Chapter 21 Boyfriend's hostility towards Lan Yan

It seems to me that this is a gentle world. When the mother wakes up the child in the morning, when the lover brings breakfast to the table, when a stray dog ​​makes way for you in a hurry on the road, when the footsteps of spring approach silently, when your best friend tells you her sweetness. After Yan Qiu fell in love with Xu Changyuan, she was like a landlubber just wading in the pond, enjoying the surprises the water gave her while fearing the depth of the water.Therefore, she told me in detail how she fell in love with Xu Changyuan. This is a very ordinary love story.It’s just that in the heart of the person concerned, many details are gifts from the universe—when you like me, I happen to like you too, how amazing it is, it’s a miracle.

Xu Changyuan is a senior at the same school as us, a sophomore in graduate school.Yan Qiu and I were classmates in middle and high school, and we were admitted to different departments of this school together.Before Yan Qiu met Xu Changyuan, we were almost inseparable.A lot of people thought we were a couple, but every time we had to explain: "We've known each other for too many years. I come to everything, but I don't call." Our favorite was sitting by the school pond and commenting on the boys and girls passing by.This one has a saggy ass, that one has hair like a turkey, this one has bulging eyes like a frog, and that one is a total grandpa.When Xu Changyuan passed by us, Yan Qiu fell silent, then jumped up again, grabbed my hand and trembled, "Oh, what should I do, what should I do, my food, my food."

"Eat it if it's your dish." I encouraged her.Yan Qiu has a standard beautiful face, and he can almost catch boys easily. So for a long time, I was forced by Yan Qiu to inquire about Xu Changyuan in the boys' dormitory.In the end, he even knew exactly what dishes he liked to eat, what books he borrowed from the library, and what games he played on the computer. Later, we started to share a table to eat together.After eating for almost a month, Yan Qiu told me that the time had come.So I quit the free lunch and have been alone ever since. Being in a relationship is really time consuming.Afterwards, Yan Qiu and I chatted online more than we met.

"He actually likes the same movie as me." "Outside today, he hugged my waist when I twisted my foot and almost fell." "The other day I said I love the puffs from that shop, and he bought them for me when we met today." ... Later, on an early summer night.There are only me and Yan Qiu on the huge basketball court.We're serious about grabbing the ball and shooting it, and then we're so tired we're laying down. "Just today, he confessed his love. I agreed." Yan Qiu's panting and eager voice must be the sound of happiness knocking on the door.I was genuinely happy for her and continued to press for details.

"It's very normal. When we eat together at noon, because he likes fish fillets, I like sauerkraut. He said, why don't we be together. It's a good deal to eat sauerkraut fish in the future." I didn't hear the bloody plot, and I was a little bit dissatisfied and a little lost. Love makes life rich, but it stole part of friendship. "Otherwise, I will call you for dinner in the future, or you should hurry up and find a girl?" Forget it, I said, I don't want to be a big light bulb, and I don't want to fall in love with someone just to have dinner with you.I thought so, but didn't say so.After that, Yan Qiu and I almost started to develop into the trend of "netizens".

One night, I didn't "as promised" and waited for her online.I called many times, but they were all turned off.The next day she called back and said, "Xu Changyuan rented a house outside." I see. Later, even the regular program of playing basketball together every Saturday was cancelled. "Where did you go again?" I was very dissatisfied with Yan Qiu's "asking for leave". "I'm making dumplings at Xu Changyuan's side. Do you want to come together?" Not only dedicated, but now also cooking.After hanging up the phone, I gritted my teeth a bit.

In Xu Changyuan's rented house, Yan Qiu's busy appearance made me feel rather dazed.I still remember that she once said that she wanted to find a man who would do all kinds of housework, so that her fingers would not touch the spring water.But now I know that a girl can give everything for love, even give up her original intention. But do you believe that some people and some people are destined to have no fate from the first meeting.For example, Xu Changyuan and I, I don't know why, but I always feel his malice towards me.We are usually nodding acquaintances, if there is no Yan Qiu, we may never eat at the same dinner table.

After eating, seeing Yan Qiu busily washing the dishes again, I couldn't bear it, so I pointed Jiang Shan, "Shouldn't it be you who cook and I wash the dishes?" Xu Changyuan was indifferent, I was so annoyed.There are two reasons for people's anger. One is that they are unacceptably unfair, and the other is that the person they love is treated unfairly. So I stared into Xu Changyuan's eyes and said it again, then plunged into the kitchen to help Yan Qiu wash the dishes. It was a very depressing day.When I left, I saw Xu Changyuan grabbed Yan Qiu's hand to prevent her from seeing me off.

Later, I received a text message from Yan Qiu, "He cares about you." The world is gentle and beautiful, and people are happy and sweet.Occasional punishments and trials in life will bring pain and frustration.Laugh and cry with the same eyes.This is the normal state of life, and there is no need to distinguish between likes and hates. I didn't want to put any pressure on Yan Qiu, let alone lose this friend, so I pretended not to understand and replied naively: "Of course, I'm so handsome." I don't believe that there are such species as male girlfriends in this world.As a straight man, I don't even believe in pure friendship between men and women.

The so-called friendship between men and women exists only because one party has an unspeakable and eternal unrequited love for the other party. Even when I didn't know Yan Qiu and Song Xiao, I occasionally met them together at school, no matter how I looked at them, I didn't think they were just friends, but more like a couple. They wore the same hat, drank the same hot drink, and kept her hand warm in his pocket. Whenever they were walking on the road, even in a safe campus, Song Xiao would always walk on Yan Qiu's left, with a protective posture.Occasionally, I thought, if a car hits him, he probably would rush to burn his love so deep that he didn't even realize it.

Yan Qiu is the kind of girl I like.Enthusiasm, innocence, and selflessness.From the very beginning when she sat across from me and said, "Student, can we share a table together?", I saw in her eyes the aggressive state of a confident girl: she is interested in me. Love is the most beautiful occasion in life.Of course I was also interested in her from the very beginning, even if there was an annoying Song Xiao by her side. Not all boys can chat about NBA and LOL when sitting together. I seem to have nothing to talk about with Song Xiao.Even when we first sat down to eat together, Yan Qiu left his seat to cook, and we almost all buried our heads in silence. It felt very awkward. After a month of embarrassment like this, but my feelings for Yan Qiu deepened, and she probably also noticed it, and we finally had time to spend alone together. Love makes people blind.But I don't like fast food.So Yan Qiu and I had an ambiguous relationship for a long time.And don't you think, the best time in love is when it's still flirty.The kind of trance, temptation, and the ordinary "good night" that must be said before going to bed, all make people feel like drinking a little wine, falling asleep slightly drunk, with sweetness on the corners of their mouths. But once in a while, I found out that Song Xiao was also saying goodnight to Yan Qiu. No no, they talk more.Many moments when Yan Qiu lowered his head while holding the phone, he was in contact with him.He said wake up lazy bitch and she said bring me a finger pie idiot.He asked if he wanted to watch a handsome guy movie together, but she said goodbye soon, you want to see a big girl.He said go to sleep, little pig, don't miss me too much, she said go to sleep, bastard, don't have erotic dreams... She even told him the details of our date.The same movie we like, we hang out everywhere, because of an accident I put my arms around her waist.I bought the puffs from her favorite shop.Together we sheltered from the rain in a dilapidated phone booth, breathing each other's breath.These sweet details I just want to taste with her in the future, I didn't expect to be known by another person. Of course Happiness is not a big mistake, maybe I really just mind Song Xiao's existence. Therefore, I, who originally wanted to savor the ambiguous time, had to speed up the clarity of love.I don't want Yan Qiu to ignore me because of the emotional support of a "boyfriend" like Song Xiao.So, even if I liked her very much, I didn't confess my love too seriously.But sometimes the two people who love each other don't need any great ceremony, I just said "Let's be together", and then I saw a sweet smile in Yan Qiu's eyes. Passionate love makes people invested.Most of the time, Yan Qiu and I are together.Of course, I also started to purposefully eat away at her time with Song Xiao.I even rented a house outside in order to spend more time with her.But Yan Qiu did not accept my invitation to live together, and only came once in a while. On Yan Qiu's first night staying with me, I turned off her cell phone.The next day, the mobile secretary reminded her that she had 21 missed calls from Song Xiao. This annoyed me a lot and didn't control my black face.Yan Qiu comforted me that day like a child, and told me the story of her and Song Xiao.The two families have known each other since childhood.When I was in junior high school, I often got into fights, and we became best friends after fighting each other.What Song Xiao likes is not her type. She once helped him chase two girls.As for why they were admitted to the same university, she explained that it was arranged by the two of their girlfriends and mothers.And she warned me a little seriously: "If you really like me, you have to accept me as a girlfriend." I had no choice but to give up first. But when I knew that they not only chatted every night, but also played basketball together every Saturday, I couldn't help myself.Playing basketball is a sport of body collisions. When I think of my girl being touched by Song Xiao, I feel like a layer of hot oil has been poured into my head, sizzling and about to explode. It just so happened that Saturday, I had a bad cold and a bit of a fever. I was lying in bed moaning and wanting to eat dumplings. Yan Qiu didn't go to the regular program, but received an inquiry call from Song Xiao.Then I heard her invite him over.Before she hung up the phone, I immediately jumped out of bed with full of vitality. The meal was, of course, tasteless again.Because I was a sick patient, Yan Qiu did almost all the housework such as cooking and washing dishes.But it seemed that this made Song Xiao very unhappy.He reminded me in a heavy tone that it's time for me to wash the dishes. Everyone has emotional blind spots, maybe Song Xiao was the stone that was thrown, and it hit me impartially and hurt me.In short, I couldn't control my black face again.I really want to growl: "My girlfriend, I have my own way of loving. Where do I need your advice?" After Song Xiao left, Yan Qiu had a big fight with me as a matter of course.It's basically all my fault, it made her lose face, and she acted childish and petty in front of her friends.I couldn't help but say that I hate Mr. Song Xiao walking around in our world.Yan Qiu actually broke up with me. In the thirty seconds since she stormed out, my brain had never been spinning so fast.I thought a lot, for example, I must fight Song Xiao.For example, what would happen to my rented house without Yan Qiuhou.For example, damn it, my chest hurts so much right now, probably because of the legendary heartache... Finally I understood that I had to compromise for my own happiness.So, I rushed out of the door and searched along the path Yan Qiu walked. Life is like this, if you lose it, you will find it, if you find it, you will forget it.One has to go on loving while being annoyed. Maybe Yan Qiu and I will continue to quarrel over Song Xiao in the future, but at this moment, I only long for the satisfaction of finding her and hugging her deeply.