Chapter 20 Section 20

Galaxy, hello! Didn't write you back right away, I thought I'd see you on Sunday! After reading your letter, I am not as sad as you expected.But also a little frustrated.You know, it's not every day that people meet someone who can understand and trust me. Sometimes I don't trust anyone, and I laugh at everyone.If only there were lots and lots of people like us!Is there anything we can't do together.So I think you are very valuable.Of course that's what I think. You say I forced you, which makes me very sad.Am I that messed up?Of course I love you very much, a love I will never take back until the end of the world.However, you are a very lovely person, and you really deserve the best, and I wish I were.But using you as a mirror to look at my heart, I feel a little ashamed.So it's no wonder you don't trust me much.I hope that tomorrow morning I will also become an angel of light and fly to the sky.Unfortunately, this is not easy.Will we be as good as we are before this happens?

I know you also feel that I am not quite like you.Really, I dare not hide it.You are a man of faith, a fighter.In fact, I also have confidence in the future and everything you believe in, and I also think that there is nothing else to believe in. This is the only hope for the Chinese people.I just have one more point, I still want to understand what is the most beautiful and best thing in the world, and what is the most beautiful and best thing that a person like me can do.I'm going to find it and give it to someone else.It was a wild ambition, and I now doubt that such a thing could be done.I wish I could be like you, be with you.But you won't let me!Give me permission so I can be with you forever.Let's not break up, I'm afraid of this.The thought of such a possibility terrifies me.

I also remembered that there was a pair of lovers in Chekhov's novels, the man called the woman the little mouse, and the love of the mouse must be sloppy.This kind of love is hell.I would not love like a mouse.The best I can do is be a camel.You are "my friend Li Yinhe".Do you want to? Wavelet August 28