Chapter 20 Chapter Twenty

My journey with Wu Mingming is like a roller coaster in an amusement park, reaching the highest point is the end.That day, the two of us cooked and ate dinner at my house.After eating, we watched TV for a while. While watching TV, we sat on the same sofa. Unknowingly, Wu Mingming leaned against me, and unknowingly, my chest became hers. Pillows, logically, our mouths were stuck together, and I found that the smell of footwash water in her mouth was gone, which made me very relieved and encouraged, indicating that the peculiar smell in her mouth must be caused by the food that day , not a permanent birth defect.Her mouth is big enough, which is exactly what the sentence says: tolerance is big, very inclusive, my mouth is completely sucked by her, I feel like a baby bird being nursed by the mother bird.I was emotional and ignored her big purple teeth, and I really couldn't see her teeth during the kiss. When the two of us climbed onto the bed with great interest, she said something that must not be said at this time Saying: "How am I compared to Ye Shengnan?"

She has already been stripped naked by me, and I have also been stripped naked by her. Her skin is indeed good and her figure is not bad, but the question she raised is like suddenly calling Ye Shengnan into our midst, inviting Ye Shengnan to watch our performance.I seemed to see Ye Shengnan's expression of disdain, contempt and ridicule.Suddenly, I was like the overheated national economy in the early 1990s, which quickly fell into weakness and contraction. We didn't make it, and I was very frustrated and very humiliated.She was very magnanimous at the time and said it was okay, maybe I was too nervous for the first time, then got up and got dressed, drank a cup of herbal tea, let me have a good rest, bid farewell and left.We tried a few more times in the days to come, but each time when we were about to start, I would get weak, it was almost a reflex.Finally she was disappointed, she sighed after the last failure, and gave me a meaningful comment: "You really deserve your name."

Wu Mingming's concluding remarks made me very depressed and even a little worried. For a long time, I wondered, if I really deserved the name as she said, then, should I continue to waste time doing this? A meaningless courtship. After that, she stopped contacting me, and I was embarrassed to contact her again. We gradually forgot about each other in the ordinary.Afterwards, ribs once asked me if there was something wrong with me, and like most men, I denied it.Ribs told me that Wu Mingming told Ribs' girlfriend that I have physical problems.Wu Mingming's divorced husband was divorced because of physical problems. He was the type who wrestled at the door and sprinkled water in front of the door. Every time he leaked it without entering the house.I explained, there is nothing wrong with me, if there is something wrong, how could I have balls with Ye Shengnan?The main reason is that I have no relationship with her, and I feel disgusted when I see her big purple teeth.Ribs agreed with my statement: "That's right, that Wu Mingming is good at everything, but that mouthful of big purple teeth makes people unappetizing. If I don't, I'm not interested."

I took the opportunity to scold him: "If you are not interested, just send me here. You have been unkind since you were a child." Ribs didn't argue with me, but said something quite philosophical: "The Chinese are deceiving people when they talk about kindness. Everyone asks others to be kind, but they don't want to be kind." After this incident, battered bread, braised pork, pork ribs, and my mother all began to introduce partners to me like a lantern. Besides Wu Mingming, Huang Huahua, Li Lanlan, Wang Lingling, Bai Yangyang, etc., were the ones who could remember their names. Wait, but it didn't work, either people disliked me or I disliked others.There is also a girl named Tong Lili. When we met for the first time, she proposed to live with me for a while to see if our sex life could be harmonious. Let people catch the hooligans and then get infected with AIDS. She hesitated and quit. She called me a stinky eunuch and stopped talking to me.

Later, I gradually discovered that my work has become an important part of our family's active spare time life with friends around us.Our country has a large population, and the divorce rate in our era is high, and lonely men and widows are everywhere. If you want to do this kind of thing, the resources are much more abundant than the oil in the Middle East. As long as they think this kind of thing is interesting, they are willing to do it. , There will never be a time when resources are scarce.They were full of enthusiasm and enthusiasm, and took turns to fight, never tired of it.However, I was exhausted and my nerves were numb. I was afraid that I would eventually rebel against the opposite sex under their tempering. I had to beg them to let me rest and let me live. I announce to everyone who cares about my marital problems : "From now on, I will look for it myself, and I will scold anyone who wants to match me again!"

Ribs and his girlfriend who is the head waiter of the restaurant failed, but he seemed very happy: "It's okay, it's good, I'm liberated again, and I can find someone else. Today's society is so good, you know what it means to be open and invigorated." Is it? Open means to open the zipper and put it casually, and make it lively, that is, to make it more lively, and there is no harm in being more knowledgeable.” I called him a hooligan, and he said you are not a hooligan, so you just hold back, and no one will say hello to you when you are useless.To be honest, I don’t even know myself. People of my age should not be the kind of people who are firmly bound by traditional concepts. After I got rid of my marriage with Ye Shengnan, if I could open up like ribs It's justified to have a few vigorous romances, male and female love, but I just can't do it, there always seems to be an invisible big lock stuck there, even though I have been single for a long time and suffered physical and psychological torture, but There is still no way to let go of Hu Lai.I even suspected that I really had a mental illness or a physical illness. I once took the opportunity of a business trip to the provincial capital to secretly visit a psychiatrist and an andrologist. The doctors tossed me for two days and concluded that I was healthier than them.I also thought, or it is really like the ancients said, after going through the sea, it is difficult to make water, except that Wushan is not a cloud. However, in the life cycle I have experienced, I have not experienced Romeo and Juliet, Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai. This kind of life and death parting, frightening ghosts and gods, the vicissitudes of the sea and the clouds and rain in Wushan, so it is impossible for me to be like this because I have experienced the tribulations of great rivers and seas and ups and downs.So, what is the problem?Several years later, Ye Shengnan told me that what really hurts love is not the vicissitudes of life, the clouds and rain in Wushan, the great sorrow and joy of life and death, the great ups and downs, the great separation and great reunion, but the ordinary and lifeless exhaustion and numbness accumulated over time.

"I'm tired of being together all day long, and the mediocre life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea all day is the cage of love. True love will be suffocated to death in that environment." These are her exact words, I think it's a bit The truth is, like us, the more resistance we have, the more we will love each other. After getting married and living a life, it becomes more and more boring.However, I also feel that what she said is not completely correct. According to her, there will be no love between husband and wife in the world?It doesn't seem to be the case.