，远着哩。” 这话，杜丽丽自认为说得极其有水平。一则，她在向全组人宣告，张笑天刚才那话是玩笑话，是想拿张双羊刺激她，目的，还是想逼她答应他。另则，她更向全组人宣布，她杜丽丽绝不可能这么随便就答应他，就算答应，也得再考验他一阵。说完，杜丽丽自信地笑了。这么有智慧的话，也只有她杜丽丽能说得出。 然而，张笑天跟张双羊都没接她的招，两个人事先预谋好似的，当众人面，给她演了一场戏。尤其张双羊，一改老实样，竟然不知羞耻地走过来，甜甜地望着张笑天，就把，就把头给靠在了张笑天身上。 这动作，这情景，能是一个班长做的？能是张双羊做的？可她确实做了，不但把头靠上去，而且，而且还伸出一只胖手，捏住了张笑天的手。天呀，当那么多人面，她竟捏住了张笑天的手！在她们开放的小镇上，女人跟男人也不敢这样！这是在军营，不是在花前月下，不是在背人处，更不是在烛光跳跃的洞房里！ 她竟做得出！ “张双羊！”杜丽丽喝了一声，忽然就不知再说啥了。张笑天呢，对她的喝斥无动于衷，而是更肉麻更无耻地回应了张双羊，用另一只手盖在张双羊肥嘟嘟的手上，那样儿，就像他们今天要结婚！ 这时候，宿营地发出一片狂呼。几个平时对她不满的男兵带头起哄，嚷着让张笑天跟张双羊来点更激烈的。尽管张笑天跟张双羊最终也没来啥激烈的，但那场景，那热烈，深深刺痛了杜丽丽。更为悲壮的是，众人围着他们起哄时，完全忘了她的存在，全组没有一个人，意识到她的存在，意识到她的伤心。这就证明，在这个组里，她杜丽丽早被排斥在外，她的那份好感觉只属于她自己，没一个人跟她分享。 天呀，怎么会这样！ 不是感觉一直挺好的么，不是一直认为自己很重要很夺目么？How could this be? 不幸再逢连阴雨，一波未平一波起，就在杜丽丽强忍着不让泪水喷出，一个人咬着牙躲远处负气的当儿，侦察员小林轻轻走过来，似乎无意，似乎有意，望住她说：“军区首长结婚了，娶的是你老乡。” “你走开！” 一场雨夹雪劈头盖脸降下来，科古琴罩在雪雨濛濛中。 时令尽管已是夏季，但科古琴的天就是这样，不论何季，不论地面有多热，天只要下，就必然有雪。 雨雪逼迫着战士们退缩到岩洞里。连续五天，特二团都没有工作。之前的某一天，罗正雄被紧急召回师部，开了一夜的会，回来，三个组班以上干部集中在一起，在科古琴山下的大本营开了一天一夜会。有消息说，师部对特二团下达了新命令，科古琴的测量任务有变，不仅要测出道路，还要测出几个矿点的详图。尤其几处地势复杂、山体易滑坡的险要段，师部要求特二团一并将其攻下。 做出这样的决定，也是基于兵团整体工作的需要。罗正雄带来的消息说，中央军委已作出新指示，要兵团做好扎根边疆建设边疆的战略准备，而且建设速度一定要加快，要在两年内解决兵团的自给自足，五年内把新疆的工农业建设搞上去。这就是说，所有想回到老家或是去疆外的想法都给破灭了，持这种想法的人只能放弃空想，安安心心驻守边疆。 当然，这种思想在特二团是不存在的，加入特二团，就意味着你把生命已交给了边疆，交给了这大漠戈壁。但是，要想彻底征服科古琴，困难和险阻还很多。尤其是那些复杂地段，几乎是对特二团的极限挑战。 会议决定，除留一小部分力量继续测量道路外，精干力量全部集中起来，趁天气还不是太暖，雪山还未开始融化，抢先向危险地段进军。 会上，张笑天和万月被分别任命为突击营营长，目标为东脉的天柱岭和西脉的马牙峰。战前动员连夜召开，抽调到这两个营的战士激情勃勃，斗志昂扬，一点看不出畏难情绪。如果不是这场突如其来的雨雪，怕是在人烟罕至的天柱岭和冰雪茫茫的马牙峰，红旗已经飘扬起来。 这场雨雪来得真不是时候，不仅阻断了战士们征服科古琴的步伐，而且让特二团的气氛变得凝重压抑。驼五爷就说，六月飞雪，怕不是好兆头哩。话没说完，留守在东脉的一组第二分组就出了事。 而且是大事。 谁能想得到呢？如果想得到，于海说啥也不会将战士们留在山里，留在那座崖下。罗正雄跟他建议过，要不就将战士们全带到山下，一则让他们听听会议精神，另则，也让三个组的战士们互相交流一下。到科古琴后，三个组的战士们各踞一方，还没集体活动过。于海说，还是让他们坚持一下吧，等测完这个月，来一次集体大联欢。罗正雄觉得这建议不错，临时改变决定，将三个组没抽到突击营的士兵们全留在了山里。如果能想到，罗正雄说啥也不会做这种改变。 迟了，凡事一等后悔时，就迟了。而且，上苍是不给你后悔机会的。只能傻着眼接受这残酷的现实，可这现实，能接受得了？ 天地茫茫。 出事时，司徒碧兰不在临时宿营地。司徒碧兰本来是要跟着于海去山下的，成立突击营的消息于海向她透露过，她很是向往，一心嚷着要去。于海兴许是出于私心，没答应。兴许不是，或许司徒碧兰真不够资格。谁知道呢，事实是司徒碧兰没去成，留在了山里。向导哈喜达陪于海去了山下，司徒碧兰连个摔跤的伴都没有，闷得慌，加上于海他们下山没几天，天便落起了雨雪。困守在崖下，日子是那样无聊，接近苍白，司徒碧兰感觉自己的心里都要长出绿毛了。 这天她困了一天，到晚饭时分，实在困不住了，独自走出宿营地，朝前面开满野花的山谷走去。雨还在下，雨雪打在脸上，生扎扎地疼，司徒碧兰一点不在乎，她最见不得的，就是遇到雨雪便躲起来。还特二团呢，这么点雨雪就怯了步，要是遇到冰暴，或者洪水，还不全完？这么想着，她捋了捋头发，将雨水打湿的刘海从额前捋开，露出水晶晶漂亮的额。 走在雨雪中，司徒碧兰的心情接近灰蒙。这段日子，她过的并不愉快，工作老是提不起精神，常常，不自禁地陷入怔想中，一想就是老半天。司徒碧兰烦恼的，是那种叫做感情的东西。来特二团之前，她压根没考虑过此事，甚至从没想过有一天自己会嫁人。父亲先后给她介绍过几位，都是父亲的助手，他们年轻，有为，似乎具备了好男人的所有优点，但她觉得滑稽，没意思，一个个推掉了。父亲倒也不逼她，按他的话说，世间万事，都应顺其自然，不可强求。特别在她的婚事上，父亲表现得远比他嘴里说的开明。加上五姨太也舍不得将她嫁走，生怕家里少了一个拌嘴的，变得冷清，变得感情没有寄托。所以司徒碧兰在男女感情上是很自由的，自由得近乎成了空白。这也好，空白就意味着没有污点，没有痕迹，可以放开手脚书写新的篇章。父亲司徒空登送她参军的路上，曾说过一句玩笑话：“到了部队，眼睛可要灵活点，瞅见上眼的，要主动。”当时她调皮地一笑：“怎么，想把我彻底赶出家啊。”身旁的五姨太脸色一沉：“他敢！我可不许你乱嫁人，嫁不好，一辈子受罪。”司徒碧兰翅起小嘴巴，“好好好，我绝不嫁人，守着你，免得将来有一天，你守了空房没人陪你。”这种玩笑话她们常说，彼此也不介意。但是那一天，五姨太却有点心为所动，抓着她的手，半天，略带忧伤地说，“也不知这一去，何时才能再见面。兰儿，说句真心话，我是舍不得把你送出去的，你如果后悔，现在还来得及。” 司徒碧兰当然不会后悔，她做啥事后悔过，没！但不后悔是没遇上伤心事，遇上了，心情一样会糟。 司徒碧兰现在的心情就很糟。 她忽然发现，自己并不喜欢于海。尊敬是有，崇拜也有点，但要真正往那事儿上靠，就不沾边了，硬沾也沾不上，弄得心里还很难过。依她往常的性子，这种事儿是烦不到她头上的，沾不上就不沾，把烦心事扔一边，不理它。这次不行。司徒碧兰终于意识到，军营就是军营，没法跟家里比，家里你可以啥都不在乎，军营却不行。再者，于海是政委，不同于一般男人，要是换成张笑天他们，她或许还能一笑了之，不当个事。这点是受父亲影响，父亲的做人原则是：对上必须尊，对下必须爱，爱和尊可以有方式的不同，但在内心里，你必须守住一个原则。就是做人一定要真诚，绝不能把生活中的儿戏带进人际交往中。 这交往，就有男女之间的交往，比如现在，就面对如何处理跟于海的关系。 按说，她是没给于海给过错觉的，一次也没，所有的交往都是在正常范畴内，不存在两心相悦的那种。仅有的两次单独相处，也是于海找她谈工作，谈二营长江涛。细细想一想，她并没流露出爱慕他的意思，也没法流露。爱慕一个人得有条件，必须是那人先能打动她，让她心为所动，情为所萌。这点当然是受五姨太影响，五姨太不止一次跟讲过同父亲的故事，说父亲在某个瞬间一下打动了她，让她觉得这样的男人才是天，才是阳光，才是可以把女人一生照亮的火把。那么，为他赴汤蹈火也就在所不辞了。 五姨太还教导她，爱男人，就该爱让自己第一眼就怦然心动的那种男人，这种男人不但热烈，而且一定能让你迷失终身。 五姨太的理论是，好男人是让女人沉迷的那种，做女人最幸福的事便是沉迷到男人的海洋里，再也不醒来，这份沉迷有多长久，幸福便有多长久。司徒碧兰信。 但偏偏，政委于海是个让人清醒的男人，越是跟他在一起，你就越清醒，想沉迷都沉迷不了。特二团的男人几乎都这样，包括那个张笑天，也是智性有余而慧性不足，男人少了慧性，便少缺许多味道，司徒碧兰对这种男人实在生不出爱慕。 远不如跟向导哈喜多在一起快乐。 问题是于海不这么想，他对她动了情，还是很热烈很执着的情，他甚至当面向她说：“你必须嫁给我，这是命令。” 听听，多没情调啊。 司徒碧兰又好气又好笑，天下竟有这样向女人示爱的，怪不得解放军到现在一大半是光棍，官再大，也讨不到媳妇。更怪不得他们四下里招女兵，原来是闹婚荒啊—— 可怜的一群孩子。她这么叹道。 如果有可能，她真想请父亲来，给这些孩子上堂课，怎么讨女人欢喜的课。这课真是很重要。 司徒碧兰一边乱想，一边往前面走。六月的雨雪似乎能感知她的心情，忽然地不那么粗野了，变得淅淅沥沥，有点像伤心人的泪。司徒碧兰要去的地儿，是前面一座叫姐妹崖的小山峰，几天前向导哈喜达带她去过，那儿有太多的山花，天一旦晴朗，遍野的山花将很是烂漫。她跟向导哈喜达在那儿摔过跤，三胜两负，她输给了哈喜达。后来又往峰下扔石头，结果她扔的比哈喜达远。哈喜达不服气，说敢不敢钻峰下的山洞？ “有啥不敢的，钻！”结果他们就一前一后钻进了山洞。那是几天前的一个黄昏，测量队员们刚刚在乌鸡崖下扎下营，政委于海又要找她谈心，司徒碧兰借故不舒服，婉拒了。向导哈喜达似乎看出她的心迹，借故查看周围地形，跟踪而来。也就在那一天，她向哈喜达道出了苦衷。哈喜达听完，很认真地说：“于政委是个好人，他对你是真好，不过……”哈喜达犹豫半天，接着道，“这号事，我没经验，不比骑马射箭。要是你真不喜欢他，就告诉他你已有了人。” “可我没人。”司徒碧兰说。 “随便编一个嘛，你不会连个人名也编不上吧？” “这种事哪能编，没有就是没有嘛。”司徒碧兰突然间变得较真，好像编一个人名对她很重要似的。 “那就啥也不说，我们哈萨克人有句话，河流不会因风改变自己的方向。” “河流不会因风改变自己的方向。”那天，在山洞里，司徒碧兰反复念着这句话，觉得哈喜达跟她讲过的所有话里，就这句最有水平。 往姐妹崖去要穿过一条小河，科古琴这样的小河真是太多，有的深，有的浅。横在司徒碧兰眼前的这条小河，不深不浅，不过河谷很阔，河内乱石耸立，张牙舞爪。那天过河时，她差点滑倒，幸亏哈喜达眼尖，抢先一步扶住了她，要不然，她单薄的衣衫就会让湍急的河水打湿的，那可是件害羞的事。司徒碧兰有过这样的尴尬，有一天她不慎落入水中，人倒是没大碍，不过衣衫全弄湿了，紧贴在身上，她的身子一下被湿衣箍起来，箍得紧紧的，自己都能感觉出那毕显的曲线。司徒碧兰莫名的就脸红了，这可是件从没有过的事，以前在家里，她会刻意穿些紧身点的内衣，对着镜子，一边边欣赏。有次被五姨太撞见，笑着取笑她：“知道欣赏自己了，心里准是有了男人。”她呸了一声，擂起小拳，在五姨太丰膄的肩上轻擂了一下，“你才有了男人。” 对自己的身体开始羞涩，虽不能证明心里有了男人，但至少，她懂得在男人面前矜持了。这也是进步。如果让五姨太知道，一定会夸她的。五姨太最担心的，就是她始终大大咧咧，不懂得女儿家的矜持，为此还专门训导过她，教她在男人面前怎样启齿，怎样舒眉。“女儿家的一举一动，都透着娘家的教养，为母的风范。我可不想让人指着你骂我，说我这个当母亲的没把你教育好。” “母亲，你给谁当母亲啊，也不害羞，叫你姐姐还挺合适。”她扮个鬼脸，同时在五姨太粉白的脸蛋上嘬了一口。 那天，就是她掉进河中湿身的那天，偏巧就给于海撞见了，真是倒霉，就在她弯腰拧裤腿上的水的空儿，身后传来一阵响，扭过头一看，正是政委于海。那一刻，司徒碧兰发现，政委于海的双眼是发光的，很奇怪的光，直直地射过来，烙在她身上。而她的身，羞，别提了。有了那次尴尬，司徒碧兰再也不敢玩水了，她的身子真是发育得太好了，跟五姨太比起来，一点也不逊色。 这样的身子，既是福，也是麻烦。 司徒碧兰小心翼翼地踩着河底的石头，一步步地，往河那边摸去。说不清为什么，这一天她特别想到河那边，想到姐妹崖下的石洞里去。石洞里固然没啥秘密，但除了石洞，她找不到更好的地方。雨雪交加，她不可能长久地淋着它，也不可能无目的地乱窜，那是纪律不允许的。政委于海虽是不在，但组里还有临时负责的老兵。那可是个严厉的家伙，发起火来比于海还猛。司徒碧兰说了一大堆好话，才得到准许。不过老兵只给她一个小时的时间，说天黑如果还不回来，就鸣枪。 鸣枪算是处罚，哪个人要是得到鸣枪的待遇，就意味着在特二团待不长了。这也是于海想出的怪招，生怕女兵们闲下来乱跑，看见花呀鸟的乱追，迷失方向，就定了这么一条。不过到现在，还没谁让鸣过枪。 快要钻过小河时，草丛里突然窜出一只黄羊，只听得河对岸扑腾扑腾响了几声，受惊的黄羊便不见了。“黄羊——”司徒碧兰喊了一声，挽起裤腿，快步越过小河，就冲黄羊追去。科古琴的黄羊长得小巧玲珑，样子甚是好看，司徒碧兰最喜欢跟黄羊斗智了。追了几步，她发现，刚才黄羊跑过的地方，洒着鲜红的血，雨水打在上面，血很快盛开。一定是被狼咬伤了，怪不得刚才跑的样子像野兔，一蹦一蹦的。这野滩，这雨雪，黄羊的伤腿要是得不到包扎，很容易流血而死。司徒碧兰抬头看了看天，天已濛濛，夜色很快降临。莫名的，她就替黄羊担起忧来。不行，得找到它，得把它的伤腿包好。这么想着，她便顺着血迹往前走。 那只受伤的黄羊最终得到了司徒碧兰细心的呵护，是在姐妹崖下的石洞里。司徒碧兰没想到，几天前她跟向导哈喜达钻过的山洞，竟是黄羊的家，可惜那天他们没能在洞里看见黄羊。受伤的是一只小羊羔，大约是跑累了，或者，它从司徒碧兰甜甜的眼神里看到来自人类的友好，所以司徒碧兰接近它时，它没做挣扎，乖乖地让她揽入了怀里。小羊羔的腿不是被狼咬伤的，定是雨雪迷了眼，摔在了崖下，断了。司徒碧兰撕开衬衫，在洞口处找了一种叫野百合的草，嚼碎，贴在伤口上，然后一层层的，包扎起来。做完这一切，天已完全黑下来，司徒碧兰猛地记起鸣枪的事，赶忙跑出洞口，就在这一瞬，她听见了可怕的声音。 那是多么恐怖的一声巨响啊！事后很多天，司徒碧兰一想起那个黑夜，想起那声轰响，心，就禁不住颤悸。当时，她完全被那巨大的轰鸣震住了，排山倒海，惊天动地，用什么词形容，都不为过。总之，那一刻她听到了死亡的声音，世界唰地倒塌了，崩裂了，接着，耳边就响起一连串的碎响，那气势，那惊骇，是能让人在瞬间变疯的。 司徒碧兰傻了有足足一刻钟，一刻钟后，大地发出的余威还没消逝，声音仍在持续，恐怖在层层加剧。司徒碧兰却在巨大的惊恐中醒过神。“滑坡！”她叫了一声，然后，就没命地，比听到鸣枪要紧张一万倍地，朝宿营地跑去。 她在小河里连续摔了十几跤，跌倒，爬起，又跌倒，再爬起。此时的河水，已浑浊一片，恶浪卷着泥沙，滚滚而来。衣服湿成一片，已感觉不出身上还有衣服，羞涩感却已消逝一尽。嘴里灌了水，泥水，呛得她要吐，却没工夫吐。她在心里一边边发出吼喊：“滑坡啊——”踉踉跄跄的，朝乌鸡崖下的宿营地奔去。 罪恶的乌鸡崖，以它坚固的外表还有整齐的灌木迷惑了测量队，也骗过了司徒碧兰。记得在此扎营时，政委于海还问过她，说这儿扎营有没有危险？司徒碧兰四下打量了一番，显得很有经验似地说：“没问题，这儿岩层坚实，灌木齐整，是扎营的好地方。”后来还是向导哈喜达，说营地离崖太近，建议往河谷这边挪挪。于海怕河谷夜里起水，没挪多远，放放心心就扎了营。想不到，真是想不到呀…… 那天的司徒碧兰最终也没能靠近营地，事实上，等她连滚带爬越过小河时，营地早就不见了。它被轰然滑落的乌鸡崖往前推了足足五百米，所以，她的脚步逼迫停在了离河谷很近的一座石崖下。天黑压压的，黑得人想死，可又没法死。空气稠得简直夯实了般，压在人心上，比山石还重。脚下，大地仍在颤动，一晃儿一晃儿，像是随时要把人甩到十万八千里外。司徒碧兰强撑着，不让自己倒下，这一刻她不能倒下，宿营地有三十多条生命，三十多个兄弟姐妹，她还没听见他们一声喊，哪怕是一声救命。 天仍在呐喊，地也在呐喊，她钻过的小河，此时已是恶浪一片。这世界要是狰狞起来，比地狱可怕万分。司徒碧兰的嗓子已喊哑了，从洞口处震醒的一刻，她就不停地喊。喊什么她听不见，其实营地的同志们也听不见，但她一直在喊，一直在叫。那嘶声，比狼的野，比狼的哑，比狼的，更凄惨。 “老胡——” “陈喜娃——” “刘兰梅——” 没有回声，有回声也听不见，转瞬就被吞没。那一夜，整个乌鸡崖，不，整个科古琴，都被死亡阴罩着。 天亮时分，大地终于安静，这时候的司徒碧兰，已成了个泥人，血人。这一夜，她做了太多的挣