Chapter 15 14 Nutrition for growth: good-sounding and good-looking

Life is like a river. When it started, it was just a clear trickle. It rushed all the way and slowly accelerated. People or things, books or lights and shadows began to fill the river with power, increase the flow of water and even affect the direction. No exception. This road is too long, and we will not give up absorbing energy until we reach the end. The so-called "live and learn".Now, I am middle-aged and have just passed the torrent, and the smooth and wide river is unfolding in front of my eyes. Looking back, I feel a lot of emotion and gratitude. Walking too fast, I seldom have time to say "thank you", some forget, some are too late, but now it seems to be an opportunity to sort out the things that pushed me or deeply affected me on the way people.Among them, some knew each other, some grew up together, some were far away, and even never met face to face; at the same time, those books, music and movies that I never forget to thank are so beautiful and memorable.It is a signpost, nutrition, and even the meaning of life.They have made me who I am today and will profoundly influence my future.

It's just that there are too many people and too many things, and what is recorded here is only a small part of them.They are representatives, however, stepping up to the front of the text to receive my salute.Let's start with writing that looks good and sounds good. If you ask me which book I read the most times, excluding "Xinhua Dictionary" and textbooks, it is probably "Anthology of Misty Poems".Opening this yellowed old book, I can still see the days when I became attached to it: on May 8, 1986, I bought it at Wangfujing Xinhua Bookstore in the second half of the first year of university.

For us, this is almost a bible of poetry, playing an important role in the transformation of frontier children into Beijing youths.Among them, Bei Dao at the beginning has the deepest influence on me.In this book, the first two lines of Bei Dao's first poem changed my view of the world as an eighteen-year-old child at that time. "Despicableness is the passport of the humble, and nobility is the epitaph of the noble..." In fact, these two lines are not so much poetry as they are the poet's summary of the past and prediction of the future.But for me at that time, it was more like a hammer forged from words, hitting my heart hard, and I couldn't do without growing up.For Bei Dao, the title of this poem is "The Poetry"; but for me, it is more like the beginning of a question, a question about life and society.

Of course, there is not only Bei Dao in this book, but also Gu Cheng, Shu Ting, Jiang He...they have brought about changes in me in one way or another. Shu Ting said: Rather than exhibiting on a cliff for thousands of years, it is better to cry on the shoulder of your lover... Gu Cheng said: The night gave me black eyes, but I use them to find light... Liang Xiaobin said: China, I lost my key... In the final analysis, these poems hit us because they came from a new perspective of thinking and observing the society and people's hearts at that time. They were true, accurate, and rejected stereotypes, and injected genes of worry and doubt into our generation.

These poems were collected into a book with the word "Hazy", but looking back, the reason why these poems are unforgettable for a long time is not because of their hazyness, but because of their sharpness and straightforwardness in their bones. Later, these poets all left, and some left their hometowns with only Chinese as their only luggage; some said goodbye to fairy tales, killed their wives and then committed suicide; Twenty years later, I opened it again, just like when I was middle-aged, I saw my first love again. I no longer had the feeling of rapid heartbeat, but I could still feel a touch of sadness in the mutual greetings.At the same time, I also found that I lost the urge to shout desperately. This is the necessity of life. It is not only poets who are old, but also ourselves.

Wait Does anyone know Sanmao?Some people may guess wrong and think it is a comic image drawn by Zhang Leping.In fact, we thought so too, only to realize later that this is a female writer who grew up in Taiwan, but she did not use the treasure island to attract us, but the desert, love and the olive tree in the dream. Sanmao's books were bought one after another from various bookstores in Beijing. It is just one of them. I put it here as a representative. There is an interval between the publication of this set of books. It is estimated that the whole process It lasted for a year or two or even longer before it was nearly ready, and waiting became a pleasure.Unlike now, TV dramas can be watched overnight on the Internet, which is refreshing but lacks the aesthetic feeling of hope.The Publishing House is a well-known Friendship Publishing Company, which has published a large number of works by overseas Chinese, like opening windows one after another.

If at the beginning, Qiong Yao had become a must-read for girls, and martial arts made boys and girls obsessed, then Sanmao belonged to youth.I have seen many female fans of Sanmao, much more than male compatriots.Perhaps, as a woman, Sanmao has carried and realized too many women's youthful dreams.However, Sanmao definitely does not only represent women, otherwise it cannot explain why we people are also involved in it.Perhaps, it's because we can't go out by ourselves, but fortunately, Sanmao is traveling for us.And in everyone's heart, there is a distant place, there is a desert, grassland, José and olive trees, and Sanmao arrived in advance.

If it’s just these things, that’s all. After a long journey, gradually stop the wandering footsteps and heart, enter the middle age and old age, and start trivial and ordinary life. Then Sanmao is just a passer-by for us. Then slowly forget. However, Sanmao did not give us such a chance to forget. A few years after getting acquainted with her writing, news suddenly came that she hanged herself in the bathroom of her apartment in Taipei. It is a kind of irony that a strange woman who wanders the world ends up saying goodbye to everything in the small space of the city.Perhaps, it is precisely this kind of narrowness that makes Sanmao despair, and only then will he open up again after leaving completely.Or maybe, wandering around the world, no matter how far you go, you can't get out of yourself, and the farthest end is only in the nearest heart.

Therefore, we can no longer forget, because Sanmao has become a part of our youth in an eternal way.And unfortunately, she refused to come back after leaving, she will never grow old, but we have to continue, I can't tell, who is writing the tragedy? Leaving behind a dozen not-so-thick books, a few songs like "Olive Tree", a head of long hair and a bunch of mysteries, she left gracefully. As for what is written in her book, is the person or event, emotion or heart real or fictional?Everything is unimportant, because in Sanmao's writing, we have all truly traveled far.This is enough.

My wife likes Jin Yong, especially, so my son called Linghu Chong's uncle Feng Qingyang by the name of Feng Qingyang: Qingyang, unfortunately, was "wet" by shampoo later. I like Gu Long, from the beginning to the present, but even if my status in the family is higher, I am afraid that I will not give my son a Gu Long-like name, it is too cold and lonely, and it is too timely, such as "seeking joy" , such as "wave". On the bookshelf at home, there are three sets of Jin Yong’s complete works, a big triptych, a small triptych, and a set of Guangzhou Huacheng Publishing House, which are placed high above the bookshelf and have a prominent position.As for Gu Long's, I have never had a real set of complete works. It's not that there are no, but I can't tell which ones were written by Gu Long, which ones were not, and which ones were written by Gu Long to make money for drinking.If it is written by Gu Long with his heart, it is really a masterpiece.For example, I have two sets. The reason is that I lost a copy of the first set and bought another set to make up.However, after all, there are still many low-quality Gu Long works in the world, so Gu Long is underestimated.

Maybe everyone has their own reasons why they like Gu Long so much. In Gu Long's works, heroes will always have flaws, and opponents will often have advantages. This world is more like the world, not that heroes must be perfect and invincible.For example, Li Xunhuan, with his pale face, weak body and sad love, added the rich connotation of the name "Xunhuan"; Xiao Li Feidao, with no false hair, became more dramatic and legendary. He has become the martial arts character who has been sent to the screen the most in the Chinese world. In Gu Long's works, there are no martial arts techniques, and the focus is on people, heart and emotion. Few other writers can compare with Gu Long's modern sense of writing about people and emotions. There is also the rhythm of Gu Long's writing, which is like poetry and has a great sense of imagery. Of course, it can also occupy more lines, which is more helpful for Gu Long to exchange words for wine money.I must admit that my own writing has been influenced a lot by him, but it has nothing to do with cheating money. Nowadays, such ancient dragon writing has a humorous effect. His person is cold, his knife is cold, and his heart is cold. "This grandson is freezing to death!" Said in the cross talk. However, Gu Long really left a long time ago, refusing to discern the authenticity, letting go of the world's ridicule, and letting future swordsmen stop being sentimental. People often say, "Traveling thousands of miles, reading thousands of books", but what I have always wondered about is: when I went to read thousands of books, I didn't seem to have traveled thousands of miles.In those days, there was no printing press, and if one wanted to read thousands of books, how many porters had to be involved?However, the means of transportation are backward, and it is too difficult to travel thousands of miles. So, where did the ideas of Lao Tzu come from? Many, many years later, a foreigner named Yeats expressed his emotion: In big cities, we live in our own small groups and know very little about the world; in small towns or sparsely populated villages, Without these small groups, you are bound to see the whole world. Perhaps, this is how the Laozi gained insight into the world at that time and later, and life at that time and in the future? I can only accept my own explanation, otherwise, there is no way to explain the fact that the wisdom of many predecessors still cannot be surpassed today.Nowadays, there are too many things in our minds, there are thousands of books everywhere, and we travel thousands of miles at any time, and the function of thinking has degenerated. In fact, he is more like a "grandson".Back then, Lao Tzu may have just sat in meditation for a long time, only facing himself and the world, and then gaining insight into everything. Open it, it's interesting when it comes up, six words, "Tao can be said, very Tao".The conventional way of punctuating sentences, but one day, someone laughed softly, "Can you try another way of punctuating sentences?" "'Dao Ke, Dao Fei, Chang Dao.' For anything, some people say it is good, and some people say it is bad. It is a common thing." I was taken aback and accepted it.While this could be wrong, six characters can change so much that it's both fun and challenging. There are five words, I have been looking for a long time but have not found.Open it, here it comes, "selflessness is selfishness".If you are truly selfless, you actually get the most.These five words made me understand at once, so I no longer just fight for myself wherever I go. In this regard, our ideological work should also learn from Lao Tzu.Make people selfless every day, but human nature is selfish, too many people are greedy or possessive, but if you change the angle and use selfishness to tempt you, but the premise is "selflessness", many people will accept or think carefully.What a good ideological education. Li also said: The most brilliant leadership is not the leadership that the people say is good every day, but the leadership that makes everything orderly without feeling his existence.Seeing this, I smiled knowingly. Modern people are consciously smart, and everything will hit the south wall by themselves, but the ancestors have already explained everything well, and they don’t worry about seeing you make mistakes, but when it hurts to hit the south wall, the old people will Waiting patiently for you there. Every time, there is something new. Reading the novel "Zeng Guofan" was at the same time as I came into contact with TV in 1993. One was from the path of life, and the other was from the depths of human nature, both of which greatly influenced me, although the overlap of the two is somewhat coincidental. At that time, the filming of "Children of the East" involved frequent business trips, traveling around Hunan, Hubei, Jiangsu, and just started to deal with people. It was a challenge for me at the age of twenty-five to describe the inner world of the Sons of the East. The three-volume "Zeng Guofan" has been with me for a long time. Judging from our long-term history textbooks, Zeng Guofan is definitely not the "son of the East". On the contrary, his hands are covered with the blood of the people. In Tang Haoming's writing, Zeng Guofan is alive, with flesh and blood, pain, struggle, brilliance and culture. This is closely related to Tang Haoming's years of sorting out Zeng Guofan's family letters in Yuelu Academy.When more details appear on the characters, there are people; and when the complexity of people is clearly written, history is closer to reality.I guess Tang Haoming did not write "Zeng Guofan" for the purpose of overturning, he just wanted to restore, of course, there are many other histories that should be restored, but Zeng Guofan was lucky enough to meet his fellow countryman many years later. The son of the old East, who had been going through ups and downs all his life, finally approached the pinnacle of his life step by step.In Tang Haoming's pen, he described this height in detail, that is, Zeng Guofan sat beside the emperor and ate a supreme meal, as if his whole life was for this reward-like meal. Seeing this, I passed a hurdle.If it means the pinnacle of life, don't. Human nature is so complicated, you can no longer tell whether Zeng Guofan in Tang Haoming's works is success or failure, glory or misery, hero or clown.However, it is precisely this series of ignorance that vividly writes about the complexity of human nature, and I have found the way to enter the hearts of the "sons of the East", which is no longer a conceptual text. Farewell, it was an afternoon, in the dim light and shadow of the basement, there were still a few pages left in the last book of "Zeng Guofan", and I read it slowly word by word, just to postpone the farewell to a book and a journey of humanity.However, there is no never-ending banquet in the world, and it is finally over, and the thoughts are hard to calm down. I opened the notebook and wrote thousands of words, which have been preserved to this day. Many years later, in the hometown of Zeng Guofan and Tang Haoming in Hunan, I met Tang Haoming. During the simple greetings, I wonder if Mr. Haoming heard my gratitude and emotion. I can't remember which year and season it was in the 1990s, but I had been working in TV for a while, but regular gatherings with golfers from the past radio stations were a recurring program. In the house I rented, golfers gathered together and sat on the floor on the carpet. After drinking and chatting, mahjong was an excuse for our friendship to get together, and it was also a prop for the continuation of friendship.The whole night of mahjong was in the dark, there were winners and losers, the sun hit our pale faces through the curtains, and it was time to see off the guests. I don’t know, I saw a videotape on the shoe cabinet at the door, “Schindler’s List”, and I remembered that it was the producer who lent me the day before, saying, Oscar blockbuster, Niu X. "Let's see?" The losers and winners at the poker table were a little bit unfinished, so they stopped going out and sat down on the floor again. The sound of Perlman's violin sounded in the room full of smoke, and a period of Jewish suffering and warmth kicked off. For more than two hours, almost no one spoke. What is even more amazing and unbelievable is that none of the people who just played mahjong all night fell asleep. Extra sober. There was a long silence, and everyone didn't know what to say. Sound engineer Fang Dawen opened his mouth: "Looks like we played mahjong last night, it's too vulgar!" He wanted to make a joke, but everyone nodded. A good movie is a good movie. What I have been pondering for a long time is: the Chinese nation suffers more than anyone else, but why has there never been our own "Schindler's List"? The answer may lie in the understanding of human nature.Suffering can only be expressed well if it is endowed with humanity. If suffering is expressed for the sake of expressing suffering, or with other intentions behind it, sometimes suffering will make people laugh. Spielberg, the director of a commercial blockbuster, was really serious and suffering once in this way, and I will always remember the morning after that mahjong night, when I no longer wanted to sleep. In domestic films, , and plus are the three peaks in my mind.Unfortunately, almost none of them were released.The first two watched videotapes and DVDs, and the last one really watched a small-scale movie. In fact, Jiang Wen has long been thinking about making this film. At that time, he was filming Zhou Xiaowen's "Ode to Qin" in Zhuozhou, Hebei. During the interview, he talked with me about the original idea of ​​this film. Later, Jiang Wen began to work with the team. The office was separated by a wall of the Forbidden City. The red wall and ancient trees often made you feel that the world outside the wall seemed unreal.In the meantime, he talked with me to find music, and he seemed to have given serious consideration to his recommendation. However, the real shock started from the test screening. After the film was edited, I was invited to participate in a small-scale trial screening. It is estimated that Jiang Wen wanted to feel everyone's feelings.The test screening was at a hotel in a big alley in Dongcheng.I was five minutes late, Jiang Wen was in the yard, without saying anything, he pushed me into the screening room. A thrilling movie-watching experience, it can be seen that Jiang Wen, who usually doesn't talk much, has put his thinking on the character of the Chinese nation into it. What is valuable is that this extremely profound thinking is conveyed by the language of the movie. Not preaching or shouting another slogan.This can be felt from the laughter once in a while. The movie was over, people dispersed, and Jiang Wen and I were left in the empty room. I just wanted to talk, but he stopped me, pressed the show button, and replayed the first five minutes that I hadn't seen because I was late.This detail interprets the real Jiang Wen.It is said that when "Sunny Day" was being reviewed by relevant departments, Jiang Wen was very nervous. People were watching the film upstairs, and he kept walking in the huge courtyard downstairs, circle after circle.Those with good deeds recounted: He still had an ax in his hand.The anxiety of seriousness and perfection can be seen from this.Replaying these five minutes for me is yet another example. But what I have always been curious about is, if "Sunny Day" had the same fate, how would the ax be used? After five minutes of performance, the lights came on, and Jiang Wen showed an expression eager to hear opinions.What was said I forgot.In fact, there is no need to say anything. Some things resonate, not necessarily expressed in words.But I remember that night after returning home, I had constant nightmares, all related to the scene.There is no way, they are all Chinese, and in China, there should be me too. A few years later, the last Jiang Wen, we met and asked him what he was preparing again.He smiled lightly and said in a low voice: "A commercial film." However, it is destined to be a commercial film with Jiang Wen's characteristics.After the filming, Jiang Wen continued to make commercial films for the rest of his life, and no one would call him a director of commercial films. And will he calm down? This is a not-so-well-known French film, but it has an unusual meaning to me. I have watched it several times. For me, there are very few films. Excluding Ang Lee, I am afraid it is "The Eighth Day". .Of course, the next few times, most of them were caused by watching it with me when I strongly recommended it to my family and friends, but every time I watched it, I was very moved. The story of the movie is not complicated. A middle-aged white-collar worker in the city is facing everything in his life: the pressure of work, divorce, depression, and finally one day, he almost collapsed and fled. However, in the process, he met a A mentally handicapped young man, this mentally handicapped person is simple and honest, always smiling, misses his mother, and is close to the most simple touch in life.Step by step, this middle-aged white-collar worker was infected by the innocence of the young people because of their mental retardation. His heart gradually calmed down, and his depression and anxiety gradually receded.However, when he started to be reborn, the mentally handicapped young man who helped him left this world. The so-called title "Eighth Day" refers to the fact that God created the mentally handicapped young man on the eighth day after he created the heavens and earth in the first seven days, implying that he is a gift. Just such a simple introduction, what would you think of? Each of us, in fact, may be the middle-aged man who is struggling, trying his best to maintain everything, making life dangerous, but running counter to happiness. However, it is not easy to restore simplicity and simplicity in this era of temptations. So no matter how you look at it, "The Eighth Day" is like a French version of asking: "Where is happiness?" The movie doesn't give any answer directly, the answer lies in one poetic picture after another and the slowed down rhythm.More likely, it's in tears in your eyes.Sometimes, though, the sobriety of knowing the answer is short-lived. Tomorrow, temptation and the sun will rise as usual, and you will be distraught again.No wonder there are only seven days in a week and there is no eighth day. Then watch The Eighth Day again. Back then, in 1997, Fang Hongjin and I lived in a big ship docked by the Yangtze River in order to broadcast the closure of the Three Gorges River, and we shared a room.What impresses me forever is that as soon as he entered the room, he took out a bottle of Erguotou from the box and put it on the window sill, then took out the laptop, and then took out Rubinstein's version of "Chopin's Nocturne" and put it into the computer to start playing , Erguotou and piano music are so wonderfully mixed on the Yangtze River and become part of my memory. Another reason I remember it so well is that, at the time, I was also a big fan of Rubinstein's version of Chopin's Nocturnes, which is beautifully romantic, poetic and evocative.I used to think that in terms of relaxing beauty, it should be the ultimate. This cognition is good, but when I encountered and listened to Schiff's version of "Bach's Equal Law", I got another answer. In fact, this should be a must-play piece for children practicing the piano. It seems to be very simple, and I couldn’t find the beauty at first, so I missed it for a long time, but as I grew older, it inevitably entered my life. It is so simple that it even gives you the illusion that after learning the piano for a few days, you can play it yourself.However, when I get older, I understand that the simplest is the most difficult.As someone said: If you want to play Mozart well, you must either be a child or an old man, and it is almost impossible for others.Because simplicity requires innocence, and if you don't have an angelic heart, the angelic beauty in music can easily be self-defeating.It’s like when you were young, you always found the most beautiful taste in sweet water or cola, but when you are middle-aged, you finally find the taste in light tea or even white water, with a little bit of bitterness and sweetness. At this time, it is really delicious while Have a coke. This is true of playing Bach, and so is the requirement of listening to Bach.Just because I like it doesn't mean I'm its best audience.On the contrary, in its simple to truly beautiful and ethereal realm, you can just hear the chaos and intricacies in your own heart.What's interesting is that the music continues to move forward. After a long time, you will find a feeling of coolness and breathability step by step, just like climbing a mountain slowly.In fact, this is a spiritual bath. So, are the ancients happy or are we happy?Is life simple and happy, or modernization with adequate material security is happier? What is your answer? I have all the CD albums of Damien's faction, as well as their complete tapes, but among them, I used to depend on only one of the tapes.For this reason it is preserved to this day. This is a Cantonese album, and it is actually an authentic imported version from the mainland.Of course, Tat Ming's was also the hottest band combination in Hong Kong in the 1980s and 1990s.Even in my opinion, in the entire Chinese world, until now, no combination can surpass them, and it is even difficult to get close.And that's not an irrational judgment on my part as a fan of theirs.Of course, you can object, this is the freedom of music fans. I returned home after graduating from university in 1989, and it was still some time before I went to work and went to the society. This was the last summer vacation of my student days.However, these days are special, not only for me, but also for this country.This particularity fills my heart with a sense of bewilderment.Fortunately, there was this album of Damien's faction in those days. Why did Damien send this album to stay in that period of time?At first, I just thought that "Rock and Roll on the New Long March" was too noisy, and if I played it at home, the neighbors would not be able to live; but when I thought about it carefully, "Rock and Roll on the New Long March" had already been completed a few months ago It cares and resonates with us, and now, my peers have dispersed, I left the crowd and went back to the small grassland town in the north to spend my last summer vacation, continuing to rock and roll is lonely and dangerous.Therefore, a Cantonese album that no one else can understand what is being sung is perfect.However, I also think that this is just a polite rhetoric, and the more real reason is that the emotions and anxiety hidden in this tape so accurately hit the time when I was in the middle of my life. Situation yourself. For example, a kind of confusion and unknown mood that can't see the way ahead. In the singing, even if you have "kiss megoodbye", you still have to ask: "Do you still love me?" As 1997 is getting closer, The title of the song "Love at the End of the World" is like an expression. Tat Ming's group is worried about "whether this bright city will shine here" in Hong Kong, but the title of the song is "Tonight's Stars Are Brilliant".There is also that great song, which seems to come from it, but actually comes from reality, "A little bit of calculation, but the difference is too far..." There is also the fabled "Ten Fire Fighting Boys", in the face of a fire, some retreat Some fled before the battle, but the last brave man was buried in the flames... All of this was written by Tat Ming's group for Hong Kong before the reunification. By chance, in the summer vacation after the special turn of spring and summer, they deeply completed their inner coincidence with a 21-year-old college graduate.And I guess, during that period of time, there may have been many young people who were alone, and I was also facing the Daming faction, facing the confusion of whether this glorious era has come to this point! Twenty years later, at a fashion party in 2009, I met Liang Wendao from Hong Kong for the first time when I still couldn’t learn how to walk the red carpet. We were like outsiders amid the wine and beauties, so I mentioned that to him. A few days ago, the "Da Ming School" was mentioned, and it was mentioned.As a member of the lyrics creation team "nearly read icosahedron", Liang Wendao opened his eyes wide in surprise and listened to me curiously.Twenty years ago, he was 19 years old, and in the hot south, he might be confused about Hong Kong and his own future; but I, 21 years old, in the northernmost part of China, also listened to the Daming school, but the same confused. Twenty years later, in Beijing, we talked and laughed happily. However, some things can never be forgotten. Speaking of foreign pop music circles, apart from Michael Jackson, which is a name that I am destined to be unable to avoid, the one that has the greatest influence and shock on me is the psychedelic rock band "Pink Floyd".Among other things, their album "Moon Lacking" in the 1970s stayed on the charts for 741 consecutive weeks, spanning an astonishing sixteen years.And more than 20 years later, in Beijing, I used almost a month's salary - 205 yuan, to buy the original imported "Moon Lacking" album, and the shock and feeling lasted for a long time. This wasn't the only incident with Pink Floyd in "Love." In 1995, I went to the United States for the first time and bought back the videotapes of their live performance in London with extremely limited US dollars, which puzzled my companions.After returning to Beijing, in order to share the absolute "blockbuster" with fellow practitioners, I borrowed two video recorders, Start copying for friends.That night, I watched and admired it while recording it. My friends and I probably will never forget that night of fever. Of course, this was destined to be a transitional night, the glory days of videotape did not last long, after that, VCD, DVD, DVD9, and presumably the next Blu-ray or whatever, the Pink Floyd collection will Keep going, although today, I hardly listen to it and watch it again, but everything in it has already been integrated into my blood. Pink Floyd's music movie "The Wall" is a great production that opened a precedent in the history of rock music, and even opened the curtain of the subsequent MV.In addition to the shock brought by the music itself, it also includes thinking, criticism of reality, and the synthesis of pictures and ideas. "The Wall" started from their album after "Lost Moon", expressing an album in a cinematic way, which was groundbreaking at the time.Among them, it is full of reflections on war, adults, education, and human nature. The process is full of ingenious creativity, which enriches people's thinking, and almost builds an invisible but insurmountable "masculine wall" for future related creations. In 1990, the Berlin Wall fell, and the creators of Pink Floyd staged a live version on the ruins of the Berlin Wall, like a prophet, pushing their legend to the extreme. When I was fascinated by them, I was at the stage of just switching to TV, and my anger and ideals often fell into unexpressed frustration, so I was taught one after another impressive lesson by Pink Floyd.They have become an indispensable growth hormone in my life.At this point in the text, I seem to still hear the tempting heartbeat at the beginning of "The Lack of the Moon". So, later, I became their salesman and propagandist. Whenever I see young people who have just entered the TV circle, I will almost always say to them: "You must watch "The Wall". How TV should work, you know how far a person's imagination can go." Then secretly guess, maybe, after watching "The Wall", they will also enter the world of Pink Floyd's music. However, not everyone who watched "The Wall" will make TV and make good TV.Otherwise, Chinese TV should be much better. This is a 2005 DVD of a large-scale concert held by Taiwanese musicians to commemorate the 30th anniversary of folk songs. In a corner of Taipei Eslite Bookstore, I found the legendary DVD. Then it was a tearful and passionate viewing tour on the mainland. Time is too hasty. In a blink of an eye, Taiwan’s campus folk songs have gone through more than 30 years. Due to the delayed effect caused by the special circumstances on both sides of the strait, Taiwan’s campus folk songs have influenced at least one or two more generations in the mainland, becoming a different culture between the two sides of the Taiwan Strait. Youth memories shared by people of all ages. This commemorative concert brought together many singers from Yang Xian to Hou Dejian, from Cai Qin to Pan Yueyun, as well as Hu Defu, Ma Zhaojun, Li Jianfu and many other singers. Thirty years later, they sang "Country Road", "Beautiful Island" and "Beautiful Island" respectively. Famous works such as "Descendants of the Dragon", "If", "Dream Field", "Forget Who I Am" and "Olive Tree" are mostly sung by original people, but they are more moving than before.Because both the singer and us have gone through thirty years, and we are no longer young.After watching this concert, we realized that the lyrics "Being surrounded on all sides is the sword of foreigners" in "Descendants of the Dragon" was changed by James Soong, who was in charge of publicity at the time, to "Being surrounded on all sides is the sword of appeasement" for fear of causing dissatisfaction among foreigners. "; we also saw that everyone commemorated Liang Hongzhi who passed away; of course, you can also see the middle-aged audience at the scene, singing on stage and off stage, as if thirty years ago. However, the most precious thing here are those still pure folk song melodies.Every era has its problems and troubles, as well as its unique happiness and pride.That era should also have the stains of that era, but why is everything heard in the singing clean?Perhaps the most boastful thing is that our generation used to have such singing as a companion for youth. I introduced this DVD to Yu Dan. One day later, I sent a long text message. It was created while watching and crying. Show it to Chen Xiaoqing. In the early hours of the morning, my brother finished watching all the documentaries after the concert. Watched after drinking at our "old man" party. At the end of the scene, listening to Cai Qin's chorus "Just Like Your Tenderness" interacting with the audience, everyone sang in unison and shed tears... This feeling is still going on.Although we know that the singers on the stage reunited after 30 years, their singing voices are no longer as clear as they were 30 years ago, they are old, but the same is true for the listeners?Perhaps young people today will no longer be moved by these melodies, then these songs will become the secret code of our two generations of life, connecting and awakening the sleeping time at any time. At the concert that day, outside the theater in Taipei, tens of thousands of people gathered to listen.In fact, since that day, more audiences have gathered in farther places, becoming listeners who will never leave, and tears will always be in their eyes. ... It seems that I have just started, and I have to end it, and I am reluctant to part, because when I write them, I am writing every step I have taken.Time flies, and many things along the way have been forgotten, but when we meet those beautiful things, the emotions that we once felt become clearer and farther apart.Of course, apart from reluctance, there is still too much sorry, because, in the above text, there are still many good things not mentioned, and some niche people are too personal.For example, I really like the movie "Storm of Fury", maybe not many people have watched it, and "Escape from Las Vegas" is also one of my favorites.There are still others that have not been written, because there are already too many various words, such as Yu Hua's or Liu Heng's, and they have all influenced me.For another example, I have written too much about "Rock and Roll on the New Long March".What’s more, it only belongs to me. It looks like a mountain and a peak on the side. It doesn’t necessarily make people happy to write. Therefore, what I write does not represent the whole, or even just a fragment of memory, which has not been recorded here.的，或许同样甚至更加珍贵。 人生还长，之所以还可以忍受很多白日里的痛苦慢慢前行，就在于你知道，前路中，还有很多好看好听的。 经常听到人们说：真遗憾，我知道有很多好听的好看的，可是太忙，没时间。我总是替他们可惜，如果时间不是“浪费”于好听的与好看的，人又怎么可以看到自己的内心，时间又有何意义？“忙”，才是一种对生命的真正浪费。所以，还是放轻松，慢慢走，欣赏吧！