Chapter 48 Lu Yousan

In fact, the battle between blur and clarity is still ongoing.We look forward to the clarion call for a "clear" counterattack. For Lu You, love is like a wonderful seed: when it breaks through the ground, it reveals strangely beautiful petals to the sky and to the world. There are two words written on the petals: love. Tang Wan is the daughter of Lu You's uncle. She and Lu You are like Lin Daiyu to Jia Baoyu.Tang Wan's grandfather Tang Jie was a prime minister, which shows that she was born into a noble family.Like the Lu family, the Tang family moved from the Central Plains to Shanyin in the south of the Yangtze River to avoid war.The two families have close contacts.Tang Wan and Lu You have enough opportunities to cultivate love.Tang Wan was born delicate and beautiful, with the charm of a weak willow and Fufeng, but she has a healthy complexion that is rosy in the white.But Shaoxing is the most suitable place to talk about love, and you can see Yanliu painted bridges everywhere.Boys and girls are all beautiful and beautiful, boating on Jinghu Lake, visiting Yuji, and paying homage to Lanting.Wang Xizhi once wrote "The Best Running Script in the World" and "Preface to the Collection of Lanting" in Lanting.Lu You's calligraphy is thin and elegant, and his characters are like a person.Tang Wan can appreciate it.She is good at piano, poetry, and Go, and has the cultivation of a noble girl.Tang Wan admired Lu You's excellent poetry and swordsmanship.When Lu You was impassioned, Tang Wan would also clenched her jade-like fingers into pink fists.Lu You often looked at her crisp hands inadvertently.She either retracted her hands, or turned her head to look away, her shyness was pleasant.

Lu You fell in love, and Tang Wan also fell in love.The specific situation of the two's relationship is roughly similar to that of Brother Bao and Sister Lin, with rich details.It's a pity that Lu You has very few records on this matter.He recorded so many things in his life, but he kept silent about the process of this love affair. Many literati in ancient times were like this, and they generally didn't talk about family affairs.Will not use personal privacy to hype.Lu You has other difficulties beyond this level. Fortunately, he left behind a word and a few poems. Lu You married Tang Wan and had a happy marriage.

However, Lu You's mother came out to make trouble and didn't take a good look at Tang Wan.Not so before marriage.Maybe she can't bear the sight of the young couple being sticky under her nose.The feud between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law for thousands of years may have a similar psychological structure.The mother-in-law is strong, and the daughter-in-law is bitter.Finally reaching the point where he couldn't go on, Lu You bought another house to house Tang Wan.The young couple met secretly, lingering and unwilling to break up.Love intensifies because it is blocked.Mother Lu came to make trouble again and forcibly broke up the mandarin ducks.This high-pressure marriage lasted about two or three years.Tang Wan failed to have a child.Maybe she was pregnant, but she couldn't escape her mother-in-law's eyes.Marriages break off at their happiest moments.Lu You remarried to the Wang family, and Tang Wan remarried to Zhao Shicheng.

So there was a thrilling encounter with Shen Yuan. It is unknown how long it took, but it should be more than two years.Tang Wan is trying her best to get used to her second husband, but unexpectedly meets Lu You in the beautiful Shen Garden. They look at each other silently, unable to take their eyes off.Zhao Shicheng took the initiative to greet Lu You and bought wine for him.The two men bowed and saluted.Tang Wan, who had lost a lot of weight, stood pretty in the wind, with bright almond eyes.It happened to be spring, and it happened to be in Shenyuan.There are all kinds of classic modality of love tragedy.Lu You finally couldn't hold it anymore, feeling like a blowout.With a brush on the spot, he wrote "Phoenix Hairpin" on a wall in the Shen Garden.

It is very common for Tang and Song poets to write poems on walls and walls.Ordinary people can appreciate it.Famous poets wrote poems, and the onlookers were enthusiastic.Good words and good poems won applause, crooked poems and bad words were coaxed off stage by the audience before they were finished.Lu You is in Shanyin, and at the age of sixteen he already had a poetic name. Now he is twenty-six years old, and his heartbroken embrace has turned into a swan song "The Hairpin Head Phoenix": Red crispy hands, yellow vine wine, and willows in the palace walls full of spring.The east wind is evil, the love is weak, the heart is full of melancholy, and I have been away for a few years, wrong, wrong, wrong!Spring is as old as before, people are empty and thin, and tears are red and silky.Peach blossoms fall, Xianchi Pavilion, although the mountain league is here, brocade books are hard to entrust, Mo, Mo, Mo!

Yue Fei died for the country, and Lu You was hurt.The gut-wrenching air is exactly the same. Lu You's writing is too concise and penetrating.Tang Wan was wounded.She sang the song "Phoenix Hairpin": The love of the world is thin, the love of human beings is evil, and the flowers are easy to fall when the rain is sent at dusk.Xiaofeng is dry, tear stains are residual, and I want to express my thoughts, solo alone on the slanted column.Disaster!Disaster!Disaster!People become different, today is not yesterday, sick souls are often like swings.The sound of the horn is cold, and the night is fading.Afraid of people asking questions, swallowing tears and making up happy.conceal!conceal!conceal!

Tang Wan kept it from her husband and swallowed tears.Zhao Shicheng is very gentlemanly, and he has always kept the ink marks left by Lu You in Shen Yuan.It's better if you don't have manners.The ink stains are there, the love is blazingly burning, Tang Wan hurts every time she sees it, and finally—the flowers withered and her beauty was ruined. Tang Wan died in her twenties. People at the time recorded: "Not long ago, (Tang Wan) died in dismay. Those who heard about it were saddened. After this garden, Xu's family, Chunxi, its wall still exists, and those who do good things use bamboo and wood to protect it."

Did Lu You's "Phoenix Hairpin" "kill" Tang Wan? Although this statement is not pleasant, it is somewhat true.Tang Wan was another fit in the Zhao family, and the reason why she was afraid of being questioned was because Zhao Shicheng was gracious and treated her well.If Shicheng was a mediocre husband, she wouldn't have to cry and make up for it, and it would be so painful to hide it.I guess Zhao Shicheng is patiently waiting for her to change her mind.Time is of the essence in the treatment of emotional illness.Husband and wife get along day and night, and there are many daily details. Tang Wan's infatuation with Lu You either fades away, or settles down in another atrium, leaving it for the aftertaste when he grows old.Men and women in ancient and modern China and abroad, this kind of situation is not uncommon.

If there was no encounter with Shen Yuan, if Lu You didn't write "The Hairpin Head Phoenix", if Zhao Shicheng burned and painted the ink on the wall in jealousy, would Tang Wan still die? And the death of Tang Wan added a touching part to the original excellent Ci. The tragedy of love has twists and turns. The poems that have been passed down through the ages are paved with colorful bones and green tombs. After more than fifty years, Lu You is still sad for Tang Wan.Write poems again and again, every word is moving.He didn't dare to approach Tang Wan's tomb, but wandered in the distance.Do you feel a little guilty?At that time, he couldn't help himself, and writing those sentences caused waves of emotions that had calmed down. He could stand it, but how could Tang Wan, a sentimental and weak woman, bear it?The words and sentences were like knives, hurting her internal organs.

Lu You would think: "The Hairpin Phoenix" has harmed her... The road is near the south of the city, and I am already afraid of walking, and Shen Jiayuan is even more hurt.The plum blossoms in the sleeves of the fragrant wearer are here, Green dipped temple bridge spring water. It's spring again in Xiaomo in the south of the city, and there are only plum blossoms but no people.The jade bone has long become the spring and the soil, The ink marks are still locked in the dust between the walls. The reason why Lu You is respected and liked by others is only because of two words: love.The premise of emphasizing love is to live seriously and devote yourself to everything.Love is definitely not something that anyone can focus on.Human existence is closely linked.The growth of love is natural.The popular "use of emotion" is one of the astonishing consequences of the proliferation of pragmatism and instrumental rationality.The practical trend of emotion leads to the collapse and contraction of the emotional world.The contraction is both in the sense of space and in the sense of time: emotions that do not aim at themselves will inevitably lead to ephemeral, wandering, changeable, and treacherous.In the end, it became hideous and sinister.

Heidegger implies this when he asserts that modern man has been uprooted. According to the standards of some Chinese people nowadays, Lu You is very stupid, almost an idiot.It has been more than half a century since Tang Wan died, but Lu You is still sad.The bright bones have turned to ashes, and the small trees in front of the grave have grown into usefulness. What's the use of being sad? Emotion is practical, conscience is practical, art is practical, and reading is practical... The result is that several signs of being a human being have shrunk unprecedentedly.In the end, the good things in all aspects of existence are wiped out, and practically speaking, it hurts others and hurts ourselves. On that day, people will suddenly look back and find that "practical" is the least practical thing.Practicality has led to countless tragedies. What seems useless may be of great use.Our ancestors had this wisdom.Today there are so many technologies and so many calculating brains, it is a pity to lose the wisdom of our ancestors. The value of money and power governs life for a long time, and it is necessary to "unify" big problems. There is truth in the term copper stink.Pray it doesn't stink: dirty blood drips from every pore... Lu You in the twelfth century saw a much broader life than many Chinese in the twenty-first century.People who have concepts such as "global village" have an unprecedentedly narrow "reality channel".Xizhe such as Husserl and others had insight into this century-old problem, aiming at the boring world of technology and supplementing it with a diverse world of life. Husserl's phenomenology and Heidegger's phenomenological ontology have already entered the cultural mainstream in Western Europe.We should have the ability to learn from.Don't be afraid to work hard and learn to think. If you can’t see the present, it’s hard to look back. If you look at ancient times in terms of ancient times, you may not be able to see why.Traditional culture is facing the "homogeneity embarrassment" of always meeting itself.To reactivate this pool of water, it may be necessary to introduce a large amount of "heterogeneous interferon". Here, the author can only make some conjectures. Lu You lived a life full of devotion.Devotion can be rich, like the men and women shown to us in Korean dramas.Korean dramas win in the details.The premise is that there is still a well-preserved layer of meaning in life, and there are a large number of charming details to choose from. If domestic film and television dramas showing the love between Lu and Tang are made, I am afraid that South Korea will choose an actress. "The jade bone has been formed for a long time and falls to the soil, and the ink marks are still locked in the dust between the walls." Lu You, who is in his eighties, has no practical yearning for Tang Wan who was sixty years ago.There is no romance in the beautiful bones, and the plum blossoms are as fragrant as before. He stayed in Shanyin for fifty years.For more than 30 years in the middle, he traveled in the east and west, wandering hundreds of thousands of miles. One step at a time. Such a person, such a life, can be called a good day. Instead of being blown around by a whirlwind, blowing away decades inexplicably... At the age of nineteen, Lu You went to Lin'an to take the Jinshi examination, but failed.I took the exam again in a few years, and won the first place in the provincial exam.But no one was on the list in the palace examination.Qin Hui played tricks, planted his grandson Qin Xun, and dethroned Lu You, who had "recovered from happiness". Lu You was so angry that his hair stood on end, he wished he could kill Qin Hui, kill harm for the country and avenge Yue Fei.But the prime minister's mansion is heavily guarded, the wall is two feet high, and Lu You can't fly. After the Shaoxing peace talks, Qin Hui began his solitary phase, which lasted for seventeen years.The capitulation faction covered the sky with one hand.Anyone who wants to fight the Huaihe River to regain the lost land in the north, Qin Hui will not be polite to him.Bloody men are suppressed.Song Gaozong had a very happy life and spent a lot of money every day. Lu You failed the Jinshi examination and could not get the official hat.He has two older brothers, and Menyin couldn't turn to him, so he was idle.Father Lu Zai has passed away, leaving some property and more than 10,000 volumes of books.Lu You read books, wrote poems, and made friends.Here he became a father.Although his wife, Wang Shi, was not as romantic as Tang Wan, she was able to have children, a boy, and another boy... Lu You smiled happily. Lu You studied poetry with a great poet named Zeng Ji, and gained a lot.Zeng Ji was an old man, the only surviving veteran of the Jiangxi School of Poetry.The Jiangxi school was created by Huang Tingjian in the Northern Song Dynasty. It emphasizes skill in writing poems, and is very particular about calligraphy, creativity, antithesis, and rhyme.Once lived in Shangrao Tea Mountain, Lu You ran to Tea Mountain, lingered for many days, and asked the old poet for advice.He later recalled: "I recalled hearing poems in Chashan, and personally learned the mystery from the middle of the night." Learning poetry is very mysterious, and it is a mystery in the middle of the night.What kind of mystery? Lu You later taught his son, "If you want to learn poetry, kung fu is outside poetry." This means that when Lu You was young, kung fu was inside poetry. Zeng Ji, Zhang Jie, Lu Benzhong, Fan Chengda, Yang Wanli, Lu You... This group of poets in the Southern Song Dynasty pondered the form of poetry and studied Du Fu day and night.Could it be that they forgot the fallen north?no.They are all officials of the main battle.But poetry, as the top art, is different from slogans.Anger makes a poet, and peace makes a poet.The confrontation between the North and the South is protracted, and life has to go on.Marching and fighting requires slogan poems, but chanting slogans in daily life will appear abnormal. Du Fu ran around avoiding wars and chaos, and still honed his poetic form. Jiangxi School studied Du Fu hard, easy to get superficial but rare essence.Why not learn from Li Bai?Li Tiantian is free and unconstrained, with a fairy-like elegance, and ordinary poets in the Southern Song Dynasty can only look up and marvel, but have no way to learn from it.After all, there are traces of Du Fu.