If the reciprocation of day and night and the alternation of seasons are the laws of nature, then there must be some underlying laws to follow in human life.What is this law?What is life?I don't know, I just know that as an ordinary woman, my life path must be ordinary.I never thought that I would become rich one day, nor would I fall into the bottom of society.Although there are some beautiful people passing by radiantly every day, making people envious and jealous, and some broken lives make me bitter and helpless, I still live an ordinary and secular life realistically and contentedly.

However, this doesn't seem to be a law that everyone can follow in life. The naive me may understand the things in the world too simply.After everything has passed, I realized that all the future can never be predicted, and all life may eventually deviate from the normal path due to accidental factors.This may be society, this is life, and this is the difference between nature and life.Only then did I know that it is extremely difficult for people to rise from the ordinary class to the upper class, but it is a careless thing to fall to the bottom.And I am such a woman who was touched by an imperceptible force by chance and fell to the bottom of society.Sitting on the wooden bed in the prison, looking at the sky outside the window, I couldn't help asking myself: Should I resent fate?Or do you hate yourself?

Looking back on the road I have traveled in the past, it is almost difficult for me to see how that indifferent woman walked into this door step by step, let alone how that kind woman established such a terrible connection with the prison .In the turmoil of the red dust, in the hustle and bustle of the world, I feel more like a tiny dust particle swept into the trash pit by an invisible force.Pushing away the chaotic mind and sorting out the fragments of my life over the years, I feel that I am becoming more and more confused. Is the woman who was cautious and cautious back then the protagonist in a dream, or is the woman who is watching the sky in prison today a passer-by in the dream? .In my decades of life experience, this strange and abstract word-prison suddenly became a real part of my life, and even became the main body of my life now.How can I explain clearly?

I wish I could turn back time and start life all over again, so many regrets would be made up, so many mistakes could be corrected, and my life, I'm sure, would be different.Since everything cannot be repeated, let me follow the footsteps of life, starting from the year that made me the happiest and most helpless, and look for the so-called law of life in the painful recollection of the past!If this can be regarded as a kind of repentance, I hope God can forgive me!If I can give you a little inspiration in life, it can also be regarded as a little comfort in my life.