Chapter 9 August is young (8)

I decided to go north.To take Joe away. In Shanghai I might lose her.Because she was getting emaciated. She wandered around every night, once drinking and making trouble in a bar, she was arrested by the police.I went to the detention center to take her home, turned around a lot by myself, and ran there in the rain.Joe crouched silently at the foot of the wall.Her heavy makeup was incomplete and dirty.Her hair was loose, her skirt was torn, and there were bloodstains on her face from shards of glass. Joe, come home with me. She raised her head slowly and said, why do you have to be with me?

Because you are like my mother. I know she is dead. Yes, she died.She died of loneliness.So I want you to stay with me.I want to take you away.You are exactly like her.I love her, Joe, do you understand?She is my only friend, my only relative. But why, why, you choose me?Joe pushed me away, and she laughed through tears. Because this is destiny.Joe. This is a fate you cannot escape. Do you think you can control me?She sneered. I slapped hard.I said, I can control you, Joe, you know this thing, I can control everything. Her face was propped against the wall and weeping. Our plane tickets are booked for the evening.From Shanghai to Beijing.

Joe and I sat in the departure hall.My tummy is a little bulging, so I've stopped wearing jeans.I wear a heavy pink denim skirt.I've found a house and a job, and I'm still able to write.And Joe.people i love. She was still wearing the embroidered gray and green cotton blouse that day when I first met her.She put on lipstick.It has been a long time since she thought of grooming herself carefully.I love seeing her naturally healthy, she seems to be receptive to new beginnings.She understood that after Chao Yan left, I was the only person she could rely on. Wei Young, you see a lot of people.

Yes.Many people don't know each other. So what if we know each other, we will still be separated. But some people who are separated will stay in our lives forever and will not be forgotten. She doesn't ring.She said she wanted to go to the bathroom, and she plugged the earphones she was listening to into my ears.Her eyes rest on me. Wei Young, why did you sit together and listen to the class that day? Because you're wearing a gray-green top, which I like.I pat her face. Wei Young, do you love me? Yes, I love you. Zhao Yan also said that he loved me, but later he stopped loving me.

That's because over time, love changes.Unless time stops. She nods.Her smile was bright, okay, I'll come as I go, and then she jumped and walked forward.She is the woman I like, as damp and cool as moss, free and easy.I put my hands on my belly, I'm used to this position, I haven't told her I'm having a baby yet.I think she will like it.This is our child. What she likes in the earphones is Cai Jianya.Singing lightly, his appearance has changed, and he has the smell of a new partner. At that moment, you finally find that the person you once loved has disappeared into this world as early as the day of farewell.The love and longing in my heart are just my own, the memories I once had.

That song was sung over and over again.sang for a long time.I forgot the time.Until chaos suddenly appeared in front, many people started running forward, and then security guards appeared.I took off the earphones and dragged the heavy bag with difficulty to move forward.I think Joe should come back and help me, maybe the plane will be delayed or the ticket will be changed. A crowd flocked to the bathroom door.I was hit in the stomach by a man's arm and it hurt.I started screaming hysterically, get out of the way!Step aside!let me in!I dropped my luggage and squeezed in. I saw a woman lying on the white tiles.

Her gray-green embroidered cotton blouse was soaked with blood.Her wrist was shattered like a pile of cotton wool.Her feet were bare and without shoes.Her eyes didn't have time to close.she died.