Sun Mei decided to go home early and give Fan Zhengzhang a surprise attack in order to dispel her doubts for many days. In fact, there are still two days before the meeting officially ends, that is, after two rest days tomorrow.After the main content was over, the meeting specially arranged a sightseeing tour around the ancient city this weekend, which was actually the most concerned and interesting thing for the participants this time, and it was also the climax of the meeting.Several couples of men and women who were eyeing each other at the meeting had been looking forward to the arrival of these two days.However, as the meeting progressed, Sun Mei, who was full of worries about her family and her husband, was filling her whole body with the trend of acceleration of gravity, which made her feel more and more like an ant on a hot pot burning, Irritated, and of course, I have no time to take care of a participant who has been giving her all the glances.Even though it was spring, and even though the verdant spring of the southern ancient city was stirring up this group of familiar men and women, Sun Mei still got on the train home with the regretful expression of the admirer Zhao Jianhua.

The train travels swiftly through the picturesque landscapes and flowers in the south of the Yangtze River.The waters of lakes with green trees and white clouds reflected in them, and fields full of vitality and green fields, opened up like fresh landscape paintings, and then rolled and closed at an astonishing speed.Sun Mei could no longer find the joyful mood she had when she came here, and she turned a blind eye to the scenery in front of her. Even the very personable man on the opposite side who had been looking for an opportunity to talk to her because of the loneliness of the journey, couldn't divert her attention.Her whole mind was filled with all kinds of imagination and speculation that she might face when she returned home, and she felt a kind of deeper and deeper worry.

The wife who came back from a business trip opened the door and bumped into her husband's bed. This kind of plot should actually be considered a very "classic" story. Of course, Sun Mei has read a lot of similar stories from TV, movies and various literary books. Scenes.It was this kind of speculation that made it difficult for Sun Mei, who had been suspicious of her husband for the past year, to stop this boring but exciting association, even though this kind of speculation brought her more fear and pain. Women's suspicion and jealousy should be said to be a very common phenomenon in ancient and modern China and abroad.One of the important factors causing this phenomenon undoubtedly has gender reasons.In addition, society's tolerance for men, and even the rich and colorful life it provides for men, cannot be ignored.Especially in the progress of today's society, in addition to material and cultural life, there is another progress that cannot be ignored, that is, society respects people's privacy and attaches importance to private space. Under such convenient conditions, extramarital affairs are even more comfortable.What angered Sun Mei the most was that the so-called "Peach Picking Pie" began to appear in the society.Fortunately for Sun Mei, when Fan Zhengzhang was officially promoted to the deputy director of the Agriculture Department two years ago, Fan Zhengzhang seemed to have suddenly become personable in Sun Mei's eyes.In her opinion, even if Fan Zhengzhang is not an overripe peach, he is almost a juicy and lovable red tomato. It is not impossible for some women to nibble on it, let alone her I always feel that Fan Zhengzhang has been looking for this kind of opportunity to be bitten by others for many years.Recently, Fan Zhengzhang's youthful atmosphere has become stronger and stronger, coupled with his more and more overtime work, Sun Mei feels that Fan Zhengzhang is like a man who is entering the season of "scoring twice". .People say "a man of forty is a flower, and a woman of forty is bean curd". Whenever Sun Mei stares at her husband's increasingly attractive face, she tastes more of the gentleness forged by Fan Zhengzhang's years of institutional life. Every time at this time, she can't help but look at her "tofu dregs" face in the mirror and feel sorry for herself.This unchangeable gap made her even more frustrated.And once the depression passed, Sun Mei's doubts and worries rose up like a river after a heavy rain.

If it is said that Sun Mei is randomly suspicious just because of her husband's promotion or demeanor, it seems that Sun Mei is going too far.In fact, what disturbed Sun Mei most directly was an ulterior secret that she had buried in her heart for many years.That was the first few years of her marriage with Fan Zhengzhang, which is what marriage experts often call the so-called running-in period.At that time, Fan Zhengzhang took Sun Mei to a party.At the meeting, Fan Zhengzhang, an elementary school classmate who made a fortune, showed off with his lover openly.While talking and laughing, the men were extremely greedy, and Fan Zhengzhang did not hide his envy.Looking at the ugly faces of these men, Sun Mei sneered maliciously and said, you are the only ones who are full of poverty and still have lovers?Let's talk about it when you get rich!The men laughed and said, it seems that Sun Mei is still open, Zhengzhang, you should work hard, as long as you make a fortune, there is still hope for putting colorful flags outside.But Fan Zhengzhang blushed and said, I don't have any chance to make a fortune, I work in an agency.Then he turned his head and said cheekily to Sun Mei, my wife, is it okay to be an official?The men also booed one after another.Sun Mei promised that within five years, you can become the deputy director...Five years have passed, and Fan Zhengzhang really proposed a deputy director by accident.Sun Mei always thought it was a joke.However, on the day when he was promoted to the deputy office, the stupid Fan Zhengzhang asked Sun Mei whether the promise back then still counted when he was drunk.This almost forgotten joke suddenly choked Sun Mei, who was immersed in happiness, until her face turned blue.Although Fan Zhengzhang used a joking tone, this terrible possibility still took root in Sun Mei's mind, and it slowly grew into a dull painful tumor, always invading Sun Mei's brain nerves.In addition, in the past two years, in order to make friends and support each other, Fan Zhengzhang began to organize and participate in various gatherings frequently, which made the jealous and suspicious cancer in Sun Mei's mind almost control most of her thoughts .Whether it's the college reunion attended by her first love Yu Jia, or the eating and drinking of several good colleagues attended by Han Xiangxiang, who is known as "embroidered pillow", it makes Sun Mei feel as uncomfortable as a cat scratching her heart.Especially Han Xiangxiang, who almost made Sun Mei hate her to the bone.Because this woman is not only beautiful but also stupid, and these two things are the favorite things of men.Is this not evidence of the baseness of men?Just as the thief who is stealing wants to meet the landlord who is deaf and blind, so the liar who is cheating wants to meet the fool who is stupid and stupid.Of course, beautiful stupid women are more likely to be tricked into bed.Every time she thinks of this, she feels that men are simply animals with extremely bad qualities.

Suspicion is suspicion, Fan Zhengzhang is still busy with overtime work, and has a great time attending parties, but Sun Mei can't tell whether he is doing it for his career.What made Sun Mei especially uncomfortable was that she was unwilling to interrogate her husband, search through his drawers or pockets, let alone follow him, or "check the post" when he was working overtime.She had no choice but to endure her heart-wrenching suspicions, pondering and exploring her husband's extramarital affairs from the details of her husband's speech and behavior, and from his irregular overtime work.It wasn't until the day she received the business trip that she had a sudden idea: go home early to check on her husband's whereabouts and clarify the doubts that had been lingering in her heart for many days.

Five hours later, the train, carrying the moisture from the south, rushed across the Yellow River Bridge like a swiftly crawling python. When Sun Mei saw the unrestrained roughness and unrestrainedness in the familiar wilderness, she was shocked. Suddenly, she felt that she missed her child and Fan Zhengzhang very much.After all, my husband is my true love for many years, and also my past and future reliance.So, she told herself not to be suspicious, and if her husband happened to be at home when she came home, she should come and make out with her husband to make up for the suspicion he received.

Dusk is approaching slowly, and the west-slanting sun, like Sun Mei, is also heading down and disappearing, plunging into the vast mountains in the western sky.Another two hours later, Sun Mei finally flew to the door of the familiar house like a black butterfly, covered in the colorful lights of neon lights all over the street.It was the west door on the fourth floor of a six-story building with walls covered in red tiles.The door was pasted with a gold-plated "Fu" character bought with her son during the Spring Festival, and a small note was stuck in the crack of the door. Without looking at Sun Mei, she could tell that it was the number copied by the meter inspector.Sun Mei stood at the door of the house. After picking up the small note from the electric meter, she began to shake the key in her hand and poke the keyhole.The moment the key was turned, she suddenly found that her hands were trembling, and almost at the same time, all kinds of guesses about the situation in the house filled her mind again.Only then did she discover a problem that made her afraid to face it: that is, if she opened the door and encountered that ancient plot...how would she deal with it?

She subconsciously stopped what she was doing, and the fear of the embarrassing situation she might face made her almost want to flee the door quickly. For the first time, she felt that what she thought was a smart decision was actually extremely stupid of.No wonder her husband once pointed at her nose and scolded her for being jealous like a stupid pig.There was no movement in the house, at least in the living room, which either meant that the husband was not at home, or that he was fooling around with a woman in the bedroom. Sun Mei stood at the door to make the final judgment. Anyway, now Sun Mei has no time to hesitate.Because the sound of a child climbing up the stairs was heard from downstairs, and the young woman's uneasy cry, "Don't run, be careful of falling."Sun Mei took a long breath, turned her wrist, and opened the anti-theft door. A few seconds later, Sun Mei was already standing in her living room with an expression of death.

Ever since he learned that his wife was going on a business trip, Fan Zhengzhang, just as Sun Mei guessed, had made up his mind to go crazy and give full play to the freedom and individuality he had lost in the besieged city for so many years.Over the years, Sun Mei has been like a highly vigilant guard, guarding Fan Zhengzhang's eager mind with a high sense of responsibility.The only time for Fan Zhengzhang to relax his mind is to enjoy one or two "peach blossom dreams" in the dead of night, and have a good time dreaming about one or two dark and dark gambling games.Even so, he was still worried that when he got carried away in his dream, he would say something that would make Sun Mei angry and jealous.In the years when he had neither power nor money to back him, Fan Zhengzhang had to wrap himself up tightly, like a man in a jacket described by Chekhov, so as not to reveal certain emotions that would attract criticism.Now that Sun Mei was finally going to go on a business trip, and the enveloping and depressing external force finally disappeared for the time being, Fan Zhengzhang felt that he had to boldly stretch out his head no matter what, and take a breath of fresh air outside.

Playfulness may be a common feature of men, and Fan Zhengzhang is no exception.But this does not mean that Fan Zhengzhang is a man with no ambitions and nothing to do.In fact, Fan Zhengzhang has deeply understood a truth from his father who is a cleaner since he was a child, that is, in this world, there are only two things that are most important in a man's life, namely power and money.Only these can allow men to live with dignity and dignity.Therefore, in the past few years, he has tucked his tail tightly in the institution and cut his head to a point. At home, he has put his ears back together. He is waiting for the magic wand of power.Two years ago, Fan Zhengzhang finally tasted the magic power of power after he got the position of deputy director—a very ordinary position in the organization.The most obvious thing is that even the guards and guards suddenly respected him, and even the beautiful laid-off wife in the cafeteria began to give him more food with a smile on her face.While satisfying his vanity, it also stimulated his determination and motivation to move forward.Just as he secretly vowed to climb up to the position of director in the next five-year plan, he got the news that his wife was on a business trip.Just as the news of the success of the Russian Revolution reached China and was described as a "spring thunder", he felt that this news could really be called a "spring thunder" of liberation for him.

yes!In the past few years, in order to improve himself, in order to get a half-time job from Bai Ding, only he himself knows how he has worked hard to get by.In order to give back to these days, to celebrate the deputy director, and to cheer for the next five-year plan, he needed a relaxing opportunity. So that night, he made a very detailed "holiday plan" in the office on the grounds of working overtime. On Friday (the night of Sun Mei’s business trip), I waited at home for Sun Mei’s report of her safety and checked the guards, told stories to her son, and fulfilled her duties as a father. On Saturday (it is estimated that Sun Mei will go shopping or view the scenery because of her curiosity about the new city), take her son to the playground, and then send her son to grandma's house. In the evening, play cards with Yang Haidong, Wang Sishui, and Feng Yong, and plan to spend the night . On Sunday, catch up on sleep for a while in the morning, and then look for the woman who was passionately in love back then——Ruan Rong. On Monday, I went to work during the day and had nothing to say.In the evening, find Yang, Wang, and Feng to play cards for one night. On Tuesday, I went to work during the day and had nothing to say.In the evening, I can't stop drinking with my colleagues, and Han Xiangxiang is indispensable among them. Wednesday, work during the day, nothing to say.At night, look for Ruan Rong again, it's best if you can find it. On Thursday, I went to work during the day and had nothing to say.In the evening, I will invite Yang, Wang and Feng to play cards for the night. Friday, work during the day, nothing to say.In the evening, ask Ruan Rong, and try to start a romantic relationship. On Saturdays and Sundays, strive to reach a state of close contact with Ruan Rong. On Monday, I welcome my wife back. Remarks: If you can't find Ruan Rong, if possible, go to sea next time. Ruan Rong mentioned in the plan was the girl Fan Zhengzhang was most obsessed with when he was young.He had not been married for a long time at that time, and the run-in with his wife seemed to him almost indefinitely. In the invisible but hard chain of the day, they were bound together like two gears of different sizes, constantly Ding Dang collided, and even scorching flames burst out, hurting both parties so much that they wanted to cry without tears, and they couldn't escape.At that time, when Ruan Rong, who had just graduated from university, appeared, he was immediately fascinated.Analyzing his love for Ruan Rong, it is not only her beauty that Fan Zhengzhang is obsessed with, although she does belong to that kind of glamorous girl, but it is Ruan Rong's temperament that makes him deeply infatuated.That kind of temperament is not possessed by ordinary beautiful girls, let alone the kind of girls who can't forget their beauty all day long.Like a person who doesn't know that she still has beauty, she sits modestly across from him in a natural and simple manner, facing all the admiring and jealous eyes ignorantly.During the six months of getting along, Fan Zhengzhang helped her in work and life quietly, showed his hospitality to her, and gradually got to know the family situation of this girl from the countryside—her home in the countryside is very Difficulties, in addition to the old sick mother, the father is too old to work, the only elder brother has passed away, and the sister-in-law remarried, leaving behind a little nephew.The younger brother is going to school. When Fan Zhengzhang first learned about Ruan Rong's family situation, there was a moment of murmuring in his mind, and he was once afraid of carrying a heavy financial burden in pursuit of spiritual pleasure.But after a few days of depression, he found that he couldn't let go of Ruan Rong no matter what.The more he tried to divert his attention away from Ruan Rong, the more he felt the unstoppable power towards Ruan Rong.After his final efforts failed, he finally, with noble sentiments, was ready to put all his eggs in one basket, abandoning Sun Mei, and taking on the burden of her family with Ruan Rong.In fact, in the past year or so, there are not a few people who have pursued Ruan Rong, and she has been tactfully rejecting the pursuit of all kinds of people with different purposes.And when Fan Zhengzhang confided his innocence to her like other married men on that romantic autumn day with light rain, he received the same courtesy from Ruan Rong.It's just that when Fan Zhengzhang screamed and almost cut open his stomach to show his unique love, Ruan Rong gave him an unexpected answer.She said: You don't know me at all. Knowing these things is enough to make me love you forever. When Fan Zhengzhang uttered such a wonderful line of dialogue tragically, he was secretly proud of his cleverness and agility in his heart.This makes him feel that he has more talent for love than ordinary people. However, if you know a little more, maybe you will hate me for the rest of your life.Fan Zhengzhang didn't expect Ruan Rong to be so smart and as agile as him.It seems that Ruan Rong's ability to talk about love is not inferior to him. If you think so, it's because you don't know me well enough.For me, my love for you is enough to accept all your flaws.Fan Zhengzhang once again blocked Ruan Rong's questions with wonderful answers, and expressed his selfless love for Ruan Rong on a deeper level. Ruan Rong was silent for a few seconds, seemingly moved by Fan Zhengzhang.So Fan Zhengzhang chased after the victory, and expressed his plan with a magnetic voice and a low tone: as long as you nod your head, I will quickly end my unhappy marriage.I believe that with my ability, I will give you a happy life, as well as your parents. Ruan Rong raised her head gratefully. After watching Fan Zhengzhang affectionately for about a minute, she finally shook her head and walked away.At that time, the neon lights on the street suddenly lit up above her head, Ruan Rong seemed to have been shocked by electricity, she took two quick steps, turned around and stopped in front of Fan Zhengzhang.It was dusk at that time, and the soft and gentle drizzle was like a misty smog floating between the sky and the earth like a dream. The bangs on Ruan Rong's forehead, eyebrows, and eyelashes became fluffy in the drizzle, and even the bright cheeks Like a freshly picked peach, it is covered with a layer of shiny pearl silver powder.Fan Zhengzhang suddenly felt that Ruan Rong was tender and tender like a chick that had just hatched, he almost wanted to step up and hold her in his hands, and play with her.He had never loved a woman so much, and he believed that he would never love another woman as much as he loved this woman in the rain. They looked at each other, and he saw that there seemed to be a drop of tear shadow under the light, which suddenly floated into the rain and fog.Before Fan Zhengzhang woke up, Ruan Rong had already changed into the familiar look in the office.She shrugged, pulled out a lock of hair from the backpack strap, and wiped the hair on her forehead.Fan Zhengzhang found that Ruan Rong's hair suddenly became wet, black and shiny, as if she had just come out of the bath, exuding a fresh and moist breath. I appreciate your affection for me.In fact, I am a very vulgar woman.It's not what you imagined, and it's not worth leaving your family and wife.If you really see me clearly, you will feel that I am far worse than your wife... We live in the secular world, and we all have a secular side, so don't belittle yourself like this.Without waiting for Ruan Rong to finish speaking, Fan Zhengzhang interrupted her to show that he didn't care about her "vulgarity".However, Ruan Rong didn't seem to appreciate it, and interrupted Fan Zhengzhang's words without hesitation: Don't jump to conclusions too soon.You don't understand the psychology of a girl who grows up in a poor family.I've been mad at my mom for pretty clothes since I was four, but I didn't wear new clothes for the first time until I was eighteen and went to college.Do you know what it feels like to be soaked in bitter water?I know, and I also know the impact this feeling has had on my values ​​in life. Fan Zhengzhang also wanted to express his sympathy and indifference, but Ruan Rong still didn't give him a chance.She waved her hand lightly in the dim light, beckoning him not to speak, and then continued to narrate her story calmly, like reading an empty document in the office: So, from the moment I understood that fate can be changed with my own strength, I made up my mind to change all of this.Then I was admitted to the university with my own struggle, and entered this unit with my own ability.I understand that with my current strength, I cannot completely change the status quo between me and my parents, and even if you give me the most love in the world, it will not match the material life I hope for.Therefore, I neither want to drag you down nor gamble on my fate. Fan Zhengzhang suddenly felt that his thinking became blocked, and he couldn't find a suitable sentence to persuade Ruan Rong, which made him annoyed at himself, and also developed a kind of resentment towards Ruan Rong.But in order not to be defeated so quickly, he decided to hold on and impress her with his patience and sincerity.In this way, he found that the intelligence and love talent that he had been secretly proud of just now could never be found again.Like so many stupid lechers, he struggles uselessly with the same empty preaching. Why not believe in our own abilities, he said.We have culture and level, and modern society is providing us with more and more opportunities for success. In fact, many young people like us have succeeded through their own struggle.I believe that if we combine, we can change everything together with our own abilities.Bury the suffering of your childhood in the memory of history forever and ever. After Fan Zhengzhang finished the last sentence, he found that this metaphor was very innovative, a bit like writing prose.Immediately, he became complacent about his outstanding literary talent.He thought that if he wrote her a love letter every day for the first time, he might have already impressed her with his literary talent. Ruan Rong didn't seem to pay much attention to this sentence. She calmly took Fan Zhengzhang's words and said, "I don't deny the possibility, but it might mean it's impossible."Therefore, none of us rule out another possibility in the future, that is, you and I, like all employees, cannot be promoted because we do not have a strong background. We hold limited income every month and carefully save every copper coin , I hope to save all kinds of electrical appliances, save the children's education expenses, our pension expenses, and maybe the expenses of houses and cars.But my parents have to live, and my younger brother and nephew have to live and go to school. We will care about this burden and even quarrel.Because of this burden, all our family ideals cannot be realized.I don't want to live like this. Ruan Rong's detailed description of their future life after their union was something that Fan Zhengzhang never expected.Faced with such a passive situation, Fan Zhengzhang still decided to grit his teeth and stick to the position of love. Under such circumstances, he couldn't figure out why he would say the following passionate and infectious words by accident: I am not afraid of such a day, as long as I have you, I can endure any hardship. You are not afraid, I am afraid! Fan Zhengzhang did not expect such a noble love to receive such a response.According to his logic, of course, he has seen so many scenes from many film and television literature works: the general progress is that the heroine is suddenly moved to tears, and then plunges into the arms of the hero.Fan Zhengzhang felt that this autumn evening, the beautiful neon lights, the lingering drizzle, and Fan Zhengzhang's contagious confession were undoubtedly the best and most natural background for this scene.However, contrary to what Fan Zhengzhang eagerly expected, what happened next was a plot without poetic charm.Ruan Rong not only ignored Fan Zhengzhang's high passion, but also violated the logic of courtship, and decisively intercepted Fan Zhengzhang's love flowing like a fountain with such short words.She even had a slightly exasperated look on her face.For a while, Fan Zhengzhang didn't know whether she was angry at life and fate, or at Fan Zhengzhang's confession, but he clearly heard Ruan Rong's obviously excited words: I've had enough, twenty-one years, I've lived with this degrading hardship.Twenty-one years, how many people have a lifetime?I never want to be like this again.I want to change, completely change. Fan Zhengzhang was a little dumbfounded, as if he was running happily, and accidentally tripped his mouth and gnawed mud under the eyes of everyone, and then wiped the dirt on his bruised mouth, not knowing whether he should continue to be happy, or should Joy is replaced by embarrassment. Ruan Rong seemed to see Fan Zhengzhang's emotions, and put on a soft expression, which made Fan Zhengzhang immediately regain the feeling just now, feeling that the girl in front of him had turned into a fluffy chick again. This courtship ended with Fan Zhengzhang's helplessness, but this did not mean that Fan Zhengzhang gave up on Ruan Rong.In fact, not long after being hit hard, Fan Zhengzhang regained his confidence and started a new round of pursuit with the determination and patience of "as long as you work hard, you can grind an iron rod into a needle".Winter passed and spring came, and when spring flowers bloomed all over the earth, Fan Zhengzhang felt himself swollen with love again.So on a wild night where wild cats were wanton in the spring, Fan Zhengzhang asked Ruan Rong out again, and the ending this time was not the same as the last time, but this time it was really knocked out. A few big teeth.Ruan Rong answered him like this: I really don't want you to see another side of me, and I don't want to give you a bad impression.But in order to repay your deep love for me, I can only expose my ugliness and make you die.Regardless of Fan Zhengzhang's obstruction, Ruan Rong finished the following words in one go: I don’t want to live in poverty, so when it comes to choosing a spouse, my condition is that I have at least one house to prevent me from falling into the dilemma of saving money to buy a house and supporting the elderly; At the deputy director level, let me see that his future has a starting foundation.If you don’t have an official position, you can also be rich. What I mean by rich is that he can provide me and my family with ample material life, and make me decent and respectable in front of my classmates and friends. Then Ruan Rong looked directly at Fan Zhengzhang and asked, do you think you have these conditions? Fan Zhengzhang's eyes didn't look like bull's eyes, they almost bulged into fish eyes, but his mind was instantly blank.He swallowed twice, his protruding Adam's apple thumped violently twice like a rabbit's foot, and then only a string of ellipses came out of his mouth... like a string of blisters spit out from a fish's mouth. Ruan Rong looked up at his face again with a pure expression and asked, do you think I'm very vulgar?Do you think it is disgusting to love such a woman? Fan Zhengzhang swallowed two more mouthfuls of saliva, and he could almost hear the sound of "gudong" and "gudong" as the two mouthfuls of saliva fell from his mouth through the long throat into his stomach.Then he stretched out his long neck like a duck and quacked, I'll have both. Ruan Rong laughed, and she said, well, if you have these two things, if your feelings for me have not changed by then, and if I am still single, then I will definitely repay you with the love of my life. After speaking, Ruan Rong left.At this time, Fan Zhengzhang seemed to be waking up from a dream. Amidst the yelling of several wild cats, he suddenly rushed to a pile of construction waste in front of him, picked up an earthen brick, and threw it into the middle of the cat-noisy forest, coughing. The raucous sounds stopped abruptly, and a few seconds later, a few dark shadows shot out like flying arrows from the woods, and disappeared into the dark night in a flash. The memory of Ruan Rong made Fan Zhengzhang make a major discovery, that is, after so many years of vicissitudes, he is still deeply attached to this woman who speaks frighteningly vulgar, elegant and elegant.To be more precise, he even suddenly doubted whether his hard work for so many years was for the two conditions that Ruan Rong put forward to him at the beginning.Now he has finally been allocated a three-bedroom house from his work unit, and has the position of deputy director.But where is Ruan Rong?Since his hope of pursuing her was completely shattered, he returned to his wife in time and worked hard with her to pass the running-in period.After a puzzling vacation, Ruan Rong was suddenly and mysteriously transferred to a company that was said to have quite good economic benefits, and kept in touch with Fan Zhengzhang.Half a year later, when Fan Zhengzhang looked for her again, he found that she had transferred away again.This time he never found out her whereabouts.It wasn't until at a party a few months ago that someone inadvertently mentioned Ruan Rong, saying that she lived in the Linzi Garden District on the western outskirts of the city, that he felt the sudden awakening of the former passionate love.For this news, Fan Zhengzhang thought it was God's will.Because after he had the conditions that he didn't have when he pursued Ruan Rong, getting the news of Ruan Rong was undoubtedly a fate arranged for them by fate.In this way, Fan Zhengzhang started his "vacation" according to the plan made in advance. On this day, he slept until three o'clock in the afternoon, and in his dream, he really dreamed of Ruan Rong walking on the street in a long black trench coat.Although he was running desperately, there were many people and vehicles on the street, which kept blocking him. In the end, he had no choice but to let the figure with long black hair disappear into the crowd with a sense of regret.After getting up, he washed and dressed carefully, made a few charming expressions in front of the mirror, and stepped out of the house. First of all, he couldn't ride a bicycle, which made him look too shabby, and he didn't borrow a car, so he had to take a bus and head to Linzi Garden.He has known this neighborhood for a long time but has never been to it.Because his brother-in-law, the little painter with great ambitions and talents, who failed to achieve anything, but pretended to be noble and gentle, had a house here, and the little painter named it "Wu Changzui Studio".From this name, it is not difficult to judge what kind of alcoholic man this is.Every time Fan Zhengzhang mentioned this room and this person, he changed "I'm drunk" to "a wimp".He wasn't afraid to run into this annoying brother-in-law, because this man was like a lady, maybe more like a claustrophobic patient who didn't like to go out or see people.All the time he spends besides smearing those things that no one in the painting world recognizes, he is drunk.What made Fan Zhengzhang gasp the most was that even though this guy had never painted any amazing works so far, he dared to look down on their family with a condescending attitude and squinted eyes.At first, because of his sister's love for this man, he could tolerate it, but when his sister's love was slowly worn away by time, and gradually grew into anger towards Ouyang, Fan Zhengzhang was no longer afraid of this lonely and self-admired man.As long as he was mentioned in front of his sister, Fan Zhengzhang would often curse without hesitation, saying that he hasn't died recently? The community environment is clean and tidy, with fragrant flower ponds and green trees on both sides of the road.Fan Zhengzhang didn't get Ruan Rong's phone number, so he had to follow the address provided by his friend.According to friends, it seems that Ruan Rong's husband is not in this city, which is the main reason why Fan Zhengzhang dared to come to his house directly to look for her.However, when the answer from the electronic intercom came out, he found that it was just an old man, and there was no woman named Ruan Rong here at all.He was dumbfounded all of a sudden.What's going on? Five minutes later, Fan Zhengzhang, who was full of doubts, had no choice but to call his friend.The friend said that he might have misremembered, and he suggested that Fan Zhengzhang look for it nearby.How did he find it?Whether the floor is wrong or the building is wrong, there are too many options for this kind of mistake.In the end, he decided to wait at the door. Like the rabbit watcher in the fable of waiting for the rabbit, Fan Zhengzhang walked to a chess booth near the gate of the community, and began to repeat the story in the fable while pretending to watch the chess.He thought, this beautiful spring, this leisurely Sunday, and the beautiful sunshine, green grass and red flowers, why should she be bored at home?Since you won't be bored at home, you can bump into her.Of course, if she holds the child in her hand, he can also look for the original passion.Perhaps in the ordinary family life, she is also looking for some extra-marital excitement?What's more, it must be very lonely when the husband is not around.If so, wouldn't their initial love just become the basis for further development?At this age, Fan Zhengzhang thinks that marriage is secondary, he doesn't care if Ruan Rong is willing to marry him, the key is whether he can get Ruan Rong's love, even if it is an amateur! The chess game in front of them was at a critical juncture, the foreheads of the two old men were already sweating, and even the chess spectators were anxiously scratching their heads, but none of this caught Fan Zhengzhang's attention.In addition to constantly shooting the corner of his eyes at the gate of the community and the road in front of the gate, Fan Zhengzhang has already put most of his thoughts on the imagination of his relationship with Ruan Rong. The sweet look on his face clearly shows his thoughts He was walking towards Ruan Rong's bedroom. The chess game had already been replaced, and the old man who came down was flushed and squeezed past Fan Zhengzhang with an expression of unwillingness.Only then did Fan Zhengzhang notice that more than two hours had passed, the sun above his head was slowly moving westward from the top of his head, and the chess booth under the sunlight was also unknowingly covered in a shady tree shadow. The number of pedestrians and cars coming from the road in the distance is gradually increasing. It seems that the residents of the community who went shopping or visited relatives and friends are flying back from all corners of the city like tired birds.This discovery made Fan Zhengzhang cheer up again: Maybe the next person coming from the corner is the woman he has been thinking about for many years!So, Fan Zhengzhang straightened his chest, smoothed his wind-blown hair meticulously with his hands, and when no one was paying attention, he wiped his shiny leather shoes with a handkerchief in the posture of bowing his head and tying his shoelaces, waiting for him When he stood up again, he felt that he was still a suave and mature man.Next, he couldn't wait to think about the best expression and manner when he saw Ruan Rong, especially the content, speed and tone of the first sentence. However, Fan Zhengzhang was disappointed in the end.When the sun dragged a red tail and finally disappeared, Fan Zhengzhang not only did not see Ruan Rong's bright pink face in his impression, he didn't even see a similar face.肚子随着夜幕的降临开始咕咕叫唤，他又咬牙坚持了近两个小时，终于扫兴离开了。 时间过得真快，星期四，局里下达文件，准备近期召开一个大型农业成就展览。而范正章所在处室也开始准备有关展览和宣传的资料，这一天他整整忙了一天，一直加班到晚上九点才大致成型。到星期五下午快五点时，总算告一段落。在他将材料交给处长并得到首肯后，他再一次从单位出来直奔了林子花园。不知道为什么他这次心情已经不再像前两次一样激动满怀了，也许一而再地失望，使他已经对此不抱希望，也许是失望后对这件事的冷静思考，使他已经认识到这种等待的荒唐和愚蠢。到八点钟的时候，他不得不像前两次一样，耷拉着脑袋，沮丧地走出小区，而嘴里却骂着自己： 我真他妈荒唐！