Chapter 19 Chapter 18 A Warm Escape
On New Year's Day, I took her to my grandma's house on my motorbike and picked Vincent up.We ate at grandma's house by the way.My grandma knew about the funeral at Xiao Qi's family, and also knew that Lao Ding was my teacher. She said to Xiao Qi, "I have already prayed for your father." Xiao Qi said, "Thank you grandma."
During the meal, Vincent ran over, and Xiao Qi picked it up and said it was fat.I asked her if she wanted to return the cat to someone else, and Xiao Qi said that Vincent's owner also passed away last month, and no one is taking care of the cat now.I said, then give it to my grandma.Xiao Qi shook his head and said, "I'll keep it."
The cat meowed unhappily.
After lunch, Xiao Qi and I bid farewell and left. Grandma sent me to the door all the time, and I don't know whether it was because I was reluctant to part with Xiao Qi or the cat.I was driving a motorcycle, Xiao Qi hugged the cat and tucked it in his down jacket.I didn't know where to go, so I wandered around the city, and then came to the gate of our chemical engineering school.Xiao Qi said: "Stop, let's go in and have a look."
I took her into the chemical engineering school. The school is very small and there is nothing to see at all.It was still lunch time and there was no one there, so I naturally took her to the second floor and looked at Lao Ding's former office.There was already a new teacup on his desk, and it seemed that a new Chinese teacher had taken his place just in time.
We stood on the corridor balcony and saw the river beyond the wall.That is the moat of Daicheng, that is, the Beijing-Hangzhou Grand Canal. It is not so smelly in winter, and the river water exudes a bitter light, which is completely different from summer.At this time, I remembered what Lao Ding told me. In 1966, he was still very young and in very good health, and he could also cross this river.He said that he swam over from the opposite bank with a gun in his hand, and when the searchlight on the other side was turned on, bullets flew towards him, and with a pop, half of the head of a companion beside him was knocked off.He said he turned around and fled without even taking the gun.The journey back was so long, it was like swimming my whole life.
Lao Ding said that after such a thing, he had a sense of fear for the river.His head was shot through, and he died straight on the shore, very happy, like a martyr.If it sinks into the river, when it floats up, it becomes a fat dead pig with its head gone. The ignorant farmers may really regard themselves as pigs, cut off the meat and marinate it, and burn a dish during the Chinese New Year. Bacon and rice, this is terrible.
He said to me, live well, still so young, don't be like him, like a child at first, and then get old.There is no youth of its own.Young people are all dead.In the river, a bullet knocked their heads off, and all the youths died like this.He said, don't be like this, you are so young, you won't end up like him, and in the long time, there is not only one way to escape, but there are other ways to go.
I said, "Old man, if you can live another ten years or so, when I am thirty years old, sit down and drink tea, you will know how young I am."
I looked at Xiao Qi blankly, she was standing on the balcony, as if more wind was blowing on her face, in her eyes I saw the turbidity like a river.
After New Year's Day, I went to Qianjin Chemical Plant again.My parents returned to Daicheng, and my mother was still recovering from her illness, so she had to take a long sick leave.In order to make her happy, I have to be a worker honestly.It's okay, Xiao Qi is also in Matai Town, I just want to be closer to her. One day I was squatting in the workshop.My instrument repair master Bao never taught me any skills, so I could only squat.Later, I found that there was a person waving at me at the window of the lounge. It turned out to be Xiao Qi.I ran over, and she said with a smile, "You look so ugly in work clothes!" I said no way, that's how it looks in the factory.Xiao Qi said again: "Why do you still wear such thin work clothes in winter? No padded jacket?" I told her that the work clothes in the factory are only of this style, which is worse than that in the prison cell. If you are afraid of the cold, you can only wear one outside Cotton coat.She asked me why I didn't wear it, and I said that I had a cotton coat, but it was stolen in the shower. Xiao Qi said: "Look at how farsighted I am." She took out a leather trench coat from the plastic bag in her hand and said, "This is for you." I asked her, "How much? I'll give it to you." Xiao Qi said: "I told you I will give it to you." "Where did you get so much money?" "Don't forget, I just inherited an inheritance." I said, "You should save some flowers. This is your dowry. It's all spent. Who do you think you're going to marry?" Xiao Qi said: "I can go to work after Chinese New Year, earning much more than you." I took off my dirty work clothes and put on a brand new windbreaker, which was awesome, with a fur collar, and took a picture of it against the window glass, just like our factory manager.I was very happy, and took her around the factory, and told her that the pungent smell was called chromic acid, which could tear people's nasal mucosa.I said: "The farmers here are very ignorant. They picked up the waste residue from the factory as the foundation to build a house. As a result, the house smelled worse than the workshop. There was not a single cockroach, so they had to tear it down and rebuild it. Many people went bankrupt. Lah." Xiao Qi said, "You guys are so vicious, let people pick up this kind of waste." I told her that not only the waste, but also the sewage discharged from the factory may cause genetic mutations. Recently, some farmers reported that, The fish caught in the fish pond have horns on their heads, and the bitch next door gave birth to a six-legged puppy, which is weird anyway.Xiao Qi made a disgusted look and said, "It's scary." There are no interesting topics in the factory, only disgusting ones.The last time I was with Zeng Yuan in the factory, I also told the story about chromic acid.I took her around, she coughed, and I sent her out of the factory.At the door, I met Liu Fu, the workshop director. Liu Fu pointed at me and said, "You come to work dressed like this? Are you out of your mind?" It is troublesome to have a leather trench coat. There are not many workers in the factory, but there are many thieves. Some people even walk away with tattered cotton coats, let alone leather trench coats.I have a locker for sundries, but it's not strong at all, it can be broken open with a hammer.I can only wear a leather trench coat to work every day, and I keep it in my hand when I'm not wearing it. If I go to take a shower, I'll fucking deposit it in the security department.There were only two people in the factory who dared to walk in and out wearing leather trench coats. One was me, and the other was the factory manager, and the style of the factory manager’s leather trench coat was similar to mine. The workers saw me coming from a distance, and thought it was the factory manager. Just act like you're working hard.When he got closer and saw it was me, he called me an idiot.Later, I was called an idiot from a long distance away, but it was the director of the factory who came over. One day I wore a cotton coat and went to Matai Town to look for Xiaoqi. She asked me about the windbreaker. I said that I went back to Daicheng and took the leather windbreaker home, and told her about the troubles caused by the leather windbreaker. After saying it again, she shook her head helplessly and said, "Xiaolu, you'd better stop staying here and leave as soon as possible. I'm leaving too." She also said: "That's right, Zeng Yuan is back, you can go to her when you are free." I said embarrassedly: "I don't want to go to her." Xiao Qi said: "You are so beautiful, you are still blushing." I said, "How could I be so beautiful? It's too late to regret it." Xiao Qi grabbed my sleeve and asked mysteriously, "Hey, how did you feel when she kissed you?" "It's not good, big sister!" That day she took me to the town to have dinner, and the hot pot boiled mutton, which was steaming hot.The meal cost a lot, and I suspect that she will squander Lao Ding's inheritance.I don't know how much money she got, so I didn't ask. We chatted about disability while eating. "He is a nerd, but unfortunately he couldn't pass the university entrance examination, so he can only squat in Mo Town and be his nerd." Xiao Qi said, "It's a failure, a failure." I said, "It's good for you to be disabled." "Who is crippled?" "It's Li Xiang, the nickname I gave him is Disabled." Xiao Qi licked his chopsticks and said, "Hey, it's quite similar when you say that. Although he's not disabled, he has an air of being disabled." "You learned the art of shaving your head from him, didn't you?" "You're wrong. I learned it from his father. His father is the best barber in Mo Town. In fact, there are only two barbers in that town." "I remember you said that you don't like Mo Zhen." "I liked it when I was young, but I didn't like it later. I felt too lonely and boring. Now that my father is buried there, I started to like it again." Xiao Qi said, "I will take you to Mo Town if I have a chance in the future. The place is very quiet, very suitable for vacation.” "I don't know if there is such a chance." "Don't make yourself old-fashioned, there will be plenty of life in the future." After a while, she said again: "I shouldn't say that Li Xiang is a failure, it's best for everyone to live a successful life." "It's impossible." I mumbled as I stuffed the mutton into my mouth. This time she didn’t argue with me, but smiled and looked at me eating meat, and said, “Mutton is delicious, right? The canteen in your factory must be terrible.” In fact, the canteen in our factory is not bad, but I deliberately said: "It's terrible. Vegetables are cabbage skins, and meat dishes are trough meat." Xiao Qi said, "That's too bad." I asked her, "How is your school food?" Xiao Qi said, "We have two The canteen and the large canteen are relatively poor, and the small canteen is good, but the food is very expensive. Zeng Yuan always eats in the small canteen, and sometimes I can get some delicious food with her.” I said, “Zeng Yuan’s family runs a restaurant, She should bring a cook to school." Xiaoqi said: "You are lying." Later she said: "Tell you something, after you left the Textile College that day, Zeng Yuan fought with college students. Just because of this, I Break up with college students." I have never heard of this story.Xiao Qi said, that day when I left the Textile College, Zeng Yuan slept on Xiao Qi's bed, then woke up and heard college students admonishing Xiao Qi in the corridor of the dormitory.Zeng Yuan listened for a while, then came out with a hot water bottle, and threw it at the college student's head. Fortunately, the bottle was empty, otherwise someone would have died.The college student was stunned and ran away. Zeng Yuan pointed at his back and said, if you dare to bully Xiao Qi again, I will find someone to cut off your head.The college student looked back and saw that the person who threw the hot water bottle was a woman. He probably felt very humiliated, so he ran back to reason and was slapped twice by Zeng Yuan.The girls in the dormitory all rushed out to watch the fun. Seeing Zeng Yuan slap the man, they screamed together and applauded collectively.This time the college student ran away and never came back.After I heard this story, although I didn't see Zeng Yuan's fierce appearance, I still remember her peerless demeanor with a watermelon knife. Xiao Qi said: "Later, that college student broke up with me." I said: "You haven't known him for a few days, so let's divide up." Xiao Qi gave me a blank look and said, "I'm not happy for you to comfort me like this." I said, "I don't know how to comfort people, but next time you want to find a college student as your boyfriend, I beg you not to find such a jerk. There is still a beard on the chin, which is the same as the fucking pubic hair." same place.” Yu Xiaoqi said: "Bah!" I said, "Your father always thought that you would fall in love with me, but later I heard that you had a relationship with a college student, and I was very pleasantly surprised." Yu Xiaoqi said: "My dad is like this, an intellectual, very vain." I said, "Fortunately, your father didn't discriminate against me when he was alive." Speaking of Lao Ding, we are very sad again.After eating the mutton, Xiao Qi said: "I have packed all my things, and I will leave after the make-up exam next week." "To Wu County?" "No, I'll go to Mo Town to celebrate the Spring Festival first, and then to Wu County. Will you go to Mo Town with me?" "At that time, I may have to take care of my mother at home. My mother is not in good health." "Then you give me an answer early, so I can prepare."
In the winter of 1991, I remember very clearly that the temperature was seven degrees below zero.This is not a big deal in northern cities, but it is beyond the limit for Daicheng. There is no heating in this place, and the winter is extremely cold. Staying indoors feels like being outside.Many northerners can't stand the southern winter. A few days after New Year’s Day, I often drove my motorcycle to Matai Town to look for Xiao Qi. I was very angry when I couldn’t be found in the factory. Later, Liu Fu, the workshop director, got a big lock and locked my motorcycle. , and stipulated that after get off work every day, go to him to get the key.I was so angry that I pried a bicycle in the factory, and I went to Matai Town as usual.One day, Li Xia, the chief of the security section and the chief of the labor and management section, called me over and said, "Lu Xiaolu, you can't do this. Stealing a car is too bad." Give me back the motorcycle.The chief of the security section threatened me and said, "If you do this again, I will send you to the defense team!" I looked at him and didn't care.The chief of the security section is a disfigured person. He used to work in a sulfuric acid factory, and was accidentally sprayed with sulfuric acid on his face. He became Song Danping in "Singing at Midnight". His head was like a globe, and the ocean part was fine. The place, the land part is washed by sulfuric acid.Just like this, it is enough to scare me without sending me to the defense team. I said, "I'm just borrowing the car, not stealing it at all." The security chief said, "Sophistry, sophistry." Li Xia said: "Lu Xiaolu, I had high expectations for you at the beginning, but now it seems that you are a bit sloppy." I said, "Section Chief Li, it's not that I am sloppy. I go to the boiler room to fetch water, and I get drinking water for people in a workshop, and they use this water to wash the rice bowls, flush the hot water bottles, and wash clothes. I have become a fucking hot water supply system." Li Xia and the head of the security section looked at each other, and then they had a discussion, and Li Xia said, "If this is the case, let's arrange it. You can be seconded to the security section first. Recently, there is a lack of manpower in the factory for security. You are in charge of the night shift. Where do you want to go during the day?" Just go there, but you must come back to work at eight o'clock in the evening. Is that okay?" I laughed immediately, that's great.The next day, I borrowed an olive green uniform from the security department, put on a big cap, and wandered around the factory.I went to find Yu Xiaoqi wearing this outfit, she laughed and said, "You look more like a gangster in a police uniform." I was a little ashamed, so I returned the uniform to the security department, and continued to wear my work uniform. I found out that being a factory police officer is not easy.It’s okay to patrol every night against the cold wind. The key is that our factory is laying the foundation for a new factory building. The winter is too cold, the soil is frozen, and work is temporarily suspended. Those steel materials and cables are piled up on the construction site.Although there is a construction worker in charge of guarding, but that guy is an old man in his sixties, and he is dumb, and the robbers don't need to cover his mouth when they come.He lives in a work shed, and when he hears noises at night, he hides under the quilt, and he can't shout a fart anyway.The construction site is often stolen. I said to the security chief: "This is too outrageous. How can I let the dumb take charge of the construction site?" The security chief said: "Why don't you go to the work shed?" sow. Before the Spring Festival, the cement factory in Matai Town continued to default on wages. The factory was full of migrant workers. They wanted to go home for the New Year without even asking their mothers to make money. Of course they had to rebel.They stole everywhere and everything, and later found out that the construction site of our factory was a huge source of wealth. Men and women came to No. 100 people, shouting and shouting to move steel from the construction site and sell it at a low price to the scrap purchase station. .At first the police came to take care of it, but later the police couldn't take care of it, because this group of people was still moving things from the houses.There are only a few policemen in Matai Town. In comparison, the safety of the houses is of course more important.The factory had no choice but to organize its own security team and call in all the workers, even those on the front line of production, to guard there every night.Just like that, we still couldn't hold back, there were too many people on the other side, and the woman pounced on us with her chest out, we immediately softened and retreated in unison.The men behind followed up to grab the steel, and when we called the police, the group dispersed in a rush, and there was no sign of them.After several days in a row, we were all exhausted. Many people caught cold and couldn't even go to work. The loss was very heavy. The factory held a research meeting on this matter to discuss countermeasures.We all said that if things go on like this, there is no countermeasure.The factory manager said that there must be countermeasures for death, otherwise the factory will go bankrupt.Later, Liu Fu, the director of the workshop, said: "You idiots are stupid to death. Catch them one by one and fix them up, and they won't dare to come again. This group of idiots need repairs!" When he said this, The right palm slammed down everything, as if to cut off his lower body, but in fact it meant to be decisive.The head of the security department said that this is probably not good and illegal.Liu Fu said: "You bastard, you are a security chief for nothing." At this time, the factory director said: "Although Liu Fu's idea is a bit risky, you can try it. How about it, Liu Fu, you will lead the team tonight." , just do what you said." Liu Fu gritted his teeth and said, "Director, I didn't say I would lead the team..." The director said, "That's it, the meeting ends." In fact, Liu Fu had a good idea. I remember Yu Xiaoqi said that if a mouse was caught in the dormitory, he would torture it desperately and make it scream so that other mice would not dare to come.It's just that this method is applied to living people, and I don't know if it will work. We got it that night.Commanded by Liu Fu, several workers rushed to the construction site, covered a thief's head with a snakeskin bag, tied it up and carried it back to the factory.It's a weird thing to do, like we're kidnappers. In the security department, Liu Fu sat on a chair with his legs on the table, surrounded by 17 or 18 members of the security team, including me.This scene is exactly like the lynching at the old landlord's house.Liu Fu was very arrogant, yelling at the snakeskin bag: "Young man, today makes your life worse than death." We thugs are very nervous, because we have never tortured a living person, and we don't know how to make his life worse than death. .When the snakeskin bag was opened, everyone was dumbfounded. It turned out to be a woman, quite young, with a miserable appearance, yellow hair, and a chapped face.It's as if she's getting married, all she needs is a groom.The woman looked at us with a fierce look and burst into tears.Liu Fu pointed at us and scolded: "You idiots, why did you kidnap a woman for me? Do you want me to beat her or rape her?" The woman passed out with a groan when she heard the rape.We had to go among those who pinched her, and when she woke up, she continued to howl. Liu Fu said: "No, no matter what, we must satisfy the factory manager today. Go and tie another one." Several security team members had to go out with snakeskin bags. When they arrived at the construction site, there was not a single thief, and it seemed that all of them had run away. Now, I am still secretly happy, admiring Liu Fu's clever means, and he really killed chickens to make an example of monkeys.Suddenly, I heard the sound of shouting and killing, and thousands of migrant workers came from a distance, all of them were from the cement factory. I don’t know how many people there were in the dark, but I saw the light of countless flashlights, like a concert Will shake the same.Someone yelled: "The chemical plant took my wife away, everyone come here!" Suddenly, the crowd was in front of them, and so were sticks, bricks and shovels.Seeing this posture, several members of the security team ran away.Someone rushed to the security department to report: "Run! All outsiders are rushing in!" I leaned my head out of the window to look, but couldn't see clearly, but the shouts of killing were more thrilling than what I could see.I suddenly remembered that the shirtless boy who was captured alive not long ago also stood on the roof screaming, and now he should have been shot.The sound of killing in the dark is like the ghosts of countless shirtless teenagers coming to take revenge on us.To be honest, although I have seen gang fights, I have no experience in such fights.I was also frightened, and suddenly a brick flew over and smashed the window glass next to my head.I hurriedly retracted my head and looked in the room, everyone was fucking gone, someone turned off the light before leaving, and only the woman was left crying in the dark.Let me run too.This group of migrant workers quickly broke into the office building, smashing things and picking locks.Obviously, stealing steel is not as good as grabbing cash directly.I ran out along the corridor, then turned around the office building and fled towards the dormitory.I only heard someone shouting in the office building: "Xiaofang is found!" The woman named Xiaofang shouted: "They are going to rape me!" ?All the migrant workers yelled in unison: "Is this okay? Smash! Keep smashing! Pull the switch of their factory!" I ran to the dormitory and bumped into the security chief and Li Xia. They were all in the dormitory, but they rushed out when they heard the shouts.At the same time, the workers living in the dormitories, those wearing cotton wool trousers, those wearing shorts, and even those sleeping naked, rushed out and fled in all directions.Someone yelled, "Go to the police!" Li Xia grabbed me and said, "What's going on?" I gasped and said, "Hundreds of people came, the office building was smashed, and they said they would pull the switch of our factory." " Li Xia said: "No, the workshop is still producing, if the switch is pulled, it will be over." I said: "Chief Li, don't worry about this, run!" Li Xia said: "I can't go, Lu Xiaolu, follow me, we must guard the power distribution room." At this time, I couldn't help but look at her, I really didn't see that she was so brave.Li Xia said sharply: "Lu Xiaolu, you can't lie down at the critical moment!" At this time, the security chief suddenly stuffed something into my hand. It was a long and thin stick. Later, I realized that it was an electric baton. A few of us ran quickly to the power distribution room. The power distribution room is an important part of the factory. In the most remote corner, there is a small yard surrounded by iron fence gates, which are tightly locked.We rang the doorbell frantically, and after a while, a female worker came out and said, "It's only 9:30, and you're here to check the guard?" Li Xia said, "Stop talking nonsense and open the door." When we entered the power distribution room, Li Xia ordered the door to be locked, added another chain lock, and said to me: "You stay here, and no one can enter." I looked around and couldn't help sighing: "Two The electricians on duty are all women, and the chief security officer has nothing remarkable about his face except for his scary face. There are two old masters left. Although they are determined to protect the factory, they are not capable It's like shit.Of all the people, I was the only one who was a strong young man. At the gate of the power distribution room that day, the chief security officer taught me how to use the electric baton. I tried it and put the electric baton in my waistband.Li Xia asked me: "Are you afraid?" I said I was not afraid, I had seen many big scenes, but it was better not to kill anyone.I asked her again, is there a way out, don't fucking outsiders rush in, we have nowhere to run, I hate dead ends the most.A female worker said: "There is a hole in the wall behind, you can drill out." This made me feel relieved.After waiting at the door for a while, the old, weak and remnant soldiers couldn't stand the cold, and hid in the power distribution room. Only Li Xia and I were left standing.The shouting outside seemed to be getting closer. I could only hope that they could not find the power distribution room, or they would grab something and leave, or that the police would come soon.Li Xia said: "I'll get you a cotton coat." I didn't know whether it was cold or scared, I was a little shivering. After she entered, there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside, and several people with blurred faces came to me and shouted through the iron gate: "There is another one here!" Someone shouted: "The power distribution room is here! I suppressed the trembling and said, "Damn it, just grab something, don't overdo it." A young man said to me, "If you talk too hard, I'll kill you!" The stick flew towards me and hit my chest, which hurt like hell.Later, those people tried to open the iron door, but they couldn't unlock it. One person tried to climb in. I was horrified, picked up the wooden stick, jumped up and hit him on the head, and the person screamed and fell down.At this time, many people came running over, pointing at me and shouting: "Catch this kid, don't let him escape." I also risked it, and yelled through the iron gate: "Fuck you, the working class has How powerful, I will let you see it today." In the darkness, several people climbed on the iron gate at the same time, and I knocked them down one by one.Later, my mind was completely empty, I threw away the stick, pulled out the electric baton in my waist, and poked at the neck of that group of people through the iron fence. The stench of shit.The young man who threw the wooden stick at me was also knocked down by me, lying there convulsing.The people outside backed up in unison.Fuck it, there are many people, and advanced weapons are awesome. No wonder the Eight-Power Allied Forces defeated the Boxers. Later, the situation was completely reversed, and many people climbed up from the fence, but there was a barbed wire fence on the fence, which caught the clothes of those people.The people at the main entrance retreated, and the person who was knocked over by the electric shock also dragged back. They started throwing bricks at me, which rained down on my head.I looked around, I was the only one guarding this position, the others didn't know where to go.I don't want to die, being caught by this group, maybe they will cramp and skin me, rape and then kill.Before this group of people rushed in, I threw down the electric baton and ran towards the back of the power distribution room.I saw Li Xia standing under a tree and shouting to me: "Quick! Here!" I saw that there was indeed a hole there.It's all like a movie, I'm in a corner, I'm getting out of the dark.I got into the bushes, ignoring how dirty the ground was, and crawled over with hands and feet.Standing up and looking, the outside is the desolate farmland in winter, shrouded in mist, the lights in the distance are not very clear, and the smell of dung tanks is in the nose.It turned out that I had already escaped from the chemical plant. Later, Li Xia also got out. She looked around and said, "Where is anyone?" It turned out that the security chief and the others had escaped a long time ago, and they didn't know where they went at this time.At this time, I heard someone shouting from inside the fence: "Search, search that kid out." Li Xia and I tiptoed away from the base of the wall, and walked along the ridge that was almost unrecognizable in the darkness.Later, when they came to a dirt road, Li Xia said, "Lu Xiaolu, let's go." I am asking you?" Li Xia said: "The factory is like this, how can I leave? I have already called the police. We are too far away, and the police will not arrive so soon." I said, "Then I can't leave you here alone." Li Xia said: "It doesn't matter to me, you'd better run, if you are recognized by them, you will die if they catch you." She shook her head, and said: "You are too ruthless." I said, "I forgot what I did." Just as I was talking, a group of people rushed along the road in the distance. Li Xia pushed me down, and we squatted on the dirt road.I only heard someone saying: "You must catch that kid, eighteen or nineteen years old, with short hair. He hurt many of us." The people behind said: "Hold the intersection and don't let him run away." I whispered to Li Xia, "I don't know how many people were injured in our factory." Li Xia sighed and said, "Anyway, you must have gotten your money back." Later, this group of people disappeared, and Li Xia told me to go straight along the dirt road. Don't go on the main road. Walk over to Matai Town, and go to the police station as soon as I arrive in Matai Town.She pushed me and said, "Go ahead, don't go back to the factory anytime soon, I'll let you know if something happens." I left her and walked into the darkness alone.After walking a long distance, I looked back at her again, the fog gradually rose, and I couldn't see anything.I just keep going my way.
In the winter night, the temperature is very low, the fog rises, and the clothes and hair are wet. This kind of damp cold hurts the bones.I took out my lighter, walked for a while, and lit it for a while.There is no sound in the winter night, only footsteps and the crackling of lighters.It got colder and colder as I walked, and I couldn't stand it anymore. I ran to the edge of the field, grabbed several handfuls from the bundled straw stacks, and stuffed them into my arms.After walking like this for a long time, the fog lightened up again, and I saw the lights in the distance, and I came to Matai Town all the way. I didn't go to the police station, I neither wanted to report nor surrendered.When I passed the police station, I saw a few workers from our factory sitting inside with bruised noses and swollen faces.I went straight to the art school. When we got to the door, we found that it was very lively inside. There seemed to be a party in the cafeteria, some people were singing karaoke, and three or five students were eating kebabs through the iron gate.I didn't go through the main entrance, went around to the side, climbed over the wall and entered.Walking to the cafeteria, it really is a party.I looked at the clock, and it was only ten-thirty at night, and I thought it was morning when I was walking in the fields. When I walked to a bright place, I realized that I was terribly dirty. My clothes were covered in mud and there was a lot of straw inside. One of my shoes was stained crimson by some chemical.It was luck that it didn't fall into the dung tank.I asked a girl if she had seen Yu Xiaoqi.The girl moved away in disgust and said, "Where are you from?" She spoke with a Daicheng accent, and I immediately said, I am also from Daicheng.She finally believed me and shouted to the karaoke TV, "Yu Xiaoqi, someone is looking for you." Xiao Qi ran out, and when he saw me, he understood, "Are you fighting with someone again?" I said, "No, I can't tell." I dragged her out of the cafeteria and told her the whole story along the way.I said, "I'm being hunted down now." Xiao Qi said: "You are too exciting, why don't you go to the police station?" I said: "I don't want to go, I just want to see you." As I said that, I didn't even think of it myself, I actually looked like I was about to cry.I was covered in mud, cold and hungry, dying, and far from who I imagined myself to be.I should have been awesome, even a moment ago, I was walking on the dark road, and I still had a desolate majesty.God, I just poked a few poor migrant workers with an electric baton. I was dragged out and beaten to death on the ridge of the field. I would not become a martyr. I was not a lonely traveler in the field. Just a dirty, panicked little bastard. Xiao Qi took me to the dormitory. The female dormitory is on the fourth floor, and there is an aunt guarding the corridor.Xiao Qi asked me to stand there, and when the aunt turned around, I ran over as soon as I slipped out.Entering the dormitory, this is a sixteen-person dormitory with eight beds, divided into upper and lower bunks.The house is very old, and the plaster on the top of the head is peeling off and hanging in pieces.The bed is a very firm wooden bed.There was no one else in the dormitory, and the beds were all made up.I asked: "Where are the others?" Xiao Qi said: "We are in the third grade, we have already gone home to find an internship unit, and I am still waiting for the make-up exam." I said: "Are you the worst grade?" Xiao Qi Said: "Hey, my cultural background is poor." I took off my coat and sat on the bench. She went out to get some water, and then mixed some boiling water with a thermos for me to wash.I cleaned myself up a little, saw bread on the table, grabbed it and ate it.Drink water.I don't know why I'm so hungry. I said I had nowhere to go, it was so cold at night, it was impossible to go back to Daicheng, so I had to come to her.She sat on the edge of her bed, looking at me.I'm in such a miserable state, I can't help being a little ashamed.Xiao Qi sighed, and said, "I told you not to work in this factory, you are sick, why did you come to Matai Town?" I said, "I have nowhere to go." She stared at me for a while and said nothing.Later I heard a cat meowing under the bed, and I said: "Vincent, Vincent." The cat poked its head out obediently, I picked it up, and asked Xiao Qi, "Just keep it in the dormitory?" Xiao Qi Said: "Yes, it's a pity that there are no mice in winter, otherwise it would be so happy." I said: "I doubt it will catch mice." Xiao Qi said: "I will take it to Mo Town for the Spring Festival, and then go to Wu County. "I put the cat on the table, and it didn't seem to like it very much. It walked to the edge of the table, bowed and jumped down, and got under the bed again. Later, some footsteps came from downstairs.Xiao Qi said: "The party is over, you can't sit still, check the dormitory later, you will be kicked out." I said: "It doesn't matter, you can find me a boy's dormitory, I can sleep anywhere I’ll leave in the morning.” Xiao Qi said, “They’re all boys from lower grades, and I don’t know any of them. Besides, you’re from another school. If you find out, you’ll be kicked out. You can sleep with me.” I said: "That's fine." Looking at the other beds, there were only bed boards left, and it would not be comfortable to sleep on like this. Xiao Qi said: "You sleep on my bed." I said, "What about you?" Without speaking, she stood up to make the bed and put down the mosquito net.Seeing that I was not moving, Xiao Qi said: "Hurry up, the people who check the dormitory will come later." At this time, suddenly, the fluorescent lamp above the head went out, and the light was turned off.The light from the corridor came in and slanted on her face.She said: "Hey, don't be so silly." I said: "Okay." I took off my sweater and trousers, and slipped into the mosquito net in my undershirt and wool trousers. Xiao Qi kicked my clothes and shoes under the bed. I was half lying on the bed, and Xiao Qi closed the curtain smoothly.I feel a bit like a scholar who cheated in ancient times, it's funny, I don't know what will happen next.片刻之后，宿舍大妈进来了，小齐说：“王老师，我正要睡呢。”大妈说：“啊哟，这么冷的天，快上床吧，当心感冒。我走了。”小齐说：“再见。”我听见门关上了声音，她穿着拖鞋快步跑到床边，一脑袋钻了进来，和我并排躺下。 屋子里很安静，我都能听见自己心跳的声音。我在靠墙的那半边，床很窄，得半侧过身体才能让出一点位置，我努力往里面挪了挪，说：“我还是睡外面去吧。” 小齐说：“真冷啊。”她整个地钻进被窝，头靠在我的手臂上，并且，把身体侧向了我。 在黑暗中，我感觉到她紧贴着我的身体是这样柔软，她的头发也是软的，狭窄的床很温暖，取代了田埂上的潮湿和寒冷。我的身体在经历了黑夜中的寒冷之后，对于柔软和温暖，忽然有了一种反应。 小齐问我：“难受吗？” 我结结巴巴说，有一点，不过它会好的，主要是太紧张了，根本睡不着。她的手渐渐地向我身上移来，伸进去握住。那种感觉对我而言还是第一次，天旋地转的，被一个女孩儿握在手里。我也去抚摸她，她说：“别，我今天身上不方便。” 她说：“让你不要那么难受，好不好？” I say yes.
事后我一直没想明白，自己到底还算不算处男。这个问题让我想起远在珠海的大飞，他也曾经在舞厅里被老女人握着，他说这就是破处。但是，我认为，这是错的，肚子饿了去喝水，也能顶饿，但其实没有摄入任何有机物。那个夜里，我和于小齐之间发生的，我不能认为自己被破处，但我又情愿承认，自己已经不是处男。那么，就算我把处男之身交给了她吧。这是我们之间唯一的纪念。 后半夜我醒了，一看，她不在床上。我撩起蚊帐，脑袋钻出帘子，看见她披着衣服在黑暗中抽烟。我也坐起来，要了一根烟。抽完了烟，她把衣服一脱，又钻进被窝。这时感觉到她的肌肤，冰凉的。 她说：“刚才很多警车开过去，就醒了。” 我说：“我什么都没听见。” “那你怎么醒了？” “觉得身边有点空，就醒了。” 她笑了笑，“我们还是第一次睡在一起吧？” “以后呢？”我转过头看她。 她说：“以后的事情以后再说。” "Exactly." 第二天早上我醒来，听见有个女生在寝室里对小齐说：“小齐，我把早点给你带上来了，找钱给你。”小齐说：“好的。”我没敢吱声。等那女生走了，我伸出脑袋，看见桌上有烧饼油条和袋装牛奶，都热气腾腾的。小齐说：“吃早点。”我从床上爬起来，在床底下捞出我的衣服，穿上。吃得饱饱的，又去楼下男厕所里放空存货，然后启程，坐中巴车回戴城。 她一直把我送到车站。早晨依旧很冷，天色阴阴的，我还是穿着那身工作服，一路走走跳跳，让自己暖和起来。小齐裹在一件羽绒服里，一条白围巾在脖子上绕了好几圈，显得有点胖。事实上她一点都不胖。我上了中巴车，她把冻得红红的鼻子凑在玻璃窗上，对我说：“路小路，再见。” 她那样子可爱极了，我闭上眼睛，她就被我永远沉在了脑海最深的海底。
After New Year's Day, I went to Qianjin Chemical Plant again.My parents returned to Daicheng, and my mother was still recovering from her illness, so she had to take a long sick leave.In order to make her happy, I have to be a worker honestly.It's okay, Xiao Qi is also in Matai Town, I just want to be closer to her. One day I was squatting in the workshop.My instrument repair master Bao never taught me any skills, so I could only squat.Later, I found that there was a person waving at me at the window of the lounge. It turned out to be Xiao Qi.I ran over, and she said with a smile, "You look so ugly in work clothes!" I said no way, that's how it looks in the factory.Xiao Qi said again: "Why do you still wear such thin work clothes in winter? No padded jacket?" I told her that the work clothes in the factory are only of this style, which is worse than that in the prison cell. If you are afraid of the cold, you can only wear one outside Cotton coat.She asked me why I didn't wear it, and I said that I had a cotton coat, but it was stolen in the shower. Xiao Qi said: "Look at how farsighted I am." She took out a leather trench coat from the plastic bag in her hand and said, "This is for you." I asked her, "How much? I'll give it to you." Xiao Qi said: "I told you I will give it to you." "Where did you get so much money?" "Don't forget, I just inherited an inheritance." I said, "You should save some flowers. This is your dowry. It's all spent. Who do you think you're going to marry?" Xiao Qi said: "I can go to work after Chinese New Year, earning much more than you." I took off my dirty work clothes and put on a brand new windbreaker, which was awesome, with a fur collar, and took a picture of it against the window glass, just like our factory manager.I was very happy, and took her around the factory, and told her that the pungent smell was called chromic acid, which could tear people's nasal mucosa.I said: "The farmers here are very ignorant. They picked up the waste residue from the factory as the foundation to build a house. As a result, the house smelled worse than the workshop. There was not a single cockroach, so they had to tear it down and rebuild it. Many people went bankrupt. Lah." Xiao Qi said, "You guys are so vicious, let people pick up this kind of waste." I told her that not only the waste, but also the sewage discharged from the factory may cause genetic mutations. Recently, some farmers reported that, The fish caught in the fish pond have horns on their heads, and the bitch next door gave birth to a six-legged puppy, which is weird anyway.Xiao Qi made a disgusted look and said, "It's scary." There are no interesting topics in the factory, only disgusting ones.The last time I was with Zeng Yuan in the factory, I also told the story about chromic acid.I took her around, she coughed, and I sent her out of the factory.At the door, I met Liu Fu, the workshop director. Liu Fu pointed at me and said, "You come to work dressed like this? Are you out of your mind?" It is troublesome to have a leather trench coat. There are not many workers in the factory, but there are many thieves. Some people even walk away with tattered cotton coats, let alone leather trench coats.I have a locker for sundries, but it's not strong at all, it can be broken open with a hammer.I can only wear a leather trench coat to work every day, and I keep it in my hand when I'm not wearing it. If I go to take a shower, I'll fucking deposit it in the security department.There were only two people in the factory who dared to walk in and out wearing leather trench coats. One was me, and the other was the factory manager, and the style of the factory manager’s leather trench coat was similar to mine. The workers saw me coming from a distance, and thought it was the factory manager. Just act like you're working hard.When he got closer and saw it was me, he called me an idiot.Later, I was called an idiot from a long distance away, but it was the director of the factory who came over. One day I wore a cotton coat and went to Matai Town to look for Xiaoqi. She asked me about the windbreaker. I said that I went back to Daicheng and took the leather windbreaker home, and told her about the troubles caused by the leather windbreaker. After saying it again, she shook her head helplessly and said, "Xiaolu, you'd better stop staying here and leave as soon as possible. I'm leaving too." She also said: "That's right, Zeng Yuan is back, you can go to her when you are free." I said embarrassedly: "I don't want to go to her." Xiao Qi said: "You are so beautiful, you are still blushing." I said, "How could I be so beautiful? It's too late to regret it." Xiao Qi grabbed my sleeve and asked mysteriously, "Hey, how did you feel when she kissed you?" "It's not good, big sister!" That day she took me to the town to have dinner, and the hot pot boiled mutton, which was steaming hot.The meal cost a lot, and I suspect that she will squander Lao Ding's inheritance.I don't know how much money she got, so I didn't ask. We chatted about disability while eating. "He is a nerd, but unfortunately he couldn't pass the university entrance examination, so he can only squat in Mo Town and be his nerd." Xiao Qi said, "It's a failure, a failure." I said, "It's good for you to be disabled." "Who is crippled?" "It's Li Xiang, the nickname I gave him is Disabled." Xiao Qi licked his chopsticks and said, "Hey, it's quite similar when you say that. Although he's not disabled, he has an air of being disabled." "You learned the art of shaving your head from him, didn't you?" "You're wrong. I learned it from his father. His father is the best barber in Mo Town. In fact, there are only two barbers in that town." "I remember you said that you don't like Mo Zhen." "I liked it when I was young, but I didn't like it later. I felt too lonely and boring. Now that my father is buried there, I started to like it again." Xiao Qi said, "I will take you to Mo Town if I have a chance in the future. The place is very quiet, very suitable for vacation.” "I don't know if there is such a chance." "Don't make yourself old-fashioned, there will be plenty of life in the future." After a while, she said again: "I shouldn't say that Li Xiang is a failure, it's best for everyone to live a successful life." "It's impossible." I mumbled as I stuffed the mutton into my mouth. This time she didn’t argue with me, but smiled and looked at me eating meat, and said, “Mutton is delicious, right? The canteen in your factory must be terrible.” In fact, the canteen in our factory is not bad, but I deliberately said: "It's terrible. Vegetables are cabbage skins, and meat dishes are trough meat." Xiao Qi said, "That's too bad." I asked her, "How is your school food?" Xiao Qi said, "We have two The canteen and the large canteen are relatively poor, and the small canteen is good, but the food is very expensive. Zeng Yuan always eats in the small canteen, and sometimes I can get some delicious food with her.” I said, “Zeng Yuan’s family runs a restaurant, She should bring a cook to school." Xiaoqi said: "You are lying." Later she said: "Tell you something, after you left the Textile College that day, Zeng Yuan fought with college students. Just because of this, I Break up with college students." I have never heard of this story.Xiao Qi said, that day when I left the Textile College, Zeng Yuan slept on Xiao Qi's bed, then woke up and heard college students admonishing Xiao Qi in the corridor of the dormitory.Zeng Yuan listened for a while, then came out with a hot water bottle, and threw it at the college student's head. Fortunately, the bottle was empty, otherwise someone would have died.The college student was stunned and ran away. Zeng Yuan pointed at his back and said, if you dare to bully Xiao Qi again, I will find someone to cut off your head.The college student looked back and saw that the person who threw the hot water bottle was a woman. He probably felt very humiliated, so he ran back to reason and was slapped twice by Zeng Yuan.The girls in the dormitory all rushed out to watch the fun. Seeing Zeng Yuan slap the man, they screamed together and applauded collectively.This time the college student ran away and never came back.After I heard this story, although I didn't see Zeng Yuan's fierce appearance, I still remember her peerless demeanor with a watermelon knife. Xiao Qi said: "Later, that college student broke up with me." I said: "You haven't known him for a few days, so let's divide up." Xiao Qi gave me a blank look and said, "I'm not happy for you to comfort me like this." I said, "I don't know how to comfort people, but next time you want to find a college student as your boyfriend, I beg you not to find such a jerk. There is still a beard on the chin, which is the same as the fucking pubic hair." same place.” Yu Xiaoqi said: "Bah!" I said, "Your father always thought that you would fall in love with me, but later I heard that you had a relationship with a college student, and I was very pleasantly surprised." Yu Xiaoqi said: "My dad is like this, an intellectual, very vain." I said, "Fortunately, your father didn't discriminate against me when he was alive." Speaking of Lao Ding, we are very sad again.After eating the mutton, Xiao Qi said: "I have packed all my things, and I will leave after the make-up exam next week." "To Wu County?" "No, I'll go to Mo Town to celebrate the Spring Festival first, and then to Wu County. Will you go to Mo Town with me?" "At that time, I may have to take care of my mother at home. My mother is not in good health." "Then you give me an answer early, so I can prepare."
In the winter of 1991, I remember very clearly that the temperature was seven degrees below zero.This is not a big deal in northern cities, but it is beyond the limit for Daicheng. There is no heating in this place, and the winter is extremely cold. Staying indoors feels like being outside.Many northerners can't stand the southern winter. A few days after New Year’s Day, I often drove my motorcycle to Matai Town to look for Xiao Qi. I was very angry when I couldn’t be found in the factory. Later, Liu Fu, the workshop director, got a big lock and locked my motorcycle. , and stipulated that after get off work every day, go to him to get the key.I was so angry that I pried a bicycle in the factory, and I went to Matai Town as usual.One day, Li Xia, the chief of the security section and the chief of the labor and management section, called me over and said, "Lu Xiaolu, you can't do this. Stealing a car is too bad." Give me back the motorcycle.The chief of the security section threatened me and said, "If you do this again, I will send you to the defense team!" I looked at him and didn't care.The chief of the security section is a disfigured person. He used to work in a sulfuric acid factory, and was accidentally sprayed with sulfuric acid on his face. He became Song Danping in "Singing at Midnight". His head was like a globe, and the ocean part was fine. The place, the land part is washed by sulfuric acid.Just like this, it is enough to scare me without sending me to the defense team. I said, "I'm just borrowing the car, not stealing it at all." The security chief said, "Sophistry, sophistry." Li Xia said: "Lu Xiaolu, I had high expectations for you at the beginning, but now it seems that you are a bit sloppy." I said, "Section Chief Li, it's not that I am sloppy. I go to the boiler room to fetch water, and I get drinking water for people in a workshop, and they use this water to wash the rice bowls, flush the hot water bottles, and wash clothes. I have become a fucking hot water supply system." Li Xia and the head of the security section looked at each other, and then they had a discussion, and Li Xia said, "If this is the case, let's arrange it. You can be seconded to the security section first. Recently, there is a lack of manpower in the factory for security. You are in charge of the night shift. Where do you want to go during the day?" Just go there, but you must come back to work at eight o'clock in the evening. Is that okay?" I laughed immediately, that's great.The next day, I borrowed an olive green uniform from the security department, put on a big cap, and wandered around the factory.I went to find Yu Xiaoqi wearing this outfit, she laughed and said, "You look more like a gangster in a police uniform." I was a little ashamed, so I returned the uniform to the security department, and continued to wear my work uniform. I found out that being a factory police officer is not easy.It’s okay to patrol every night against the cold wind. The key is that our factory is laying the foundation for a new factory building. The winter is too cold, the soil is frozen, and work is temporarily suspended. Those steel materials and cables are piled up on the construction site.Although there is a construction worker in charge of guarding, but that guy is an old man in his sixties, and he is dumb, and the robbers don't need to cover his mouth when they come.He lives in a work shed, and when he hears noises at night, he hides under the quilt, and he can't shout a fart anyway.The construction site is often stolen. I said to the security chief: "This is too outrageous. How can I let the dumb take charge of the construction site?" The security chief said: "Why don't you go to the work shed?" sow. Before the Spring Festival, the cement factory in Matai Town continued to default on wages. The factory was full of migrant workers. They wanted to go home for the New Year without even asking their mothers to make money. Of course they had to rebel.They stole everywhere and everything, and later found out that the construction site of our factory was a huge source of wealth. Men and women came to No. 100 people, shouting and shouting to move steel from the construction site and sell it at a low price to the scrap purchase station. .At first the police came to take care of it, but later the police couldn't take care of it, because this group of people was still moving things from the houses.There are only a few policemen in Matai Town. In comparison, the safety of the houses is of course more important.The factory had no choice but to organize its own security team and call in all the workers, even those on the front line of production, to guard there every night.Just like that, we still couldn't hold back, there were too many people on the other side, and the woman pounced on us with her chest out, we immediately softened and retreated in unison.The men behind followed up to grab the steel, and when we called the police, the group dispersed in a rush, and there was no sign of them.After several days in a row, we were all exhausted. Many people caught cold and couldn't even go to work. The loss was very heavy. The factory held a research meeting on this matter to discuss countermeasures.We all said that if things go on like this, there is no countermeasure.The factory manager said that there must be countermeasures for death, otherwise the factory will go bankrupt.Later, Liu Fu, the director of the workshop, said: "You idiots are stupid to death. Catch them one by one and fix them up, and they won't dare to come again. This group of idiots need repairs!" When he said this, The right palm slammed down everything, as if to cut off his lower body, but in fact it meant to be decisive.The head of the security department said that this is probably not good and illegal.Liu Fu said: "You bastard, you are a security chief for nothing." At this time, the factory director said: "Although Liu Fu's idea is a bit risky, you can try it. How about it, Liu Fu, you will lead the team tonight." , just do what you said." Liu Fu gritted his teeth and said, "Director, I didn't say I would lead the team..." The director said, "That's it, the meeting ends." In fact, Liu Fu had a good idea. I remember Yu Xiaoqi said that if a mouse was caught in the dormitory, he would torture it desperately and make it scream so that other mice would not dare to come.It's just that this method is applied to living people, and I don't know if it will work. We got it that night.Commanded by Liu Fu, several workers rushed to the construction site, covered a thief's head with a snakeskin bag, tied it up and carried it back to the factory.It's a weird thing to do, like we're kidnappers. In the security department, Liu Fu sat on a chair with his legs on the table, surrounded by 17 or 18 members of the security team, including me.This scene is exactly like the lynching at the old landlord's house.Liu Fu was very arrogant, yelling at the snakeskin bag: "Young man, today makes your life worse than death." We thugs are very nervous, because we have never tortured a living person, and we don't know how to make his life worse than death. .When the snakeskin bag was opened, everyone was dumbfounded. It turned out to be a woman, quite young, with a miserable appearance, yellow hair, and a chapped face.It's as if she's getting married, all she needs is a groom.The woman looked at us with a fierce look and burst into tears.Liu Fu pointed at us and scolded: "You idiots, why did you kidnap a woman for me? Do you want me to beat her or rape her?" The woman passed out with a groan when she heard the rape.We had to go among those who pinched her, and when she woke up, she continued to howl. Liu Fu said: "No, no matter what, we must satisfy the factory manager today. Go and tie another one." Several security team members had to go out with snakeskin bags. When they arrived at the construction site, there was not a single thief, and it seemed that all of them had run away. Now, I am still secretly happy, admiring Liu Fu's clever means, and he really killed chickens to make an example of monkeys.Suddenly, I heard the sound of shouting and killing, and thousands of migrant workers came from a distance, all of them were from the cement factory. I don’t know how many people there were in the dark, but I saw the light of countless flashlights, like a concert Will shake the same.Someone yelled: "The chemical plant took my wife away, everyone come here!" Suddenly, the crowd was in front of them, and so were sticks, bricks and shovels.Seeing this posture, several members of the security team ran away.Someone rushed to the security department to report: "Run! All outsiders are rushing in!" I leaned my head out of the window to look, but couldn't see clearly, but the shouts of killing were more thrilling than what I could see.I suddenly remembered that the shirtless boy who was captured alive not long ago also stood on the roof screaming, and now he should have been shot.The sound of killing in the dark is like the ghosts of countless shirtless teenagers coming to take revenge on us.To be honest, although I have seen gang fights, I have no experience in such fights.I was also frightened, and suddenly a brick flew over and smashed the window glass next to my head.I hurriedly retracted my head and looked in the room, everyone was fucking gone, someone turned off the light before leaving, and only the woman was left crying in the dark.Let me run too.This group of migrant workers quickly broke into the office building, smashing things and picking locks.Obviously, stealing steel is not as good as grabbing cash directly.I ran out along the corridor, then turned around the office building and fled towards the dormitory.I only heard someone shouting in the office building: "Xiaofang is found!" The woman named Xiaofang shouted: "They are going to rape me!" ?All the migrant workers yelled in unison: "Is this okay? Smash! Keep smashing! Pull the switch of their factory!" I ran to the dormitory and bumped into the security chief and Li Xia. They were all in the dormitory, but they rushed out when they heard the shouts.At the same time, the workers living in the dormitories, those wearing cotton wool trousers, those wearing shorts, and even those sleeping naked, rushed out and fled in all directions.Someone yelled, "Go to the police!" Li Xia grabbed me and said, "What's going on?" I gasped and said, "Hundreds of people came, the office building was smashed, and they said they would pull the switch of our factory." " Li Xia said: "No, the workshop is still producing, if the switch is pulled, it will be over." I said: "Chief Li, don't worry about this, run!" Li Xia said: "I can't go, Lu Xiaolu, follow me, we must guard the power distribution room." At this time, I couldn't help but look at her, I really didn't see that she was so brave.Li Xia said sharply: "Lu Xiaolu, you can't lie down at the critical moment!" At this time, the security chief suddenly stuffed something into my hand. It was a long and thin stick. Later, I realized that it was an electric baton. A few of us ran quickly to the power distribution room. The power distribution room is an important part of the factory. In the most remote corner, there is a small yard surrounded by iron fence gates, which are tightly locked.We rang the doorbell frantically, and after a while, a female worker came out and said, "It's only 9:30, and you're here to check the guard?" Li Xia said, "Stop talking nonsense and open the door." When we entered the power distribution room, Li Xia ordered the door to be locked, added another chain lock, and said to me: "You stay here, and no one can enter." I looked around and couldn't help sighing: "Two The electricians on duty are all women, and the chief security officer has nothing remarkable about his face except for his scary face. There are two old masters left. Although they are determined to protect the factory, they are not capable It's like shit.Of all the people, I was the only one who was a strong young man. At the gate of the power distribution room that day, the chief security officer taught me how to use the electric baton. I tried it and put the electric baton in my waistband.Li Xia asked me: "Are you afraid?" I said I was not afraid, I had seen many big scenes, but it was better not to kill anyone.I asked her again, is there a way out, don't fucking outsiders rush in, we have nowhere to run, I hate dead ends the most.A female worker said: "There is a hole in the wall behind, you can drill out." This made me feel relieved.After waiting at the door for a while, the old, weak and remnant soldiers couldn't stand the cold, and hid in the power distribution room. Only Li Xia and I were left standing.The shouting outside seemed to be getting closer. I could only hope that they could not find the power distribution room, or they would grab something and leave, or that the police would come soon.Li Xia said: "I'll get you a cotton coat." I didn't know whether it was cold or scared, I was a little shivering. After she entered, there was a sudden sound of footsteps outside, and several people with blurred faces came to me and shouted through the iron gate: "There is another one here!" Someone shouted: "The power distribution room is here! I suppressed the trembling and said, "Damn it, just grab something, don't overdo it." A young man said to me, "If you talk too hard, I'll kill you!" The stick flew towards me and hit my chest, which hurt like hell.Later, those people tried to open the iron door, but they couldn't unlock it. One person tried to climb in. I was horrified, picked up the wooden stick, jumped up and hit him on the head, and the person screamed and fell down.At this time, many people came running over, pointing at me and shouting: "Catch this kid, don't let him escape." I also risked it, and yelled through the iron gate: "Fuck you, the working class has How powerful, I will let you see it today." In the darkness, several people climbed on the iron gate at the same time, and I knocked them down one by one.Later, my mind was completely empty, I threw away the stick, pulled out the electric baton in my waist, and poked at the neck of that group of people through the iron fence. The stench of shit.The young man who threw the wooden stick at me was also knocked down by me, lying there convulsing.The people outside backed up in unison.Fuck it, there are many people, and advanced weapons are awesome. No wonder the Eight-Power Allied Forces defeated the Boxers. Later, the situation was completely reversed, and many people climbed up from the fence, but there was a barbed wire fence on the fence, which caught the clothes of those people.The people at the main entrance retreated, and the person who was knocked over by the electric shock also dragged back. They started throwing bricks at me, which rained down on my head.I looked around, I was the only one guarding this position, the others didn't know where to go.I don't want to die, being caught by this group, maybe they will cramp and skin me, rape and then kill.Before this group of people rushed in, I threw down the electric baton and ran towards the back of the power distribution room.I saw Li Xia standing under a tree and shouting to me: "Quick! Here!" I saw that there was indeed a hole there.It's all like a movie, I'm in a corner, I'm getting out of the dark.I got into the bushes, ignoring how dirty the ground was, and crawled over with hands and feet.Standing up and looking, the outside is the desolate farmland in winter, shrouded in mist, the lights in the distance are not very clear, and the smell of dung tanks is in the nose.It turned out that I had already escaped from the chemical plant. Later, Li Xia also got out. She looked around and said, "Where is anyone?" It turned out that the security chief and the others had escaped a long time ago, and they didn't know where they went at this time.At this time, I heard someone shouting from inside the fence: "Search, search that kid out." Li Xia and I tiptoed away from the base of the wall, and walked along the ridge that was almost unrecognizable in the darkness.Later, when they came to a dirt road, Li Xia said, "Lu Xiaolu, let's go." I am asking you?" Li Xia said: "The factory is like this, how can I leave? I have already called the police. We are too far away, and the police will not arrive so soon." I said, "Then I can't leave you here alone." Li Xia said: "It doesn't matter to me, you'd better run, if you are recognized by them, you will die if they catch you." She shook her head, and said: "You are too ruthless." I said, "I forgot what I did." Just as I was talking, a group of people rushed along the road in the distance. Li Xia pushed me down, and we squatted on the dirt road.I only heard someone saying: "You must catch that kid, eighteen or nineteen years old, with short hair. He hurt many of us." The people behind said: "Hold the intersection and don't let him run away." I whispered to Li Xia, "I don't know how many people were injured in our factory." Li Xia sighed and said, "Anyway, you must have gotten your money back." Later, this group of people disappeared, and Li Xia told me to go straight along the dirt road. Don't go on the main road. Walk over to Matai Town, and go to the police station as soon as I arrive in Matai Town.She pushed me and said, "Go ahead, don't go back to the factory anytime soon, I'll let you know if something happens." I left her and walked into the darkness alone.After walking a long distance, I looked back at her again, the fog gradually rose, and I couldn't see anything.I just keep going my way.
In the winter night, the temperature is very low, the fog rises, and the clothes and hair are wet. This kind of damp cold hurts the bones.I took out my lighter, walked for a while, and lit it for a while.There is no sound in the winter night, only footsteps and the crackling of lighters.It got colder and colder as I walked, and I couldn't stand it anymore. I ran to the edge of the field, grabbed several handfuls from the bundled straw stacks, and stuffed them into my arms.After walking like this for a long time, the fog lightened up again, and I saw the lights in the distance, and I came to Matai Town all the way. I didn't go to the police station, I neither wanted to report nor surrendered.When I passed the police station, I saw a few workers from our factory sitting inside with bruised noses and swollen faces.I went straight to the art school. When we got to the door, we found that it was very lively inside. There seemed to be a party in the cafeteria, some people were singing karaoke, and three or five students were eating kebabs through the iron gate.I didn't go through the main entrance, went around to the side, climbed over the wall and entered.Walking to the cafeteria, it really is a party.I looked at the clock, and it was only ten-thirty at night, and I thought it was morning when I was walking in the fields. When I walked to a bright place, I realized that I was terribly dirty. My clothes were covered in mud and there was a lot of straw inside. One of my shoes was stained crimson by some chemical.It was luck that it didn't fall into the dung tank.I asked a girl if she had seen Yu Xiaoqi.The girl moved away in disgust and said, "Where are you from?" She spoke with a Daicheng accent, and I immediately said, I am also from Daicheng.She finally believed me and shouted to the karaoke TV, "Yu Xiaoqi, someone is looking for you." Xiao Qi ran out, and when he saw me, he understood, "Are you fighting with someone again?" I said, "No, I can't tell." I dragged her out of the cafeteria and told her the whole story along the way.I said, "I'm being hunted down now." Xiao Qi said: "You are too exciting, why don't you go to the police station?" I said: "I don't want to go, I just want to see you." As I said that, I didn't even think of it myself, I actually looked like I was about to cry.I was covered in mud, cold and hungry, dying, and far from who I imagined myself to be.I should have been awesome, even a moment ago, I was walking on the dark road, and I still had a desolate majesty.God, I just poked a few poor migrant workers with an electric baton. I was dragged out and beaten to death on the ridge of the field. I would not become a martyr. I was not a lonely traveler in the field. Just a dirty, panicked little bastard. Xiao Qi took me to the dormitory. The female dormitory is on the fourth floor, and there is an aunt guarding the corridor.Xiao Qi asked me to stand there, and when the aunt turned around, I ran over as soon as I slipped out.Entering the dormitory, this is a sixteen-person dormitory with eight beds, divided into upper and lower bunks.The house is very old, and the plaster on the top of the head is peeling off and hanging in pieces.The bed is a very firm wooden bed.There was no one else in the dormitory, and the beds were all made up.I asked: "Where are the others?" Xiao Qi said: "We are in the third grade, we have already gone home to find an internship unit, and I am still waiting for the make-up exam." I said: "Are you the worst grade?" Xiao Qi Said: "Hey, my cultural background is poor." I took off my coat and sat on the bench. She went out to get some water, and then mixed some boiling water with a thermos for me to wash.I cleaned myself up a little, saw bread on the table, grabbed it and ate it.Drink water.I don't know why I'm so hungry. I said I had nowhere to go, it was so cold at night, it was impossible to go back to Daicheng, so I had to come to her.She sat on the edge of her bed, looking at me.I'm in such a miserable state, I can't help being a little ashamed.Xiao Qi sighed, and said, "I told you not to work in this factory, you are sick, why did you come to Matai Town?" I said, "I have nowhere to go." She stared at me for a while and said nothing.Later I heard a cat meowing under the bed, and I said: "Vincent, Vincent." The cat poked its head out obediently, I picked it up, and asked Xiao Qi, "Just keep it in the dormitory?" Xiao Qi Said: "Yes, it's a pity that there are no mice in winter, otherwise it would be so happy." I said: "I doubt it will catch mice." Xiao Qi said: "I will take it to Mo Town for the Spring Festival, and then go to Wu County. "I put the cat on the table, and it didn't seem to like it very much. It walked to the edge of the table, bowed and jumped down, and got under the bed again. Later, some footsteps came from downstairs.Xiao Qi said: "The party is over, you can't sit still, check the dormitory later, you will be kicked out." I said: "It doesn't matter, you can find me a boy's dormitory, I can sleep anywhere I’ll leave in the morning.” Xiao Qi said, “They’re all boys from lower grades, and I don’t know any of them. Besides, you’re from another school. If you find out, you’ll be kicked out. You can sleep with me.” I said: "That's fine." Looking at the other beds, there were only bed boards left, and it would not be comfortable to sleep on like this. Xiao Qi said: "You sleep on my bed." I said, "What about you?" Without speaking, she stood up to make the bed and put down the mosquito net.Seeing that I was not moving, Xiao Qi said: "Hurry up, the people who check the dormitory will come later." At this time, suddenly, the fluorescent lamp above the head went out, and the light was turned off.The light from the corridor came in and slanted on her face.She said: "Hey, don't be so silly." I said: "Okay." I took off my sweater and trousers, and slipped into the mosquito net in my undershirt and wool trousers. Xiao Qi kicked my clothes and shoes under the bed. I was half lying on the bed, and Xiao Qi closed the curtain smoothly.I feel a bit like a scholar who cheated in ancient times, it's funny, I don't know what will happen next.片刻之后，宿舍大妈进来了，小齐说：“王老师，我正要睡呢。”大妈说：“啊哟，这么冷的天，快上床吧，当心感冒。我走了。”小齐说：“再见。”我听见门关上了声音，她穿着拖鞋快步跑到床边，一脑袋钻了进来，和我并排躺下。 屋子里很安静，我都能听见自己心跳的声音。我在靠墙的那半边，床很窄，得半侧过身体才能让出一点位置，我努力往里面挪了挪，说：“我还是睡外面去吧。” 小齐说：“真冷啊。”她整个地钻进被窝，头靠在我的手臂上，并且，把身体侧向了我。 在黑暗中，我感觉到她紧贴着我的身体是这样柔软，她的头发也是软的，狭窄的床很温暖，取代了田埂上的潮湿和寒冷。我的身体在经历了黑夜中的寒冷之后，对于柔软和温暖，忽然有了一种反应。 小齐问我：“难受吗？” 我结结巴巴说，有一点，不过它会好的，主要是太紧张了，根本睡不着。她的手渐渐地向我身上移来，伸进去握住。那种感觉对我而言还是第一次，天旋地转的，被一个女孩儿握在手里。我也去抚摸她，她说：“别，我今天身上不方便。” 她说：“让你不要那么难受，好不好？” I say yes.
事后我一直没想明白，自己到底还算不算处男。这个问题让我想起远在珠海的大飞，他也曾经在舞厅里被老女人握着，他说这就是破处。但是，我认为，这是错的，肚子饿了去喝水，也能顶饿，但其实没有摄入任何有机物。那个夜里，我和于小齐之间发生的，我不能认为自己被破处，但我又情愿承认，自己已经不是处男。那么，就算我把处男之身交给了她吧。这是我们之间唯一的纪念。 后半夜我醒了，一看，她不在床上。我撩起蚊帐，脑袋钻出帘子，看见她披着衣服在黑暗中抽烟。我也坐起来，要了一根烟。抽完了烟，她把衣服一脱，又钻进被窝。这时感觉到她的肌肤，冰凉的。 她说：“刚才很多警车开过去，就醒了。” 我说：“我什么都没听见。” “那你怎么醒了？” “觉得身边有点空，就醒了。” 她笑了笑，“我们还是第一次睡在一起吧？” “以后呢？”我转过头看她。 她说：“以后的事情以后再说。” "Exactly." 第二天早上我醒来，听见有个女生在寝室里对小齐说：“小齐，我把早点给你带上来了，找钱给你。”小齐说：“好的。”我没敢吱声。等那女生走了，我伸出脑袋，看见桌上有烧饼油条和袋装牛奶，都热气腾腾的。小齐说：“吃早点。”我从床上爬起来，在床底下捞出我的衣服，穿上。吃得饱饱的，又去楼下男厕所里放空存货，然后启程，坐中巴车回戴城。 她一直把我送到车站。早晨依旧很冷，天色阴阴的，我还是穿着那身工作服，一路走走跳跳，让自己暖和起来。小齐裹在一件羽绒服里，一条白围巾在脖子上绕了好几圈，显得有点胖。事实上她一点都不胖。我上了中巴车，她把冻得红红的鼻子凑在玻璃窗上，对我说：“路小路，再见。” 她那样子可爱极了，我闭上眼睛，她就被我永远沉在了脑海最深的海底。