Chapter 15 Momentary Blank (4)-The last farewell night

The rain lasted for a long time.Ni Chen is about to graduate, and there are suddenly many paths in front of him that he can choose.Including continuing to study for a doctorate in school, and a college in the United States also issued an invitation. At the same time, the option is to go to work in a famous foreign company, which was introduced by a friend of Jingjing. That night, Jing came to Ni Chen's old-fashioned apartment. She brought some materials and a bouquet of pure white calla lilies. She said that she should bring some gifts when she came to see her new home for the first time.Then she found a beaker in the kitchen and put the flowers up.

Ni Chen, you don't believe in love, right?Suddenly she said with a smile. why? I see your sheets are white.A man with white sheets, with a certain perfectionist tendency in his heart, and demanding. Ni Chen smiled.He said, wrong, I believe in love and love it. They made coffee and picked a Mozart record as the rain outside the window clattered against the leaves.Jing sat on Ni Chen's bed and read a book. Ni Chen read the materials, and it was past 10 o'clock before he knew it. I'll leave in half an hour, Ni Chen. OK, I'll take you to the station later. Suddenly there was a light knock on the door outside.The whale looked up at him.I went to have a look, Ni Chen stood up.When walking down the stairs, Ni Chen felt his heart making a sound.It is a strong sound without rhythm when jumping.

He opened the door and saw the girl standing under the porch.Dark hair, pale face, wearing a dark rose red sleeveless silk dress.Hi.She looks at him.Her voice was soft, and her hair was covered in rain. Jin Qing.Ni Chen said, can you wait for me for a while?I have a friend at home right now.Jin Qing nodded, she looked tired and supple, with a vague smile on her face. When Ni Chen walked down the stairs with Jing Jing, Jin Qing sat alone on the steps of the stairs.A great cold and dark shadow hung over her, and only the dark red dress burned like a small flame.The whale gave her a deep look, and then said goodbye to her with a smile.Jin Qing, you can wait for me in the room first.Ni Chen said.No, I can be here.Jin Qing was still sitting there.

In the heavy rain, Ni Chen sent the whale to the station.Jing smiled and said to him, you should go back first.Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore and said to him, she is the girl who wrote the letter, right?Ni Chen didn't speak.Whale said again, she had a catastrophic aura, it was hard for me to explain clearly, but I really felt a deep feeling in my heart. I hope you are lucky, Ni Chen. Ni Chen ran back home quickly.When he opened the door, he suddenly felt scared, afraid that the cluster of red flames had disappeared on the dark stairs, but he saw that Jin Qing was still there.She leaned her head against the wooden railing and sat there curled up slightly.

She was wet and she looked cold. After walking into the room, Jin Qing stood a little at a loss. She looked at the bunch of calla lilies with her eyes dazed.Ni Chen said, would you like some coffee?Jin Qing said, they are very beautiful.She stretched out her hand and carefully stroked the white petals. Ni Chen smiled and went into the bathroom to change clothes. He washes for a long time.It was very quiet outside, only the music of Mozart and the sound of the rain were still infiltrating indistinctly.When he walked out, he saw Jin Qing lying on the sofa and falling asleep.Her eyes were closed, one hand was hanging in the air, her wet hair was scattered on the sofa, and her feet were bare.

Ni Chen stood silently for a while, then pulled the quilt over her body and turned off the record player.He fished a pack of cigarettes from a drawer.He never smoked, a friend left it here by chance.He sat on the floor, in the silence, watching the girl on the sofa through the curling smoke. It seems like a long time has passed.Ni Chen saw her eyes slowly open.You're awake, he said.What time is it now?Her voice was very low, as if she hadn't escaped from the nightmare yet.3 o'clock in the morning.Ni Chen said.I'm glad you slept well.A glass beside him was filled with cigarette butts.

She reached out for the cup to drink the cold coffee.Ni Chen looked at her, his eyes kept surrounding her.After she finished drinking, she lifted the quilt and sat up. something happened, right? He was caught in, the day before yesterday.She said, I knew there would be such a day sooner or later. Ni Chen didn't speak, and looked at her standing alone in the room with bare feet, she said, the room he left for me, the rent is paid until the end of this year, and I can still live in it. I slept alone for the first time yesterday and I felt cold.I have been unable to sleep, looking at the dark trembling.It turned out that I really had no one in Shanghai except him, no friends to talk to, no one to comfort.You are the only one.Sorry to come to you today and cause you some trouble.

Do you love me, Jin Qing?Ni Chen heard his own calm voice. Jin Qing was silent.Then she said, I don't know.I really do not know. Ni Chen didn't speak.Jin Qing walked over, hugged his head, and kissed the corner of his lips.Her lips were soft, moving slowly across his face, and then pressed against his lips.Her tears flowed down hotly. I am getting out of here.Ni Chen.There is always a destiny arrangement for separation and separation, and I know the time has come. Where are you going? have no idea. Will you still write to me? Won't. Something is wrong with us, Jin Qing.Ni Chen said, I have always felt confused.

Maybe we met at the wrong time and place.She laughed alone.Some people are very good, but they can't always be together.I learned this a long time ago.As if I told you that life is not a choice. Anytime, anywhere, anyone.