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Chapter 14 test appointment

miss people, feel things 李荷西 2939Words 2018-03-18
Jiang Dan knew what she wanted, starting from scratching the first itch when she was a baby.Therefore, I have always lived a very willful life. In her opinion, as long as it is an attitude, it is possible to get it if you ask for it.Anyway, if you want something, just open your mouth.The family conditions are well-off, and she is almost responsive to her requests.It wasn't until one day that she asked for something similar to the stars in the sky that she began to be hit by "I can't get what I ask for". This kind of blow made her dazed for a while, and then she realized that there were some things she was destined not to get.For example, she is 1.7 meters tall, born into a wealthy family, and her neighbor's elder brother who is ten years older than her.

The elder brother of the neighbor who loves to play the saxophone under the flower stand knocked on the door of 16-year-old Jiang Dan's love.She had pursued him with the sincerity of a young girl, the courage of a newborn calf, and the blood of a hero.But, failed. Ten years later, the eldest brother next door has a protruding belly and thinning hair, and he is no longer as chic as before.During the Spring Festival of that year, Jiang Dan went home for a week, and heard the growl of resentment from his eldest brother and daughter-in-law for five consecutive days. This was a big blow to Jiang Dan, for many days in a row, she lived in the fear of not being with him.Otherwise, it should be her who is roaring loudly during the Spring Festival celebrated by everyone in the world.This should really be thanks to the simplicity of the folk customs back then. Now, uncles, how many lolis are there who can refuse to volunteer?

It was also through this fear that she sorted out the man she fell in love with in the past ten years.Then she was horrified to find that all the men she fell in love with after that had the shadow of her elder brother.And they all have one thing in common, that is, they are at least five years older than Jiang Dan. There is no lack of fatherly love.she thinks.Dad just came back from the vegetable market and was going to make her favorite Wang Yayu for lunch. Jiang Dan, who was still checking himself in the room, heard that there seemed to be a commotion outside, and when he opened the door, he saw several Wang Yayu jumping and dying on the floor.Without even thinking about it, she stepped forward, grabbed two fish and threw them into the sink, and hit the fish head twice with the back of the knife.The movements were smooth and smooth, and the fish stopped breathing immediately.

After packing up the fish, Jiang Dan returned to the room, feeling something was wrong, and suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.The self in the mirror is no longer a wallflower girl, but has grown into a serious and dignified man. It was on the plane back that Jiang Dan finally figured out why he only likes men who are older than him.Because she had no choice. She was never liked by men in the "younger age group". Although, "old husband and young wife" can be regarded as a happy relationship between the sexes.But for some reason, she and her "big brothers" didn't insist on getting married.They both ended up becoming friends.Occasionally we eat together and send text messages during holidays.Then, as an ex-girlfriend, she watched them marry other girls with no regrets.

There was only one person, and she couldn't let it go. S was met by Jiang Dan when she was in the advanced oral class, and he was her teacher.Neither tall nor handsome.But when it comes to lectures, it is radiant.After listening to three classes of S, she waited for him after class. "Teacher, let's have dinner together. I have a lot of questions to ask." It is Jiang Dan's consistent style to meet a man he likes and meet "men".After a few meals together, she became his new girlfriend. S is divorced.Jiang Dan doesn't mind some common sense in the secular world.So what if you have a history of marriage?It's just that she has more experience than her.And she likes a man who has experienced more than herself.It's possible to gain some experience from him, or a story, or just a few sighs.

Everyone wants something in love.Jiang Dan's request is so simple.It's usually like this, a decent woman is always trying to keep her soul pure.Besides, she has the beauty and maturity that a mature woman should have. S really liked her.They are late for every date.He courted her warmly.In a very common way to please girls.Flowers, feasts, gifts, whatever you ask for. Jiang Dan has understood the true meaning of "want" since he was a child.The two had dinner and watched movies together, S was always the one who said "whatever", and Jiang Dan was the one who made the decision.

Once S sent her home and met a thief on the subway stealing a girl's mobile phone.Jiang Dan reminded the girl, and after getting out of the car, the thief followed her and pushed her to the ground in retaliation.Although S was by his side, everything happened too fast, before he could react, the thief had already disappeared into the crowd. As for Jiang Dan, he patted his butt and stood up. He only muttered a curse, and took S's arm, "Let's go, let's eat Thai food today." S was dumbfounded, "Aren't you going to call the police?" But she looked confused, "Ah, do you need it?"

They only had sex in bed once, but it broke up.He found that she didn't have sensitive parts, and he was extremely frustrated that all he could do with kissing passionately was to make her laugh, and then that was it. The reason S left was that with Jiang Dan, he didn't have the "feeling of being needed" that a man should have.Jiang Dan said: "I need you, I need you very much." S said, "You don't need me as much as you do sunscreen." It was July, the days of fire.Jiang Dan, who had just been broken up, only smiled and said, "I'll give you time to reconsider." He set off on a journey alone.When I came back three days later, my skin was tanned, but S still didn't change his original intention.

Taking the subway home, I feel a little bit depressed.In nine hours, she will be thirty years old.She didn't forget it, but regretted that the thirty years she wanted didn't come.The thirty-year-old she longs for is like this. She is with a man she likes. No matter whether there is a safe marriage to defend or fetter, they have the desire to be together all the time.This is her former utopia. She thought this person was S before, but she thought it was just an illusion. When changing trains, Yuanjia Road was narrow, and she unexpectedly ran into that habitual thief again.This time, she was no longer like last time, still caring about the image of a lady by S's side, kicking off the wallet that the thief had just weighed.

After practicing Taekwondo for so many years, it finally has a place to use. Fortunately, there were inexplicably few people in that carriage that day, so her kick was meaningful. Some people admired, some were indifferent, some people and his friends were stunned, and some people had the heart of a matchmaker because of this.The stolen girl is small and thin, but has a big voice.When the habitual thief wanted to fight back, she impassionedly encouraged the crowd to come forward together and experienced the thrill of "beating everyone". The girl's name was L. Afterwards, she pulled Jiang Dan and called her sister. Her gratitude and admiration flowed like a surging river.So they left their mobile phone numbers with each other, which is regarded as a little girlfriend.

The next day, L harassed me on the phone, asking for dinner.Just like this, we bid farewell to the 1920s and entered the 1930s.Every farewell is a beginning.Jiang Dan raised his cup, full of hope that what should come will come sooner or later. Breaking up in love is actually quite shocking. For a week, Jiang Dan felt that his tall and strong soul had become small and light.Unable to withstand Xiao L's all kinds of soft and hard things, she finally washed up and dressed up on a weekend before going on a date. The heart of a matchmaker is actually deep in her bones. Xiao L, who is just 24 years old, has already matched hundreds of lovers and encouraged them to get married.Who would have guessed that Xiao L turned his hobbies into a career, and ran a dating website by himself, which only accepted members from this city.And she visits every member to ensure the authenticity of membership.Therefore, she has a lot of excellent young men and middle-aged men waiting to be watered by love. Jiang Dan met six men that weekend.How should I put it, they are all a bit like a typical "elite".Suit and leather shoes, elegant and funny, owns a car and a house, has a good tutor, and looks above average. Jiang Dan, who met them, was like a female warrior who was "pulled up", a little sluggish, always wanting to escape, betrayal and confrontation.So that night, Xiao L only received a text message that he was willing to start as a friend with Jiang Dan, and then nothing happened. Little L felt very ashamed of Sister Jiang, and tried several times to sell her own brother Big L, but it seemed that they were not interested in each other.Xiao L, an old matchmaker who has experienced many battles, has lost her way in front of Jiang Dan. The days of being single are actually pretty good. After Jiang Dan replied to Xiao L's sorry WeChat message, he watched a movie on the computer.She took it seriously, Fitzgerald was her favorite American author, and Leonardo was her favorite actor.When Gatsby stood in front of his former lover, his eyes were filled with all the yearning and longing in the past five years, and he wanted to cry.Jiang Dan cried, and after shedding tears for about a minute, there was only one melody in her mind: Where can I find such a good person? ! It's not that the concubine doesn't want to marry, it's that the concubine can't meet her. Thirty-year-old woman Jiang Dan has a bucket of wisdom from living alone for eight years, a half-basket of cuteness in her personality, and a cup of innate beauty.The most important thing is that after her fantasy, she is not depressed in the face of cruel reality.As a single older woman, she is a little silly to love someone. So, on that night when the first autumn rain fell, she was only lost for a while, and then she practiced yoga for an hour with full energy, and then drank a glass of red wine in order not to be full of energy. In that way, I fell asleep heartlessly. When she woke up the next day, she still stood up with the kitchen knife in her hand as usual, and continued her heroic and high-spirited day.Maybe you will meet him at the corner, maybe you won't.It doesn't matter, today's lipstick color matches well with the clothes, it's more important to please yourself.
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