Chapter 42 never lost my love

I don't know why, illogical love always satisfies my fantasy better.According to the research of some experts, there is an innate image of a lover in everyone's mind, and the principle of finding a spouse often comes from this.Alan Corbin, a professor at the University of Tours in France, is even more outrageous. He said in "The History of Smell" that the basis of mutual affection lies in smell. Whether you fall in love with someone depends on what an organ called vomeronasal organ does. reaction.I like all theories like this kind of innate love and desire. It can be seen that people are animals, and the vast sea of ​​people, love and marriage have long had a sacred and inexplicable essence.

But good luck tricks me, and illogical love often ends without a problem.In other words, I've never liked as many girls as I should have. For example, in my nature, I should have liked some black girls, not the chocolate ones but the charcoal ones, they were so attractive, but I never poured out my heart to them.I should also like curly girls with small eyes, preferably with ear studs and very short shorts, and I would die if they were lazy and arrogant all the time, but I haven't acted yet .So, I have lost too many lovers in this life. Many years ago, my uncle had a adopted daughter who was as beautiful as a lily of the valley on a spring morning.When she was standing on the balcony of my uncle's house smoking, the admirers gathered in large numbers in the open space downstairs, and half the street was echoed with the ringing of bicycle bells they made loud on purpose.She went to his house once a week, and this kind of dramatic scene was staged once a week. Finally, my aunt couldn't bear it anymore and said, Xiaoling, go and let those boys go.

I thought, Xiaoling doesn't want them to go just like a cat doesn't want fish to go.Scott Fitzgerald described her cruel cuties well: They are destined to make you sad once, to make you puzzled once, until you have tears on your face, they will contented. I never liked her, as I was very cunning, but she was so bad that I should have liked it. During my teenage years, I would always be on the bus, because every now and then a girl would yell, "Fuck you!" It feels like the tide of love is going to surround me.The saddest thing in the world is that there used to be countless such vitality filled ears, but because of the relationship between self-cultivation and culture, I can only find my own Lin Huiyin.

My Lin Huiyin accused me that the reason why I have done so well for so many years is entirely due to deliberate efforts, not out of true temperament.In her words, "You are actually an actor, don't forget what you are while acting!" The reason why I think she is wrong is because I don't only like weird and vain girls. In the first year of high school, for three minutes, I liked a girl who didn't know how to play with her right leg.When we were walking in line, she suddenly had a burst of inspiration and came up with a trick—when it was time to stretch her left leg, she stretched her left leg; when it was time to stretch her right leg, she still stretched her left leg.I kept wondering what her right leg was doing, but before I figured it out, I suddenly fell in love with her.Now the more Mr. Ye thinks back on the desire to protect this idiot, the more sad I realize that time is fleeting and I have lost countless loves forever.