Chapter 10 The more beautiful something is, the less I can touch it

I didn't dare to buy the most beautiful dress; I didn't dare to talk to the person I wanted to get close to the most among my friends.Once these overly beautiful things are connected with our lives, they always have an overly powerful impact. Subconsciously, we are always afraid that they will change part or all of our lives. In front of them, we always have to take a detour. Like in the vicinity of a celestial body with too much mass, even the light has to bend. I arrived at Mount Hua after a lot of hard work, and I had to climb the mountain early the next morning to watch the sunrise. I subconsciously slept very late, and the next day I claimed that I was not feeling well and didn’t want to climb the mountain.Although my friend promised me to take the cable car to the top of the mountain, I didn't go. Instead, I played poker all day in a hotel down the mountain (in fact, I don't like playing poker at all).When they went down the mountain and told me how gorgeous the sunrise on the top of the mountain was, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

It's not just me.On the night of Mid-Autumn Festival, the fireworks will be set off in the city. My friends and I have been preparing for several days in order to see them early. I had to drop by the road to deliver something for someone else, and someone started cutting their hair only half an hour before the appointment time. Everyone worked together to make extra troubles, and finally missed the grandest moment of the fireworks.Among the crowd who retreated from the scene like a tide, we who had just arrived felt relieved. What are we afraid of, or what are we hiding from?Is it like "The more beautiful something is, the less I can touch it" sung in "Undercurrent"?Or is it because we know that there is a definite number for the beauty and inconceivability in life, and if you enjoy a little, you will consume a little, and you must accumulate it, waiting for it to be presented in a grander way in the future?Or is it because we know we can't stand the impact and need to dodge?Therefore, in Japanese AV, a beautiful girl must be matched with a wretched uncle, so we don’t want Tony Leung and Maggie Cheung to get together, so once Nicholas Tse and Cecilia Cheung become a perfect match like a golden boy and a jade girl, we have to worry about the future Bad things are waiting for them.Three points less sugar, less happiness, and a moment of hesitation when you are happy.

Because, the more beautiful things are, the less we can touch them.It is impossible, and it is impossible. This is a taboo in life and a prophecy of fate.