Chapter 9 Section 9

Hello, Li Yinhe. Let's talk about ghosts next.I remember one time when I stood by the sea and watched the sea and sky merge into one color, and there was a vast expanse of blue everywhere.There is a blue void above the head, and the mighty sea in front of him, and no one can be seen anywhere.At this time, I felt the ghost: boundless.Even my thoughts seemed to be scattered between the sea and the sky, and could no longer condense.I really like everything about Bise. and after?Then I patted my chest and walked away contented.Though I have a bloody heart beating in my breast, and a white muddy brain in my skull (that's all), I love myself as a coagulated, solid mass of thought.This is the fulcrum of my life.What is the vast and empty ghost?

Next, we will talk about taking the sleazy as fun.There is a big contradiction here.I absolutely hate taking shit as funny.Sometimes I hear a few words of Henan Zhuizi on the radio, which is so slippery that I wish I could dig a hole in the ground and bury my head in it.There was another time on a grand scale that people took it as funny, that was when Lin Biao made trouble in 1968 or 1969.Mushy ingredients are ubiquitous, even in the works of famous artists (such as Dickens, Goethe, etc.).But how much some people like to be nasty! What is mushy?Numbness is what people feel when they have to accept demeaning behavior.Why do some people like mummies?It's because they love lowliness so much that they regard grotesqueness as beauty.It is also different from the simple and rough in current literature, it is quite attractive.The best footnote for the so-called sleazy is the novels of the school of gifted scholars and beautiful ladies. Even if they are not sleazy in themselves, they also cater to the sleazy psychology.Lu Xun hated nasty things the most, and I got this thought wholesale from his old man.

You once wondered why I hate passion, but in fact I hate sensuality!We are Chinese, living in the city of Beijing, and have lived a mediocre life for twenty-six years.How can you not be affected by people who praise you every day?Who dares to guarantee that the things you do when you are passionate are not disgusting? I'm a little afraid of myself, afraid that I'm also 30% gross, so I only dare to write when I'm clear-headed.This is not possible.This way I can't reach the height of beauty, people say I don't have any revolutionary consciousness.How right. You also know that both ghostly and nasty are not to my liking.What else?I don't think I should talk nonsense.Others knew it was going to be a joke: Mr. Wang wrote a love letter to Li Yinhe, which was nonsense, ghostly, and nasty.Isn't this a ridiculous fact?Stop there and have a nice day.

Wang Xiaobo June 2 You should be back soon!I'm going crazy. ——and