Chapter 5 4th quarter is not music

one People who often come to my house find it strange that I have almost everything I should have here, except that there is no music or even the most shabby tape recorder. Without speakers, of course there would be no music. "Why don't you like music?" Everyone thinks that people who don't like music are usually illiterate, or even deaf. I am an ancient dragon, not an ancient deaf. When it comes to culture, I still have a little bit, but I cannot accept music, because for me, music is not music, but a kind of pain! two ——There may be thousands of wounds on the body, but there is only one scar on the heart.

This is what I write because I know deeply! There are countless knife wounds on my body, and the knives are cut in different places. No one will cut the knife on your original wound. But the knife wound in the heart is different, the knife will be cut at the same place, and the knife was not intentionally cut at that place, his knife was cut there, just because it happens to be the place where you are most likely to be cut, he It doesn't work if you don't want to cut there. Because that place is the weakest and most vulnerable place in your mind. Even if your wound has healed, as long as you think about it, it will immediately recur.

I'm afraid of music, it always reminds me of things I shouldn't. It always relapses!