Chapter 5 love is a dance on fire

Sheng Zhi is obsessed with the flames in the fireplace as if poisoned, with a confused face and a sneer, seeing a man's lips on her neck; Kuang Mo only saw the pain of unfaithful love, but did not know that she fell in love with him. The pain he gave, the self-righteous redemption he gave her, was even more painful. The night is silent, Sheng Zhi is lying on the window, scattered cars, rubbing in the air and whistling with long tails, meandering away, because she loves the absurd and unruly happy days, Sheng Zhi loves to cry, her fingers are as white as After years of being soaked in tears, the eyes are watery, making people worry that tears will slip out at any time.

Seeing Letian with another woman for the first time, Sheng Zhi wept bitterly, Letian swore that he panicked, Sheng Zhi thought he would change his ways, but was told by the indisputable fact that it was impossible.He didn't want to lose, so he tolerated Le Tian's hurtful love.In men, emotional loyalty and physical betrayal are two completely different things. Sheng Zhi was not used to calling Le Tian, ​​who was on a business trip. He had all sorts of perfect excuses for not answering the phone, even though it kept ringing, causing many speculations and hurting his heart with infinite despair.

Letian has been on a business trip for a week, and Kuang Mo called and asked: Sheng Zhi, what is Letian doing at home?It's been three days since I came back, and I don't turn on my phone when I'm not in the company. Let him answer the phone. I have business matters to ask him. Sheng Zhi bit her lip and said in a low voice: Do you know he's back? When will Lotte stop being playful? I called the hotel, and the service desk lady said that he booked a plane ticket three days ago, so it's no wonder he didn't come back. Streaks of pain throbbed in Sheng Zhi's heart, this happened several times, when Le Tian came back from a business trip, he went straight to a certain woman's bed, and hung out for a night or two before he was willing to go home.

Deviation in love, as long as you don't know the harm, there will be no harm. Sheng Zhi would rather be kept in the dark by Le Tian, ​​but his lies and his cover-ups always inadvertently reveal small gaps, turning into cold sharp blades, accurately and sharply Come on, let her have nowhere to hide: Letian went out in the morning, when he comes back, I will ask him to call you. Kuang Mo sighed softly, put down the phone, and Sheng Zhi fell on the bed with tears streaming down his face. In fact, Le Tian never came home at all. Hustle on the bed. Sheng Zhi stubbornly believes that as long as the heart is still hurting, love is there. Be careful not to hurt for him, and the love has turned to ashes. Therefore, she would rather bear the pain and lie, so that Kuang Mo thought he had indeed returned, but he did not. Go to the company and refuse to tell the truth.

Because Kuang Mo is the husband of Lotte's late sister, he is not related by blood, and he loves Lotte just like his elder brother. The girl who showed her love had a cold face, and she was the most poignant and moving love song Sheng Zhi had ever seen. Maybe it's because of love for the house and for the black, Kuang Mo loves, hates and has no choice but to love and hate Le Tian, ​​the uneasy brother-in-law. Lotte can't be changed, it's just spent more secretly. That night, Sheng Zhi dialed Letian's mobile phone, but it was not in the service area. The next day, the third day... Still not in the service area, Sheng Zhi panicked a little bit, from the wind passing through the courtyard to the hall like a strong wind.

A week later, Sheng Zhi stumbled and ran on the dark street, and knocked on Kuang Mo's door in despair: brother-in-law, I lost the news of Letian... Kuang Mo looked at Sheng Zhi's long hair disheveled by the wind, with slight surprise on his face: Didn't he tell you where to go? He never returned home after the business trip. I was afraid you would blame him, so I didn't dare to tell you. Kuang Mo was annoyed: This Le Tian is too out of line, when he comes back, I will train him hard. The living room was very warm, but Sheng Zhi still felt the cold caused by the panic, which came from the bottom of her heart. Based on her understanding of Le Tian, ​​she had a vague premonition that he was not delayed in the absurdity outside, but could not come back, fearing the ominous prophecy Hit, did not dare to say, just folded his arms, eyes helpless.

Kuang Mo dialed the phone bitterly, all in vain. Looking at Sheng Zhi whose arms were trembling slightly, he went to turn on the fireplace, the living room was illuminated, the light of the flame danced on the furniture, and Sheng Zhi's tears fell Come on, Le Tian is a romantic man. When Kuang Mo bought the house, Le Tian tried his best to encourage him to build a fireplace. When the cold wind was running outside the house and snowflakes were flying outside the window, sitting in front of the fireplace with the one he loved, the whole house It will be full of fairy-tale romance and warmth, how wonderful it would be.

A man who is well versed in the sentiment of life can always easily grab a woman's heart, and it is easy to inflict harm. Which woman would not fall in love with a romantic mood?In the face of a woman's favorite, the so-called concentration of a man is nothing more than the timidity of fear of taking responsibility. The cheating Lotte always wears a wedding ring. In this age of instant sex games, most physical entanglements are just a way to steal a moment of unscrupulousness from ordinary life, and love is not the destination. Kuang Mo kept calling Letian's mobile phone, but he was still out of the service area.

The light from the fireplace gradually faded on the furniture, and at dawn, Sheng Zhi said quietly: "Call them." Kuang Mo knew who they were, and said tactfully: I will go to the company and call everyone who knows him. Hit now.Sheng Zhi just wanted to know if Le Tian was safe, even if there was a glistening woman lying in his arms when he answered the phone.Even if he was humiliated by Kuang Mohe. After hesitating again and again, Kuang Mo hit them one by one, suppressing his low voice, carefully looking at Sheng Zhi who was full of hope. When he put down the phone helplessly, the last sliver of hope had disappeared in Sheng Zhi's heart. She picked up the phone silently, dialed 110, and said loudly that after my husband disappeared, the cries of being imprisoned scattered all over the ground. Kuang Mo stood straight in front of him, spreading and closing his hands again and again, the hug he wanted to give fell in the warm air in vain.

Le Tian really flew back to the city, but no one knew where he went after leaving the airport. Perhaps, he knows that he can't get rid of his nympho nature, he has spent a long life repenting for Sheng Zhi's tears, and he doesn't bother to make money under Kuang Mo's reprimand.Everyone comforted Sheng Zhi like this, including Kuang Mo, saying that forgetfulness is a kind of happiness. Sheng Zhi couldn't do it. They also said, if you can't forget Sheng Zhi, just remember his bad things.However, it was too difficult. Letian gave her three years of pain. Those unforgettable pains were left in the memory with graceful postures. They are no longer there. He has made himself cry countless times, but he is delicate and gentle, which cannot be erased. Sheng Zhi knows that the biggest weakness of Letian is that he can't control his body. child.

He likes to hold her on his lap in the sunny afternoon, squint his eyes and kiss her eyelashes little by little, and bite the button of her neck with his teeth... Only in his palm can Sheng Zhi feel like an angel She is a princess, pampered and loved, extremely weak, even if she makes herself cry in countless moments of leaving. Now, Sheng Zhi hugged the body abandoned by Le Tian every night, curled up on the bed and cried, she was still an angel, and fell into the cold wasteland because of broken wings. Kuang Mo often comes to talk with her, or take her to the street. When he is in a good mood, he will go to his house to sit and tell some jokes so hard that Sheng Zhi can't laugh. Kuang Mo then said: "Sheng Zhi, life is still very long, you have to make yourself happy, as if Le Tian has a spirit in the sky, he definitely doesn't want to see you like this." Sheng Zhi stared at him resentfully, turned around and walked away. Winter is coming to spring, and she refuses to believe that Le Tian really left herself. Kuang Mo knew that he had said the wrong thing, so he didn't chase after him. Even if he did catch up, the woman is a natural dreamer, and she stubbornly arranges her life according to her wishes, but she never admits that this is just wishful thinking and not a fact. It's a dream, when you wake up, it's better not to disturb it. The blooming flowers in summer gradually awakened Sheng Zhi's dream, her pale and haggard face gradually calmed down, and she even took the initiative to talk about Lotte with Kuang Mo, her tone was slow, as if the past was endless. While walking by the sea, Kuang Mo carefully asked: Letian hurt you again and again, do you really not hate him? Sheng Zhi held up her long skirt and stepped on the shallow water. The surging seawater kissed her graceful ankle with a splash, and she held it delicately, making Kuang Mo's heart thump. To love someone is to love all the good he gives you and bear all the hurt he gives you until your heart is hurt to the point of death. If you can’t bear the hurt a person gives you with love, that’s—you don’t love anymore. The sea water was rushing behind him, it was very quiet, Sheng Zhi turned his head and saw Kuang Mo standing on the wet beach with his eyebrows bent, biting a cigarette, Sheng Zhi turned back, stood side by side with him, looking at the boundless sea, some people Some things are destined to be a tear that slips through the heart, and gradually become traces in the passage of time, in every seemingly beautiful life. Sheng Zhi's hand hung down, slowly reached his fingers, and clenched it: Let's go. When leaving the beach, Kuang Mo turned his hand out and grabbed Sheng Zhi. She didn't twitch or struggle. This was the man she had always admired, a saint who was as perfect as he was flawless. Saints are worshiped and looked up to because they have no distracting thoughts. When the next winter comes, Kuang Mo waits downstairs in the office building and asks Sheng Zhi who came over: Can you let me love you? The evening is beautiful, people are coming and going, there are no flowers, and there are no promises. With such a simple sentence, Sheng Zhi was stunned for a while, and then walked slowly along the street. Kuang Mo's car slowly crawled on one side, and behind The horn of the car sounded angrily, and Sheng Zhi opened the door. Kuang Mo turned on the fireplace, looked at her tenderly and said nothing, the subtle change in the relationship between them, the uncomfortable embarrassment, to some extent, Kuang Mo held her hand, looked carefully, and when he slowly put it on his lips Nervously paying attention to Sheng Zhi's expression, like a child who doesn't know whether to stop eating beautiful candies. Sheng Zhi closed her eyes, wanting someone to hurt her, why can't it be him? Kuang Mo's face was buried in the hair on her neck, and her warm lips moved affectionately on the skin of her neck. In the first days when she lost the news of Lotte, she thought that love would die and this life would be gone. In fact, love is separation The grass on the plain will bloom in spring and autumn. Tears overflowed, Sheng Zhi opened his eyes, looked at the red dancing fire, and screamed in a trance. The kiss that spread down the neck stopped: Sheng Zhi, what's wrong? Sheng Zhi shook her head: I was in a daze for a while, will you take me home? Kuang Mo hugged her, very reluctantly. In fact, in a trance, Sheng Zhi always felt that there was a face jumping in the red fire, vaguely looking happy, staring at him, sneering with crooked mouth. Not wanting to spoil Kuang Mo's mood, he didn't say anything. Kuang Mo gave Sheng Zhi a set of keys: When I'm not at home, it's convenient for you to come and go. Every time Kuang Mo came home, he would see that the house was cleaned up spotlessly, and there were blooming flowers on the table, and she took care of it all winter to be coquettish and smart. Kuang Mo was so moved that he held her in his arms, put his forehead against her hair, looked at the gentleness in her eyebrows and said: I will not allow you to be hurt in this life. Sometimes, when Kuang Mo was not at home, Sheng Zhi rested her chin, stared quietly at the fireplace, stared at the flames and danced, Le Tian's sneering face with crooked mouth flickered indistinctly, Sheng Zhi stretched out her hand with tears in her eyes: Le Tian... That face was hidden in the depths of the fire. She knew it was a hallucination, but like being poisoned, she became more and more obsessed with the fire, often talking with Kuang Mo, her eyes drifted away. Kuang Mo followed his eyes, and the little flames danced in his pupils: What are you looking at? The fire looked more and more like a face dancing... Kuang Mo cupped her face: Is it a vision?Then he intercepted her question with a kiss. When Sheng Zhi went again, he saw the European-style wrought iron door of the fireplace was closed. Sheng Zhi looked at it silently for a long time, and then opened the door. In the palm, looking carefully, when the last ashes were picked up, tears fell down. In the innermost pinch of ashes was an identical ring on the ring finger of her left hand, the only difference being that it was a male ring. She put it on the finger of her right hand pitifully, and rubbed it lightly on her face. Even when Kuang Mo came in and stood behind her, she didn't hear it. When she heard a long sigh, she turned her head and said: You know, Lotte wears a wedding ring at all times, even when she is in love... Kuang Mo burst into tears: Sheng Zhi, I will not allow him to hurt you unscrupulously. After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand and took Sheng Zhi, who was like a struggling little beast, into his arms, and said in a dream: I love you so much that all the women in the world lose their color. The love of life keeps you away from harm. What did you do to Lotte?Sheng Zhi raised her face and asked. That night, Kuang Mo hugged Sheng Zhi like a bundle, sorting out the past like a late old man muttering to himself in the sun. He loved a woman named Sheng Zhi so much, and endured her pain. This kind of double pain gnawed away, and the relationship with Lotte made him remain silent. The hatred accumulated in his heart like magma surging in the depths of a volcano, until he could no longer bear it. , They drank a lot of wine, Letian was drunk, and then, a towel soaked in ether covered Letian's nose, and he tearfully condemned this playboy who didn't know what to do, and disintegrated his body, the fireplace that night was really busy , it was Le Tian's body dancing inside, really, he didn't let Le Tian suffer any pain and disappeared from this world in a coma... Sheng Zhi's eyes widened, she let out a shrill scream, and fell into a coma. In the spring of the next year, the well-known Kuang Mo married a crazy woman, which added to his reputation: such a loving man is rare. He lost his wife for many years and never married. A wife who lost her mind because she was abandoned by her brother-in-law... In the autumn of this year, Kuang Mo moved to a new house. It is said that his new wife would get into the fireplace to dance when she was happy. The crazy Sheng Zhi can only say one thing: I want to dance, dance in the fireplace. It's nothing more than crazy talk, no one cares. For those who are poisoned by love, even getting a body is enough. How can there be anything perfect in this world?