Chapter 49 bad heart

I have a bit of a bad heart.For example, when I'm in love with a guy and he already has a girlfriend, I wish she wasn't pretty.She's not pretty, I'll be better off. Women are all so selfish, right? The one next to him is not pretty, then, I will forgive him for not choosing me.That woman is not beautiful, she has fewer choices than me, it is right for him to stay by her side, because it is difficult for her to find a man who is better than him.He doesn't stay with me, not because I'm not pretty, but because he has morality.I know he loves me and he will miss me forever.

If I once loved a man, after breaking up, I also hope that he can only find a very ordinary woman in the future.That woman, it's better not to be good-looking, but not too ugly. If she's not pretty, it proves that I'm the most beautiful woman he's ever met.However, if she is too ugly, it will show that there is something wrong with his taste.He loved me, and his taste is too bad for that. Leaving me, I hope that none of the women he meets can compare to me.Don't be prettier than me, don't have a higher education than me, don't be smarter and more capable than me, don't have a better figure than me, or even be taller than me.

I sincerely hope that he will die with a woman who is not as good as me; and I will spend my whole life with a man who is much better than him. Is this a bad heart?