Chapter 27 Tao

Tao - the waves of life Life is like the sea. When it is calm, it is a vast expanse, with no purpose and no way to know what to do, but suddenly the waves rise up, roaring and roaring, unstoppable, the back pushes the front, the front pushes the front, the general trend, you can't help but follow the current Roll over.After a while, the wind stopped, the Han leveled, and what was left was still a vast expanse, tired and lazy, with a wave of memories. I entered middle school when I was twelve years old, and it was just before a storm, and the air was very dull.The middle school I went to was not a so-called ordinary middle school, but a county girls' normal school. ——It is the only place where middle-school girls study in the county, because there was no such thing as male and female students at that time, and it was never even dreamed of.

The women's normal school is in the middle of Moon Lake, and the school building occupies a piece of beautiful land called Zhuzhou.There are many historical sites in Zhuzhou. Speaking of it, in the Qingli period of the Northern Song Dynasty, there was a Mr. Lou Xihu (Yu) who gave lectures here, but it was not called Zhuzhou at that time, it was called Songdao.At the time of Xichun in the Southern Song Dynasty, Shi Zhongdinggong (Hao) built the Zhenyin Pavilion on the site, and then changed Songdo to Zhuzhou.Later, Mr. Shen Shuhui (Huan) and his younger brother (Bing) lived on the right side of the Zhenyin Pavilion, and each opened a lecture hall to give lectures, which was very lively.Later, there were famous people on behalf of him, such as Lou Yixian (key) who built Jinxi Hall, Quan Xie Shan (Zu Wang) who wrote books in Shuangjiu Shanfang, and Fei who was Ji (Yiju)'s keynote speaker. She, these are the things people in the Ming Dynasty love to talk about, and our principal, Mr. Shi Lao, never tires of talking about it.

Mr. Shi Lao was a scholar in the Qing Dynasty and an old friend of my grandfather.He has a face like a full moon with red light, and three towers of tooth whiskers. It is not long, but it is not short.When he spoke, he always touched his whiskers with his hand.Gently, slowly, for fear of accidentally dropping one, it's not a game, it's more sad than breaking his pair of rimless white glass glasses.I heard that his glasses were only broken once in my life, and that was the first half of the year when I entered the school. It is said that a senior girl joined the Kuomintang and invited three or five students to talk about equality between men and women on the playground early in the morning. What is free love? Yes, my fifth aunt—the dormitory supervisor of the normal school—heard it, and ran to the principal's office with her little feet like a drum beating drums, wearing leather shoes, and reporting to the principal's office. At that time, Mr. Shi had just sat down for tea, He was touching his tooth whiskers with one hand, and was taking off his glasses to wipe them with the other hand, because the heat of the tea rose up and blurred the glass of his glasses, Fifth Aunt came in panting, and said the words intermittently, Mr. Shi Hearing the word "KMT", his hands trembled, but luckily his tooth whiskers were not broken, but his glasses fell to the ground. Although my fifth aunt bent down to pick them up quickly, he couldn't help feeling sorry for the thin white A piece of glass shattered.

Broken glass was not enough, gradually even Mr. Shi's heart was broken.Because later this girl who joined the Kuomintang was forced to "voluntarily drop out of school", but it seemed to be a popular trend among senior girls, and there were often cases of private conversations in the playground, on campus, or in the toilet, which made my fifth aunt With little feet running around in leather shoes, Mr. Shi often touched his teeth and sighed softly.I entered this school, watched Qilong get up, and asked someone by chance, and they told me what happened, and I suddenly realized.But after realizing it, I was a little puzzled: What is the Kuomintang?Why are those who joined the Kuomintang ordered to drop out of school?When I asked the Fifth Aunt about this, the Fifth Aunt panicked greatly.

She blushed, and warned me angrily: "Listen? You...your children know about the KMT? Who told you? Fortunately,...fortunately, it was not given to him...his old man knew , if he is an old man...Mr. Shi knows, you have to be careful...Don't talk about it!" I panicked too, and really dared not say a word.But before noon, Mr. Shi came and told me to go to the principal's office, where my fifth aunt was standing beside me.Fifth Aunt's face was flushed, but Mr. Shi looked a little pale at this moment, as if the red light had sucked her away. His face seemed very angry, but it was slightly sad.

I stood in front of him, trembling, and bowed. He nodded slightly, held the teacup in his left hand, and began to touch his whiskers with his right hand.He said a lot of things to me, citing a lot of ancient books, one of which I couldn't understand, and the other was flustered. After a long, long time, I finally grasped the words "Jade and Stone Burn", which probably means that if I mess with them again If it goes on, it will inevitably be destroyed in the future.But in fact I never messed with them, I just asked, I don’t know how the fifth aunt reported it to him, I wanted to explain, but he waved me out.This was the first time I had the opportunity to talk to him after entering the Women's Normal School—no, it should be said to be "listening" to him.

The second time he called me into the principal's office because I shouldn't have braided my hair.It turned out that there was a rule in the girls' school at that time, that is, the girls from the attached elementary school should wear their braids, and the girls from the normal school should comb their hair, regardless of age, only the degree of level.I entered middle school at the age of twelve, and I was the youngest one at that time. Many girls in the middle school who were in their late teens or even in their twenties had long braids, but I had to put together a body.There are many styles, including straight S, horizontal S, and other kinds of hair, but I can't comb it.I can only imitate the appearance of the most honest people, with honest and convenient braids, that is, tie a braid, tie it up randomly, and clamp it with a few weights.Sometimes jumping and running, the silver hairpin falls to the ground, and the braid loses its bond, twists and turns, and hangs down like flowing water in a small hole.So someone suggested to me: You are young, and it will not look good if you comb only one, so you should choose two of them.I thought of the maids in pictures of beauties in ancient costumes, and thought they looked pretty good, so I followed suit.

Unexpectedly, Mr. Shi called me over to reprimand him again. This time his face was greener and whiter. Instead of touching the whiskers with his right hand, he was holding the whiskers tightly. He said, "Why don't you obey the school rules? Comb your hair twice. What will it look like? As the old saying goes, on the second day of Tianyuan, the people will have no two masters—it’s really a rebellion!" The fifth aunt stood aside, her face was flushed, as if she was very lively; but her limbs seemed to be timid and cold, and she was so sluggish.I thought, what does combing your hair have to do with rebellion?It's really inexplicable how the two braided heads rise up compared to the sun or the people.When I was about to ask questions, my fifth aunt yelled at me as soon as I moved my lips: "Go out and comb your hair! Who told you to comb the two policemen's hair? Who is instigating you? - Get out quickly, Change your hair quickly." With tears in my eyes, I backed out aggrievedly.

Since then, my braided hair has been merged into one, but the whole of China is still torn apart. The National Revolutionary Army set out from Guangdong and rushed all the way to Zhejiang Province. In the beautiful spring of the second year, the comrades finally completed their brilliant work, and the entire county was covered with blue sky and white sun flags. There was only one place missing, and that was the women's normal school under the management of Mr. Shi Lao.The red flag, with a corner of the blue sky and white sun, is a fresh pattern. All government agencies, schools, groups, and even fashionable families are rushing to make a brand-new word, hang it up, the higher the better, fluttering in the wind, It seems to be generally greeting young men and women from all over the world.So the young people looked up to it, and thousands of hearts floated upward together, and their voices became louder and louder: "Down with imperialism!"Down with the local tyrants and evil gentry!Women's liberation, haircuts, and finally a request that they be male and female students, which made Mr. Shi really angry.He resolutely refused to fly the national flag, saying that all evils were caused by it, so the senior students yelled, and Mr. Shi implemented a blockade policy, and no one was allowed to leave the school gate.The day students stayed in the school for the time being, and the local boarding students were not allowed to go out even on weekdays and holidays, but the outside world finally caught the wind. Around the school, on the walls, on the pillars, and on the shop windows, all the slogans were plastered. It is a stereotyped, old and stubborn request to expel corrupt elements.We would not have seen these slogans at first, because they told Zhang Ma to buy peanuts. The candy store was greedy and tore them down to make wrapping paper, so they could reach our eyes. "Eliminate the corrupt elements!" "Down with the old stubborn Shi!" The school also shouted, and for the first time to stage a de facto demonstration, all had their hair cut off.

I remember a senior classmate said to me: "Su Qing, are you not afraid of trouble? Such a small person with a braided hair, like a little old woman, how ugly! They don't even agree to comb two, autocratic means, Aren't you resisting for liberation?" So I nodded repeatedly, and she picked up the scissors and begged for my hair to be liberated. When my fifth aunt walked to check the dormitory at night, she was shocked when she saw the messy hair and scissors on the table.She stood in the middle of the room and shouted: "Are you all asleep? Look, what is this? Where did all these hairs come from on the table? Who is the student on duty?..." Although she asked a series of questions, no one could No answer, everyone pretended to be asleep, she became even more angry, and went to see the name on the duty list, it was too bad, it happened to be Su Qing!

She opened my curtains and shouted: "Ah Qing, wake up soon, don't you know that you are a student on duty?" My head got into the thin quilt a long time ago. Hearing what she said, I just giggled and replied under the quilt: "I'm on duty for the day, but not for the night!" Fifth Aunt stayed for a long time, and suddenly turned the quilt straight When it was uncovered, my hair had already been withdrawn from my neck and forehead! When she opened the curtains of the beds one by one, and found that everyone had short, disheveled hair, she couldn't help but stumbled and ran out, yelling tremblingly, "It's wrong, it's wrong, it's wrong!" I'll go and tell Mr. Shi! She must be in free love, so she cut her hair." She looked like a crazy woman, and we all sat up on the bed and laughed. Later, probably because of the difference between men and women, she was embarrassed to knock on the door of Mr. Shi's bedroom in the dark. She finally stayed in her room and walked around in circles, her little feet wearing leather shoes, and they rang loudly in the middle of the night. There was no sound, and early the next morning, when we were admiring our short hair in front of the mirror, the school officer Lao Wang desperately rang the bell and said that there was an urgent matter to hold a meeting. The auditorium was messy and some were out of order.Mr. Shi stood on the podium, with seven or eight teachers standing on both sides, and a fifth aunt below him, with a pale face and dull eyes.Mr. Shi was wearing a gray market gown and a black mandarin jacket. He looked very calm, and his teeth seemed to be combed very neatly. He rubbed his teeth gently with one hand, and pressed the desk with the other and said: "Students, please don't make noise, everyone maintain order! " Suddenly, the whole classroom became dead silent.I sat in the front row, feeling a little flustered.I only heard Mr. Shi continue to speak slowly: "Brother, it has been fifteen years since I came here. Many classmates are family friends with me, such as Su Qingjun." Looking at me, my head was lowered: Xi and her grandfather entered school in the same year, and her mother was also my student. Now I see her as my little granddaughter. …But, alas, even people like my little granddaughter are betraying me now—no, I should say heresy.I read the books of sages and sages since I was a child, and all my life I have thought about my integrity..." When he said this, he could only hear the laughter from the audience, but for some reason, I just felt sad and secretly swallowed tears. He went on to say: "Don't laugh, I'm an old stubborn, I'd rather be an old stubborn, and never blindly follow frivolous children, and talk about free love—oh, I can't even utter such vulgar words, it's a world of beasts! That is to say Girls should get married, and they have to be ordered by their parents. Now that you have all cut your hair, what will you get for the day of returning home?..." "We will never wear pearl flowers!" "We will never... groan!" The audience clashed again. Mr. Shi said more sadly and calmly: "No, you must wear pearl flowers. Women always love beauty. Even if you don't wear pearl flowers, you have to wear something else. You will definitely regret it in the future, and you will definitely grow your hair again. ——" "No! Never! We don't want to listen." "You don't want to listen, that's fine," Mr. Shi's voice became hoarse; "I won't tell you anymore, I just came to say goodbye to you today. My letter of resignation has been handed over to the Education Bureau. People will be sent to receive it, and you will probably have a brand new flag tomorrow morning. Actually, huh, I know they can only make a flag for you and cut your hair. This is the so-called revolution. ——Su Qing, you are too young to be taken advantage of by others, and you will be destroyed, so take a break from school in the afternoon and go home with your fifth aunt." Without waiting for my consent, my fifth aunt hired a rowboat to take me home after lunch.I finally couldn't see the newly-made red flags all over the ground in blue sky and white sun, although my hair is said to have been liberated. Living at home is really lonely.My fifth aunt often nagged to my grandfather, saying that the world had changed, and the girls had also turned bad, cutting off their hair and looking like a duck's butt.But my grandfather didn't think so, saying that it would be too troublesome to comb the hair, and it would be better to remove the braids.He even agrees with the equality of men and women, and women's service to society, but there is one thing that he can't understand, but he absolutely can't agree with, which is the so-called free love. My brother came back from the city during the summer vacation, and said that Mr. Shi had left early, and that the women's normal school would also be reorganized as Zhongshan Public School, with male and female students.Grandfather said that no matter male or female students, everyone can learn from each other, but boys and girls gather together, so it is better not to play tricks. The elder brother said: "What does it matter if you play tricks? Now many people are in favor of free love!" After hearing this, the grandfather was furious: "What is free love? It is simply fornication. Female dogs are like male dogs. When we meet, we will meet." The fifth aunt sat next to me and called me tremblingly: "Ayu, hurry up and go out to see your mother, what are you listening to here?" I grumbled and went out. I didn’t care if I didn’t listen, anyway, my brother had secretly given me a lot of books on the Three Principles of the People. I can read them quietly when I have nothing to do.Inside the book, there is also a party song and score cut from a newspaper, and a mimeographed prime minister's will. I sang happily and begged my brother to teach me to sing party songs, but my brother couldn't.I had no choice but to hum according to the score lightly by myself, humming to and fro, and it sounded like a tune to me.As for the prime minister's will?This is a treasure book that I study hard, word by word, over and over again, I have read it over and over again so that I can recite it by heart. After the summer vacation, my brother went to Sun Yat-Sen Public School, and I was forced to stay at home.According to my grandfather, as long as the male and female students don't make too much noise, I will be allowed to go back to school next semester; if not, I'd better stay at home and help my mother do something. I don't like to help my mother with things, like my fifth aunt, who said I was helping my grandmother cook, but I wanted curry and roast beef. There is no place to buy curry powder in the countryside, so I was sent to ask the owner of Shenda Grocery Store. The boss said: "Little girl Don't make me happy, you have to go to the sea to catch clams and dung, how can you buy them in small shops!" The fifth aunt couldn't cook new dishes, so she decided to make desserts. Her specialty is banana pudding, and there are plenty of them in the countryside So, there is plenty of wheat flour, but there is a lack of banana oil or something. So the fifth aunt sighed, and the grandfather also sighed.The reason why my grandfather sighed was not because he couldn't eat beef curry or pudding, but because he often received letters from his brother from the school recently, saying that most of the teachers in the school believed in communism, and they were arguing about divorcing their little-footed wives every day. And what about ordinary young students?They talked about Marx and kept silent about Borodin. They sat shoulder to shoulder with the girls in class and talked about homosexuality. Therefore, although the system of no roll call was implemented in the school, they would never be absent casually.And sometimes there is often a phenomenon of "competition for seats", that is, the number of girls is too small, and many of them cannot get to sit at the same table with the girls, so they complain that the seating arrangement at the counseling office is unfair, and ask for another lottery to decide, or simply take turns The seat is changed once a week. My grandfather always sighed when he read the letter, and when he finished, he remembered the various magazines attached to him.Magazines are often arranged horizontally, and my grandfather found it laborious, so he was busy taking off a pair of presbyopic glasses, taking them off and putting them back on again.The fifth aunt said, the old man should rest his strength, what is the value of this kind of heresy?My grandfather said that the theory of the Kuomintang and the Communist Party is not bad, but there are problems in the implementation. If the male and female students cannot be strictly controlled and even not allowed to look at each other, it is better to postpone it for a few years until these young people are more mature. Although the above words were my grandfather's private opinion and he did not advise the authorities, the wise authorities agreed with my grandfather after all, and within three months Sun Yat-Sen Public School was disbanded.The reason for the disbandment, it is said, is not entirely to clarify the relationship between men and women, but some of them have political backgrounds, which is called cleaning up the party. The elder brother returned home and told the information before the school was disbanded.He said, "It's really interesting. At first, it was to overthrow the local tyrants and evil gentry, and to overthrow the City God Bodhisattva. The students set off in groups, showing off their might."Later, the right to show off was somehow handed over to the soldiers. Teams of armed comrades rushed to the school, guarded the front and back of the school gate, and first picked an open space to fire guns to demonstrate, so there was a big search for the Reds, and girls with red scarves wanted to arrest them. Those whose name is Zhang Jianchi are also arrested, and those who draw the party flag crookedly, or those who have written letters with these people who painted the party flag crookedly, slept in the same dormitory, and wrote souvenir books must be arrested. After some people are arrested, as long as the father has an acquaintance who works in the party department or has contact with some organization, they can be released on bail.Some were tortured, and then they were sent to Hangzhou and then to Nanjing. It is said that there is a female elementary school teacher in a neighboring county, who is very beautiful. A party member lord failed to woo her, so he handed over the suspects who wanted to arrest her, stuffed it in her small net basket, and brought her into the commander's office. The Ministry came for torture.After the torture, she was imprisoned, so the party member went to please her again and proposed marriage to her, saying that as long as she was willing, she could clear her wrongdoing.It's a pity that the female teacher is really too young, too pure, and too deceitful. She said that she really couldn't love him, and called him immoral.He became angry from embarrassment, but in the end the female teacher was shot, and she was very beautiful when she died. People who saw the shot all admired her with her jade arms like lotus roots, and couldn't bear to leave. The party member also shed tears, it is said. That beautiful female teacher finally died. My brother said that China has lost a revolutionary lesbian.My fifth aunt snorted and said: How can a beautiful woman be revolutionary?It was completely free love that killed her, and I couldn't blame the party members.My grandfather was silent, looking up at the sky; I followed where he was looking, as if I saw an innocent girl with arms waving lotus roots and crying, "You're wronged! I died a miserable death." !" After the new year, the girl's normal school was changed to Zhongshan Public School, and finally it was changed from Zhongshan Public School to Girls' Middle School.The principal is a beautiful woman named Zou who has just divorced her husband.She only finished one year of college, and she studied in the women's normal school in middle school, and she has a teacher-student friendship with my fifth aunt.She wrote to ask my fifth aunt to be the director of counseling. The fifth aunt was so happy that she forgot the sin of her free love. It is said that Principal Zou was in love with a party member surnamed Shang at that time. Mr. Shang taught politics in a girls' middle school. train. I clamored to go back to school, but my grandfather hesitated for a while, and finally agreed, only asking my fifth aunt to strictly control me.When I arrived at the school, I saw that everything in the school was similar, except that the party flag was brand new, and the school building had been painted. It is said that during the Zhongshan Public School era, the male students all got into the bad habit of painting walls, and happily wrote slogans everywhere, such as "Down with the filthy whore" XXX", "Against handing love letters in class", "Sister, I love your thighs", they are everywhere, especially by the toilet door.After the painting, although some places are still visible, everyone is so-so. Fortunately, the boys have disappeared, and the concierge and cooks are always servants. How dare toads eat swan meat, and the delicate female students will never pay attention to them of. But it is the male teachers who are worthy of consideration. The older generations all ran away with Mr. Shi. Although Principal Zou repeatedly urged them, they were unwilling to submit to a young woman. A young man about the same age as Mr. Shang.There was a Chinese teacher surnamed Huang, who often wore a gray gown and combed his hair baldly, but his face was as long as a horse's face, his eyes were small, he swayed when he walked, and he kept talking three times.He often sighed in the classroom: "Ocean, my mother!" The naughty classmate replied "here", but immediately blushed again.Once he taught Mozi to love, and while explaining, he shook his head repeatedly and said: "This kind of ancient prose is very boring. In fact, there is no need to read it. Only Bing Xin's prose is really peaceful, beautiful, gentle, and affectionate... "Ugh!" "Sir, what exactly is Jianai?" I stared at the long horse-like face and asked impatiently. He quickly replied: "Jianai means that you love me and I love you." All the students in the classroom laughed. He didn't understand, but I understood.Afterwards, when the classmates saw me, they made fun of me: "Mr. Huang, who talked to you about love, is here!" He often praised me, saying that my articles were like Bing Xin.Someone among the classmates asked: "Is it better to be Bing Xin? Or Su Qing?" He squinted his small eyes again and again and said, "It's Bing Xin now, maybe Su Qing in the future." The students laughed, but I didn't. I looked at him With a long horse-like face, he only provokes anger in his heart. It turned out that girls had a habit at that time, that is, they liked to pursue male teachers.There is an English teacher surnamed Zheng, who is not very beautiful, with parted hair in the middle, wears short-sighted glasses, and often wears a light brown suit. We all call him "Red Mouse".Before he starts class, the air in the classroom is different, I just feel empty and calm.I thought: where did the classmates go?Later, I discovered it by chance. It turned out that they were all changing socks and applying powder in the dormitory. It's really pitiful to say that all middle school girls are required to wear black leather shoes in their school uniform, so they had to start with a pair of silk stockings, some light gray, some pure black or pure white, and some brown, but most of them were pink.When Mr. Zheng came into the classroom, some girls stretched their feet out of the seat on purpose, so when they bowed, it was not "attention" but "rest".Moreover, some people bent irregularly, and swayed like willows, as if they were dancing.For the sake of Mr. Zheng, our girls' middle school students actually read his English aloud while shouting "Down with imperialism".They often read a lesson over and over again, and the reading was very soft but clear, so the whole classroom was like a bridge camp, and Mr. Zheng was so excited that he said repeatedly: "Tomorrow I will teach you to act in English." Come on, it’s Columbus who discovered the New World, Colulnbus!” As a result, when the role in the play was assigned, the one who was appointed to play Columbus didn’t like it. The sentence is Miss So-and-so who plays the role of Queen of Spain. As for Mr. Shang?Although he is quite young and beautiful, the classmates dare not mess with him because he is Principal Zou's favorite.For the sake of loving Principal Zou, he did not hesitate to file for a divorce with his wife in the country. If the agreement failed, he would sue to the court.One of the grounds for divorce was that she was not filial to Wenggu and scolded chickens and dogs. The judge asked Wenggu if your wife was like this. I'm fascinated, so I'm talking crazy." In the end, the divorce failed, but Mr. Nan and Principal Zou still lived together.He taught us political training and often asked about current affairs.Once he asked me an international question, but I couldn't answer it. He said angrily, "Don't you usually read newspapers?" I said, "I do." He said, "Then what do you read?" After a pause, he replied with a smile: "It seems that it is not allowed to ask for a divorce." He was furious, and he didn't say a word.I am a little envious of Principal Zou, and I am also a little jealous of her. Really, we have too few opportunities to see men in school, but we have many opportunities to be seen.We were always called to sing the party song in all occasions where the people gathered. At that time, most of the people couldn't sing the party song, but we had to ask a dozen girls from the middle school to sing on their behalf.I was short in stature, standing in the front row, singing with a shrill voice.After singing.It is the chairman who reads the will. Some chairman can't read it, or when he reads it and reads it again and again, I really feel anxious for him, and I can't wait to memorize it for him.Sometimes after the meeting there is an afterthought. Boys' schools are acting, boxing, or doing some chemical tricks, while girls' schools must be in charge of the most popular program, which is dancing. I remember that the dramas I often performed at that time were always nothing more than "The Rose of Resurrection" and "Return to the South"."The Sparrow Flies to the Southeast", "Three Rebellious Women", "One Night in a Coffee Shop", "The Sorrow of Youth" and so on, and the dances are mostly "Three Butterflies", "Sea God Dance", "Falling Flowers and Flowing Water", etc. The students who can dance usually regard themselves as beauties and act gentle. The school uniforms are made very small, covering the body tightly, and the skirts are extremely short. They are hung at a height of two or three inches from the knees, covering only the buttocks. It made Fifth Aunt furious and wished she could tear it off... If she didn't pull it off after all, because even though it covered her knees, she couldn't catch her butt, so it's okay? Soon, the Jinan incident happened, so we stopped dancing and went out to investigate something.Domestic products cannot be distinguished from certain products, so we only choose beautiful designs and seal them, which makes the merchants complain to the sky.When we went out to investigate, it was led by the Federation of Students, and the Federation of Students listened to the guidance of the party department and sometimes cooperated.Mr. Shang met with us almost every day, and soon he finally fell in love with a girl named Zhang Jianying who was traveling with us. He wrote to her and said: Mr. Ziying: Why haven’t you replied yet?I really look forward to it to death; people say that I can't see through my eyes, but I can't even hope through my shoulders! "The letter finally fell into the hands of my fifth aunt, who tremblingly handed it to the neighboring principal, but Principal Zou said nothing. The next day, Principal Zou reported to us angrily at the commemoration week: "Mr. Shang is too busy with investigation work, and now Mr. He is teaching political training instead. Please listen carefully." And so on.But a few days later, Mr. Zou reported to us at the commemorative week: "I have recently resigned from the Education Bureau because of poor health. The new one is a principal Liu. Please..." Yunyun, it is said that she The reason for resigning was to make trouble with her because of Mr. Nan. Principal Liu's first act of virtue was to keep my fifth aunt.He was originally an old teacher of the Women's Normal School. He was short and fat, with white pockmarks, and his two front teeth were pushed out.He is about forty years old, and his attitude is serious, which makes people afraid to be presumptuous when they see him.Because of the fear of the students, some people often bitterly call him "Liu Ma" behind his back.Because of its protruding abdomen and swaggering walk, some people call it "October Pregnancy". However, girls have tender faces after all, and it is embarrassing to talk about childbirth, so this nickname It is far less loud and common than the former. Let’s say that Principal Liu taught mathematics in my grade. Since the beginning of school in the autumn of the 17th year of the Republic of China, the fifth volume of junior high school mixed mathematics written by Duan Yu’an has been taught in less than ten pages. Let's just talk, the training is nothing more than not being used by "communists".The situation when he came to class was like this: first, before the class bell had finished ringing, he swaggered in with his belly protruding, so we ran and jumped to find a seat in a mess, and he just stood on the podium silently, All eyes are shining.When we all stood still, we bowed respectfully. If someone ignored her, he would keep his eyes on her, but without calling out her name, he said to the whole class: "This time it doesn't count." , bow again." So those who ignored it had no choice but to stand up shyly. After bowing to his satisfaction, he picked up his arithmetic book and deliberately pretended to turn the page, so the students were busy turning the page, and some of them just looked at him without knowing which page it was, but he suddenly showed When the smile comes, he will look for the book and say: "Let's turn the pages slowly, I have to lecture you." Then he continued: "The first thing is that it is inevitable for female college students to get married. If anyone in the class has a fiance Everyone, please don't follow her, once I saw a classmate's fiancé come to see her..." As he said, he turned his eyes to Lu Yuexiang, and Lu Yuexiang's face immediately turned red. This was not only shy, but also There was also a lot of anger in it, so I explained on her behalf: "That's not her fiancé, but a friend." Unexpectedly, Principal Liu raised his face and said: "If it's not her fiancé, please ask him to come later." Come here, I want to make friends and learn from each other, there are many girlfriends here, and teachers, why bother to find outside men?" Lu Yuexiang's face was almost purple, and he changed slowly Huayu: "In short, this matter is not very good, and it will be corrected in the future...Second, since the student union has been changed into a student self-government association, the scope should be narrowed. Although the order of the Student Federation should be accepted, it only needs to send a few representatives in similar places. It's just a matter of perfunctory, there's no need for everyone to attend, ostentatiously, and let others judge for nothing..." "The comments have to be left to them. Are we going to give up eating because of choking?" A classmate protested softly. So I also proudly said to myself: "And they will appreciate us, don't we know how to appreciate them?" Before I finished speaking, I saw Principal Liu suddenly changed the color on it, and angrily forced the The desk slapped, and he shouted: "Who is talking? Stand up!" So we all lowered our heads, with tears in our eyes, and dared not even look at him again. "Those who want to talk stand up!" He roared again, saliva splashed, I sat in the front row, and I was acquainted with Xinjiao, and I couldn't help feeling sick. "No one spoke," he paused, and his voice softened immediately: "Then I probably heard it wrong. ——In short, you should put your studies first, and take part in less gatherings." However, after all, people must attend the rally, and Principal Liu can't go against the trend.Although he keeps a respectful distance from these party departments or mass organizations, he still has to be a little perfunctory, and the way of perfunctory is to sacrifice representatives.The most regrettable thing is that I was presumed to be a representative because I won several lecture awards. It was not considered as absent for a representative to attend any assembly. In order to "make the theory of asking for leave", I have to miss dozens of hours of class every semester for no reason.I think this is a pity now, but at that time I was so proud and sacrificed for the group, what's wrong with explaining it to myself? So I yelled straight from the podium of the public meeting in the small teaching ground, what are you yelling about?I can't remember clearly, but it was probably always "liberation! liberation!" or something like that.But I will never forget the time when I timidly came to power, my heart was trembling, my lips followed Ke, but I tried my best to pretend to be calm, and I slipped past dozens of party representatives, trade union representatives, and armed comrades. A short and thin girl with fluffy hair flicking to the right side of her face, only one eye was exposed, but she was looking squarely at the thousands of people in the audience!I didn't have time to imagine what people would think of me or how they would criticize me. I just tried to raise my throat and shouted. There was no radio, and the place was a square, so the voice became shrill and harsh, but I couldn't let it go. Go, after shouting, I let out a sigh of relief, feeling relieved, and immediately felt that I was a hero, and almost became the center of the universe. Thinking about women, rareness is the most precious, how can anyone not envy themselves today? The reward I got by accident was: an armed comrade in his forties wrote me three or four letters one after another, and each letter contained his recent vernacular poems. I hope to find a window of burial in your heart!" This frightened Principal Liu and Fifth Aunt.They quietly called me to the headmaster's room, screened off the servants, and closed the door.His face was very serious, and he was silent for a while, then said: "I also agree with free love, but the captain seems to be too old, he is over forty years old, and you are only fourteen years old. Also, he is Cantonese; and..." When he said this, I was so frightened that I cried, but the fifth aunt hurriedly waved her hands to stop me, and at the same time tiptoed to the crack of the door to look outside. Someone was listening, but of course there was no one, so she reprimanded me in a low voice with relief: "I still want to cry? Is it good to let people know about this kind of thing? Now it's almost time to mention it, and I'm not allowed to be any representative in the future. Hurry up and pretend to be sick and resign..." The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and her voice became louder, but this time it was Principal Liu who waved her hand to stop her. She felt that it was useless to force me too much. He is also innocent, and he has never replied a single word to him. He wants to write a letter, but what can I do?而且这种人在学校方面也是不便得罪他的，以后只要关照门房，有人来访苏小姐就说本校从来没有此人；若是来信呢，对不住就原封退回……事情也就到此为止了，以后我便给关禁在校内，直到十月十日国庆纪念提灯会那天。 我校接到参加提灯会的通知，是在国庆前三天下午，因为灯笼须各校自备，大会筹备处不能贴钱供给的。我们得知这个消息，真是兴奋极了，上课时纠纷向各教员打听，征询他们的意见可预备参加。然而一些消息都没有！校长办公室静悄悄地，不闻传出准备参加的通知；总务处办公室也静悄悄地，不见有人去购买灯笼，这可是怎么办呢？看看挨到国庆前一日了，热心的同学们便怒骂起来："不预备庆祝国庆了吗？亡国奴！" ——大家谁不愿当亡国奴就得参加！ ——没有灯笼也成呀，搓条纸卷儿燃起火把来不就成了吗？ ——向刘校长质问去！ ——向刘校长质问去！ 结果是由学生自治会主席召开执行委员会临时会议，再由执行委员会；临时会议议决召开全体大会。全体大会议决推出七个代表来向刘校长请愿，真糟糕，苏青又是其中之一。 这次刘校长却是且不理别人，只对着我一个训话了："苏青，你不记得过去这次事情了吗？深更半夜，一大群女孩子提灯笼出去，哼！——苏青，人孰无过，过而不改…"说到这里，他的头便大摇特摇起来，似乎觉得我这个人真有些不知羞耻似的，但是我当时委实被一团高兴弄糊涂了，见众代表都不开口，只得涎着脸说："但是，刘先生，去开会的人正多着呢！" "人家是男人呀！" "难道女人就不是人吗？"我的男女平等理论又提出来了。 刘校长叹一口气，说："女子要出去就得有人保护……别奖！你们不懂事，没人保护是不成功的。" 我的眉毛剔起来了，其余六人也都露出愤愤不平之色，校长室外探头探脑的满是围拢过来瞧动静的人，她们察言观色的仿佛知道我们已碰了钉子，大家就在外面切切擦擦地私语起来，有几个胆大的还放大声音喊："我们要去！要去！"刘校长慢慢站了起来，摇摆着向门口走去，门外的人都笑着跑了，脚步凌乱地。他这才又踱回来，顿了一顿，严肃地向我们说道："你们一定要去，也可以。我请几位先生保护着你们去吧，不过你们要听话。——国庆是应该欢喜的，我爱民国。但是，唉！"他默默了一会儿，我们见目的已经达到，便也不理会这些，只鱼贯退了出来，报告众同学去了。 果然，第二天上午总务主任马先生忙着亲自去购办灯笼了，晚饭提早半小时，整队出发。立正，报数完毕，足足有四百六十七人，于是矮的在前，长的在后，灯笼红绿相间，蜿蜒街街间，看热闹的人愈来愈多了，流氓们高声说笑： "这么多的鸭屁股，倒着实好看。" "这些姑娘们只要给我两三个也够了。" "那个好看呀！这个丑死了。" "瞧，她们在笑哩！" "瞧，她们在换自己的……呢！" 说得大的女同学们都把头来低了，小的歪头嘻嘻笑，体育教员吴先生穿着紫红旗袍，短齐膝头，背上还搭块金黄与黑相间成条的大围巾。阳历十月里围巾本来嫌早些，但是吴先生身躯素来娇弱，今年还只有十七岁，刚从上海XX女体专毕业回来的，因此穿得特别漂亮。"这个是谁？"路人们开始注意她了："是校长的女儿吧？" "也许是小老婆！" 吴先生听了咋声："要死！"脚下高跟鞋一滑，就跌倒了。总务主任马先生赶快来扶，但她仍痛得走不动，他只好挽着她走，于是队伍中又开始切切擦擦起来，说他们是"两老"（即宁波话夫妇之意），又说他们在"体贴"了。 大家到了中山公园。 于是开会，读遗嘱，演说，喊口号，最后才轮到提灯游行。先是党部代表，机关代表，孤儿院音乐队，各民众团体代表，最后才是整千整万的学生。次序是省立X中在先，县立工校，商校次之，我们女中也是县立的，依理可以接上去了，但是率领的马先生们却羞涩涩的，越趄不前，惹得几个教会中学都不客气地抢上来了，别的私立中学也不甘落后，我们终于成了殿军。幸而其时还有几个妇女协会代表不愿混在别的男人团体当中，诚心诚意来找我们合队，当然我们就让她们在先，自己跟着。 浩浩荡荡的提灯会就此开始了，先是队伍从公园大门口出来，瞧热闹的人们早已万头攒动。那些游行的人也兴高采烈，有说有笑，有的还互相扯耳朵恶该。后来还是指导的人看着太不像样了，便道大家不许扰乱秩序，还是跟着音乐队唱几只歌吧，于是先唱党歌，再唱："打倒列强！打倒列强！除军阀！除军阀！国民革命成功，国民革命……"唱着唱着走到园门口了，"哼！女生呀！"一阵乱糟糟的声音响了起来，我们有些吓，但也有些感到莫名其妙的得意。然而情形愈来愈不像样了，不三不四的男人横闯直撞穿入队伍来，有的拧胖女学生一把腿，有的咧着嘴巴嘻嘻笑，样子又下流又令人作呕，这么一来可使我们真着急了。 ——哎呦，要死… ——我的灯笼烧起来啦！ ——马先生！马先生！ 马先生急得满头是汗，一面高喊诸位不要慌，朝前走，朝前走！总算前面也得知了，一会儿不知从什么地方找了来十几个警察，朝着流氓们吆喝要打，这才使存心揩油的人不得不适可而止，纷纷退出，又是一阵骚乱，女学生们恐怕警棍敲过来殃及地鱼，嚷呀嚷的说要当心，声音还带些哭。惹得警察们也捏着喉咙说："您甭怕，我的棍子怎舍得触您，放心得哩！"说得吴先生满脸通红，紧紧扯着马先生的袖子低声说："快逃回学校去，快！"女学生们也没有主张了，只得纷纷脱离队伍，携着轧扁的，烧毁的，甚至只剩一根竹竿儿了的灯笼垂头丧气逃回校去。刘校长是顽固的，然而这个社会却也实在开通不得。 自从我们参加提灯会被搅乱，因而证明刘校长的"先见之明"以后，同学当中也就分成两派：一派是认为刘校长上了年纪的人毕竟有见识，于是心中佩服，嘴里却也不好意思直说出来的；一派是同我差不多的人，自己也并没有什么高深或正确的见解，只是对这件新鲜玩意儿失败，有一种莫名其妙的偏不服气心理。瞧，刘校长的神气是多么的得意洋洋——不，简直有些幸灾乐祸样子。他满脸假正经假慈悲地以家长自居，而把我们当作不懂事的小孩子，一面放做沉痛的说道："我也赞成男女平等，不过…"或者说："你也希望学生爱国，不过……"模不过，竖不过的，我们这批学生子弟，就得像被网的鱼儿般给关在死水池子中了。假如谁敢哼出一声不愿来，就是天生骨头轻，喜欢提着灯笼找野男人去给他们摸呀摸的。 五姑母也常掀起鼻孔对我哼："阿青，你这个人呀，就是聪明不肯正用。譬如刘校长昨天就对我说起……总之，他很替你可惜。从此你得冷静些儿才好！" 发愤用功吧，冷静些儿！然而，天晓得，读些什么好呢？国文教师程先生是个红鼻子酸秀才，又脏，站在讲坛上嘟的摸出一大串鼻涕来，没有手帕儿搭，只把分剩的讲义纸搓成团来拭了，污纸就塞在抽屉里。算学是刘校长兼的，把难题都跳过，说是女子又不会做工程师，要懂得高深的数理干么，还是天天听他的训活要紧。英文现在也改请一位蒋先生教了，念起来声音像吃糠似的，嘶哑又生硬，听着真吃力，而且据说他又是专研究文法的，一条一条，像法律又像公式，临考时便记一下，有一次考期偶然变更了，大家造一口气，就把这些条条儿忘记得干干净净。还有一位教党义的赵先生，更是起码角色，因为刘校长说大党员老爷请不起，而且假如无意中开罪了他又吃不消，因此还是马马虎虎的找个候补货来吧，他在讲坛上简直像专供我们开玩笑似的，说到学问连运河是连贯南北抑东西的也不晓得，东方大港又弄不清楚，因此我们就叫他不必念建国方略了，还是说出来让我们笑笑，究竟作先生是不是与孙总理的跟班的儿子点过头，还是给什么省党部委员典过皮包的呢？他只呆笑笑，老着脸皮，一个钟头一块钱还是拿下去了。不过要是他迟到十分钟，我们就要喊："扣去一角八！扣去一角儿！"他也像过意不去，只好苦着脸哀求我们：次家马虎些吧；小考我给你们范围。"不过最后一次他却是醉醺醺的踏了进来，而且听到我们喊"扣去一角八"似乎不屑议的剔起眉毛一笑，他讲他的东方大港及运河，我们嚷我们的，不久就换人了，后来我被学校斥退后有一次在路角碰到他，他昂然坐在包车上，车轮雪亮的，滚着滚着疾转，前面的铃尽管叮当叮当响，他阔了。 现在我得来说说自己为什么被学校斥退的事吧。民国十八年春天，不知怎的校里竟请来了一位姓徐的先生。这位徐先生年纪才不过二十七八岁，瘦削的脸，皮肤是淡黄色，界上架着白金丝边眼镜。他说话声音不高，可是举止很安详，使人见了肃然起敬。他教的课程是历史，可是他说古代的事少知道些也罢，只把从前社会的大概情形弄明白了，历代皇帝姓谁名谁体管他娘，妃子的姿色更不必说了，随后便一本正经地教起我们近百年史来。一个个昏庸无识的人物，一桩桩令人发指的事件，一条条丧权辱国的条约，他都解释得明明白白。他说我们的国家应图自强，青年力谋前进，妥协畏缩是不成的。有时候他简直讲得声泪俱下，同学们也摩拳擦掌听，下课钟打过了都不管它，不知在什么时候上课钟又响了，他还在兴奋地讲，我们也在兴奋地听，刘校长却凸着肚子走了进来。 "别管他！"我的眼睛向他一瞥，即刻回射到徐先生脸上去，希望他再讲，多多讲。 "让他去！"别的同学似乎也发觉了，但是一致的要求是希望历史课延长，算学让它去。 然而，"啄的一声，徐先生也瞧见了，只得草草结束了议论，挟起点名簿就走。接着刘校长笑吟吟地踏上讲坛，照例是训活，教诲学生们该如何安分守己的读书，安分守己的做人，安分守己的吃饭下去，别自找祸殃，否则"过激分子"是不能见害于社会的，过激分子！ 我们知道他指的是谁，心里替徐先生不服，偏拿话去同他反对，意见当中还透着不胜敬仰徐先生之意，他的脸色恶狠狠起来了，麻点历历可数。但是他还不失为一个有教养的人，不肯透露自己的愤怒，只咬住下唇歪歪嘴，像在假笑，又像在狞笑。"现在，我们讲不等边多角形——"他匆匆拿起粉笔来向黑板上画了，用力画过去，粉笔啪的一声折成两截，刘校长胸中的气仿佛还未全消议的。以后遇到件不如意的事就起疑心，以为是徐先生在煽动，帮助着学生。 有一次，校中发生了罢饭事情。先是厨子太会揩油，小菜愈来愈劣，愈来愈少。一条龙头烤似的小黄鱼，七个人一桌已经每人夹不着一筷子，而且又臭，鱼肉像粉块似的。菠菜绿豆芽舍不得去根也还罢了，连泥也不忍去；吃得我们满口上气息。有时候我们也想出办法来了，把吃剩的小菜并在一起，另去找只小虫来，自然有苍蝇更好，一面七人七把筷子敲着碗喊："膳食委员快来看哪！菜中有苍蝇。补一碗。罚一碗。"邻桌的人也加入助威，结果总是厨子忍晦气照补一碗的。后来这办法经采用得次数多了，厨子便不肯认账，说以后在每碗美将吃未吃之前先得察看明白，有央服换，吃过一筷便不换了。我们气不服，但经刘校长认为合理，大家便只好在暗中咕喀。不料事不凑巧，有一天大家在一桶粥快吃完时，忽有人在桶底捞起块脏抹布来，浓的焦黄的污汁已经搀透在粥里了，于是大家捏住喉咙试呕，却已呕不出这不卫生的汁液，闹饭堂便开始了。敲碗，拍桌，踢凳子，闹成一片，而厨子方面坚持的理由却是谁教你们不预先察看明白来。我们说谁又知道你会有这么坏心思呢？我们只注意到菜碗里，哪知问题又转到饭桶底了。其对刘校长便想叫厨子另换一桶粥了事，我们大家都不依，定要厨子负责保证我们以后不生胃病，又说烂了胃可不是玩的，不料刘校长陡然想起一件心事一一一一Alx先生是患胃溃疡的。 据说徐先生在读大学时代，因为他有一位爱人在中学念书，一切费用都是由他供给的，他自己也是贫寒子弟，没有多余的钱可供两人花，只得奔波兼些小事以求弥补，饮食又不慎，因此渐渐成了胃病。后来且又加了心脏病，他自己觉得前途未必有多大希望了，在大学读了三年不等到毕业便跑出来做事，索性让他的爱人进大学，安心读书。刘校长从前且不管他的病，只对于他未曾毕业一点着实引为遗憾，谁知道因了我们这一农闲饭堂的事，定发生误会，仿佛在他的胃病都是有挑拨嫌疑，有鼓励罪状的了，又是我的五姑母凑趣，她要显得自己的机价与挖刻，便冷笑一声对我们说："胃病倒有听说为女人牺牲而起的，未曾听说因吃粥而起的。"于是我们便愤不吃粥，大家跑山饭堂，跑进寝室里装病。不久五姑母又奉命来锁寝室了，我们都站在走廊及天井里，咬牙切齿，有的还捧往肚子哎呦呦喊不得了，看看挨过午刻还没有结局，于是校役老王及吴妈之流便分批被差遣出校门口小糖果店买面包夫，到了下午三点半光景，才由刘校长出钱买面给我们吃，并讲好明天罚厨子每桌加一碗肉，但徐先生却因此气得病倒了。 徐先生是孤身住宿在校里的，病倒的时候，自刘校长起没有一个教员去看他，饮食也没人照料。于是我们便商量约聚了十几个同学分批去瞧他，但是五姑母传刘校长的话："女生不得进男教员宿舍。"后来我们聚了钱购鲜花及面包饼干等，叫校役老王送去，这该是没有什么嫌疑的了，谁知刘校长又借故发落老王，从此老工便不肯管我们拿过去了。后来徐先生进了医院，我们先不知道，过了一星期多才探听确实，大家又纷纷请假出去探视，这个原因终于给五姑母发觉了，同刘校长两人愤怒＊常，乃关照辅导处平日不得允许学生请假出校。到了某一个星期日，我们索性集合了一百多人齐向那医院跑去。谁知五姑母及其他好几个辅导处先生却早已等候在院门口，说是医生关照过的，徐先生患心脏病很重，需要静养。而刘校长又说这许多女生赶着瞧一个年轻男教员是要给人家传为新闻的，我们都拥进医院门口集："我们不怕给人家当作新闻，只要见着徐先生一面。"只见他们切磋了一会儿，结果由五姑母开口告诉我们说：实在为着徐先生的病快好起见，不应该大吵扰他，叫我们各级推出两个代表来再说吧。 我们回到校里，因为是星期日，有许多同学都离开了，召集不成会。到星期一推出代表来时，辅导处坚持不放出校，说要等到下星期日再说。我不幸这次竟被推之为代表之一，有时候五姑母碰到我们时，就带着鄙夷的口吻说："人家徐先生是有爱人的，他这次痛得厉害，刘校长已拍电报去叫她来了，要你们起劲些什么？"又说："徐先生平日看看闷声不响，其实骗女人本领倒不惜，所以有这许多女学生拥护他。"种种不堪的话，说得我们更加联想起来。 终于在一个雨蒙蒙的早晨，校中布告处贴出一张纸条说是"本校教员徐某某先生，因病逝世，所以初中各级历史课程，即日起改由模某某先生代投"云云，好一个挨鼻涕的老先生，从此课桌抽屉里更要塞满脏讲义纸了。我们不愿老听"自从盘古开天地，三是五帝定乾坤"的故事，我们要知道这个世界，这个社会，这个国家，这个时代中人们所应做的事。历史是一面镜子，我们要照出活生生的人，不要专看太古的骷髅。纪念徐先生呀！ 然而学校当局不许。治丧是他的爱人的事，校长只不过送一副挽联，他的爱人收到了也没有悬挂，因为她根本无力替他治什么丧，开什么吊，只买口棺木把尸身装进去放在会馆里就算了。却是我们大家提议召开临时学生大会，校长也派人列席了，建议叫我们学生自治会出面也送一到白分布挽联，句子可请程先生代娱，我便在当时华了一声："呸！别猫哭老鼠了。"学生会主席前我看一眼。后来又有许多人立起来大骂学校，校长、主席说是暂时散会，改日再议吧，我说："散了拉倒，人已经死了，这种会本来也是不需要开的。"然而又有人站起来做好做歹的，继续讨论下去，最后总算议决两条：一是全体学生在发上缀一朵绒花，二是这学期不再上历史课。然而列席的几位先生说这个学校可不能答应。 那时主席便接着说："既然承几位先生指导说是不可以的，我想不如把第二条议决案打消，第一条戴白花的事，就向校长请愿，以求其答应吧。"我说："议决案怎么可以任意打消？戴白花与否乃各人自由，为什么要向校长请愿丁许多人都赞成我的说法，主席便赌气说：那么请苏青君来做主席吧，我能力薄弱，不干了。"说对眼泪都流下来。大家闹哄哄的说就推苏青做主席把，也有人嗤地说多眼泪的人原不配做主席，但是我当然不肯上去，几个列席的先生也说主席推定了不可更改。结果会便无形的散了。 第二天，我们都不肯上课，继续要开会。刘校长坚持非先上课不可，主席又推病不肯召集，于是学校中便变成无形的罢课。到了晚上刘校长把我们几个当初被推为探望徐先生的病的代表减去，说是你们先服从校规会上课，其余的人自然也肯跟着上了。我们便说："死不肯上课的并不是我们这几个人，为什么现在要我们先去上课？"刘校长说："不是你们在帮着徐先生较劲风潮，人家怎么会推你们做代表？"我们便说："第一，徐先生就并未鼓动过什么风潮，第二，我们就被推为探病代表，这次也没有先行上课的义务。"最后刘校长使用威吓口吻对我们说话，我们也不甘退让，结果不欢而散。走出校长室的时候我们碰到那位学生自治会主席，我说："此刻作的病好了吗？"她走上前来假装诚恳地拉着我的手道："我看大家还是暂时先上课再说吧，否则恐怕要牺牲；刘校长问我要名单，说是谁在鼓动风潮哩！ 到了星期日早晨，那天本来是议定由我们各级代表去探望徐先生病的，现在徐先生已经死了，只剩下布告板上的一张布告在晃动着。使人奇怪的是这张布告旁边另有一张字体较密的布告贴出来了，那就是开除我们这些代表的，开除的罪名是鼓动罢课，又说是受人煽感！这个煽感的人大概是指徐先生吧，可惜他已经不存在于这嫌疑的世间了。 以后风潮还是继续下去，而且更扩大，然而解决的办法只不过是将区区布告收回，历史改由另一位姓文的教，我们则由开除而算是自动退学罢了。其实这事情在我们还是一样的牺牲，一张初中文凭快到手了的，白白又因此失去。 那位做主席的女生不久就拜了刘校长做她的干爸爸，第二年毕业时又考了第一名。 我想：波涛汹涌起来了，人是没法使它平静下来的；水像死样不动的时候，人要掀起浪来也难。且让一切都听话自然吧，暴风雨快来了！我兴奋着；它过去了，我仍旧茫然剩留在寂寞大地上。