Chapter 7 two girls crying

Then I received a letter from T, saying that the dead boy who collided with a boat in Tung Chung on Christmas Eve was her middle school classmate and the object of her crush when she was in secondary school.The news of his death spread all over Pui O. A group of his former classmates gathered in the classroom to discuss this matter. One of the girls was the girlfriend of the deceased in middle school. She cried so loudly that everyone comforted her, except T. She didn't dare to cry, she was afraid that people would know that she had a crush on him, who was she?Actually more sad than his ex-girlfriend?

T said in the letter: "In a group of people, it is impossible for two girls to cry for the same man." She watched another girl cry, and everyone comforted her, but she could only recall the image of him when he was alive. He was so vivid, as if he was not dead, until his portrait appeared in the TV news report, she Only then was he convinced that he would never come back. T asked: "Am I useless? Anyway, he is also someone I once loved." "Love" is too serious, it was just a secret love, because he died, it became so sad.If he got it, if he didn't die, this secret love is not enough to make people look back.

The pain of a secret love, T himself said, is that he cannot shed tears for a man in front of everyone, and he has to comfort the woman who shed tears for him. What have we done wrong to torture ourselves like this?Can't applaud his success, can't shed tears for his frustration, can only hide in the dark corner to peep, endure tears to fulfill the so-called "love".