Chapter 26 Chapter 15: Down and Out (2)

Cheng Cai was really stunned this time, really excited.He opened the box, and there was really a six-magnification optical sight inside.He looked at Xu Sanduo with some trepidation, and Xu Sanduo was also trepidatious. He said that I bought it yesterday.You like sniper rifles, so go back to shift 5 and lose your sniper rifles.I had to buy a scope, sporting equipment, worse than the ones on our guns, but better than nothing. Xu Sanduo, thank you. Cheng Cai put the scope into his pocket with great care, and let out a long breath. Send me off, Xu Sanduo, I really don't have the courage to go out alone.

Xu Sanduo nodded, walked out of the room, and took it with him.Cheng Cai suddenly put his arms around his shoulders. He said Xu Sanduo, the more you do, the better you are. I have been worried that you will suddenly not be Xu Sanduo, but you will always be Xu Sanduo. Xu Sanduo said: I...Of course I am myself. Chengcai said: I have always wanted to be someone like you, Xu Sanduo, but I just couldn’t do it at the critical moment. If I hadn’t been a deserter in the Seventh Steel Company, if I hadn’t abandoned Wu Liuyi during the selection, if I had passed the final test I'm ready to die for someone else, and I'll be your kind, but I can't.Now I go back and I do it all over again.

Xu Sanduo believed him, he said I know. It's not going back to the original shape, it's going back to the starting line. I know. Only then did Chengcai let him go, and he really wanted to start with a relentless pace, but he stopped.Because he arrived at a person standing at the entrance of the corridor. That is Yuan Lang. Cheng Cai was stunned for a while, because Yuan Lang was looking elsewhere.He was obviously coming for him, but he seemed to be unable to see him.Yuan Lang is really Yuan Lang! team leader.Cheng Cai called out first from a distance. Yuan Lang's eyes were piercing. He said that I couldn't help but want to see you and say a few words, but I found that you already understood everything.

yes i see. Soldier, survival is not just about knowing the means of survival. Yes, but also understand the purpose of existence.Chengcai responded word by word. Yuan Lang nodded and motioned him to go. When walking past Yuan Lang, Xu Sanduo stopped for a moment, as if to ask him, can I see him off?But he knew it without asking Yuan Lang. He turned around without saying anything, which seemed to mean that you are free now. Xu Sanduo followed Chengcai and walked straight out. After seeing off Chengcai, Xu Sanduo suddenly felt a sense of loneliness. This kind of loneliness was something he didn't have when he was alone in Qilian.There was a lot of fog on the road, and Xu Sanduo, who was lonely, strode back in the fog.That day, he kept thinking about one thing. He wanted to be the squad leader Wu Liuyi and the company commander. Those who accompanied him through that period of time suddenly didn't belong to him.

Of the remaining eleven people, only seven have now been eliminated. The days of his dead old A officially began on the day when all his friends left. Qi Huan, who was sleeping opposite Xu Sanduo, was a weapon maniac, and everyone in the class could become his target. Even Yuan Lang said that the boy was like a fucking military spy.Xu Sanduo is a serious and honest person that Qi Huan likes, so all kinds of strange questions will be sent out all night. Qi Huan asked the picture of guns on the wall: What type of gun? Israel, Galil assault rifle.Xu Sanduo replied. wrong!Galil sniper rifle.Qi Huan smirked: The Israeli military industry does not produce special sniper rifles. They are used to picking out the most accurate one from the mass-produced assault rifles and refitting them into sniper rifles. Because they are a fighting nation, it is easy for you to get them. mix.

But Xu Sanduo was skeptical. He wanted to comment a few words about Israel, but Qi Huan stopped him.Qi Huan taught him: Soldiers must first have a professional respect for soldiers, so that you can learn their strengths.this?He pointed to the picture on the wall and kept asking. This is a very detailed drawing of a tank. ...Merkava III?No, Leclerc doesn't have active protection, it's kind of like a 98, not an Abrams anyway...haven't seen it. CHINA2000!If you recognize it, there is a ghost!Qi Huan yelled like a child. Yuan Lang knocked twice on the door and walked in.He asked them what to play?Is it just talking on paper again?

Qi Huan was a little embarrassed, he said that I would pick a few pictures for Xu Sanduo to recognize, and if I recognized them, I would open the water this week. Originally, I said that I turned on the water.Xu Sanduo said. You are just so boring, you don't fight for anything.Qi Huan was very dissatisfied with Xu Sanduo. Yuan Lang smiled: I want to talk to Xu Sanduo. Qi Huan stood up quickly, and he said, then I will go to Wu Zhe to make gestures.Yuan Lang waved his hand to tell him not to move.He said that Xu Sanduo and I went out to talk.you sit down. Yuan Lang went out with Xu Sanduo after speaking.

The bright moon is in the sky, and the statues of bright whistle at several intersections are like.Yuan Lang motioned Xu Sanduo to sit down next to the empty sports equipment. Xu Sanduo looked at some lonely guys and wanted to immediately mold him into his own image, but he knew better than anyone that Xu Sanduo was him. You guys always have some inexplicable thoughts, tell me how. Yuan Lang wanted Xu Sanduo to chat about family affairs. Xu Sanduo said no. really not?I see you're a little distracted when you're shooting during the day. Xu Sanduo looked up at Yuan Lang, and finally asked: Captain, what should we do next?

what's next? The next task... If it's not convenient for you to say it, you don't have to say it. Are you anxious to look to the future? Nor is it. Yuan Lang said, I think I understand what you mean, you really need a goal.Like you, when I first transferred from the infantry to the A brigade, I felt that I had reached the top, and I was at a loss. I didn't know what to do. Xu Sanduo nodded and then shook his head. Yuan Lang said: Then tell me about you. Xu Sanduo said: I think...my life is like this. The army keeps giving me new goals. I run, sprint, and pass. I like this.The reason why I like the army is because the army gave me a goal. Others definitely don’t have such a clear goal, and others will not pursue such a goal. Now... I am anxious to know the next goal.

Yuan Lang looked at him strangely and interestingly for a while, and said: I see, are you eager to accept new training? Xu Sanduo looked at Yuan Lang expectantly.But Yuan Lang said: You have finished the training, you have to learn the rest by yourself, little brother.In the past three months, you have run 9,000 kilometers and consumed tens of thousands of rounds of ammunition. Your military foreign language is already at the level of Level 4, and you have completed all these trainings with a full load of 30 kilograms.In the past three months, you have played to your greatest potential. I guarantee that you have never learned anything like this in your life. You are learning things even when you are sleeping.

Xu Sanduo seemed even more at a loss for a moment, a little happy and a little sad. Of course, you still have to learn more things. You learn independently. When there is no war, the army is learning.Modern people are too lazy, and everyone is used to showing off their superficiality half-knowledge, so we have to study hard.If you can persist in learning like this, I believe you may become the best soldier in the world. Xu Sanduo said: I think... I think I still don't understand a lot. You are a little stubborn, but you are also a smart person. Yuan Lang fished in his trouser pocket, took out an armband and gave it to Xu Sanduo: Take it, congratulations on becoming one of us. Xu Sanduo looked at the wolf head on the armband and said: I already have this. Yuan Lang was a little embarrassed: that wolf of yours kept its mouth shut, but this wolf opened its mouth. Anyone with a discerning eye would know that you haven't come in yet. Xu Sanduo's eyes widened instantly, and he stared at him blankly. Yuan Lang chuckled: It's a bit wicked, isn't it?In order to make you less wary of me, I have to engage in some small scams at any time. Xu Sanduo looked at Yuan Lang cautiously, put the armband into his pocket cautiously, looked at Yuan Lang cautiously again, and touched his pocket cautiously, as if he was afraid that the thing would drop in his pocket. Yuan Lang said: From now on, you are the old A Xu Sanduo, and you should actually be called the little A, because our group is still very young, and many people are far from being so calm.We all treat you as your little brother, but I really hope that you, a little brother, can bring us the kind of thing that you guarded in the Seventh Steel Company. Xu Sanduo finally nodded. Yuan Lang didn't lie to him this time. From then on, Xu Sanduo is really old Xu Sanduo. It's not just that he has several sets of combat uniforms and several guns. , with all kinds of equipment of unknown purpose hanging on his body. Xu Sanduo is going to be an airborne soldier, he can fall on the ground and disappear in the jungle after unfastening his parachute.Xu Sanduo wants to be a member of the Marine Corps, lurking in the tidal flats for several days... In short, as Yuan Lang said, there are many things to learn and many goals to achieve. Gang Qilian taught Xu Sanduo that he should be proud of being a man.Here, Xu Sanduo understood that people still have something called pride... Old A can do many things that ordinary people can't do, and Old A makes you feel proud. The convoy roared past on the prairie, and sometimes Xu Sanduo was also caught in one of the weird motor vehicles. At this time, he faced the young and curious faces of the young soldiers on the armored vehicle, knowing that he was a different kind in the eyes of others . He tried his best to make people feel that everyone was the same, but people don't necessarily look at their eyes, so Xu Sanduo also knew that he and his comrades were destined to be different. Old A Xu Sanduo had already participated in two missions and infiltration in exercises at this time. This professional trouble-finding force attacked the opponent's oil depots and air defense bases. This time, it was the jungle warfare coach, and Xu Sanduo's combat team had to deal with an elite reconnaissance platoon. To Xu Sanduo, this was of course not a big deal. Although the people chasing him were all members of the reinforcement class, Xu Sanduo suddenly disappeared after jumping over a ditch in the series.The squad leader, who was firing with little hope, stopped, made a gesture, and the gunfire stopped. He and a few soldiers searched through the binoculars for a while, but they still didn't see Xu Sanduo coming out. Hit?The scout who had been fighting with old A for two days didn't dare to think so extravagantly. Several soldiers followed the squad leader and crawled towards the ditch. When they were approaching the edge of the ditch, there was a sudden gunshot, and white smoke rose from a soldier's head. It was Qi Huan and Wu Zhe's long-range shooting, and the three of them set up an ambush for this reinforcement class. Xu Sanduo sat up from the ditch, fired again, and the daredevils were forced to go back. The corresponding gunshots in the jungle rang out without any hesitation, and amidst the crisp bursts of firing, the people exposed to the edge of the jungle fell down one by one.Qi Huan and Wu Zhe, who were lurking in the jungle, methodically searched for the opponent who had been led to a dead end in the scope. The squad leader actually stepped back, and he and another soldier fell into the ditch.He didn't expect that Xu Sanduo in the ditch was waiting for them.Xu Sanduo turned around and knocked down the soldier, and smoked him with his pistol. The squad leader rushed forward, but was knocked down by Xu Sanduo, and the gun in his hand quickly blocked the soldier. Xu Sanduo's eyes froze for a moment, and he found that the non-commissioned officer under the gun was wearing camouflage and was full of displeasure, holding a machine gun in his hand, which looked very much like a person. June 1?Xu Sanduo shouted suddenly. The non-commissioned officer looked at Xu Sanduo who was suddenly overjoyed for no reason, and made a quick move, trying to turn defeat into victory.But Xu Sanduo restrained him in time, he smiled friendly, and tore off the name tag on his chest after one shot.The non-commissioned officer was smoking, and watched Xu Sanduo running away like an ape in frustration. Another stack of famous tags fell on the ammunition box in front of Yuan Lang. Qi Huan has ten, Wu Zhe has ten, Yuan Lang said Xu Sanduo, sit down and divide the spoils, and hand over your share quickly.Xu Sanduo smiled and handed over his stack.Wu Zhe knew at a glance that there were more than them, twelve. Wu Zhe said: Sanduo is the best, he killed all the rest, and he picked three of them with a single knife. Xu Sanduo shook his head, he said that the team leader's record was 138, and we couldn't keep up. But Yuan Lang still saw a kind of honest pride in Xu Sanduo's face.He patted him on the shoulder and said: Modesty!Give you a good gun and a good environment, each of you will kill more than a hundred, but don't look at this fake, when it comes to the real thing, you may be chopped up by a real murderer with a kitchen knife. Several soldiers laughed and shook their heads, meaning that there was no such possibility. Yuan Lang asked these ignorant boys seriously: You have to kill nearly 10,000 bullets a month, but have you ever shot someone?Boys, the first time you do it for real, your brain won't turn. If you can answer what one plus one equals, it's considered pretty good. Wu Zhe's answer is: how much one plus one equals is a very big proposition. Qi Huan was serious, he said it was not a joke, you heard the captain right. Yuan Lang looked at Xu Sanduo who was in a daze, smiled and said: I know, Wu Zhe will think about what I said, but Xu Sanduo doesn't believe it. Xu Sanduo was a little surprised. He said that I had actually shot someone.Just the time you lied to me, I almost killed someone with my bare hands. Yuan Lang said it was still different.Xu Sanduo, you have courage, and you are for your comrades, which shows that you are very kind.Kindness is a good thing, but every kind person will be at a loss when facing a wicked person, even if he has to pay a heavy price, because he never thought of hurting others.I said it in a wordy way, I want you to have a long memory, do you understand? Xu Sanduo said honestly: It makes sense in theory. Yuan Lang rolled up his sleeves with a wry smile, revealing the gun scars he had shown off with Xu Sanduo and Chengcai in the machine troupe: I want you to understand in reality.Remember this?Xu Sanduo nodded: I remember, M16. Both Yuan Lang and Qi Huan smiled contentedly. Qi Huan suddenly stared at Yuan Lang's scar and shouted: Fart!He was stabbed by a bastard with a screwdriver when he was in joint service with the military and police!Xu Sanduo thought it was true, but he didn't believe it, he said no, M16A2, SS109 bullet, habitual wound! ...Captain, how many things do you have to deceive us? Yuan Lang said with a smile: Everyone is a soldier, why don't you let bragging? Xu Sanduo took a closer look at the wound, which really looked like a gunshot wound, and it was like an M16A2, SS109 bullet, habitual-piercing wound.It must be that the captain caught people off guard, and then he didn't bring a gun. Xu Sanduo thought very confidently. wrong.Yuan Lang seemed to have guessed Xu Sanduo's thoughts: I was fully armed and didn't pull back. His first attack was a sudden attack, but he didn't pierce my body armor, and the second attack was this. why don't you shoot forget.Yuan Lang seemed to have really returned to that time and place again, and he paused for a long time before answering: the gun is not something brought out of the womb, so he just remembers to block it with his hands when he commits a crime.I am very glad that I forgot to shoot now, because according to the panic at that time, I would have killed him. He was only twenty years old, and he would not do bad things all his life. Everyone fell silent, and Wu Zhe handed a compressed biscuit to Xu Sanduo. The team's field telephone suddenly rang. That afternoon, the old A's sat in the helicopter and left the jungle. The third task and the second task are almost connected together. Xu Sanduo and his comrades rushed to the border that night to assist the armed police in their anti-drug operation. An armed caravan with a full set of American equipment wanted to cross the border with powerful firepower, and they Compared with the M4 carbine and grenade launcher in hand, the submachine guns of the armed police are really overwhelmed, which is basically the level of old American equipment. Xu Sanduo has been looking at the expressions of Qi Huan and Yuan Lang, seeing Qi Huan like a thorn in his back. Yuan Lang said, why do you keep watching me?Do you think I'm lying to you again?Xu Sanduo, this time is not a drill. Xu Sanduo looked at Yuan Lang's face and pondered for a long time. He really shouldn't doubt, he should believe that a real battle is about to break out. But Qi Huan and the others are obviously used by the company. It took two full days for reconnaissance and lurking, which made Xu Sanduo feel as if it was another rehearsal. Even though he was finally lying on the ideal sniper position, the feeling of being fake and not real was still lingering. This is the densest forest that Xu Sanduo has encountered. Only at a very close distance can one see those lurkers who are completely covered by leaves and shrubs.Birds were chirping all around, apparently the morning bird hadn't noticed the small group of people who had been waiting in the jungle for fourteen hours.Xu Sanduo adjusted the scope on the gun, making the jungle in the distance clear for a while and blurred for a while. The wait was too long and a bit boring. Wu Zhe slowly held down a bug that was biting his face, then showed Qi Huan the ball of blood, and asked in a low voice: Veteran, what's this called? Gadfly. Great, this is the first time in my life I was bitten by a gadfly.I have to write it in my diary when I get home. Wu Zhe's excited voice was obviously louder, and there were a few accusing eyes around him immediately. He smiled a little embarrassedly, and put the bug into the notebook carefully. The dreary night was over. Yuan Lang crawled in front of each sentry post, checking everyone's lurking status. Finally, he stopped in front of Xu Sanduo.nervous?he asked.Xu Sanduo nodded slightly.Yuan Lang handed him the binoculars: How about using this to look at it upside down?Now the target is far away even if it is in front of you, how about it? Xu Sanduo couldn't help laughing as he looked at the suddenly far-fetched border.Yuan Lang said it was funny?Xu Sanduo said it wasn't funny.Yuan Lang said this is useful?What Xu Sanduo said was useless. Yuan Lang was right, there was no need to lie to himself.Xu Sanduo, the three of you can kill a reconnaissance platoon, and a squad can wipe out all these people, as long as you perform at your usual level. He looked at Xu Sanduo's face that didn't know good and evil, secretly always worried. Qi Huan suddenly blew a bird call softly. Yuan Lang woke up.The goal they had been waiting for had finally arrived. In the jungle far away, a few ominous figures loomed from the border.From the scope, you can see the dew-wetted horse ridges and the weapons they carry: shining belts, grenades as thick as teacups, and even a recoilless rocket launcher. Wu Zhe adjusted the sniper rifle carefully, and whispered to Qi Huan next to him: What happened to the country next door?Do you dare to buy machine guns at their cigarette stalls?Howitzers in the supermarket?Qi Huan looked at Wu Zhe calmly and made a gesture of ready to attack. Wu Zhe knew his faults and said: You know I talk too much when I'm nervous. Still no one paid him any attention, and other old A's made the same gestures one after another. Every cross ring in the scope has been aligned with the forehead of a caravan drug dealer. Xu Sanduo squeezed the trigger with slightly trembling fingers. When the last soldier locked on the target, Yuan Lang picked up the microphone and ordered in a low voice: Base, Lin Xiao entered the nest, and the hunters are in position. As long as they cross the boundary, they can be wiped out in one minute!Looking at the soldiers who were eagerly waiting for the shooting order, Yuan Lang couldn't help being proud of them, but also worried about this kind of pride.But the microphone rang again, and the voice in the microphone told him: The base informed that in view of the complex nationality of the drug dealers, in order to avoid expanding the situation, try to kill as few people as possible, and this is a sensitive border area, try to shoot as little as possible. The soldiers had to close the scope cover. Only by seeing their expressions can you know what it means to have no complaints. The caravan of drug dealers finally crossed the border. The drug dealers became nervous themselves. They clenched the weapons they thought they were holding and opened the guns involuntarily.One leader seemed to be worried that someone might escape, so he ordered fiercely: Don't shoot casually! In the jungle in front of them, two Chinese soldiers were suddenly talking and laughing loudly, scaring the drug dealers all down quickly. They know that the regular army relies on more than equipment. A drug dealer on guard at the rear was startled by a sound, he turned his gun in a panic, at the same time, there was a soft noise in the grass behind him, and two people pressed towards him, linking his hands The legs were dragged into the grass like a dead man. This was done by Qi Huan and one of his team members. Yuan Lang also suddenly covered the mouth of a drug dealer behind a tree. Before the drug dealer could move, he punched him in the heart with a muffled fist, knocking the man to the ground, and dragged him into the woods easily and quickly. inside. The team of drug dealers who lost two people in the blink of an eye didn't notice anything at all.They were still watching the whereabouts of the two Chinese soldiers in front, watching them walk into the jungle ahead. Follow them.A drug dealer leader stood up and greeted the drug dealers behind him. Follow them?Some drug dealers had worried expressions on their faces. The drug dealer boss scolded a fool!He said that no one will come to the route they patrolled, you know? The drug dealers seemed to be relieved now, and their footsteps and body movements became more relaxed. They followed the voices of the two Chinese soldiers who had gone away, and moved forward slowly. There was a drug dealer squatting on the ground all the time. Follow up.Someone turned around and urged him. He was still squatting, he said it was convenient. Just as the drug dealer in front turned his head and continued walking, a gun was held against the drug dealer who was squatting on the ground.Before he could see the person holding the gun clearly, he was knocked unconscious on the ground by a palm cut. Xu Sanduo neatly dragged the drug dealer into the jungle. The drug dealers walking behind were sweating profusely, and he found that those behind couldn't keep up no matter how old they were.He panicked and stepped on the heel of his predecessor. what are you doing?The one who was stepped on scolded. They... didn't follow.He said. Have you walked the mountain road?It's not uncommon for two or three to fall behind...you just wait here. The sweaty drug dealer stopped obediently, he waited timidly, but he dared not wait. As we walked, the drug dealers got lost.The leader of the drug traffickers became furious for a moment.There was a dense jungle ahead, and they hesitated to choose the path to go down. At this moment, a group of noisy birds suddenly flew up in the distant forest.The leader of the drug dealer immediately smiled and directed the team to walk in the direction of Niaoqi. A group of people walked along timidly and courageously. Just after crossing a ditch, there was a light click of the gun. Before the group could turn around, they were already knocked down by the old A who emerged from the ditch with his bare hands. many.The rest were stunned looking at the muzzle of the gun that was close at hand. It was Wu Zhe who was seduced at the front just now. Seeing Wu Zhe and several murderous soldiers, they threw away their weapons one after another.However, while someone was throwing the gun, someone quietly touched the pistol behind his waist, but it was too late, Yuan Lang and the others who got up afterward had already pressed the barrel of the gun against his waist. Yuan Lang asked them to put their hands on their heads and stand in a horizontal row. While Qi Huan and the others were cleaning up the guns on the ground, the leader of the drug dealer suddenly swayed, grabbed an accomplice and pushed him towards Wu Zhe who was facing him. Taking advantage of Wu Zhe's time to dodge, he turned around and ran away. Into the jungle. Wu Zhe pointed his gun at the drug dealer's head, but Xu Sanduo quickly chased him, so he had to put the gun down. Wu Zhe looked at the people chasing one after the other with admiration, thinking to himself: Playing off-road with Xu San'er, it's unlucky for him, and his parents don't give him a hundred legs.Just as he was thinking, a drug dealer rushed towards him, and with just one twist, Wu Zhe threw the drug dealer to the ground heavily. Xu Sanduo in the forest had already caught up with the escaped leader.The boss didn't see well when he looked back, he turned a corner hastily, picked up a thick tree stick and waited there, when Xu Sanduo's footsteps sounded, he swept over ruthlessly. It was Xu Sanduo's arm that was hit. But it was the stick that broke in two, and the leader was stunned. Xu Sanduo came over with a punch, and the leader let out a breath and fell down. Xu Sanduo was suspicious for a few seconds, then took out a first aid kit. The leader is paralyzed. In less than an hour, the soldiers had escorted the completely subdued drug dealers over. Yuan Lang couldn't hold back his joy. He picked up the field phone and talked to the base. He told them that all of them were captured without firing a single shot. There were thirteen people in total, and the last one had been captured by Xu Sanduo and was being brought here. .The railway on the other side of the phone heard Yuan Lang's excessive excitement, so he said a few words to him, but Yuan Lang refused to admit it.He said that I wasn't happy, the result is not an exaggeration based on their quality, but I... well, Captain, can't I be happy?You know, several people in my team are participating in the battle for the first time! Wu Zhe has already assembled the captives. They are waiting for Xu Sanduo. Wu Zhe said why San'er hasn't arrived yet?Yuan Lang suddenly felt a little empty in his heart. Yuan Lang said I would go and have a look. Qi Huan also flashed out. Xu Sanduo was still walking out in the jungle with the leader, who had already been handcuffed, and there was no room for resistance at all.Suddenly, Xu Sanduo heard a rustling sound in the forest, not far away.He stopped quietly.While putting down the leader, he slammed into it. The drug dealer in the forest was hit by him and his aiming point was distorted, and a shuttle of bullets shot into the sky. The gunshot shocked Yuan Lang, he made a gesture to them, and Wu Zhe and a soldier rushed over. It was the cowardly drug dealer who hid in the jungle early in the morning.When Xu Sanduo mentioned the drug dealer, he fell over from his back. The drug dealer had just been thrown to the ground by him, and the leader next to him turned around and wanted to run away. Xu Sanduo grabbed the drug dealer's gun and knocked him staggeringly. He passed over... But before he could stop him, a black jungle knife stabbed him from behind. Xu Sanduo dodged his body and dodged the knife. Unexpectedly, another drug dealer swung his knife at him. He just slashed. Facing this completely disorderly opponent, Xu Sanduo took a few steps back, and finally put his knee on the opponent's abdomen. The drug dealer opened his mouth suddenly and bit Xu Sanduo's shoulder fiercely. As soon as Xu Sanduo broke away from the drug dealer, he suddenly found that the man was completely painless: his expression was crazy, and his eyesight was distracted.Just as Xu Sanduo was hesitating, the jungle knife slashed across his arm, cutting a few inches long. Xu Sanduo hastily retreated and retreated, but the drug dealer chased after him, rushed forward, and became entangled with Xu Sanduo in an instant, stabbing Xu Sanduo's chest with the knife in his hand with all his strength. Xu Sanduo punched the man's elbow out of conditioned reflex, and the tip of the knife changed direction. At this moment, the leader of the drug dealer behind bumped into him, and sent the elbow-length knife into the crazy drug dealer's chest. , passed through the back chest. The other party's crazy eyes gradually went out, Xu Sanduo watched blankly, a trace of regret suddenly emerged in his heart, he watched the blood in the other party's chest sprayed on him. At this time, the leader had already picked up the gun on the ground. Although it was inconvenient to shoot with his handcuffed hands, he swung the butt of the gun upside down and smashed it down at Xu Sanduo.But Xu Sanduo didn't realize it, he was still looking blankly at the dying drug dealer who was pressing on him, at this moment he had no strength to fight back. But the leader was knocked down before he could attack Xu Sanduo again. It was Qi Huan who rushed over and punched him horizontally. Why not shoot?Qi Huan suddenly yelled at Xu Sanduo who was on the ground. Xu Sanduo slowly pushed away the dead man on his body and sat up. Looking at the dead man, Qi Huan suddenly understood something, he patted Xu Sanduo on the shoulder and said: It's not your fault.Xu Sanduo didn't respond, he sat silently with his head in his arms.When Wu Zhe and several soldiers ran over, Xu Sanduo was still sitting beside the man's body in a daze.Qi Huan waved to Wu Zhe and the others, asking them to lift the corpse away from Xu Sanduo. We should withdraw, Xu Sanduo.Qi Huan said softly. Xu Sanduo remained motionless like a piece of wood.Qi Huan sighed, and together with Wu Zhe lifted him up, at this moment he found that Xu Sanduo's feet were dragging on the ground, he was numb and couldn't walk. Don't be a fucking coward!No one wants to encounter this kind of thing, but someone has to encounter it!Qi Huan looked at Xu Sanduo's appearance, anxious and didn't know what to do. Only then did Xu Sanduo open his legs following the steps of the two. Xu Sanduo's current expression can only be described as collapsed, he sat with his head down, his hands were shaking constantly.Yuan Lang understood Xu Sanduo's mood very well.He shook Xu Sanduo's bloody hand, looked at Xu Sanduo's clothes that were also bloody, and said, "Xu Sanduo, this is an accident. There must be no accident with live ammunition. You handled it very well...Xu Sanduo, remember me yesterday Still telling you?You are a kind person, and it is always like this when a kind person meets a wicked person for the first time.Xu Sanduo, you... He suddenly felt that Xu Sanduo's expression was not right, he held up his face, he saw Xu Sanduo's eyes were empty and lifeless.Yuan Lang shook it anxiously: Xu Sanduo, what's the matter with you?Xu Sanduo, you fucking talk to me! Xu Sanduo was stunned, without saying a word. Xu Sanduo's wound was bandaged within ten minutes. But Xu Sanduo's expression remained sluggish, as if he had changed into a different person. He always woke up suddenly when he was sleeping. In the dark, he often heard the heavy breathing, and he felt that the dead man was pressing on him all the time.He saw the dying eyes approaching him little by little, and the blood dripping down his body.The most terrible thing is that Xu Sanduo often finds that he can't move, he can only widen his eyes, and take all the despair and regret in that person's eyes into his mind. stand up!Xu Sanduo!get up! He is often woken up by Wu Zhe in his nightmares, and then sits up sweating profusely. Wu Zhe often looked at him sympathetically. Wu Zhe said that I have been watching you from the side, I wanted you to sleep for a while, but you sleep like this, I feel that I might as well not sleep. Xu Sanduo rubbed his forehead desperately, and turned his head away in panic when he saw the bandaged knife wound on his arm. Xu Sanduo, is it really that uncomfortable?Wu Zhe wanted to know what his comrades were enduring, and he also wanted to share something for Xu Sanduo.Wu Zhe said, do you know how scary your expression is when you fall asleep?I am the one who dares to sleep in a mass grave in the middle of the night, but when I look at you, I want to call Qi Huan to embolden him. Xu Sanduo was stunned for a while and asked: Is there any smoke? Wu Zhe lit a cigarette with a wry smile and handed it to him: Don't count on this, let me tell you, it's useless.Xu Sanduo still grabbed it, took a puff and then stopped, watching the green smoke rising up: ...he got into my brain.Xu Sanduo held his head tightly, as if trying to squeeze something out. who? ...Xu Sanduo, you can't think like this, you are not a person who abuses yourself. He wanted to live, but he couldn't, so he got into my head. Wu Zhe knew that Xu Sanduo was messed up again, if he hadn't solved the knot by himself, he would be stubborn to the end. Yuan Lang was also troubled by Xu Sanduo's situation. He said to Qi Huan: From the perspective of a soldier, how should I treat Xu Sanduo?Yuan Lang really wanted to find the answer to this difficult question from Qi Huan.Qi Huan told him that the task was successfully completed, and the border guards were extremely satisfied. We completely cut off the drug channel in one attack.Yuan Lang shook his head and said: "Qi Huan, Xu Sanduo is not as aggressive as you and me. To be honest, he is a very lingering soldier." Can a soldier who is not aggressive have such an excellent performance?Qi Huan asked suspiciously. Looking at the soft orange light, Yuan Lang fell into deep thought: You joined the A brigade a long time ago, and you don't understand the honor of these old troops.A soldier from the tiger regiment went to cut his appendix. The nurse forgot to administer anesthesia, and the soldier screamed in pain. The nurse said that the tiger regiment is still afraid of pain?The soldier didn't say a word when he went down, and then passed out from the pain. What are you going to say, Captain? Qi Huan was anxious to get to the point. Xu Sanduo's performance is because of his simplicity.Yuan Lang said solemnly: He cherishes his words and deeds very much, the honor of his old company has long been infiltrated into his blood, but once he feels guilty because of his mission, his soldier is likely to collapse. Have a blast, captain?Xu Sanduo just killed a drug dealer out of self-defense. That kid was still in the territory. The drugs he led in had already killed countless people!When he died, he had already overdosed because of fear, which meant that he didn't know the pain at all, which meant that Xu Sanduo had no other choice but to kill him! But that is a life.Yuan Lang retorted: I am very happy to see that Xu Sanduo can cherish other people's lives, and I never thought you were just a fighting machine.He breathed out thoughtfully: Xu Sanduo asked to attend the cremation of the deceased tomorrow, I want to allow him to go, maybe he can find the answer. To be disrespectful, I think you are all sick. Yuan Lang didn't think that he was disobedient and smiled, knowing that the consultant: who are you? Xu Sanduo, you, the captain, and the soldier you said died silently in pain, and the nurse who deserved to be dragged out and killed!Being a soldier is so inconvenient, a soldier should act swiftly and resolutely to solve everything!Qi Huan answered bluntly. Yuan Lang squinted his eyes and seemed to reminisce about the events many years ago: At that time, the medical conditions were very poor, and many things were not available.That soldier was me, and that nurse was your aunt, who later chased and beat me because of guilt.Qi Huan... There are many things that cannot be explained clearly in one sentence. Qi Huan was stunned.Yuan Lang finally made up his mind.If Xu Sanduo is required to act resolutely now, there will be hidden dangers. He hopes that his soldiers are the best, but more importantly, Yuan Lang wants them to have a healthy life. Green smoke is rising from the chimneys surrounded by green forests. Few people think that it is the smoke from the incineration of human bodies.Xu Sanduo was thinking about something while looking at the chimney through the glass window in the hut, and Yuan Lang walked in. 他说我问过公安了，如果你想的话，可以出去看看。 许三多回答道：是的，队长。 但不能太靠近，绝对不能暴露我们的身份。 是，队长。 袁朗为他打开了房门。 许三多犹豫了一下，忐忑不安地出去了。 火葬场里，死者家属的哭声仿佛淹没了整个空间，许三多离得很远，看着那老人和孩子，以及那年青的妻子，还有白发苍苍的母亲。他完全被眼前的一切震慑住了，他脚在悄悄地往前挪了一步，又挪了一步…… 袁朗跟在后边，一直注视着许三多，终于忍不住时，许三多也站住了。许三多呆呆地目送着那队人远去，袁朗上去将手搭在许三多的肩上，他看到许三多早已眼泪盈眶。 我真傻……我想我爸。许三多使劲摇摇头，最后泣不成声。 袁朗眼也不眨地瞪着他：你好受些了吗？ 许三多摇着头。他没办法跟队长说，也无法跟任何人说，他很想走过去跟人说：我就是杀人凶手，杀了我吧……如果他不是军人，如果队长不在旁边。 返回营地时，直升机舱里气氛沉闷，士兵们目观鼻，鼻观心地坐着。大家都在注意着许三多，只有许三多一人魂不守舍地盯着机翼下逝去的那片丛林。 就在这时，许三多做了一个决定：复员。 他要离开这个工作，离开老A。 回到基地的第二天，一叠厚厚的复员报告便摆在铁路的桌上。 铁路的手在那份报告上重重一砸，说：我就见不得这副婆娘养的小样！多大个事？失手杀了人，真枪实弹有那些唧唧歪歪吗？这就复员？你去问他知不知道调教出一个老A要多少心血？他以为这是跟对象拌嘴呢？这是逃兵！ 袁朗静静地看着气急败坏的铁路，他说大队长，他还是个没有对象的大孩子，他也没有在战场上拖着枪撒丫子逃跑。 他要敢那样我就毙了他！ 我想我们应该体谅一些他的苦衷…… 他的苦衷？战场上你不杀敌就被敌杀掉，就这个苦衷！铁路奇怪袁朗超强的耐心。 大队长，咱们都是在这军营里泡过了半辈子的人，我问您个话……您杀过敌吗？或者说您杀过人吗？ 铁路被问的有些不好意思：没有。七九年那会子血书白写了，没轮到我那连上。 I do not have either.真刀真枪没少练，可我真不知道看着一条命在你手上灰飞烟灭是什么感觉？ ……他杀了，用刀子，血流在自己身上，面对面看着那个人一点点死去，瞳孔扩散，体温消失。 so what?铁路不想认输，不想放弃如此优秀的一名老A。 袁朗非常认真地回答：我想那滋味不好受，队长。他一直瘫在那儿，是被几个兵从死人旁边拖开的，那时候我看着他就想，这个兵要好好休息一下了，这些年他实在太累了。 铁路犹豫一下，最终妥协地扁了一下嘴：休息可以，复员绝对不行。 袁朗表示绝对赞同：当然不行，我可不能让我的兵带着这么老大个疙瘩去做老百姓。 你小心处理……就算没了疙瘩也不能做老百姓！铁路的脸上还是挂着不放心。 许三多的决定立刻成为老A团体的一等大事，这些非同凡响的士兵们，都使出看家本领揣测，思考着应对许三多的方案。然而大家没有方案，对着一个不跟你应战的人，你有什么方案。 吴哲拿了个一次成相的傻瓜机在不间歇地照着，将那些照片一张张扔给许三多。但许三多理都不理。吴哲终于没了耐性了，他说许三多，我这一个卷可就剩一张了，你总得给我个花枝乱颤吧？许三多这才很勉强地笑了笑，但那笑反而让人觉得更加的难看。吴哲气了气得将相机扔在了一旁。 袁朗看着那些照片时，也气了。他看见许三多照了一桌的照片，有有站着有的坐着，但都一个比一个的发呆，都一个比一个的苦着脸。 袁朗放下照片，便命令道：许三多，跟我出来一趟。 报告队长。 不是许三多，而是吴哲。 吴哲的突然插话，让袁朗有些意外，他问什么事，吴哲？ 吴哲说：如果是我，我也会受不了；如果是我的话，我也会天天晚上做恶梦；如果是我的话，可能早就很对不住队长您啦，就是说我做了烈士了。 袁朗立刻理解了他的用意，他说你这小混蛋，你怕我亏待了你的战友是吗？ 很多余的提醒，队长。Wu Zhe said. 袁朗苦笑着出去了，许三多在后边默默地跟着。 一直走到靶场，袁朗才停下来。 尽头闪着隐隐约约的灯光，有枪声在间歇地响着，一队兵正在壕沟里练习夜间射击。 袁朗找了块干净地面坐下，回头看看许三多。Xu Sanduo shook his head.袁朗无奈地说：许三多，这是近一周，你最常见的动作，还真他妈的有些习惯了。他顿了顿回到正题：你问心有愧吗？因为递上去那份复员报告？ 许三多说：还好。 还好？袁朗挠了挠头：你这浑球，这话我跟我老婆都没说过你这几天让我都想白了头发。 队长，您想骂就骂……用不着给我留面子。许三多真诚地说。 骂不解气。袁朗对不远处射击壕里的一名老A说：中尉同志，把你的枪拿过来。 那名战士被这位神勇的大队长搞得有些莫名其妙，但二话不说就跳了出来，把手上的自动步枪递给他。袁朗随手卸下弹匣，看了一下，把枪从一个极其刁钻的角度扔给许三多，许三多下意识地接住，而且从枪着手就完成了一个待击姿势。袁朗又扔过来弹匣，许三多左手轻轻动了一下，那个弹匣已经装上。 袁朗从心里开始苦笑了。 他说许三多同志，你看看你，你怎么还可能回去做老百姓？ 许三多犹豫了一下，但很快又恢复了原有的信念，他曾经付出很多从老百姓做到老A，也肯定可以从老A做回上榕树的许三多。袁朗似乎读懂了许三多的心，说：对，你肯定能做到，这我信。说句怪话，有些同志放到肥料堆里是个耙头，放到战场上就是把利器。……许三多，我说你是个粪耙，你不笑，你也不生气？ 许三多讷讷的，不笑也不生气，他看看那名中尉，想把枪还回去。 袁朗知道许三多需要的不是劝解而是时间：别急。许三多，那天你们在训练场耍枪花还被我骂了，你再耍给我看看。 许三多盛情难却，将那枝短小精悍的突击步枪在手上耍了几个花。 这枪怎么样，许三多？袁朗问。 it is good.适合中国人身高，射击良好，弹道稳定，我们老部队好些人要进A大队兵就为抢先摸上这种枪。 步战车怎么样？潜水服怎么样？直升机怎么样？ 好，都很好。我……很高兴我有跟别人不一样的经历。 那我告诉你，你经历的所有东西都只能算是玩具，最重要的是你自己的坚持。 许三多发着怔，旁边那名中尉同样听得发呆。又一阵震耳欲聋的齐射传了过来，夜色下的袁朗眼睛亮得吓人：……好了，把枪还给人家吧，别耽误他们训练。 许三多犹豫了一下，他知道如果复员报告通过的话，这大概是他这辈子最后一次摸枪了。袁朗一直目不转睛地看着，直到看见许三多的一丝恋恋之色，很礼貌地将枪递还给那名中尉。 袁朗谢了那名中尉，继续看着许三多，而许三多则忐忑不安，欲言又止。 袁朗终于又开了口：你不用那么难受，我先告诉你，报告没有通过。许三多是明显松了一口气，但表情也显得更加沉重。袁朗接着说：我一直在想怎么让你轻松一点，甚至想带你去戒毒署看一看，可我想那没用，你不会因为别人干的坏事就原谅自己。最后，我决定……袁朗的手在黑暗里挥了一下，又一个什么飞了过来，许三多接住，那是个装得硬梆梆的信封。 这是两千块，我今年的私房钱全在里边。Yuan Lang said. ……队长？许三多看着袁朗，捏着那个信封不知如何是好。 袁朗笑了：不用那个表情吧，我是别有用心的，既然没有办法让你轻松，我就给你请了一个月的假，私人赞助你两千块钱，你尽管去任何地方散散心。一个月后归队，告诉我你的决定，如果你决定留下，我有很重要的事情要你一起做。袁朗说着话的时候站起身来，而且摆明了是打算扬长而去。 team leader? !许三多要追上去，但袁朗坚定的眼神又让他立定不动了。 去吧，你得一个人去。我们都希望你坚持，可是……坚持不坚持是你自个儿的事情。 许三多捏着那个信封，看着袁朗在夜色下走远。 许三多要离开的那天，才感觉离开是那么的陌生，似乎那不是他的决定。对着自己的铺位发了会怔，终于拽出野战包开始收拾自己的行李。齐桓和吴哲从身后进来，两个人有点怪怪地打量着他。许三多有些局促不安。齐桓沉默着将一套衣服扔给他，那是套便装，而且颇为时尚，不过这对许三多来说没什么区别，穿了这么些年军装，他哪还知道什么衣服叫作时尚呢。 吴哲给你拿了套衣服，可能这个月你不想天天穿着军装。 齐桓看出许三多有些不自在，便解释道。 吴哲做了个鬼脸，笑着说道：你穿着准比我好看，你小子其实是个好的衣服架子。说不定你这趟就能把女朋友给解决啦。 许三多并不擅长去反应这种玩笑，他讷讷地把衣服放进包里。 齐桓对吴哲使个眼神，故意问：你不换上呀？ 现在不想换……对不起，我觉得自个好像个逃兵。许三多把头垂得更低了，他害怕自己会忍不住哭出来。吴哲很有信心地说道：你放心吧，跑不了兔子你的！ 许三多忽然发现，他们其实就为了说一句话：我们都等着你回来。 齐桓忙不迭地翻着自己的东西，翻出什么就往许三多的行李里扣：这是我的超级酷的游泳裤，结果咱们但凡下水，都是穿八一裤衩的！这是我的雷朋墨镜，借你！我的奥索卡包，借你！我的腰包，借你！唉呀，攒这么些年初夜权，全让你小子用了。对了，我的旅行手册，全国名山大川都划遍了，一直没空去，也借你！吴哲，你还有什么藏着掖着的，交出来！ correct!吴哲突然大叫道：三儿总不能再蹬个作战靴吧？我那双锐步也便宜你了！他兴高采烈地就要去拿，目瞪口呆的许三多终于醒过神来，拦住了吴哲。 他说喂喂，你们到底在干什么？ 齐桓一反以往的冷静：干什么？你以为大家谁都能有一个月假出去晃荡吗？那不还把全体老A的好行头都凑齐了？免得你出去丢人！ 就是就是，你回来再还给我们不就得了！吴哲终于推开许三多跑了出去，许三多不再阻挡，看着齐桓把作战包里的东西，一样一样地捣腾到他那个时髦的登山包里。 都很贵的哦！你要知道我这包我这墨镜多少银子都能吓死你。 许三多忽然明白他们的用意，他们拼命塞东西给他，是怕他不回来，他们知道，就是为了要把这些东西还给他们，他许三多也会回来的。 第二天一早，天还蒙蒙亮，许三多背着一大包奇行怪状的装备走出了宿社区。他是偷偷溜出来的。如果不回来，他们会恨我吗？许三多暗暗地想：至少他们不用想我了。 其实，袁朗他们就站在不远处的地方看着。 吴哲说：你说这小子会回来吗？ 齐桓说：你看他穿什么走的吗？ 袁朗没有说话。 许三多是穿着军装走的。 许三多很犟，犟得不肯回头，这让所有人都感到担心。 许三多坐的是硬座。 火车在突起隧道的时候，一位从他身边经过的旅客，把他吓了一跳。那旅客酷似许三多魂萦梦绕的那位死者。许三多看到他冷漠地看了他一眼，让他不觉霍然一阵惊悚，那不是恐惧，他与那个人对视的眼光里，只有歉疚与悲悯。 当列车终于钻出隧道时，许三多终于发现这不过是一场幻觉。 那个人仍与许三多对视着，是一种陌生而毫无礼貌的打量。许三多忽然发现身边有人轻触自己的肩章，那是邻座的一个小女孩。 小女孩说叔叔，这是什么？ 女孩的母亲笑了，对女儿说：圆圆怎么这么没有礼貌？ ... 许三多说没关系。许三多终于不能忍受旁边那道冷冰冰的目光了，他站起来，刚一离开那人立刻毫不犹豫地坐在他的座位上。 这儿有人。女孩的母亲想为许三多争回座位。 那人自顾嘀咕道：早还不让座，当兵的。 许三多回头时，那人很不忿地又盯他一眼。许三多惯常温和地笑笑，说您坐吧，我站习惯了。他退进了过道中的人群中，因为那身与众不同的军装愈发被人注目。 旁边又有两名时髦少年也低声说：我打赌这准是特种兵，您瞅这身行头…… 许三多有点慌张地摇着头，想了想，只好从行李架上拿下了自己的背包，往厕所里钻去，等他出来的时候，已经换上了吴哲赞助的那身衣服，甚至戴上了齐桓的墨镜，这让他局促不安，乍一出门，几乎撞在对面的车壁上。 然而，却再无人看他。 他已经不愿意再回到原来的位子上，他钻到车厢接口处，呆呆地和几个烟民一起站着，呆呆看着车外掠过的风景。 许三多忽然发现，这是第一次从车窗而不是闷罐子里看外边的风景，可是现在的他却不知道去哪。 车窗外的风景确实要好很多，可是终点没有战友，没有了任务也没有了目标。