Chapter 11 There will always be bloody dramas in life

Ji Gengshu doesn't really like reading very much, but her father is a nerd.The father who suffers from reading obsessive-compulsive disorder is basically indifferent to housework, and once the teacher's salary is paid every month, he turns a deaf ear to things outside the window.I cried a lot for this mother. When Ji Gengshu was twenty-eight years old, the two who had been arguing for half their lives divorced.That year, my mother was fifty-two years old and my father was fifty-seven years old.I don't know if there is still a chance to find a second spring.But my mother said, what to look for, I can serve enough people.

Although Mom said so, she still moved to the apartment rented by Ji Gengshu Company and continued to take care of her daughter.He took care of three meals a day, and helped wash his underwear. Ji Gengshu couldn't stand it later, once the single apartment he bought before was renovated, he invited his mother into it, and he still lived in the company rented house.Fearing that she would be lonely, I bought a Samoyed to accompany her.I only went back to see it on weekends, and my mother complained while hugging the dog: raising a child is really not as good as raising a dog. Ji Gengshu just laughed, put his arms around his mother's neck and acted like a baby: Look at what you said, if you don't raise children, who will buy you a dog?

Yeah, Mom responded bluntly, at my age, you don't even have a dog. What follows is basically a cliché, about big life events such as blind dates, marriage, and having children.Ji Gengshu hurriedly acted, oh mom, don't talk about it, I worked overtime until three o'clock yesterday, and my eyelids are fighting, can you let me squint on your bed for a while? Lying on his mother's hard brown bed, Ji Gengshu didn't feel comfortable, and of course he couldn't fall asleep.I only heard my mother outside, teasing the dog for a while, and sighing for a while, like a rhythmless drum, poking into my heart, blocking my life.I really want to open the door without hesitation and shout to my mother: Do you know why I don’t want to come back, it’s because you nagging me so much!

No guts. Love makes people weak. Ji Gengshu once missed someone because of his weakness.At that time she was still young, twenty years old, a junior in college.The boy she likes is a handsome recruit. He is a friend of a friend.When we had dinner together for the first time, he smiled at Ji Gengshu and said, when I am demobilized and have a girlfriend, I will pick her up like this. Later, when Ji Gengshu worked as a summer job, he gave her almost all of his family leave.He is very tall and handsome. When they walked together, Ji Gengshu felt that he had received admiration from passers-by.

Love at that time was probably like this, it was vain, impetuous and desperate.As soon as he graduated, he brought Ji Gengshu home and asked for marriage.His parents thought Ji Gengshu was too short and disagreed.Because it hinders them from loving very hard.Later, when the boy wanted to take Ji Gengshu and give up everything to elope, she hesitated. How she wanted to give up everything and go with him.But she is greedy for what she has now, she has just found a job she likes, she also has a nagging mother and a father who has a heart attack, can she do it? But while she was greedy, she began to pack her bags.Elope, don't you give up everything, why pack your things?Then she received a call from her mother: Your father has a heart attack.

After a long time, Ji Gengshu still couldn't believe that such a dramatic plot actually happened to him.What kind of luggage, elopement, boyfriend, all turned into a wisp of smoke, and disappeared in a wild rush. My father's heart bypass cost 100,000 yuan.To Ji Gengshu, this is like an astronomical figure.Lao Li didn't suddenly appear beside her.They knew each other when they were doing DM magazine club.He likes her a lot and she keeps rejecting him. Lao Li unceremoniously took out the money and lent it to Ji Gengshu.At that time, nothing was as important as his father's life. After his father came out of the operating room and opened his eyes, Ji Gengshu started dating Lao Li.

Lao Li is forty years old. He found several coal mines in Henan and made a fortune.He was smiling, with the calmness of a "benefactor".He talked about the blow of divorce to him, and said that he really wanted to have a new start with a good girl like Ji Gengshu and start a new family. Ji Gengshu said: It's okay to love and live together, but I won't marry you. It is also straightforward and unhurried. Old Li was shy, probably because he saw his old, disheveled face in the girl's eyes, and agreed.After that, their relationship was a bit evenly matched. During the years with Lao Li, Ji Gengshu lost contact with almost all his friends.I always feel a little humiliated, a little ashamed, and a little ashamed.Lao Li was very kind to her, almost responsive to her requests.All she asks is that she keep going to work.Lao Li gave her a Lexus, and she basically didn't drive it, and took the No. 6 bus to work.Lao Li occasionally drives her to get off work, and she is not too happy.

Once when Lao Li came back from drinking, he threw all the things in the house.He said that he didn't like how many women wanted to be with him, Ji Gengshu, what's wrong with you, you're not happy to follow me, you're not reconciled, right?OK, let's go. Then the man who had passed his forty-second birthday cried.Ji Gengshu didn't leave, took care of Lao Li to sleep, and cleaned up the rubbish in the middle of the night. When Lao Li woke up the next day, Ji Gengshu asked him if what he said last night counted. He shook his head and said, I forgot everything, so it didn’t count.

Later, when Lao Li had a new love, Ji Gengshu regained his freedom.She had never loved him, but it was not that she had no tenderness towards him.She wants nothing.He wanted to leave her the house, the money, and the car he gave her.She said no.After all, Lao Li is a businessman, and he will not insist on giving gifts to women who are no longer infatuated with. Are you still friends?Lao Li asked by sending text messages. yes.she back. After breaking up with Lao Li, a girlfriend who knew about her situation thought that Ji Gengshu had made a lot of money, and made several rounds of insinuation and gossip.Later, knowing that Ji Gengshu had almost passed away, he did not hide the deep regret on his face at all.

She just didn't want the money she spent to be labeled as "given by a man who traded her youth".What should hurt is pain.If you have suffered, you will not necessarily get it.She can't stand it. It was this girlfriend who had just opened a property company and asked Ji Gengshu to manage it for her.The conditions are very good, helping to rent the apartment, and share dividends.She said: You are so stupid, I have to make good use of it. The property company has just started, and Ji Gengshu deals with and eats with the leaders of the Development and Reform Commission almost every day.After that, I dealt with several suppliers for dinner.She didn't feel tired at all, she just felt that the world was vast and the way home in the middle of the night was very quiet.The world seems to be in the palm of her hand, within her reach.She enjoys this loneliness so much.

A single woman who looks good, can come to drink, and can take jokes will often give some men the illusion.Once Ji Gengshu had dinner with the local person in charge of a certain brand of elevator, and he invited her to go shopping again.They drive around, and when they pass by somewhere, the person will point out and say, look, that facade is mine, and when they go to a certain high-rise building, they will say, I bought a set of two hundred and two hundred on the twenty-eighth floor here. Duplex in Shiping building.Finally, he drove to a star hotel and asked Ji Gengshu: Do you want to go in? Ji Gengshu always answered him before: Oh, really?Great. This time she was dazed for a while before realizing what he meant, and answered him: ah?it's not good. When it comes to the relationship between men and women, Ji Gengshu is a bit slow to respond.The man who asked to go to the hotel didn't get what he wanted in the end, but he often invited Ji Gengshu to drink Tieguanyin together afterwards.They communicate again, never involving Fengyue. Later, Ji Gengshu decided to develop a side business, so he started a DM magazine in the name of a property company, distributed it throughout the city, and only earned some advertising fees.Four or five students who had just graduated were recruited, and Yue Tao was one of them.Sometimes, you have to admit the enthusiasm and passion of young people. Half of the advertisements in the first issue were pulled by Yue Tao.To reward him, Ji Gengshu asked: Tell me, what do you want. Yue Tao said: Keep it for now, and I will tell you later when I think of it. In short, Ji Gengshu is a leader who is not like a leader.Later, when I went to meet a difficult client with Yue Tao, he told her on the way that if there was a chance, he would like to open a loft-style bookstore with her.Downstairs, I receive guests with books, and upstairs, I receive friends with wine. He said he wanted to be with her, was that a confession?Ji Gengshu didn't think deeply about it, he only thought that the book bar was beautiful enough, and he was satisfied after thinking about it. Afterwards, Yue Tao accompanied her to work overtime, and then sent her home.After many times, he asked her a little coquettishly: You don't even let me go in and sit around. Ah, yes, sorry, please come in. The old girl is even more lovely when she is ignorant.The moment the door closed, the arms of the young boy came from behind.His kisses were also hot and random, from the neck down to all the skin that was exposed.Ji Gengshu pushed him, but he didn't push, and enjoyed his love like a typhoon, and he didn't leave a piece of armor. Yue Tao left the magazine after half a year.At that time, Ji Gengshu had already decided to hand over all the magazines to him.She had no memory of how the relationship was so bad.It's even a good memory to remember.Later, when he resigned, he told her the reason in front of many people: You are just playing with me, you have never regarded me as your boyfriend. She had never regarded this boy who was four years younger than her as her boyfriend, but she had never played with him either.She just doesn't know how to define a relationship, and she doesn't know how to maintain a relationship.Of course, she had never been deliberately gentle towards him.She was too calm, his enthusiasm gradually turned into a kind of unwillingness, and then broke out. No one in the office dared to speak that day, but the network administrators could basically see that everyone was gossiping about them on QQ.Ji Gengshu continued to be busy, until after get off work, when he came home alone at night, he thought of the boy who followed her and bathed in the moonlight with her. With his company, who would like to be lonely? She hesitated to call him.But many moments when I stretched out my hand to press the phone, I gave up again.So it was so busy day after day.Later, she accompanied the girlfriend boss to the mall to buy shoes, and saw Yue Tao and the girls beside him.He moved on, but she was stuck in place, maintaining an innocence that didn't match her age. Naturally, the female boss had also heard the gossip, and asked her, is this the boy?It's very average. Let me introduce you to a good one. I don't know why, but Ji Gengshu's mind came up with the word "I feel tired and don't love", and he burst out laughing. Been single ever since.With the dividends of the past few years, Ji Gengshu bought a small red Excelle car, paid down payment for a loft house with only a hundred square meters, and is still renting a house. She plans to open the book bar of her dreams next year, entertaining guests with books downstairs and friends with wine upstairs.The man I think of most often is Yue Tao. I have no regrets at all, but I am only grateful that he once ignited her dream. There are only two modes of life, either endure or enjoy.Even the painful youth, even the busyness with feet on the ground, even being let down by love time and time again, even the loneliness with no one to accompany, is still enjoyable.With the mentality of enjoyment, every change in life is a surprise. Mawang chatted with an old man, and the two dated in People's Square.The old man said, I ride a bicycle, wear a yellow cycling cap, and hold a yellow rose.Mom said, I wear a red jacket and a brown woolen skirt.See you there at two o'clock in the afternoon. Ji Gengshu looked at the chat box that his mother hadn't had time to close, and was dumbfounded. Mom is fifty-three years old and still looking for a second spring, Ji Gengshu suddenly feels that the future of life is very bright.