Chapter 6 crush's death

Reader T wrote in, she said that three people were killed and one was rescued when a ship collided with a ship in Tung Chung on Christmas Eve. One of the dead men was the object of her crush in junior high school.She lived with him in Pui O and studied in the same middle school. She had always had a crush on him, but she dared not speak up. After the third year of middle school, the boy left, and she met him by chance on the island.Later, she heard that he was in love, and his girlfriend was the female deceased in the ship collision accident. On Christmas Eve, she and her family were still on vacation in other places, and when she returned to the island, she realized that her crush was forever separated from her.

Is your crush still there?Maybe I don't have feelings for him anymore. When I had a crush on someone back then, I also gave a love, worried about gain and loss, tortured myself, and chose silence between opening and closing. Then, many years later, when I met him with some other girls on the street, I could only smile and nod, as if nothing had happened.The happier thing is that when I saw the person I had a crush on back then, I didn't feel any more. I wonder why I fell in love with him secretly at that time.What is his attraction?How can he be worthy of me?Fortunately, I chose to remain silent.

Those days of worrying about gains and losses and self-torture are an inevitable stage of growth, making people understand that unrequited love is just a bitter fruit with a slightly sweet taste in the early stage. Secret love is humble and never noble. People who beautify secret love just can't love themselves more. A self-loving, independent and mature person will withdraw from the team of secret love, after all, it is only a superficial relationship between men and women.