Chapter 41 Section 41

Galaxy, hello! How sad you were that day, why am I not by your side?You are lonely, loneliness is darkness, loneliness in darkness, how frightening it is. Are you afraid of fog?There is a poem called Walking in the Mist.Walking in the fog is truly magical.Everyone will be in a trance for a moment, feeling that everything has come to an end, and maybe it can't go on anymore.In fact, our limit is far from being reached.Before the end comes, we have to make everything right, including love.This is also very important!love you, true love! I used to spend my time with you like a holiday, and I reckon you did too.In fact, this is not right.We should weave our lives together.Not only are there holidays, but there are also hard workdays.do you think so?Maybe I'm talking nonsense.

You are so bad, and said that my enthusiasm has passed. Wavelet Monday Hello Xiaobo. I must have disappointed you that day because I said that life is sometimes boring.It's not how someone my age should think, but I do.I often feel like I lack a deep drive in my life.Sometimes I can work very hard, but the motivation is often competitive or vanity, for example: why can't I do what others can do?Willing to hear compliments, etc.When things are going well, that momentum is gone.Alas, there is nothing I can do. Sometimes I yearn for beauty, a beautiful piece of music, a beautiful painting.The other day I came across a photo book full of American wildernesses, forests, and creeks.I am simply fascinated.I imagine the two of us sitting on the stone by the water, next to a huge red maple tree, the quiet, fresh air, I seem to really breathe the sweet air.Oh, how beautiful it is there.Intoxicated, the most wonderful moment of life is intoxicated.Yeah?

Miss you so much.I really want to.Reminiscing about the last time we met.I am full of tenderness.Oh, our holiday. Regarding vitality, let me copy a passage for you: "Among the inherent properties of matter, motion is the first and most important property. The motion mentioned here is not only mechanical and mathematical motion, but also Primarily physical dynamics, vitality, tension, or, in Jacopo Boehmer's terminology, physical 'Qual' [suffering]." Note: Qual is a philosophical pun that literally means distress, is A pain that prompts a certain action. (Engels) The vitality, the tension, the anguish, the pain that drives action, is inherent in matter.Man is material, so there is this pain, right?May our vitality always be strong, and may this eternal pain often come to our hearts, burn us forever, and sting us forever.