Chapter 23 Section 4 Drugs and Incest

Knocking on strangers' doors in the middle of the night for drugs was crazy enough in my eyes, but my patients in New York told me it wasn't anything at all.An Indian woman named Anjun said to me: "If you get addicted to drugs, you can do anything crazy. I once saw a woman who was addicted to drugs and screamed that she would kill her 5-year-old. sold her youngest daughter. The child who didn't understand the world just kept crying, and she really didn't understand why her mother sold her." "What about you?" I'm asking a little too much, but I want to know the truth about her.

"I was shocked by the scene of the mother selling her daughter. I kept saying to myself, no matter how crazy I am with drugs, I will protect my daughter." An Qiong didn't avoid my questions, but she didn't answer all of them either. The problem. "Have you protected your daughter?" "No." An Qiong's voice suddenly dropped, her expression was cloudy, she didn't know if it was self-blame or anger. "What's wrong with your daughter?" I asked in a low voice. "That bastard ruined my daughter." An Qiong's eyes were full of anger.

"Which beast?" "He used to be my boyfriend. We got together because of drug use. He was a drug dealer. I was with him. It didn't cost money to take drugs, but one day he actually said the most shameless thing in the world to me. .” I looked at Anjun and just listened quietly, because I didn't know what cheeky things her boyfriend was going to say. "He said he asked my permission to have sex with my daughter." "How old is your daughter?" "6 years old." "What? Only 6 years old." At that moment, I realized what the most brazen words in the world are.

"He has the face to say such an elegant word as 'request'! I immediately warned him that he would never be allowed to touch a hair of my daughter." "and after?" "One day, I came home and when I opened the door, the room was eerily quiet. I felt something was wrong. When I went to the kitchen, I saw him standing facing the window, just turning his head away. Talk to me. When I turned around, I saw my daughter with that ice cream-like thing all over her mouth, and I understood what had just happened. My daughter burst into a cry: "Mom, I'm scared. "

Hearing such absurd things, I lamented the darkness and depravity of American civilization.A man actually had the nerve to ask his girlfriend to have oral sex with her 6-year-old daughter, and when the request was rejected, he still committed violence, and after the violence, he still acted as if nothing had happened.I can imagine Anjun's pain at that time.An Qiong threw all the man's belongings out of the window on the spot and drove him out of the house.Then, she ran to the roof alone, and cried loudly to the sky. "I asked God why he was so unfair to me. Why should my tragedy be repeated on my daughter." An Qiong said angrily.

"Your tragedy?" I secretly guessed that An Qiong might have had a similar experience. "When I was 4 years old, I was forced by the government to leave my parents and live with my adoptive parents because both my parents were drinking and taking drugs. My adoptive mother was as close as my own, but one night when I was 11, my My adoptive father broke into my room. At that time, I shared the bed with my sister, and my adoptive father got into my bed naked and forced sex with me. It was my first time, and I was full of fear and pain." "What about your sister?" I was surprised that Anjun's adoptive father would do such a brazen thing when there was another girl beside him.

"My sister was too scared to say a word, and my hope of getting help from her was shattered. I blame her, but I don't hate her, and I think she must be terrified." "And then?" I asked. "It continued until I was 14, and I told my teachers about it. They helped me leave my adoptive parents' house. The teachers told me that if I sued, my adoptive father would be arrested. But I still Let him go, because I don't want to hurt my adoptive mother, she is very good to me." "You know it's all about drugs, but you're a drug slave yourself." I nodded slightly.

"I know." An Qiong sighed and said, "The men in my life are all related to drugs. If I quit drugs, men will disappear from my life. I have been quitting drugs for two years, but I I really can't find anyone I like, and I'm very lonely now." An Qiong's faint eyes expressed her helplessness. Drugs reduce people to the level of beasts. Under the appearance of this splendid Manhattan, how many absurdities in the world are covered up.The proliferation of drugs in the West can be said to be caused by the spirit of liberalism. When addicts take drugs, what they feel most strongly in their inner world is freedom, freedom like superman.This is nothing more than a false freedom, and when returning to reality, the primitive animal consciousness displayed under this false spirit of freedom overflows in a shameless way, so that there is a "asking you to allow me and you 6 Sexual behavior with a 10-year-old daughter” is a behavioral freak that mixes modern civilized politeness with primitive animal impulses.

The Chinese idiom "drinking doves to quench thirst" is a true portrayal of modern American drug culture.