Chapter 10 chapter Ten

The sweltering heat wave slowly dissipated in the alternation of summer and autumn, and the impetuous people began to calm down a little.In this season, the careers of the Fan family brothers and sisters have once again reached a new level.Elder sister Fan Zhengwen began to exercise the power of the minister. Although she was only in charge of the work temporarily, the recognition of her temporary position by various subordinate units and relevant parties also gave her a taste of the prestige of a top leader.The dairy factory of the younger brother Fan Zhengzhang has also been officially started, which has become a noticeable event in the Department of Agriculture.While Fan Zhengzhang was focusing all his attention on building the new factory, Sun Mei won a business trip.

Sun Mei has been longing for this business trip for a long time.As early as a month ago, Sun Mei's department received a seminar notice about business.Due to the rigidity of her relationship with Fan Zhengzhang, she felt her spirits go from bad to worse.Insomnia, anxiety, depression, pain and other terrible emotions were like a bunch of ants gnawing at her body and mind, day or night.Seeing the appearance in the mirror becoming haggard day by day, going out to relax has become something she has always longed for.When this opportunity came, the director of the department agreed to Sun Mei's request out of concern for Sun Mei's mental and physical condition.Another reason why Sun Mei was most tempted by this business trip was that the meeting place was Beijing.There was the man Sun Mei had fallen in love with when she was in technical secondary school before her marriage——Yang Lifeng.The man contacted her several times when he was home in previous years and hinted at her admiration on several occasions.It's just that she was too focused on Fan Zhengzhang at that time, and never thought about what happened with him.This time was different. When her emotional world was at a loss, she decided to take the initiative to ask him out for a chat. If it felt good, she hoped to regain her confidence and sustenance in this man.

Autumn in Beijing is cool and pleasant, and the bustling streets are full of vitality in Sun Mei's eyes.Standing in the crowd of strangers, Sun Mei felt that the heaviness and depression that Huayang gave her were slowly dissipating with the passing of the train behind her.She quickly took out her mobile phone and dialed Yang Lifeng's. Is it Yang Lifeng? It's me, who are you? Guess what, when Sun Mei heard Yang Lifeng's voice, her mood instantly became as bright as the summer sun, and her voice suddenly became much younger.She couldn't help thinking that it was so easy and so happy to get out of Fan Zhengzhang's shadow.If I knew this earlier, why have I been holding this shadow for so long to be sad and painful alone?

Chang Hong?No, you are Sun Mei.Yang Lifeng's voice immediately became excited, where are you? Sun Mei didn't expect to get in touch with Yang Lifeng so easily, and she was so happy that she said loudly, I'm in Beijing. real?You are finally here. Are you on a business trip?Still playing?Anyway, they didn't make a special trip to find me. When Sun Mei heard Yang Lifeng's hinted sensationalism, she couldn't help but become emotional, and also took advantage of the trend and said half-truth, it's true that I am on a business trip, and I came here to see you. The progress was a bit too fast, and Sun Mei even startled herself.It seems that flirting is not so difficult. It turns out that she doesn't even need to learn, and she will naturally be flirtatious with men.Thinking of how serious she had always been in front of Yang Lifeng, in order not to frighten Yang Lifeng, she couldn't help restraining herself, and said in a rational and joking tone, I'm coming to a meeting to see if you've made a fortune.

While talking on the phone, Sun Mei was looking for a taxi. When she boarded the taxi, she had already made an appointment with Yang Lifeng for a meeting time and place.Nothing lasts long in this world, even the world, let alone love; everything in this world is fake, only you and your health are real.When Sun Mei arrived at the hotel where the meeting was held, she was still looking for various excuses and reasons for the date.yes!In the marriage with Fan Zhengzhang, why is he suffering so much? Why can't he find emotional sustenance like Fan Zhengzhang?When she walked into the lobby of the hotel and saw crowds of participants, Sun Mei made up her mind again to break through the cage of her heart.

There was a very familiar face. When Sun Mei put down her luggage and stood in front of the conference reception desk to report, she suddenly found a man in black on the sofa obliquely in front of her, staring at her intently, while getting up and walking towards her.At first she thought that this man also came to the reception desk to inquire, but when the man approached, she realized that this man was actually a participant of her last meeting in Hangzhou.And at that time, this man asked her to go out to the street for tea twice, but she politely refused.The man had already walked to her side, and stretched out his hand with a smile on his face:

Sun Mei, hello! Sun Mei stretched out her hand mechanically, and then found that her hand had been squeezed into a wide and warm palm. how?Haven't remembered yet.Zhao Jianhua, we danced together at the meeting in Hangzhou, and even sang "Tracker's Love" together.Zhao Jianhua laughed happily.After being reminded by Zhao Jianhua, Sun Mei immediately walked out of Yang Lifeng's emotions. During the meeting in Hangzhou, the man's favor for her came to mind bit by bit. How can I forget?Maybe it was because the determination to find emotional sustenance was so strong that after Sun Mei learned to flirt with Yang Lifeng, she quickly developed this talent without losing the opportunity and used it here.With a beaming expression, she charmed Zhao Jianhua in all kinds of ways: No one will forget you if you forget, you have always taken good care of me at that time, and even helped me sort out the meeting materials.How can I forget?I remember at that time I said that in order to thank you for helping me sort out the materials, I would also treat you to dinner, but I never honored it.

Zhao Jianhua saw that Sun Mei had suddenly turned 180 degrees from the last meeting, and became courteous to him, and his emotions were extremely high for a while.Especially after listening to Sun Mei's talk about dinner, he quickly picked up the topic and said impatiently, how can I ask you to invite me to dinner?It's my turn to invite you. I kept asking you to drink tea at the last meeting, but I never invited you. Let me honor it this time.How about after dinner tonight? Good luck, it came a little too violently.Sun Mei felt a little caught off guard, she declined tactfully, and at the same time explained in a half-flattering way, for fear of offending this potential "lover", after all, she was not sure about her future with Yang Lifeng.After years of separation, she understands that there may be many problems with Yang Lifeng: 1. She does not like Yang Lifeng; 2. Yang Lifeng does not like her; 3. Other situations, such as he has no time to like her or accompany her Wait.In this case, maybe the man in front of you is next.After all, this man had expressed his affection for her many times before, and Sun Mei could clearly feel what he expected from her.Therefore, Sun Mei hoped that in this rare business trip opportunity, she must find an emotional sustenance and completely divert her attention from Fan Zhengzhang.

In the room arranged for the meeting, Sun Mei groomed and dressed meticulously, and then walked out of the hotel gate with complicated emotions when night fell quietly.As the saying goes, "After the evening of the appointment, the willows are on the moon." Facing such a scene, the middle-aged Sun Mei suddenly felt extremely strange and embarrassed.Especially when she walked on the sidewalk, several passers-by cast their eyes on her face with ulterior motives, as if they had guessed the purpose of her trip, besides feeling a little shy, Sun Mei, who was guilty of a guilty conscience, was extremely fond of Fan Zhengzhang. hate.In her heart, she was originally a woman who was willing to grow old with Fan Zhengzhang, a woman who was determined to stay the same from the day she got married, but today she had to deviate from her own life principles and had to embark on a path that she despised. path of.Why?Why is she doing this?When she asked herself this question over and over in her heart, she gritted her teeth and gave herself the answer: Fan Zhengzhang forced this!

The light rain started to patter at some point, and the taxi driver turned on the wipers.In front of Sun Mei's eyes, the wipers repeated mechanically over and over again, but they wiped out different scenes time after time.Although it was vague, it made Sun Mei feel better.The scenery of life may be like this, one after another, the old is gone, and the new is welcomed, so that people can continue to give people new visual stimulation and feelings.It's like Fan Zhengzhang has regarded her as an old scene and cannot get passion from her.In fact, for everyone, looking at the same scenery repeatedly every day will be boring, let alone guarding the same scenery for a lifetime.From this point of view, marriage should be a destruction of human nature.Human beings are progressing day by day, becoming more civilized day by day, but why do they imprison human beings with such an inhuman thing as marriage?Some experts who study love say that the love between a man and a woman usually lasts for three months, and at most three years, while the marriage invented by man is a lifelong contract.Isn't this terrible?When Sun Mei was thinking about these thoughts, she thought sadly that this theory is not a universal law that applies to everyone, at least not herself.Not only did she hold on to Fan Zhengzhang, the bastard's love for three months, three years, even now it still remains undiminished.She really didn't understand why she never got tired of watching Fan Zhengzhang's familiar scenery, even whether Fan Zhengzhang was willing or not, she was willing to guard this scenery every day until her whole life.

Yang Lifeng called and asked where she has been?She took her eyes away from the wipers, and laughed at herself in her heart, saying, what are you doing?While talking to the phone, I have seen the sign you mentioned.Then, as if talking to herself, she answered her own question just now: But I am willing to hang myself on this bastard tree, Fan Zhengzhang. damn it!Sun Mei involuntarily scolded herself for this answer.The driver turned his head and gave her a surprised look, as if asking if he was scolding him.Sun Mei took back her phone, so she had no choice but to explain to the driver that she didn't scold you. It was already raining heavily outside, and when the car stopped at the entrance of the restaurant that Yang Lifeng mentioned, she realized that Yang Lifeng was already standing beside her car like a hotel waiter.Under Yang Lifeng's courteous care, she got out of the car, walked into the restaurant, and sat at the dining table. In this series of actions, Yang Lifeng's undisguised attention and love made Sun Mei seem to have returned to her youth, and re-experienced Reaching the feeling of being pursued and cared for when I was a girl.This makes Sun Mei, who has been neglected for several years, suddenly glow with youthful brilliance.When Sun Mei saw in the mirror in the bathroom that she suddenly became younger, and her face was bursting with youthful radiance, tears suddenly appeared in her eyes.She had to believe what she read in an article in a women's magazine: women's happiness and beauty are to some extent given by men.She also remembered the secret that a certain female movie star said when she was asked by a reporter how to keep young and beautiful: keep falling in love.She removed a tissue from the bathroom wall and wiped away her tears. She knew that the tears contained too complicated emotions: resentment towards Fan Zhengzhang, lamentation over her own fate, guilt and self-blame for her date today , the longing for this date, and the gratitude Yang Lifeng gave her for this feeling and change... She was so sad, but also so happy.The sad thing is that she has to relieve the pain in such a way that violates her own life principles. The happy thing is that she seems to be freed from the long-suppressed pain and sees the way out and the dawn of another life. Like her, Yang Lifeng's emotions continued to heat up with the burning of the candles in front of the table. She knew where they were going, and she also knew how dangerous this road would be.Just when she thought of the danger of this road, just like telepathy, the breath of danger really approached.First of all, Yang Lifeng received a call from a woman. He only heard Yang Lifeng reply that he was having dinner with a business friend to discuss the contract. Sun Mei was sensitively aware that it was Yang Lifeng's wife, and was asking Yang Lifeng if this friend was a man or a woman. Yang Lifeng's face turned pale, and he still lied and said, of course it was a man. A woman's stern voice came faintly from the phone: Lie!There was a long series of words indistinctly coming from behind, and Sun Mei heard that the woman meant that she was eating downstairs, and just happened to see Yang Lifeng and Sun Mei walking past affectionately. Yang Lifeng's face turned pale.Just when Sun Mei understood what was going to happen, and before the two of them were ready for how to deal with it, a young woman rushed into their private seats like a gust of wind. Standing in front of their table, she pointed at Sun Mei with a sneer and said, this gay man looks pretty, like a woman. Yang Lifeng was a little at a loss, wanted to break this embarrassing situation, stood up and smiled flatteringly at his wife and said, "My wife, this is my classmate Sun Mei from technical secondary school, I lied just now to avoid you misunderstanding. The woman suddenly laughed, stretched out her hand to Sun Mei, and said relaxedly: I saw you walking by a long time ago, and I wanted to say hello, but I didn't leave.What's the point of a classmate having a meal, as for lying!You, Yang Lifeng, your wife is not so narrow-minded! I'm not good, I'm not good, seeing his wife stopped making trouble and gave him face, Yang Lifeng immediately followed the topic of women and praised women: "My wife is very generous, it's my fault, a villain's heart, I am a villain's heart."I punished myself with a glass of wine and apologized to my wife.Yang Lifeng picked up the wine glass, took a sip, drank all the wine in the glass, then stretched out his arms to hug the woman's shoulders, and said in an affectionate manner, my wife, let's have a drink with my classmate Sun Mei, let's get to know each other ? The woman picked up the cup handed by Yang Lifeng, and said to Sun Mei in an affectionate manner: I'm sorry, I was a little rushed just now, I apologized to you, and then I drank it up.Sun Mei also stammered and exchanged some pleasantries, and drank the wine in the glass. The woman suddenly left as if she came suddenly.When Yang Lifeng and Sun Mei were left alone, Sun Mei found that all the emotions that had arisen just now disappeared without a trace.Although Yang Lifeng has been making recovery efforts, Yang Lifeng finally had to admit that everything he imagined just now seemed to be in vain.In the shadow of Mrs. Yang Lifeng, the meal became dull and tasteless, and the wine seemed superfluous. The two of them picked up the wine glass and didn't know why they drank it again.When the staple food was served, Sun Mei found that she didn't even have the appetite for the staple food. Sun Mei broke up with Yang Lifeng in a disappointed mood. When Yang Lifeng reluctantly walked away, what impressed Sun Mei the most was his embarrassment.No matter how much the two of them once longed for the passion between each other, after Mrs. Yang Lifeng's disturbance, they found that that longing was gone, at least it was hard to find this night.Therefore, when Sun Mei returned to the hotel, with a depressed mood, she resolutely refused Yang Lifeng's offer to see her off.She got into the taxi alone, full of bad luck in her chest.From her point of view, it was really unlucky, and God didn't even give her a chance to breathe a sigh of relief.However, she is not reconciled!She is not willing to just throw away her plans for many days. There are some things she must do, and she is not a person who gives up halfway.When she thought of Fan Zhengzhang masturbating in the middle of the night, she hated it so much that she almost thought of finding any man on the street to betray him and punish him.When the car stopped at the entrance of the hotel, the familiar faces coming and going at the door reminded her of this business trip and Zhao Jianhua's performance when he first reported.Oh!Sun Mei, who was full of frustration, suddenly realized that since this man was so considerate to her, why couldn't she have a try with him?Why do you have to hang Yang Lifeng on this tree? Where is Zhao Jianhua?Once she had this idea, Sun Mei found that Zhao Jianhua was actually a better candidate: first, Zhao Jianhua fell in love with her almost at first sight, and whenever he had the opportunity, he expressed his intention to pursue her, which proved that he really liked her; The city is relatively far away, once you fall in love, it is not easy to be exposed because of frequent gatherings; third, two people are of the same system, if you meet each other, the reason is easy to find; fourth, Zhao Jianhua is more affectionate than Yang Lifeng, and seems to be more honest, and his appearance and body are also different. Very masculine, the type that Sun Mei likes and so on.Thinking of this, Sun Mei found that her heart was full of longing for this man.She felt that she liked this man so much and couldn't wait to meet him. She felt that she was almost shameless, and it was too urgent for Hong Xing to come out.Fortunately, God was helpful this time. When she got out of the car and ran all the way through the light rain and rushed into the hall, Zhao Jianhua was walking towards her with a bright smile on his face, as if he already knew her intentions and Waiting for her specially. This is fate!At that moment, when Zhao Jianhua appeared in front of Sun Mei like a miracle, especially when his face was full of anticipation undisguised, Sun Mei's eyes almost became moist, and indescribable gratitude welled up in his heart: this is what happened. It was the man God arranged for her, the man she had been looking for for many days. Yes, that's him!Once Sun Mei identified this man, she couldn't help but respond enthusiastically to Zhao Jianhua's enthusiasm.She no longer looked for any excuses, but followed Zhao Jianhua's suggestion of "drinking tea" and expressed that she would be a host to thank Zhao Jianhua for his help on her last business trip. Back in the rain, Sun Mei was filled with emotion.Because at this time, apart from an extra umbrella on top of her head, she already had a solid, real man by her side, especially a man who was attentive to her.She didn't know which tea house this man was taking her to, but she didn't want to ask, and she didn't want to know.She seems to have completely given up her mind. As long as this man loves her and likes her, if he is willing to take her away tonight, she doesn't care where she goes. Taxi speeds through the rain.Everything was so satisfactory that Sun Mei felt how stupid the date with Yang Lifeng just now was.In comparison, what Zhao Jianhua took her into was such a quiet and elegant place.In the hall, except for various unknown refreshing green plants on both sides, there are hardly any customers in sight.Except for the freshness of clusters of green plants, all other decorations are dominated by dark red, and even the lights seem hazy and blurred.Therefore, when Zhao Jianhua stretched out his hand to hold Sun Mei in his arms, Sun Mei felt that this move was so natural and smooth, and it was so harmonious with the surrounding environment.Not only did this prevent Sun Mei from feeling any embarrassment, but it also properly showed how much a man of taste cherishes a woman.She was like a pampered girl in his strong arms, following him all the way into a small private room with warm decoration and rich atmosphere.To Sun Mei's surprise, the waiter served a bottle of red wine after serving several plates of snacks and refreshments. Up to this point, it seems that there is no need to say anything, the two have already tacitly agreed.There is no need to put on any pretense, Sun Mei is someone who has experienced it, and knows what heat is, and what is needed.In fact, Sun Mei and Yang Lifeng had already drank some wine when they ate, so when the bottle of red wine was placed in such an environment, in front of herself and the man she recognized, she just followed the man's emotions step by step. into a psychedelic world. There is a kind of pink mood, that is the mood of a girl, slowly leaching from Sun Mei's body.This made her feel that everything in front of her became romantic and warm.The beautiful and fragrant roses in front of the table, the mysterious dark red liquid in the bottle, the neat and affectionate man in front of him, and the rippling air full of desire all swelled up in Sun Mei's sense.After drinking the wine glass by glass, when Sun Mei's face became brighter like a rose on the table, the man's body language also became richer.Amidst the man's murmur, Sun Mei seemed to have entered a hypnotic state, and the scene in front of her was what Sun Mei had longed for or dreamed of for many days: she was deeply bewildered.She never knew that she would have such an infatuation, that she would have such an unexpected reaction to another strange man, to an emotion with an unpredictable future.Trying to get rid of the fog of emotion, in the cracks of her limited reason, she felt that her emotions were like magma ready to burst out, waiting to erupt and boil at a certain moment.And this man is the controller who controls the fire, and also the developer and owner of her volcano. It was midnight, just like most people sleep at this time, Sun Mei felt that her reason was on the verge of dormancy.Therefore, when the man moved his hands to high places without hesitation, held her cheeks, and shone the flames of desire in his eyes into her eyes, she felt that the thirst in her body for many days was being suppressed by him. Instantly baked hot and unbearable.The man was still sparing no effort to tell and ask for something. She knew that although she was suppressing the waves of climax coming up in her body, she couldn't suppress or hide the longing in her eyes and face, and The resulting weakness in resistance.The man kept attacking, and she knew she couldn't resist, and she didn't even want to resist.When the man's lips covered hers without negotiating, she found that she lost control all of a sudden, and before she could react, she put her arms around the man's waist and wrapped her tightly around him like a vine. On his body, it seemed that he was afraid that this man would disappear suddenly. They left the teahouse and came to a hotel in a half-drunk state.The night in the city is very ambiguous, like their relationship and mood.Therefore, although they left the tea room, all their emotions did not fade away, and even the temporary seriousness made them feel a more unbearable thirst.Fortunately, Zhao Jianhua was too smart, or they were too lucky. Less than five minutes after they got in the car, a hotel with neon lights stood in front of them.All the formalities were handled by Zhao Jianhua, and Sun Mei didn't need to look at the waiter's eyes, nor did she look at all the things around her that might spoil her mood. Therefore, when she entered the room, besides being full of longing, Sun Mei also had a little desire from her heart. A deep fear of extramarital affairs.After all, this is the first time she cheated, just like the first time she changed from a girl to a woman. After this time, her history will never be innocent again.Once the white cloth is stained, it will never be clean again.In this sense, this time is even more important and deserves more caution.The so-called "there is no turning back when you shoot the bow", at that moment, Sun Mei didn't know why she suddenly remembered this allusion.And once she remembered this allusion, she suddenly felt like a bunch of entanglements in her heart.No change in Sun Mei's mood was noticed, and Zhao Jianhua's enthusiasm rose again when he entered this room with profound implications.After lingering around Sun Mei's body for five minutes, he couldn't wait to rush into the bathroom.The sound of rushing water could be heard faintly, bit by bit washing away the bad mood Sun Mei had just had, as well as the sense of shame just now.The threshold of so-called extramarital affairs may be stepped in such a situation. The sound of running water stopped abruptly, and Sun Mei had already heard the sound of Zhao Jianhua leaving the bathtub and going down to the ground, what a feeling it was!After how much time passed, every time Sun Mei recalled how she felt at this time, she would discover her mentally handicapped side.Because she couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was: uncontrollable longing and unspeakable shame, burning passion and thirst for waiting, rational rejection and emotional expansion, etc., like cups of colorful drinks that kept going. It was poured into her stomach, not only making it difficult for her to distinguish the taste, but also feeling uncomfortable all over.Zhao Jianhua was already standing in front of her refreshed.And Sun Mei was still standing where Zhao Jianhua let go of her just now, without moving at all.When she saw Zhao Jianhua's exposed strong chest muscles and black body hair on his legs, she suddenly found that her body was flooded with unstoppable repulsion: he was so strange, and she didn't know how to adapt to him.But he was so fresh, which made her have infinite associations, stimulation and longing.She began to retreat contradictoryly, unconsciously avoiding the eyes that gave her infinite tenderness all night, and also avoiding her own desires.Having already retreated to the corner, Zhao Jianhua followed to the corner as if being led by her.She was pressed against the wall by him, like a painting on the wall, slowly melting into the ocean of emotion again. However, whether the beginning of an extramarital affair is very fragile, whether a small action or detail will waste all efforts, Sun Mei doesn't know.It was only through this contact with Sun Mei that she understood that her heart was already too narrow, so narrow that she could only accommodate a man named Fan Zhengzhang.Because when Sun Mei finally got rid of the shackles of her heart and threw herself into Zhao Jianhua's emotional vortex, Zhao Jianhua made a terrible mistake at this critical moment.This mistake was that when he was trying to pick up Sun Mei and put him on the bed, he farted grandly and loudly, not too early or too late. Unexpectedly, Zhao Jianhua's body shivered involuntarily at the moment of this sound, and the movements of his hands stopped involuntarily.After Sun Mei heard such a voice, the perfect image of Zhao Jianhua that she had drawn in her mind overnight was suddenly destroyed, and a huge sense of rejection sprang up like mushrooms after rain again, and soon spread to every cell in her body.This is really an incredible thing. No one expected that such a detail would melt all the hard work of the night, and even suddenly stop an emotional train that was running at high speed. They couldn't tell who broke free from each other's arms first, but when they became rational, they realized that the two of them were already sitting on the sofa in front of the bed in the room like two honest gentlemen, extremely embarrassed.But the strange smell just now has already dissipated from the two people's sides without a sound, without a trace.