Chapter 8 password of desire

How hard it is to love in the absence, to love in the absence of love.Thinking of Zhang Ailing, I still feel a little sad. Movies often give away, often tell us what the most secret desire patterns of its creators are.Anyone who has watched more than three films by the Italian director Tinto Ballas will find that almost all the heroines in his films have the same general appearance: plump, gorgeous, thick eyebrows and eyes, and often show people with their backs.I'm afraid the thin woman couldn't even find a job serving tea in Tinto Ballas' crew.In his eyes, Kate Moss is probably an extraterrestrial creature.He also doesn't hide his preference, most of the posters of his works always have a plump woman's back - that may be the most beautiful and sexy angle of a woman in his opinion.

Everyone has a desire pattern in their hearts, a bronze template, and a paranoid angle.When I watched "Misty and Rainy", what impressed me the most was the warlord Lu Zhenhua. All the women he loved, whether they were snatched or married into the door by Ming media, always had something like the woman he loved hopelessly when he was poor and humble.Either the eyes are the same, or the mouth is the same. He loves his daughter Xinping the most because she is the most like that woman.He collects women like stamp collecting, and never gets enough of them, just because every woman is only a little bit like her back then, but not her.Therefore, there is no love without a reason in the world. There is always a reason in love.Another example is Liming, who recently admitted that she has married Le Jier, and Le Jier, like Liming's ex-girlfriend Shu Qi, has similar thick lips and bubble eyes, so she is called "a copy of Shu Qi".The choice of Le Jier as a lover and wife is probably not because Liming never forgets Shu Qi. Behind them, there may be another prototype. They have the same lips and eyes as the two of them, but they also have advantages that they will never be able to match: she is Liming's The Bronze Age is the template for all his loves from then on.Maybe she is still in Beijing, she has already become a bloated and mediocre woman in the alley, but she doesn't know that she decides the subtle love of a man thousands of miles away.It was impossible for him to go back to find her, but he let her become the password in his life.Another example is Zhang Yimou, after finally having the opportunity to choose a heroine in a wider range, the women around him still look normal, even their eyes, expressions, and temperament are like a family of sisters.Occasionally, women who are not in this category make a splash in his works, but they never become popular.He probably didn't do it on purpose, but there was an empty mold in his heart, waiting for a living person to fill it in.Another example is a certain talented woman, and the men behind her are all old wits.Who are their prototypes?Was it her father, or someone who taught her calligraphy?In the quiet study room, there is a little bit of ink fragrance, and a gentle voice behind it, telling the essentials of calligraphy. Occasionally, a little ink is soaked on the wool felt. It seems unexpected, but it also has unexpected beauty.She might have been looking for that study all her life.

Most of the codes of life come from this. The repeated warm scenes and a little tender memory appear in the boyhood that is not yet able to grasp and is not qualified to fight for.Because I never got it, it was so perfect that it became the most persistent wish in my life, quietly and ferociously lurking in every cell, and when a certain pair of eyes or a certain mouth appeared, it swung violently.