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Chapter 10 nose

miss people, feel things 李荷西 3360Words 2018-03-18
After falling out of love again, Xie Jing decided to get her nose straightened.Not one of her ex-boyfriends ever said that her nose was ugly.It was Xie Jing herself, who ran to the plastic surgery hospital as soon as her brain convulsed. In the VIP reception room, a doctor surnamed Zhang demonstrated on the computer what Xie Jing might look like after being reborn in this hospital.That's a whole other person.A perfect person she didn't even know herself.But Xie Jing refused to be perfect, she tapped the stranger's nose on the computer screen, "I want this nose." A week later, Xie Jing met her new nose in the mirror for the first time. The area around her eyes was still a bit swollen, but the shape of her nose was perfect and impeccable.

Doctor Zhang seems to be very satisfied with his work, saying that the postoperative warranty was originally three years, but now it is extended to five years for free.Ms. Xie would like to do more publicity for us. It turns out that the nose is not guaranteed for life.Doctor Zhang quickly explained: "The life of the prosthesis is limited, and it will deform after a long time. You still have to come and replace it at that time." What a misstep and eternal hatred. When Xie Jing came out of the hospital, she was still beating her chest and feet, but she took another picture in the window mirror of the small shop on the street, and she felt happy again.

Has it changed a lot? Multiple selfies clicked into the memory card of the mobile phone, and they were reviewed one by one.Picking out the best one, Xie Jing sent it to Moments. In a circle of likes, Xie Jing found Zhao Qingsong's little heart. Xie Jing didn't tell anyone about the nose job, it was a secret she was going to keep to death.The matter of secretly falling in love with Zhao Qingsong is about to change to Qingming. Of course, it is a bit biased to say that Xie Jing underwent plastic surgery to pursue a man.But it is undeniable that this incident boosted her self-confidence.At least she can face Zhao Qingsong's camera with a free and easy posture without any blind spots - before, he always made her look ugly.

Zhao Qingsong is a TV cameraman.In a well-known variety show in this city, he and his No. 5 machine made many contributions. When Xie Jing met Zhao Qingsong, he had just graduated from high school.That was eight years ago. At that time, Zhao Qingsong was always wandering around the community with a big camera.Pat the dog, pat the cloud, and pat the girl passing by. Xie Jing was sixteen years old that year, an angry girl with curly hair.After discovering that she was secretly photographed, she rushed up immediately and asked angrily, "Why are you filming me?" Although Zhao Qingsong deleted the photo that looked really bad in front of Xie Jing, Xie Jing persevered and read all the photos in the memory card.

And in those photos, there is indeed no shadow of Xie Jing, but there is a girl—no, a woman, who keeps appearing. She's walking, she's exercising, she's walking the dog, she's going to the supermarket.She has no makeup, she wears makeup, she wears skirts and trousers, she and every aspect of her life have not escaped Zhao Qingsong's camera. For some reason, Xie Jing's angry heart suddenly became soft and melancholy under those photos.She asked Zhao Qingsong in a low voice: "Is this your girlfriend?" "No, hey," said the fool, scratching his hair, "I just think she's pretty."

Pretty?It turns out that this is what beauty looks like in the eyes of boys.Xie Jing thought, the girl in the photo who probably just entered the workplace is older than Zhao Qingsong no matter what she looks at.Do guys like girls who are older than them? Can people really ignore age? The girl Zhao Qingsong likes—no, a woman, counting, she is already 30 years old this year.Sounds...so old.She likes to use Miss Coco, so just call her C. On the day she met Zhao Qingsong, Xie Jing discovered his secret.He fell in love with an older woman who might never be possible, and for many years afterwards, she witnessed the boy grow into a young man and his love tragedy.

It was Zhao Qingsong who said it himself. He has confessed his love to C twenty-four times. Every year, during the three festivals, Valentine's Day, Chinese Valentine's Day, and Christmas, he would take advantage of the festivities to cheer himself up.But C never answered yes. She always talks a lot, explaining patiently like a real adult.But Zhao Qingsong, like a real child, goes in one ear and out the other, and doesn't care about it at all. But when he relayed this to Xie Jing, year after year, the sensitive Pisces heard what C was thinking. In the first two years, C didn't like Zhao Qingsong at all.But in the next two years, C just regretted the age gap between the two.

"It doesn't matter, in love, age is not a problem, height is not a distance, rich and poor are not a gap." This is what Xie Jing often said when he absent-mindedly comforted Zhao Qingsong.But later, these words became Zhao Qingsong's self-comfort. They are four years apart in age.They are twenty centimeters apart in height.In terms of wealth, they are about a few Maseratis behind.The first two may not really be a problem, but the latter is a gap. It's just that boys, most of them like Zhao Qingsong, are really stupid, they usually like to turn a blind eye to the truth that they don't want to face.

Almost all the friends around Zhao Qingsong know about him.I also know that he and C "date" from time to time.He accompanied her to buy a computer and mobile phone, he took beautiful photos for her, he bought a necklace for her with three months' salary, and he also acted as a temporary driver and porter from time to time.Xie Jing felt that this was a shameful thing that did not get paid back. I really don't know how Zhao Qingsong had the nerve to mention it to others. However, every time Zhao Qingsong finished speaking with a hippie smile, the little bit of self-deprecation would make the listener Xie Jing feel a little distressed.

"What do you like about her?" Xie Jing asked him at the earliest time. I still remember Zhao Qingsong pointing to the goddess in the photo and saying, "Look how attractive her little nose is." In Xie Jing's opinion, C's nose is not very good-looking.Even a little ugly.She has a small lion nose with flesh on the nose wings, which is not beautiful enough.But later, Xie Jing understood that if you like someone, everything about her is cute.Her freckles and wrinkles are paintable. When Zhao Qingsong was young, he broke his arm while playing on the horizontal bar. The barefoot doctor was not very good at setting bones, and his arm was a little bent when it grew back.It was especially obvious when playing basketball. I remember that all my friends laughed at Zhao Qingsong as half-crippled, and only Xie Jing thought it was special.

Well, really special. Xie Jing has been in love with six boys in total, but none of them are like Zhao Qingsong.They were either handsomer or richer than him, and all of them were smarter than him. Wasn't he stupid to be rejected by a woman for eight years and still strive for it? Such a stupid person absolutely needs a goddess of wisdom like her to save her.Xie Jing also couldn't say when she fell in love with Zhao Qingsong.Originally, everything came but no calls, but I don't know why Cupid's little arrow shot Xie Jing. Maybe it's not thin enough. If I become a lightning bolt, I will be the only one. Xie Jing feels helpless because of her uncontrollable feelings, but because of this, she hopes that she will be better.Whiter, more beautiful and thinner. There is a golden rule in the magazine: women should use the food money to dress themselves well, and then men will naturally treat you to dinner. But after Xie Jing became thinner and more beautiful, even with a perfect elf nose, she still didn't receive Zhao Qingsong's invitation to eat.He didn't even notice the change in her, she was still in that dead state, it was really embarrassing to stand in a street stall and feast on it. "Can you stop doing this?" Once Xie Jing couldn't bear it anymore and snatched the fish ball from his hand. "I'm saving money." Zhao Qingsong said. "What are you doing again?" "Travel with C." "You're a pig!" Xie Jing threw the fish balls far away and left without looking back. On Sabah Beach in Malaysia, they encountered the most beautiful rainbow sea.In Zhao Qingsong's camera, there is no shadow of C, only him alone, with a lonely expression.He built a castle with white sand, dived underwater and danced with fish, took a helicopter to overlook the whole island, and made a silly V. Facing Xie Jing's playful smile, Zhao Qingsong said: "She said that I was the one who took pictures of her before, but this time she took pictures of me." Xie Jing patted his shoulder, "Return yours?" Zhao Qingsong rubbed his weedy chin and said sadly, "Maybe." A month ago, when Zhao Qingsong was jumping up and down like a monkey preparing for the trip, Xie Jing went to C and asked her what she was thinking. It is undeniable that C's aura is obviously six ranks higher than hers, which is exactly the same as their age difference.Xie Jing acted as if she saw injustice on the road and drew her sword to help, so she pre-empted the attack.But C's words extinguished her anger, "Xiaojing, I also like Zhao Qingsong very much. But we don't have much possibility of marriage. Although I am selfish, I am not stupid. For so many years, he has been giving , I am really grateful to him. So I want to find time to spend time with him, even if only for a few days..." "Then?" "After that..." C didn't answer. C got married in the community where Zhao Qingsong lived, and immigrated soon afterwards.For quite a long time, Xie Jing and her friends never made any jokes about Zhao Qingsong and C. But Zhao Qingsong seemed to come out.He organized parties very enthusiastically, and asked his friends to help him introduce objects.When he made this request to Xie Jing, the latter was stunned for a moment, and then punched him on the nose with lightning speed. This punch was fast and ruthless, and Zhao Qingsong's nose bleeds immediately. "What are you doing?" He still looked stupid.Even the Goddess of Wisdom cannot save her. Xie Jing sighed and wiped his nosebleed.She was very close to him, and her breath was thick and blended, and the heat of early summer rose between the two of them almost to the boiling point.For a moment, the lips seemed about to break out into a kiss. But in the end, it still didn't happen. Xie Jing leaned back gently and asked Zhao Qingsong: "Do you understand?" Zhao Qingsong's heartbeat seemed to slow down a few beats, he seemed to be able to control the time of Dou Minjun, reminiscing about the half-minute that seemed to contain half a century of stories just now. When he came back to his senses, Xie Jing had already left.He rushed to the balcony and saw Xie Jing wearing a dark blue sundress walking in the sun.He called her, and she looked up at him.Across the height of six floors, he finally understood her mind shining on the tip of her sculpture-like nose. A little later, he updated his Moments: "It's not travel, not work, not money, not friends, but a new love." In the photo taken with a 6D fixed-focus lens, his new love is slowly extending his middle finger towards him.There are many likes, and most of the comments are saying that Zhao Qingsong obviously jumped into another sea of ​​suffering and turned around. "Heavy taste, what do you like about her?" A friend who didn't know Xie Jing commented. "Probably because of her arrogant appearance." Zhao Qingsong thought for a while to reply, and for the first time felt that he was really stupid and blind. "Oh my God, she has a perfect nose." There is also a new acquaintance plastic surgeon surnamed Zhang commented. "Yeah, I just found out too." Zhao Qingsong replied, and then laughed alone.
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