Chapter 8 Section 8

Hello, Li Yinhe. Today is June 1st, that is to say, today is the beginning of June.But I don't know where you are.Maybe on the way home.I wish so, Amen! I really should think back to my childhood today.Some people say that being a child is the happiest, but it is far from it.If people can decide their own future in childhood, then they are the happiest when they are children. In fact, there is a force that we cannot control to participate in determining our destiny, that is to say, we are deceived by our innocence. The only thing I have inherited from childhood is a rage against mediocrity, a determination not to be defeated.When I was young, I was simply arrogant. I saw everything that was vulgar, and I silently wrote it down, turning it into boiling anger.No matter who took it as funny, I would have been terribly angry at the time, thinking: What a petty act!I will soar over your heads in the future!All this is now in the past.It would have taken me a month to bring to mind every moment of my childhood.But I still remember it very well.I am still like this now, but the future is no longer mine.

Can you understand what I was thinking then?Very likely not understood.It is said that when I was a child, I was a naughty child, violent and cowardly. About "Theme".I don't know why I don't like this word.But it can be said that I think you already have a good one for your main theme, which is the main theme of a warrior, fighting for everything that is beneficial.There is also a main theme of the Angel of Light, to love and help others.That's noble enough.The new discipline of scientific socialism you mentioned, I really don't know what it is, this is because you didn't make it clear, so I have to wait until you come back to talk about it.But as long as it has enough phenomena to study and enough laws to discover, it can become a subject.There's also the problem of it being out of place, but that's secondary.

I really want to mess up what I wrote earlier, but that would be dishonest to you.Leave it to you to see.In short, this period of time is more difficult than originally imagined.You're coming back soon, aren't you?wish you happiness. Wang Xiaobo June 1