Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Love Is Like Ice and Snow
This is the speech of political commissar Yu Hai at the meeting of the whole regiment. The season has come to winter, and it has been half a month since the Special Second Regiment withdrew from the desert.In the past half month, Yu Hai, the political commissar, and Luo Zhengxiong, the head of the group, hadn't had any leisure time.Hong Haizi's mission has been successfully completed, but the work of the Special Second Regiment has only just begun.
For several days in a row, they rushed on the roads of the division and regiment headquarters, sometimes receiving new recruits, sometimes accepting new tasks.
According to the instructions of the Corps Headquarters, after the survey in Honghaizi, the Special Second Regiment had to rest for a period of time. Rest was not a rest, but personnel had to be replenished, the team had to be expanded, the organizational system had to be improved, and most importantly, knowledge had to be updated.The headquarters ordered that anyone who joined the Special First Regiment must learn from the beginning. Every member of the regiment, including Luo Zhengxiong and Yu Hai, must be able to fight with a gun and engage in surveying and mapping when he puts down his gun.Those who understand surveying and mapping must learn to use soldiers to fight, and those who can use soldiers to fight must learn to play with instruments.There is no dedicated teacher, and those sent to the special regiment are both students and teachers. According to the words of the teacher Liu Zhenhai, they help each other and learn from each other. In short, there is one goal, to improve and make progress together.
The Special Second Regiment has now moved to a new place. As a reward for their outstanding performance in surveying and mapping Honghaizi, Liu Zhenhai vacated the two small courtyards where the division headquarters first worked, and let Luo Zhengxiong be the regiment headquarters.This is a small village called Majiaying, with a small population, half of them are Han Chinese. This is also considering the reality of the Special Second Regiment, trying to make them stationed in areas where Han people live, so that life and work are more convenient.The small courtyard is surrounded by a poplar forest. There is a small river in the forest. Sitting in front of the window, you can hear the rushing of the river and the chirping of sparrows on the trees.Luo Zhengxiong and the others lived in the front yard, and the female soldiers lived in the back yard. In the middle, there was Daocun Lane.For convenience, Luo Zhengxiong took a small door on the back wall of the front yard. Standing in front of the small door, he could see the scenery of the courtyard behind.
The wind of early winter was wrapped in an irresistible chill, and it hit people's faces, whizzing and painful.Once the weather in Xinjiang turned cold, it was completely cold. Due to the limited conditions, there was no fire in the courtyard. The delicate female soldiers were frightened by the sudden cold, and they shrank into their houses in broad daylight, pestering the second battalion commander Zhang Xiaotian told them battle stories.After returning from Honghaizi, Zhang Xiaotian's popularity soared a lot, and he became a figure worshiped by female soldiers. Female soldiers surrounded him all day long, asking questions about this and that.
This is not a good sign.Once Luo Zhengxiong and political commissar Yu Hai stood in front of the window, watching Zhang Xiaotian and Zhang Shuangyang talking and laughing as they went to fetch water from the small river. Political commissar Yu Hai suddenly said, "This kid has become Jia Baoyu." See Luo Zhengxiong Without saying a word, he said again, "No, I have to talk to him, I can't go on like this."
"What are you talking about?" Luo Zhengxiong asked suddenly.
"What else can we talk about, let him pay attention to the impact."
"What effect?" Luo Zhengxiong asked again.
"We are the Special Second Troupe, not an art troupe." Yu Hai seemed to realize the dissatisfaction in Luo Zhengxiong's words, and argued.
Luo Zhengxiong smiled: "I said Old Yu, are you jealous when you see him befriending lesbians?"
Political commissar Yu Hai blushed: "I'm jealous, am I so narrow-minded in Yu Hai?"
"Let me tell you, you old Yu is also a generous person, how can you catch such a braid."
"I caught the pigtails? This kid is too arrogant, he dares to look down on the head of the military region." Yu Hai, the political commissar, was anxious and told the truth.Luo Zhengxiong's face suddenly darkened.
The matter still started because of Zhang Xiaotian and Du Lili. Not long after returning from Honghaizi, Yu Hai was called by Tong Tieshan to ask how things were going.Yu Hai didn't react at first, and didn't understand what Tong Tieshan was referring to. When he found out that he was asking Du Lili, he said a little darkly: "I don't think so, this girl probably won't look back."
"You mean she has a girlfriend?" Tong Tieshan is a real person who never beats around the bush when he speaks. Seeing Yu Hai frowning, he asked again, "Is that Zhang Xiaotian?"
"I can't say for sure, but the relationship between the two is very sticky."
"What are you doing, you agreed to force her back to me, but Zhang Xiaotian smelled fishy. This is too bad, you and I can't do the work." Tong Tieshan, the political commissar of the division, was a little anxious.
"If you can't pay it, you won't pay it. I'm a living person, what do you want me to do?" Yu Hai was a little annoyed by this matter, not only he was annoyed, but many grassroots cadres were also annoyed.Now the superiors treat this matter as a political task and hand it over to the subordinates. When the opponents are not happy, they are sent to the grassroots. The name is for exercise, but in fact it is a disguised corporal punishment. They think that after suffering a little bit, the woman will change her mind.Things are not that simple. He communicated with other political commissars these days, and everyone mentioned this kind of thing and expressed helplessness.
"No, you have to find a way for me, and I can't let them mess around. If this messes up, you and I will have a hard time." Tong Tieshan was still not reconciled. He asked him about the result of the matter, and even called him every day for the past few days. If Du Lili couldn't be sent back, his life would not be peaceful.
"No way, I really can't. How about you talk to her in person?"
"Fuck you, don't even think about turning up the conflict. You will be hurt by your sadness. I'm just waiting to hear the good news."
Back at the regiment headquarters, Yu Hai bit the bullet and talked to Du Lili, but before he could say anything, Du Lili slammed him: "You fire me."
It is more difficult for the political commissar than the head of the regiment. He knows that it is not very upright, but he has to work with others with confidence.In his heart, Yu Hai was unwilling to "hand over" Du Lili. He wished that all the female soldiers sent to the Second Special Regiment would become the wives of the Second Second Regiment. …
"Forget it, let's not mention this matter. I think the two of them have moved away a bit recently. Maybe Du Lili has changed her mind." Luo Zhengxiong said.
It's true if you're far away, but it's hard to change your mind.According to Yu Hai's observation, Du Lili is still immersed in the affair between Ahal Guli and the scholar Wu Yipeng.After that incident, Du Lili handed in a self-criticism to the regiment headquarters. Unexpectedly, such a self-righteous woman wrote a self-criticism more profoundly than a veteran.That review made Luo Zhengxiong and the others dumbfounded. No one thought that Du Lili was still a profound woman.
These days, Du Lili behaved rather melancholy, not only took the initiative to distance herself from Zhang Xiaotian, but also often shut herself in the room, not communicating with anyone, with a cold face all day long, making people unable to figure out what was going on in her mind What do you think.
"I can't go on like this, it will make her sick." Luo Zhengxiong asked Yu Hai to pay more attention to her, and if necessary, talk to her heart-to-heart.
"What are you talking about?" Yu Hai also saw it and was anxious in his heart. After a while, he couldn't think of a good move.
"You can talk about anything. In short, you have to make her happy. I don't want to see what these beautiful girls are hiding."
While the two were talking, a report sounded outside the door, and it was Zhang Shuangyang who came in. "The political commissar is here too, head, I want to talk to you about something." Zhang Shuangyang said timidly, without the wildness in the desert.
"Let's talk." Luo Zhengxiong cast his eyes on Zhang Shuangyang, and he found that this fat girl who is aggressive and straightforward has changed recently, knowing that she is shy in front of men.
Zhang Shuangyang blushed slightly, and looked at Yu Hai, as if he couldn't open his mouth.
"Why, let me avoid it?" Yu Hai said with a smile.
"No, political commissar, don't think so, I'm..."
Yu Hai still walked out.Once submerged in the cold wind, Yu Hai couldn't help shivering a few times.This shivering was not caused by the cold weather, he knew that his nerves were touched again.Every time he saw young and beautiful female soldiers talking and laughing with other gay men, Yu Hai would feel an inexplicable feeling of annoyance, or something called pain.Especially when I heard that someone in the teacher got a wife, I was even more sad.Yu Haidu is in his thirties and will soon be in his forties. Up to now, there is still no sign of his wife's affairs. Although others can't ask for it, at least he can still dream in his heart, but he dare not even dream.Because I was interested in a certain female soldier just now, someone immediately issued an order, saying that this female soldier XX had taken a fancy to him, and told him to hurry up and do his work.
jerk work!
Yu Hai kicked out a stone, and watched the stone jump and fall into the river, as if his heart fell into it too.
In the room, Zhang Shuangyang blushed and stammered: "Head, there is something, can I tell you?"
"What's the matter, tell me."
But Zhang Shuangyang hesitated and didn't speak.
Luo Zhengxiong was slightly nervous, inexplicable, but very real.Unnaturally, he stretched his gaze out of the window.In the woods in the distance, Wan Yue stood alone under the gray and warm sunshine, alone.
"I...I..." Zhang Shuangyang seemed to use a lot of force, but the words were obviously stuck in her mouth and she couldn't get them out.
"Tell me, when did you learn to twitch?"
"Okay, let me tell." Zhang Shuangyang slammed his legs together, made a gesture of saluting, and said with all his strength, "Yesterday, yesterday, Chief Wang who came from the division asked me if I was interested. "
"How do you answer?"
"I said no."
"Oh——" Luo Zhengxiong's tense heart relaxed, he secretly smiled to himself, looked away from the window, Yuan looked at Zhang Shuangyang again, "Then what did he ask?"
"He...he didn't ask any more questions and left."
"Oh?" Luo Zhengxiong felt strange, what did Zhang Shuangyang mean by telling him this?
Before he could figure it out, Zhang Shuangyang asked again: "Regimental Commander, won't the division send me back?"
"Go back?" Luo Zhengxiong frowned, and then realized that she was also worried that she would be "upgraded" and go away like Du Lili.This ghost girl!Luo Zhengxiong held back his laughter, "Don't worry, no one dares to take away the female soldiers of my special second regiment."
"Thank you, head!" Zhang Shuangyang saluted, turned around with a smile, and ran out.Looking at her thinner figure, Luo Zhengxiong couldn't help laughing.
The Corps' move made people panic.
The study class has two classrooms, one in the front yard and one in the back yard.The teacher department is really generous this time, from the desks to the teaching tools, they are all the best.It was Wan Yue's turn to go to class that day, Luo Zhengxiong walked to the classroom with the textbooks in his arms.These days, he and Wan Yue had less and less chances to meet each other. When they were together occasionally, both of them stuttered and couldn't speak.This feeling is really useless, Luo Zhengxiong even looks down on himself a bit.A big man, in front of the woman he likes, is actually clumsy and can't say a word he wants to say.
like?Luo Zhengxiong stopped abruptly.The word that popped out of his mind this morning startled this man who was always stricter than friendly in front of female soldiers. Thinking about it carefully, until now, he has never admitted that he likes anyone, including Jiang Wanyin, It's just for the sake of one side's intentions and the other's unintentional, why do you suddenly have such a strong feeling for Wan Yue?Is it really...
Looking at Wan Yue who walked into the classroom generously, Luo Zhengxiong suddenly got a little scared, turned around, and wanted to skip this class, but Zhang Shuangyang appeared out of nowhere: "Leader, hurry up, otherwise, Teacher Wan will have to kill you!" You are punished."
"Punish me, punish me for what?" Luo Zhengxiong asked mechanically.
"Punish you for doing twenty math problems."
What Zhang Shuangyang was talking about was not long after the class started, and it was also in Wan Yue's class. Luo Zhengxiong fell asleep, and his voice was shaking. Wan Yue stood beside him for a long time with a pointer, and he was still snoring Da Zuo was so angry that Wan Yue mentioned him: "Get up, stand outside!" Wan Yue was really strict that day, as if she was not facing her own team leader, but a mischievous elementary school student in class.She really punished Luo Zhengxiong to stand outside for half a class, and then wrote him twenty math problems, and fined him to finish them in one afternoon.It's a pity that Luo Zhengxiong hasn't done those twenty questions until now, it's not that he's lazy, it's just that he doesn't know how to do them at all.As soon as I saw those foreign codes, the drowsiness all over my body became active.
Luo Zhengxiong was still in a daze, while Zhang Shuangyang and Zhang Xiaotian had walked into the classroom laughing.These two, how did they get the Heat up recently?At this time, the classroom door was closed, and Wan Yue's clear and sweet lecture sounded from the podium.Luo Zhengxiong stood for a while with a bit of melancholy, but still bit the bullet and shouted a report, Wan Yue said "Come in", without looking at him, his expression seemed to be stern.Zhang Shuangyang at the bottom made a face, Luo Zhengxiong scolded her and sat down on the seat.
This lesson was about contour lines, but Luo Zhengxiong didn't listen to anything in his mind.After class, Wan Yue stopped him and said, "If you really don't want to listen, don't waste your time." After finishing speaking, regardless of Luo Zhengxiong's feelings, she went back to the backyard with the textbook in her arms.
Zhang Shuangyang came over on tiptoe: "Why, the leader sometimes loses his soul."
"You bad girl, what are you talking about!"
Zhang Shuangyang stuck out his tongue and ran away.In Luo Zhengxiong's heart, there was a strange feeling of happiness.
On this day, Luo Zhengxiong was talking about strategic defense to the recruits. Because he slept late the night before, Luo Zhengxiong seemed to be lacking in energy. He stood on the podium and yawned twice, but there was no sign of Wanyue in the audience. "Where's Wan Yue?" He asked. "Reporting to the head of the group, Wan Yue is ill and has a high fever today." Zhang Shuangyang in the audience immediately got up to answer.
"What's the matter, you don't report when you're sick?" Luo Zhengxiong suddenly lost his sleepiness, and asked after him, "Is the fever so bad, why didn't you send him to the hospital?"
"She...she...talked in her sleep, as if calling someone's name." Zhang Shuangyang was clumsy, and the words he said were unflattering. Luo Zhengxiong groaned in his heart, left the lesson plan, and went to the backyard.
It was quiet in the backyard. Except for a few female soldiers who attended classes, many followed Zhang Xiaotian and went to the field to learn how to shoot.Actual combat is also an important learning content. Even though it is cold winter, field training does not dare to relax at all.Luo Zhengxiong stood in the courtyard, his heart was ups and downs.In class just now, he acted too hastily, which is not good, as the leader of the regiment, being so restless is not like Luo Zhengxiong's style, which may have a negative impact on the whole regiment.Especially everyone in the regiment knew that he had a fiancée, the delicate and naive Jiang Wanyin, who suddenly lost his composure in front of Wan Yue, what did the soldiers think?
He coughed as a way of saying hello to Wan Yue, then knocked on the door, and a feeble voice sounded from the room: Please come in.Luo Zhengxiong pushed the door open and went in. Wan Yue curled up and lay on the bed, her cheeks were hot red, as if on fire, and her eyes were a little drifting away.Luo Zhengxiong touched Wan Yue's forehead, it burned badly. "Why didn't you report it?" He asked in a blaming tone. "It's okay, maybe I got a cold." Wan Yue forced herself to sit up, Luo Zhengxiong stopped her, Wan Yue shivered several times, Luo Zhengxiong suspected it was not a cold, "Go to the hospital immediately, I can't lie down like this. "
When Luo Zhengxiong called the orderly, Wan Yue refused to go to the hospital, she said: "I just have a fever, it's worth mobilizing the army."
"Fever, do you think fever is a minor illness?" Luo Zhengxiong ignored her and ordered Zhang Shuangyang and the others to carry Wan Yue into the car.
"I don't want to go to the hospital, don't force me!" Wan Yue shouted suddenly.
This roar frightened everyone, no one expected Wan Yue to behave like this, Zhang Shuangyang retracted her outstretched hand, and looked at Luo Zhengxiong as if asking for help.Luo Zhengxiong said something again, and Wan Yue scolded even more fiercely.
"What do you want to worry about? It's none of your business if I burn to death. Get out, get out, I want to sleep!"
In the evening, Luo Zhengxiong called Yuhai over. Both of them felt that something was wrong. It was normal to be sent to the hospital when they got sick. Why did Wan Yue get so angry?Thinking of some recent rumors and Wan Yue's strange behavior, Luo Zhengxiong thought that Wan Yue's illness was strange, and there were other articles in it.Yu Hai said that three days ago, he saw Wan Yue walking towards the north of the village alone. It was almost dark at that time, and Wan Yue had the habit of taking a walk after dinner, so he didn't pay attention.But the next day Zhang Shuangyang told him that Wan Yue came back very late the night before, and she seemed to be preoccupied when she came back. She sat in the dark for a long time, and then went out again.
"Where did you go?" Luo Zhengxiong asked anxiously.
"Zhang Shuangyang couldn't tell. At that time, she wanted to go out with her to have a look, but she didn't dare to think about Wan Yue's temper. When it was almost dawn, Wan Yue returned to the dormitory, but there were obvious signs of crying on her face. That afternoon , Wan Yue developed a high fever."
"Why didn't you report such an important situation?!" Luo Zhengxiong was very angry. It seemed that his suspicion was correct, and Wan Yue had indeed encountered some kind of predicament.
"We're afraid...afraid..."
"What are you afraid of?!"
Yu Hai stammered and refused to speak, Luo Zhengxiong yelled a few times and understood, they must be worried about his relationship with Wan Yue!
Wan Yue's high fever persisted, and he insisted on refusing to go to the hospital for treatment, so Luo Zhengxiong had no choice but to report the situation to the division headquarters.On the same day, the doctor sent by the division headquarters rushed to the regiment headquarters, and after an examination, Wan Yue had acute pneumonia and had to be hospitalized immediately.Wan Yue still wanted to be stubborn, so Luo Zhengxiong sternly said, "I have to carry her to the car!" All the way, Wan Yue really hurt the doctor, until she entered the hospital, lying on the hospital bed, and saw clearly that this was not Luo Zhengxiong. When the local hospital to send her to was the newly built military hospital of the Corps, she stopped making trouble and lay down quietly, waiting for the doctor to treat her.
On the same day, Luo Zhengxiong was also urgently called to the division headquarters, and the division commander Liu Zhenhai said that he had something important to discuss.When they arrived at the division headquarters, Liu Zhenhai and the others were having a meeting. Luo Zhengxiong was very anxious. On the one hand, how was Wan Yue's condition? Could it be that he was delayed as the doctor said?On the other hand, what was the reason why the teacher Liu Zhenhai called him so urgently? He sounded like it had something to do with Wan Yue. He was worried that his suspicion might be confirmed in advance. If that was the case, the matter would be complicated.
Wan Yue, Wan Yue, what is hiding in your heart, why didn't you tell me?
In a hurry, Liu Zhenhai opened the door and came in. When he saw him, he didn't reach out his hand affectionately like before, but pointed to the chair opposite: "Sit down, I want to hear your opinion on something."
"What's up?"
"Thousands of months."
"What's wrong with Wan Yue?"
"Don't be in a hurry. Seeing how nervous you are, your expression changes when you mention her."
"Why am I nervous?" Luo Zhengxiong quibbled, seeing that Liu Zhenhai's expression was uglier than when he first entered the door, so he fell silent.He sat down nervously, wondering what the teacher was going to tell him.
"Old Luo, I didn't discuss this matter with you in advance. Don't blame me. The teacher plans to take Wan Yue back."
"Pull it back?" Luo Zhengxiong slammed on the chair and bounced it up. After a long time, he said in a daze, "Why?"
"No reason, work needs it."
Liu Zhenhai replied very calmly, as if nothing happened.However, Luo Zhengxiong knew very well that the division must have heard something, or that the secret investigation had yielded results.But, why didn't Liu Zhenxiong tell him the truth, did he?Thinking of this, he felt a little angry in his heart. "I have no objection, anyone can smoke, including myself."
These words obviously had some kind of emotion, even a bit of a slap in the face. The teacher Liu Zhenhai didn't care, he knew what Luo Zhengxiong was thinking, but there are some things, it's really inconvenient to tell him now, we have to wait for the truth to come out.Liu Zhenhai controlled his emotions and said as calmly as possible: "The Special Second Regiment is a new group, and there is a lot of blood to replenish. I just received a call that the new force selected by the Corps has already set off, and it is estimated that it will arrive at your place in three to five days. Come on, you'll be busy for a while."
Luo Zhengxiong didn't answer, he didn't listen to what Liu Zhenhai said just now, his thoughts were completely caught by Wan Yue.What is it that made the division take such measures?Until he left that day, Luo Zhengxiong was still in a daze, his heart seemed to be taken away by someone.When he was about to get into the car, Liu Zhenhai suddenly took his hand: "Lao Luo, when this busy time is over, I will accompany you to the Wangshui."
"What are you doing in Wangshui?" Luo Zhengxiong was a little surprised.
"Look at your father-in-law, the old man has always been thinking about you. Of course, there is also that Jiang Wanyin. You can't patronize work and delay your marriage."
"What nonsense!" Luo Zhengxiong pulled out his hand in an extremely unfriendly manner, jumped into the car, and ordered the driver without looking back, "Drive!"
The car was bumping in the wilderness, and Luo Zhengxiong's heart was also beating wildly.
The strength of the new faction came as soon as it was mentioned. This time, to Luo Zhengxiong's surprise, most of the soldiers sent by the Corps were young and capable guys.A dozen or so dotted female soldiers were surrounded by veterans as soon as they got out of the car.Yu Hai, the political commissar, said disappointedly: "Didn't you say that men and women are divided equally? How can you manage so many melon eggs?" The veteran of the cooking squad, Old Zhuntou, joked: "You are afraid that there will be few female soldiers sent, so you won't be able to get them by yourself. "Yu Hai gave Lao Zhun a first look, this old man in his forties never seemed to worry about his wife, he was cheerful and heartless all day long.
"Old Zhuntou, don't you want to take a look?" Yu Hai half-jokingly asked.
"Look, can you hit me? Hehe, in this life, I'd better hold my pot with peace of mind."
After finishing speaking, he rushed to the kitchen to cook. As soon as the recruits arrived, the tasks of the cooking class became more and more serious. Even if he wanted to watch, he didn't have time.
With the arrival of recruits, the formation of the Special Second Regiment was put on the agenda.The regiment headquarters held a two-day meeting to discuss the promotion of cadres. On the day of the announcement, every veteran's heart was raised, for fear that the regiment headquarters would forget themselves during this promotion.As soon as the results came out, many people were still dumbfounded.
The most happiest are the female soldiers. Zhang Shuangyang was appointed as the monitor of the first female squad, Du Lili was the monitor of the second female squad, and Tian Yuzhen was exceptionally promoted to the commander of the female company because of her outstanding performance in annihilating the men in black.After the decision was announced, the female soldiers surrounded Zhang Shuangyang and insisted on congratulating her. Zhang Shuangyang blushed and said, "I'm going to buy a chicken so Uncle Lao Gen can improve our food."
In contrast, there were fewer people congratulating Du Lili. During these days, Du Lili distanced herself from the female soldiers.Everyone felt that Du Lili was not easy to get close to, and it was difficult to get along with her, so it was better to have fun with Zhang Shuangyang.Of course, the relationship between Du Lili and Zhang Xiaotian was also one of the reasons why the female soldiers alienated her.
After the meeting was announced, Du Lili went into her room in a muffled voice. She was waiting for Zhang Xiaotian to congratulate her, but Zhang Xiaotian didn't show up until dark.From time to time in the yard, the laughter of the female soldiers was heard. Zhang Shuangyang really went to the village to buy two old hens, and made a noise to stir up Uncle Gen. Liu Wei, the deputy head of the regiment, was also among them. Be happy.
Du Lili suddenly thought of Tian Yuzhen, Liu Wei's happiness must be related to her.Since returning from Honghaizi, the relationship between Liu Wei, the deputy head, and Tian Yuzhen has become closer, and it can be called a leap forward.Especially in the study class, as long as Tian Yuzhen is the teacher, Liu Weizhun will be strict, listen to the class seriously, and be more student than student.Anyone with a discerning eye can tell at a glance that Liu Wei is fascinated by Tian Yuzhen, and he is a little lost in his fascination.As for Tian Yuzhen, she didn't avoid suspicion. She approached Liu Wei generously. She always liked to ask Liu Wei questions in class, which sometimes made Liu Wei blushed and stuttered and couldn't answer the questions. Sometimes, it also made Liu Wei look good, because She had already discussed that question with Liu Wei in advance.No matter what, Liu Wei's measurement technology has indeed improved. Compared with Luo Zhengxiong and Yu Hai, his progress is the fastest.
It is said that this is Tian Yuzhen's credit.
Du Lili didn't think so. She believed that Tian Yuzhen was a scheming woman. Why should she treat Liu Wei well? It was not because of this promotion.Before the result was announced, Du Lili knew that she couldn't compete with Tian Yuzhen. With Liu Wei facing her, who could compete with her?I didn't think about it, I didn't even compete with Zhang Shuangyang. Although I mentioned the monitor, Zhang Shuangyang was in the first class and she was in the second class. The first class obviously had an advantage over the second class.Zhang Shuangyang brought the female soldiers who came with them, but she wanted to bring the recruits who came this time.Thinking of this, Du Lili felt angry, feeling that the regiment was unfair, why should she lose to Zhang Shuangyang and Tian Yuzhen?She really wanted to find the head of the group, Luo Zhengxiong, and ask him face to face, but then she thought, forget it, Luo Zhengxiong is not happy these days, and once Wan Yue leaves, his soul will be gone.
These old men all make a mistake.
Just as she was thinking, political commissar Yu Hai knocked on her door, saw that she was the only one in the room, and asked, "Why, didn't you make trouble?"
"I don't think so." Du Lili's words were a little sour, but she couldn't feel it.Yu Hai smiled, "When you become a squad leader, you have to find a way to get closer to the soldiers."
"Relationships are not bought in exchange for chickens. Besides, isn't it worth showing off like a small squad leader?"
The words were choking, and Yu Hai didn't know what to say at the moment.Originally, he had different opinions on the promotion of Du Lili. Although Du Lili performed well and had comprehensive skills, she had a strong personality. Sometimes, it was inevitable that she would not show her arrogance.What the Special Second Regiment needs now is centripetal force, someone who can unite everyone.When working in the field, accidents may happen at any time. If you only care about yourself and don't care about your comrades, it will cause serious trouble.But Du Lili did not perform well in this respect, she liked to show off, and always thought that she was superior to others, and Yu Hai believed that Du Lili was suspected of using the head of the military region to raise her status.Even though she still doesn't agree with that matter, she shows it off in private.Once chatting with Tian Yuzhen a few times, he even said: "If you have the ability, don't pick it in the Special Second Regiment, and set your sights higher. The military region and the headquarters have eyes watching right now."
Although this was a joke, it exposed the unhealthy side of her thinking, so Yu Hai suggested that Du Lili let it go beforehand, and when she can understand herself correctly, she can consider promotion.However, Luo Zhengxiong said: "Now is the time to employ people. We should look at the mainstream. Ideological problems will be resolved by you." Yu Hai came here just to talk to her, but Du Lili choked him with a few words. .After standing silently for a long time, Yu Hai said a little disappointedly: "Okay, you are busy first, we will talk another day."
That night, Yu Hai summoned Zhang Xiaotian alone, and asked straight to the point: "Do you and Du Lili really want that?"
"Which one?"
"Stop pretending to me, to be honest, do you really like her?"
"..." Zhang Xiaotian seemed a little hesitant, not knowing how to answer.
Yu Hai sighed, and said: "My God, we are old comrades in arms. I don't have to hide some things from you. Du Lili is a nice girl. You like her, and I support her, but you can't just leave her behind just because you like her." Flaws are also regarded as strengths, talk to her more when you have time, and guide her in the right direction."
"Political commissar, what you said..."
"I'm afraid that she will be proud. Modesty makes people progress, and pride makes people fall behind. At any time, the word "proud" cannot exist in our team. You are an old comrade and a battalion commander. When facing proud people, I think you'll find a way."
Only then did Zhang Xiaotian realize that what he had noticed, the political commissar and the others had also noticed, and what the political commissar was worried about was exactly what he was worried about.
Coming out of Yu Hai's room, Zhang Xiaotian stood alone under the moonlit night. The wind blew his hair and touched his heart. The contact with Du Lili flashed before his eyes one after another. He firmly believed that he liked her. For the first time in life, I have this feeling, strange, novel, and irresistible.But in front of the political commissar, why didn't he dare to admit it? Could it be that he was afraid of that person, as Du Lili said?
On the first day of Du Lili's training with the recruits, something happened.
Although the number of this group of female soldiers is small, their backgrounds are extremely complicated.Situ Bilan, who was arguing with Du Lili, has a lot of background.Situ Bilan is the youngest daughter of Situ Kongdeng. In Xinjiang, Situ Kongdeng is definitely a figure. Not only the Han people respect him, but even the leaders of ethnic minorities treat him as a guest.Situ Kongdeng used to work in the Xinjiang National Government, and he was considered a high-ranking official. At the peak of prosperity, he was in charge of half of the Xinjiang National Government's financial power. Most of the National Government's annual financial income came from his travels.This man is not only an outstanding financial expert, but also a strategist.When the Nationalist Army was defeated and hurriedly fled to Taiwan, the Nanjing side repeatedly stated that they would take him with them, but he refused.According to his words, life is the person of the border, and death is the ghost of the border.It made Lao Jiang regret it a year later: "Losing Situ is equivalent to breaking my index finger. A generation of good talents is left to the Communist Party for nothing." After the liberation of Xinjiang, the new government encountered a series of embarrassments in financial operations. After getting out of the predicament, he sent people to visit several times, wanting to invite him to work for the new government.Unexpectedly, Situ Kongdeng flatly refused, on the grounds that one minister does not serve two masters.Situ Kongdeng had three daughters. The eldest daughter, Situ Biyun, married a pilot at the age of 18, and later became the captain of the Chongqing Flying Brigade. He fled to Taiwan. He was the first to fly a fighter jet there.The second daughter, Situ Bixue, married the head of the Xinjiang Cavalry Regiment, but she was the second wife. Situ Kongdeng didn't mind. He himself had a fifth wife. Unfortunately, there is only one left by him now, who is no bigger than Situ Bilan. How old is she, younger than the eldest daughter Situ Biyun.It's just that Situ Bixue failed to go to Taiwan with her husband in the end, because she didn't want to go, and her husband who ran away in a hurry didn't care about her a bit. Now she is in a monastery, not considered a monk, but just feels that it is quiet there.Regarding the choice of his daughter, Situ Kongdeng never said anything. The sky is high and birds can fly as far as they can fly. If they can't fly, they find a branch to rest first, and then fly when they have regained their energy.But when it came to the little girl Situ Bilan, he made an uncharacteristically surprising choice.
"I want you to go to the army, the army of the People's Liberation Army, do you want to?"
"It doesn't matter, I'm not interested in politics anyway."
"What are you interested in? You can't always be like this. How can you be so unambitious at such a young age?"
"Ambition? You all have ambitions. In the end, it's just a waste of time." Situ Bilan's words were always full of ridicule towards this family. Situ Kongdeng had listened to it for a long time, and he was used to it, and didn't take it seriously.He knew his daughter well. In fact, he knew that her daughter was willing, but he didn't admit it.
"I let you go, there are two meanings, one is that you can't be idle at home, you should try to do something. On the other hand, I also want you to experience for yourself the difference between the Communist Party's team and the army where your two brother-in-laws are." Different, if it is really a team that wins the hearts of the people as they say, maybe I will change my mind. You know, people have to do things, your father is not old, and he still wants to contribute to the vast territory in his lifetime."
"Are you using me as an experimental product?" Situ Bilan quarreled with her father while putting her arms around Fifth Aunt's neck.At home, she gets along best with Fifth Aunt, they are like sisters when they get close, and if they fall out, they will not speak for a long time.But the reason for the falling out was mostly because of Situ Kongdeng, the two women were competing for favor, a slight bias would lead to chaos in the family, this matter gave Situ Kongdeng a headache.
"Say nonsense, it's not in the right shape at all." Situ Kongdeng scolded his daughter, and continued, "I've thought about this for a long time, one is not to embarrass them too much, after all, it's their world now. In addition, You can’t just sit around and have a life of your own.”
"I don't want to have a life." Situ Bilan pouted.She was intentionally angering her father, but in her heart, she was already thinking about the future.Situ Kongdeng taught his daughter a few words, and the father and daughter finally agreed to let Situ Bilan join the army.It just so happened that the leader of the Corps came to visit, and this matter was quickly facilitated.But Situ Bilan has a stubborn temper, she doesn't go anywhere, she insists on arguing to come to the Special Second Regiment, at first the Corps was hesitant, the Second Special Regiment is a special unit after all, can she go?After careful consideration, she agreed to her request. In this way, Situ Bilan became a recruit of the Special Second Regiment.
This girl is obedient on the surface, but deep down, she is full of rebellion.Du Lili really underestimated her.On the first day of training, Du Lili led more than a dozen recruits to practice goose steps. As they practiced, Situ Bilan became unhappy and stood up and shouted, "We are here to serve as soldiers, not to learn to walk."
"What did you say?" Du Lili was very surprised. It was a little unexpected that the recruits contradicted the veterans.
"I said, will you lead soldiers, and will you bring someone else? Don't make fun of us." Situ Bilan seemed to want to annoy Du Lili, she didn't like the squad leader at all.
"What's your name, you dare to talk to me like that!" In front of the recruits, how could Du Lili endure such a provocation, so she lowered her face and ordered Situ Bilan to stand outside the queue.
"Stand up, just stand up, and treat me as afraid of your little loss?" Situ Bilan didn't care at all, and stood up carelessly.
"Lie down, crawl forward for fifty meters!" Du Lili didn't even think about it, and issued the password like Zhang Xiaotian trained them.Unexpectedly, after hearing the password, Situ Bilan really fell down. Her lying posture is no worse than Du Lili's, as if she has been trained professionally.When Situ Bilan crawled forward, all the recruits tensed up. They trained in a small open space outside the backyard, and not far away was an ice beach.The female soldiers often pour domestic water there, and after a long time, it freezes.According to visual inspection, fifty meters is exactly on the ice beach.Du Lili felt a little regretful, she shouldn't have called out fifty meters, but thirty meters would have been fine.Just as she was secretly blaming herself, Situ Bilan's body was already lying on the ice beach. It was a severe winter, besides, not only domestic water was poured there, but the urine of the female soldiers was also secretly poured there. Du Lili herself Just fell over a few times.
杜丽丽难住了，不知道接下来该喊啥，本来她就是第一次带兵训练，很多口令都还没学会，再者，训练也不是她的强项，她自己还害怕训练哩。
司徒碧兰一动不动，静静地伏在冰滩上。
这丫头，还跟我较上劲了！杜丽丽一狠心，咬牙就喊：“往前五十米，速度要快！”司徒碧兰怔了一秒钟，牙齿一咬，快速地往前爬了。杜丽丽这次是恶意，因为冰滩前面就是小河，小河尚没彻底封冻，溢出的水漫在冰滩上，冒着寒气，杜丽丽心想司徒碧兰一定会惧怕，会向她求饶，没想这死丫头比她还狠！
她真就给爬到了水中，还坚持着一动不动的姿势。
完了，这下全完了。杜丽丽有些慌，不知道接下来该咋办？可怜兮兮地望住水中的司徒碧兰，祈求她自个站起来，赶快回屋换衣服去。
司徒碧兰偏就不给杜丽丽台阶下，女兵们已经在责骂杜丽丽了，有两个，已跑进前面院子，去告杜丽丽的状。
这天若不是政委于海，杜丽丽怕是很难收场，不过心里，她狠狠给这个叫司徒碧兰的死丫头记下了一笔！
冬日的大漠，严寒取代了一切，几场小雪后，大地发出硬梆梆的声音，砍土镘砍下去，地皮没动静，人的手臂却震得生痛。尽管如此，天山南北，还是密密麻麻扎满了人。远处望去，地窝子就像大地上蒸出的馒头，一个挨一个，袅袅青烟从天窗里升起，盘饶在四周，那景致，十分壮观。
这是兵团召开的一次现场观摩会，针对个别人松懈思想严重，对兵团下一步形势持怀疑态度，嚷嚷着要回老家，享福去，司令部决定即时召开这次现场会，现身说法，让大家坚定信念，不可动摇。副团级以上的干部全都参加，一天的动员大会后，分头乘车，到生产一线，实地参观。
就在这次会上，兵团领导传达了王震司令员的指示：每年两套军衣节约一套，两件衬衣改一件，一年发一套棉衣改两年发一套；鞋、袜自备；帽子去掉檐，衬衣去掉领，军衣口袋由四个减为两个——集中由此节省的经费，加上从粮食、菜金、马饲料、杂支、办公费用等挤出的一部分资金，用来建设工业。罗正雄他们先后参观了六道湾露天煤矿、乌拉泊水电站、新疆水泥厂、七一棉纺厂、八一面粉厂等建设现场，所到之处，热火朝天，一点看不出有什么畏难情绪和怀疑思想。官兵们对建设事业充满了信心，对辽阔的疆域更是充满了热情，纷纷表示，一定要用自己的双手建设出一个新新疆。三天后他们结束对工厂的参观，来到天山脚下，参观和慰问垦荒队伍。
茫茫苍苍，巍峨险峻的天山下，呈现出的，是一派战天斗地的壮观景象。五个团的官兵，集中在这里垦荒，明年开春，这儿将是兵团第一个农场，全兵团人吃的粮食，将从这里长出。听完十三团的汇报，又分头下到工地，罗正雄耐不住双手痒痒，从一个小战士手中接过砍土镘，奋力刨起来。其他人也脱掉军装，跟战士们一道，热火朝天地干起来。劳动就是最好的防寒服，一身热汗后，罗正雄忽地记起兵团首长说过的这句话。这一次参观，他内心真是震动不小，跟建设一线的官兵们相比，特二团做得还很不够，尤其吃苦精神，差得远。等到吃晚饭时，罗正雄的感触就更深了。
尽管是在严寒的冬季，也尽管是超强度的体力劳动，垦荒部队的伙食却十分简单，一锅包谷面糊糊，外加一盆咸菜，就着窝窝头，就是战士们的晚餐。罗正雄捧着碗，感觉有些难以下咽。正好政委于海端碗走过来，他便问：“有何感想？”
“还能有啥，回去，回去把伙食减下来。”
“单减伙食？”
“要减的东西很多，要加的也很多。这么说吧，应该找机会，把他们也带来，好好感受一下。”
“老于呀，我忽然有个想法，不知当讲不当讲？”
“看你，啥时也变得婆婆妈妈了。”
“表面看，师部好像是给你我压了重担，实际呢，是把你我给解脱了出来。”
"How do you say that?"
“你光看到的是他们吃苦受罪的一面，对军人来说，最难受的是什么，是让你听不见枪声，闻不见火药味。饭前我跟几个老兵聊过，他们啥都不怕，就怕让他们一辈子这么干下去。”
“看看，又落后了是不？会上首长还批哩，我看你这是典型的落后思想，要不得。”
“不不不，老于，你误会了，我不是落后，我是在想，要是真如兵团构想的那样，我们这批人，将来都不回去，都脱下军装当农民，你说，这辈子，该有多寂寞？”
“谁让你当农民了，就算脱下军装，我们还是军人，会上不是讲清楚了么，将来叫建设兵团。既然是兵团，咱就是军人。”
“对，军人。”
罗正雄不再言语，端起碗，几口将糊糊喝了下去。
最后一场现场会是在二十八团召开的，二十八团所处的位置，离天山远一点，几乎就在塔克拉大沙漠边上。团长张有福是罗正雄以前的部下，罗正雄当营长时，他是连长，后来分开了，张有福去了一师，因为干劲猛，理论水平又高，提拔得很快。两人见了面，自然少不了一番亲热，不过寒喧得更多的，还是兵团的未来。看得出，兵团下一步到底怎么走，已成为全体官兵共同关注的热点。
一月前，二十八团在垦荒中挖出一古墓，初步鉴定，这是一座明朝时期的墓，葬的，是那个时期在新疆很有地位的一位王爷。墓里除了挖出大量稀世珍宝外，还有陪葬的若干女仆，家眷，甚至还有牛马的骨骼。古墓挖出后，曾引来一阵混乱，当地一位头人硬说是他家祖先的墓，还带着族人跟解放军闹事。二十八团奉命加强警戒，确保了古墓不被当地人盗走。眼下，古墓四周已被铁丝网拦了起来，日夜有士兵站岗，兵团请来的考古专家已进入墓地，珍宝都已安全转移，跟族人的矛盾也已调和。二十八团除留有一定的兵力保护现场外，其他人全都拿起了砍土镘，按张有福的话说，古墓要保护，垦荒也不能耽搁。罗正雄他们没有参观古墓，只是在团部听了张有福的汇报，主要是讲如何保护古墓，如何做通周围群众包括那位头人及其家族工作的。会上，带队的首长讲了话，他说：“通过这件事，我们就是想告诉新疆人民，我们解放军，是人民的军队，是人民的保护神。我们进疆，就是要保护边疆，建设边疆，边疆的一草一木，一滴水一粒沙，都是边疆人民的。我们绝不会像国民党反动派那样，掠夺和强占边疆人民的财产。但是，也不容许任何人，以任何借口，把属于人民的财产据为已有。开荒种田，为的是让边疆人民尽快富裕起来，守家卫国，更是为边疆的发展创造一个安宁平和的环境。”
讲话的，正是看上杜丽丽的那位首长，看上去他并不显老，目光灼灼，眉宇间透着坚定和自信。罗正雄对这位首长并不是太熟，以前在尖刀营，他曾接受过首长的接见，听说他是一位性格倔犟脾气有点古怪但内骨子里却很自爱的人。在他身边工作过的人都说，首长不只严厉，而且宽容，但绝不允许你犯原则性错误。会后师政委童铁山告诉他，首长已听说特二团将杜丽丽提了干，当时很不高兴，骂了句家乡粗话，然后说：“这个小罗子，敢给我出难题，看我怎么修理他！”不过听完童铁山的汇报，他又笑着说，“你转告罗正雄，就算杜丽丽不嫁我，她也是棵好苗子，将来如果长歪了，我饶不了他。”
罗正雄心里有几分怵，见他脸黑，童铁山悄声说：“没事儿，告诉你一个小秘密，首长已不固执了，他知道拽不回杜丽丽那丫头的心，死心了。前阵子，政治处给他另外物色了一位，他老家来的一位乡下妹子，人很实在，又能吃苦。接触了一段，首长说行，找老婆是为了过日子，那些花花草草的，留给年轻人。”
“你是说，他放弃了杜丽丽？”
“不能说放弃，其实，首长们有首长们的婚恋观，他们更看重持家过日子，我原来的团长，找的就是一个字不识的乡下妹子，还直夸她针线活做得好，茶饭么，更是一流。”
“那么，杜丽丽……”罗正雄忽然有丝失落，说不清为什么，听到这消息，他非但生不出一丝轻松，相反，心头的压力更重。
“杜丽丽啊，是有点骄傲，不过小丫头嘛，多栽几个跟斗就会成熟。”
I hope so!
一场大雪悄无声息地覆盖了大漠，这是入冬以来最厚的一场雪，漫天遍野，皑皑茫茫。大漠一夜间变得素净、典雅。山不见了，河不见了，嚣叫的漠风也唰地收敛，雪成了惟一。
大雪封住了村庄通往外面的路，也阻断了战士们训练的脚步。无奈，男男女女在院落里打起了雪仗，嬉闹声还有尖叫声响彻着院落。
罗正雄静静地站在窗前，心情有点灰暗。这场雪破坏了他的计划，本来，他打算将部队带出去，在沙漠深处搞一次野外训练。现场观摩给了他太多感受，让他对这支队伍有了新的定位，必须先在思想上让他们坚定起来，成熟起来，学了技战术才管用。他跟政委于海商量，趁冬季没有大的任务，多带部队出去，只有在野外，只有在异常困难的条件下，部队的成长才能加快。可惜，一场雪把一切都给搅黄了。
沉闷了两天，第三天太阳刚一出，罗正雄便命令，把部队带出去，练习雪中追捕。谁知还没到指定地点，杜丽丽跟司徒碧兰就干起来了。
这一对小冤家，真是较上劲了。上次司徒碧兰勇卧冰滩，虽是最终挨了政委于海的批，她的形象却哗地在新兵中立了起来，这段时间，新兵们总爱跟她在一起，包括一些男兵，也有事没事往她那儿跑。班长杜丽丽本来就势单力薄，卧冰事件更是毁了她的形象。之后的练习中，杜丽丽一直想找机会扳回面子，无奈司徒碧兰是个天不怕地不怕的丫头。这丫头不但脾性烈，还学得不少本事，骑马射箭摔跤格斗样样在行，当着政委于海的面，她曾露过两手，赢得新兵们一片掌声。她还挑战似地瞪住于海：“敢不敢跟我比？”于海真想跟她较量一次，压压她的威风，又一想她是小丫头，没敢。不是怕输，跟一个小丫头较劲儿，算什么本事？司徒碧兰本性并不是太张扬，也懂得收敛，只是，团里忽然冒出这么个宝贝，焉能不引起大家的追捧。杜丽丽看在眼里，急在心里，却又想不出好法子收拾她。
我必须收拾她！杜丽丽给自己定下一个目标，一定要在冬训结束前彻底制服司徒碧兰，让她乖乖儿听自己的话，不然，她这个班长就没得做。
这天机会终于来了，部队刚从团部拉出去，按计划，杜丽丽带的女二班跟张双羊她们分头走，东西两个方向向沙漠挺进，然后在指定地汇合。走了不到一小时，雪地里忽然窜出只兔子，女兵们兴奋地叫喊起来，嚷着要抓兔子。没等其他人醒过神，司徒碧兰一个箭步窜出去，几乎像鹰一样，朝兔子逃窜的方向奔去。她在雪上奔跑的姿势真是美极了，半屈着身子，仿佛身体紧贴着雪地，脚上像是按了滑雪器，只看见身子在嗖嗖往前飘，却不见双脚有什么动作。这样的功夫只有长期在雪地上奔跑的人才能练得，女兵们哪里知道，司徒碧兰很小的时候就跟着那个飞行员学滑翔，包括滑雪，后来飞行员成了她大姐夫，她又跟着二姐夫学骑马，久而久之，她的身体便灵活得不成样子，如果你有幸看到她在马上表演，那才叫过瘾。女兵们让司徒碧兰优美的姿势还有绝顶功夫吸引，全都紧起呼吸，看她赤手空拳如何擒拿那只狡兔。杜丽丽却无法容忍她的放肆，部队是在行军途中，没有命令，谁敢擅自离队？当下，她便命令：“全体注意，目标，前方土围子，跑步前进！”
女兵们唰地掉转头，朝土围子方向跑去，司徒碧兰跑的方向，正好跟土围子的方向相反，此时她的注意力已完全被兔子吸引，哪里还能顾得上其他。等她抱着抓到的兔子，兴高采烈回到土围子这边时，杜丽丽正恶恨恨地等着她。
“回去，哪儿抓到的兔子，原给我放回哪儿去！”
“你——”司徒碧兰吃了一惊，脸上的兴奋劲瞬间没了，不明白杜丽丽发哪门子神经。
“听见没，向后转，跑步走！”杜丽丽今天是成心要给司徒碧兰一点颜色。
司徒碧兰却站着没动。一双眼由兴奋转为失望再转为费解，等杜丽丽再次发号施令时，司徒碧兰的脾气就上来了。
“你太过分了。”她说。
“我命令你，把兔子放回原地，然后回团部，你没资格参加这次训练。”杜丽丽一点不在乎司徒碧兰说什么，今天她是吃定这个死丫头了。
“我要是不去呢？”司徒碧兰松下紧绷着的身子，站出一个优美的造型，不怀好意地瞪住杜丽丽。
“你——”杜丽丽没想到她会如此放肆。
“收起你那套吧，杜班长，本小姐不吃那一套。”说着，手一松，怀里的兔子扑出来，瞅瞅她，又瞅瞅面色煞白的杜丽丽，然后眨了下眼睛，甩甩尾巴，跑了。
“小兔子——”就有女兵失声，大伙实在不忍心把小兔子放走。
杜丽丽气疯了，不只是气司徒碧兰，更气这帮女兵。“全都给我听好，跑步前进，不准回头。”等女兵们甩开脚步，她才转向司徒碧兰，“司徒小姐，本班长也不吃你那一套，你被开除了，去找你的政委告状吧。”说完，扬长而去。
雪地里，只留下孤零零有点变傻的司徒碧兰，她这话什么意思，怎么就成了我的政委？
杜丽丽带着报复后的快乐，高喊着“一二一”，心花怒放地来到汇合地。她在路上已想好怎么告状，就算不能把司徒碧兰咋样，也得让她领教领教，我杜大小姐不是想欺负就能欺负的。当然，最好能把她调给张双羊，一想张双羊跟司徒碧兰将来作对的样，杜丽丽就控制不住地乐起来。
可她一抬头，傻眼了。明明看见司徒碧兰是僵在雪中的，她们翻过沙梁子的时候，她还偷着朝后扫了一眼，司徒碧兰就像被男人抛弃了一样可怜无助地站在雪中，怎么，她会跟政委于海站在她面前？
“到了？”政委于海问。
杜丽丽没回答，杏眼怒睁，逼视住司徒碧兰。可恶的司徒碧兰，不但抄近道提前到达，怀里，竟又抱着那只兔子！
“把兔子放回去！”杜丽丽有点失态，这简直就是对她的侮辱，今天若要不争出个高低，这班长，不当了！
“把兔子放回去，听见没！”
“你激动什么，是我让她抓的。”政委于海还在等杜丽丽向他敬礼报告。
“我不管，她要不把兔子放回去，今天没完！”杜丽丽接近疯狂了，于海一而再再而三帮司徒碧兰说话，让她的自尊心受到了伤害。
“我就不放回去，气死你。”司徒碧兰火上浇油，她也是成心想激怒杜丽丽，好让她在政委面前失态。
还没等政委于海看清，杜丽丽一个猛扑，原本是想夺过兔子的，不料司徒碧兰早就防着这一手，见她果真上当，佯装一摔，倒了下去，身子着地的空，没忘脚下暗一使劲，将杜丽丽送过了自个头顶。杜丽丽哪能料到司徒碧兰会来这一手，一个狗吃屎，重重栽地，嘴里满满啃了一嘴雪。
司徒碧兰起身，笑着挖苦道：“就这点本事，还想偷袭人？”杜丽丽此刻已红了眼，如果就此服输，在特二团，她就别想有出头之日。她吐掉雪，趁司徒碧兰得意的空，一个恶虎掏心。司徒碧兰这次大意了，被杜丽丽扑了个正着，怀里的兔子摔出老远，感觉胸口那儿发出一阵闷疼。不过毕竟是练过摔跤的，没等杜丽丽来第二下，右腿已扫出来，同时身子一跃，双掌已狠狠地朝杜丽丽双肩劈去。
如果不是政委于海，杜丽丽是逃不掉那一劈的。司徒碧兰这一招叫“童子劈柴”，她能从飞奔的马上跃下，双掌同时用力，砍断碗口粗的树干。这招是她二姐夫教的，练了不下五年，不过很少用，今儿也是气急了，如果不是政委于海抢先一步接住此招，后果真是不敢想。
于海一个趔趄，倒地上，两条胳膊像是挨了铁棍，生生的痛。尽管如此，他还是咬着牙，冲司徒碧兰笑了。他是打心底里欣赏她，特二团需要的，正是这样身怀绝技的人。
杜丽丽白了脸，从政委于海脸上，她看出那一劈的力量。狠啊，她抽了口冷气。
“好了，我看你们也闹够了，今天的事，我不追究谁对谁错，但，下次如果闹不团结，小心我把你们两个都关禁闭。”说完，拐着腿，咧着牙，找地方缓劲儿去了。
女兵们一听政委放过了司徒碧兰，哗地围上来，又是喊又是闹，直把雪野闹得欢腾起来。
农历十一月初九，是张双羊的哥哥英勇牺牲的日子，早在一周前，张双羊就向团部提出，要在这一天去为哥哥扫墓。团部答应了她的请求，并按排张笑天带队，带上新兵代表，让他们也接受一次教育。因为雪厚，车子不能前行，只能由驼五爷用驼队送她们去。出发时，不愉快又发生了。
本来去的人中没有杜丽丽，征求过她的意见，她不去，谁知驼队临出发时，她又嚷着要去。张笑天这次没客气，批评道：“你太自由主义了吧，这事不是闹家家，守点纪律好不好？”
“我就去，兴你去就不兴我去？”杜丽丽完全不在乎的样子，其实她是跟张双羊较劲，眼见着张双羊跟张笑天一天比一天热乎，她心里不舒服。
“不行，我不同意。”张笑天很坚决，他已经多次批评过杜丽丽，让她少点个人主义，多点集体主义，可她就是不听，弄得两个人最近关系很紧张。
“不行我找团长去。”说着，杜丽丽就往罗正雄的房间走，张笑天没理她，吆喝着骆驼出发了。没想罗正雄答应了杜丽丽的请求，他也是没多想，扫墓嘛，只要大家有这份热情，能去尽量去，况且杜丽丽这种心高气傲的人，更应该接