Chapter 14 Chapter Thirteen

Sometimes, no weapon is needed to kill a person, just a look and a movement in one thought are enough to kill a person, but outside of one thought, he is a good person in the legal sense. Gao Han knew that he not only didn't love Yin Lanping, but was completely tired of him. This marriage that lasted for seven years was no longer a chicken rib, but a disease that was on his mind. After get off work, Gao Han slowly swayed on the street, and occasionally thought of Yin Lanping in the past, healthy and cheerful, Gao Han loved to see her smiling, bright and brilliant, and the whole world came alive. At that time, Gao Han thought that such a girl My child, let him find no reason not to love, who doesn't like love with happy company?

When Gao Han realized that this was just a naive illusion, his son was already babbling, and the pattern of life was as solid as porcelain out of the oven. The only way to change it was to break it. Gao Han couldn't bear it, after all, she used to have a good life, but this annoying life has gradually wiped away Yin Lanping's bright smile, she is more and more fond of nagging, and likes to complain about everything in life, ordinarily, a woman in her thirties In the second spring, she was so sloppy that she looked like a middle-aged woman in a difficult life, and her various unscrupulous manners in the public attracted a lot of surprised eyes, like a sweeping sword, making Gao Han wish he could find someone Gap in.

At one time, Gao Han thought that the hardships of parenting had wiped out the beauty of Yin Lanping. When his son was two years old, he sent his son to his grandma's house ruthlessly, trying to liberate Yin Lanping from the tediousness and regain the former ease and happiness, but it was in vain. She also carefully tried to change Yin Lanping, and every time Gao Han's words didn't hit the ground, her eyes widened suddenly: "I am old and yellow, and you don't like it? Is it, back then..." Then, it was a whole night, or even a longer period of time, that there was no peace.After experiencing such a few lessons learned from the past, Gao Han's heart has evolved from disappointment to death.

Later, Gao Han tentatively said: "Yin Lanping, let's separate." The divorce had nothing to do with having an affair. At that time, he and Jingyi had never met each other in every corner of the city. After suffering in this feeling, I feel desperate, knowing that the consequences of speaking out will be lightning and thunder, Gao Han still said it after pondering for a long time. Sure enough, Yin Lanping was angry and asked Gao Han why. Of course, Yin Lanping didn't believe Gao Han's explanation. Even though Gao Han is full of mouths all over his body, Yin Lanping firmly believes that the only reason they want to separate is because Gao Han is tired of his old love and looking for a new one.Gao Han knew that an imaginary love story was stubbornly entrenched in Yin Lanping's heart, even if he was haggard in his defense, he couldn't change Yin Lanping's thinking, so he simply fell silent.

Yin Lanping took Gao Han's silence as a guilty conscience, or acquiescence.First quarreled, then cried bitterly, with tears and tears, Gao Han got up, went to the study to turn on the computer, stared at the screen in a daze, thinking that he was once a man who couldn't see a woman's tears, but now, what happened?Not only are you indifferent to Yin Lanping's tears, but instead increase your disgust?In fact, when the words came out of his mouth, Gao Han's heart was still trembling. If Yin Lanping's reaction was not so violent, but shed tears silently, maybe he would feel guilty and ask her to forgive him. After all, Yin Lanping is only getting farther and farther away. It's not his fault that he strayed far from the life he wanted.

A few minutes later, a shadow covered the computer screen, Gao Han paused, moved the mouse, and then, with a loud noise, the computer screen shattered into a mess of electronic components.Gao Han turned his head, Yin Lanping's face was grim with anger, and Gao Han sighed in his heart, if he was destined to be suffocated in this marriage, he would rather, the hammer hit his own head instead of the computer. Indifferently, Gao Han stared at Yin Lanping for a moment, then turned and went out, he lost even the desire to quarrel, he was still trying to change, and when he stopped arguing, he even threw away the last sliver of desire to change.

Behind him, Yin Lanping threw out a sentence hoarsely: "Gao Han, I want a divorce unless I die." Crying and wailing, Gao Han felt that he had failed extremely and was extremely ashamed. When she came back late at night, the house was extremely quiet, as if a quiet murderous intent was lurking, this was by no means Yin Lanping's nature. A trace of haze rushed into Gao Han's heart, and quickly turned on the light. Yin Lanping was already asleep on the bed, and a few Valium tablets were scattered on the floor.When Yin Lanping was discharged from the hospital, she looked at Gao Han's face full of sincerity and fear, and smiled triumphantly.

On the first night after returning home, Yin Lanping was entangled in his arms as if nothing had happened: You can't bear to let me die, can you?You see, you still love me. Saving lives has nothing to do with love or not. What he wants is to leave Yin Lanping, not the freedom to carry a life. Yin Lanping, who stopped studying after leaving university, is so childish, Gao Han smiled wryly. Yin Lanping poked him: "Admit defeat?" "I admit defeat." After saying this, Gao Han felt a sense of sadness in his heart. He really lost, ideals lost to life. Yin Lanping stubbornly thought that there was a young and beautiful woman who had captured Gao Han's heart, so she was free, so she dug out the photos of her youth and showed them to Gao Han one by one. Of course Gao Han understood this hint, that is, Yin Lanping, I also Once young and beautiful.

Gao Han was absent-minded. Yin Lanping will not understand that once some good things become a thing of the past, it will be better if you don't look at them or compare them, and the more you look at them, the more you can see the gaps. Gao Han could see that Yin Lanping was trying to save her imperiled marriage, but to no avail. She began to bravely try various new beauty products on the market, and her slightly fat face was whitened by hormone-rich cosmetics. And tender, as if a layer of skin has been peeled off, it looks terrifying, the slightly bloated figure is stuffed stiffly into the small-sized fruit-colored clothes, turning around in front of the mirror, feeling good about itself, but the fact is It's like a clown putting on a show.

Seeing her in a hurry, Gao Han really wanted to tell her that he actually didn't care about her getting old, as long as her peace and tranquility made him feel calm in life.Because he knew the scene after he said it, Gao Han finally held back these words. Home is like a stage. Yin Lanping is the only actor, and his acting skills are so poor that he is suffocating. Gao Han doesn't want to go back. Facing Yin Lanping's looking forward to praise, he can't hide the indifference or even disgust in his eyes. Then, Yin Lanping began to complain tearfully and dejectedly, as if he was the ugliest man in the world, not only living in the blessings but ignoring the blessings, but also cruelly strangling the happiness of others.

Although Yin Lanping remained calm about Gao Han's late return, Gao Han still knew about Yin Lanping from other people's vague or clear inquiries. In order to find out the vixen who hooked Gao Han's heart, she scouted everyone who was familiar with Gao Han. . Facing other people's unpredictable or sympathetic gazes, Gao Han has nothing but a wry smile. When meeting Jingyi, Gao Han didn't promise anything from the beginning of a good impression to the physical entanglement, and he didn't think about it later. charges. Jingyi is the kind of sensible girl who is so considerate that it makes people feel pity. She doesn't ask about his marriage or the future. body, and saw the bright tears filling the eyes. Gao Han could only gently embrace her, and silently stared in a daze with her. Gradually, Gao Han became a little dazed. In the eyes of other men, a relaxed and happy affair was not suitable for a man like him who always shoulders the responsibility on his shoulders. Gao Han once asked Yin Lanping cautiously: "What's so good about me? What makes you reluctant to leave?" Yin Lanping squinted her face covered with mineral mud, "There's nothing wrong with you, I just feel that I should be with you in this life." Have you ever thought that perhaps you would be happier with someone else than with me?When he said these words, Gao Han's heart was already raised. "Is it because you feel that being with others is happier than being with me?" Yin Lanping stood up, went into the bathroom, and threw out a sentence through the door: "As long as I live, you will never want to be with others, but don't worry, Even if I boil it, I will live until that vixen's face is covered with wrinkles." Gao Han felt the cold wind whizzing through his heart, and then sneered: "You have to follow me, be careful when crossing the road, not all drivers are responsive, be careful that their momentary insensitivity will make me and that vixen come true!" Before the words fell to the ground, Gao Han was taken aback by his viciousness. Yin Lanping rushed out of the bathroom, the black mineral mud hadn't been rinsed off, and the wet towel flew onto Gao Han's face: "Don't worry, I won't die so easily!" Gao Han let the wet towel cover his face, and in an instant, he felt that life was gloomy and hopeless, and he wished he could just say a curse. When Yin Lanping tore off the towel, he dug a hole in Gao Han's face, Gao Han didn't resist, and finally knew what it means to be ashamed. For Jingyi, Gao Han is already very guilty, and he knows the consequences of being scouted out by Yin Lanping, so he arranges every date carefully. It can be regarded as a hundred secrets and a sparse one. For more than a year, Jingyi has always been the fish that Yin Lanping slipped through. Gao Han can also see that Yin Lanping would rather die than divorce. It has nothing to do with love, but a kind of anger or war, like cats and mice, hiding in the alley of marriage, hating and killing each other. It's better to say that she cares more about her victory in this battle than a marriage. If it is said that Gao Han still has a little affection for Yin Lanping, which has been wiped out by this war, and even turned into resentment, and even, sometimes, the cold will flow between his teeth, imagine that Yin Lanping is really dead... Thinking of this, there will be a moment of panic in Gao Han's eyes, and he subconsciously grasps his hands, as if it is true that they will involuntarily commit some unforgivable sins. As usual, on weekends, Yin Lanping brought her son back from her grandma's house. The five-year-old son could already feel the smell of gunpowder at home, and even played timidly. Whenever he saw his son like this, Gao Han's heart was so sore. , the only thing he can do is to treat his son desperately.Yin Lanping watched coldly from the side, as if he could see through Gao Han's hypocrisy. Seeing her son sweating from playing, Yin Lanping got up and opened the window, and the wind came rushing in mixed with dust. Yin Lanping looked at it for a while, took the rag, and began to wipe the dust on the glass. It's all gray. The top of the window couldn't be reached, so she hesitated for a moment, lay down, and straddled the window sill, Gao Han saw it, and felt a little nervous. The window on the seventh floor was more than ten meters away from the ground, so she whispered, "Be careful." Yin Lanping sneered: "Isn't it what you wish for?" Gao Han didn't want to scare his son, so he closed his mouth and continued to play car model competition with his son. When Gao Han heard Yin Lanping's call for help, Gao Han raised his head, the window was empty, and Yin Lanping, who was straddling it, had disappeared. Gao Han threw away the car model and rushed to the window. Yin Lanping was holding on to the outdoor unit of the air conditioner, her whole body was hanging dangerously outside the wall of the seventh floor, her eyes stared at Gao Han with anxiety and terror, full of desire for life. The moment he stretched out his hand, Gao Han was in a daze, and the scene he had imagined, slowly squeezed forward. He had hoped for such an accident. At the moment when Yin Lanping's eyes met, his hand hesitated for a moment. Yin Lanping looked at him, and suddenly smiled silently. When Gao Han's hand arrived, a thin wind blew over, and a faint sigh came from Yin Lanping. Gao Han heard it, and then, seeing her eyes, Despair washes away the desire to live. She let go of her hand, like a falling leaf, in the sight of Gao Han and her neighbors, slowly drifting, falling, fierce red, slowly crawling on the ground. Gao Han's expression and hands were frozen in the air.The whole world is silent. From everyone's point of view, this was just an accident. For a long time, Gao Han understood Yin Lanping's eyes for the first time, and in an instant, she chose to give up completely. Gao Han went to find Jingyi, met her expectant eyes, and slowly said: "Jingyi, leave, I can't give you happiness." "why?" Jingyi, believe it or not, sometimes, killing a person does not require any weapons, just a glance or a movement in a single thought is enough to kill a person, and this thought happens to be outside the law. Jingyi raised her head, the high blue sky, white clouds drifting, like a heart, cold, flying and flying, can't find the direction. "The moment I stretched out my hand, Yin Lanping saw my hesitation. For the first time in her life, she knew to what extent I was tired of her. Therefore, she would rather let me live and choose death." There is no one in front of her eyes, and there is a love affair in the shadow of death, which no one wants, including his, Jingyi. Gao Han said: "My story is over, I will be chased by my conscience all my life, I will have nowhere to escape, my happiness will be imprisoned by my conscience, even though I didn't kill anyone, I can't erase the suspicion that I am the murderer. " Bei Ke heard Jiang Zhong's sighs, yes, how many hearts went in the wrong direction in a single thought, and how many hearts wept on the wrong road, but found There is no way back. Jiang Zhong patted him on the shoulder: "There is nothing we can do about your request. Although everyone is afraid of going to prison, no one can get in if they want to." Gao Han left desolately with her back, her back was so down and out, like a wounded and defeated soldier walking down from the battlefield. Bei Ke looked at his back and said softly: "For him, the real prison is far easier than accepting the questioning of moral conscience for a lifetime." Jiang Zhong squeezed her fingers hard: "Go home, we should try our best not to get tainted by such a frustrating marriage story. If we hear too much, we will begin to doubt the truth and eternity of love." Becker smiled wryly: "Your and my profession cannot escape dealing with these obscure stories all day long. I only hope that we can be exempt." No one can tell how true or false love is. It was the winter night of the year, and a tricky case that Jiang Zhong took over last year finally had a new turn. First, a manager of a private company in the city was killed strangely by his lover When the case became clearer, the suspect committed suicide in the bathtub in fear of crime. Those who commit suicide are not real criminals... Because, the real criminal is in her bed...