Chapter 39 Chapter Thirty-Nine

I've been too easy on myself. I kept holding a book, flipped through it hastily, and then closed it again. I never take the time to reflect on the gains and losses of the day before I take a break. Never have I recalled with courage and honesty the words and deeds of a day.So that you can learn from it the next day and make progress. The truth about success and how to get there has never been hidden from me.It's just because I've been fighting so hard to survive that I didn't even recognize it. At the end of each day, I am exhausted.Any mistakes, failures or accidents that clouded my day were quickly forgiven.I promise myself that tomorrow will be a new day, and maybe life will be kinder to me then.I'm wrong!

I finally see it. I see that the world is a market, and there is a price for everything, and no matter what I buy with my time, labor, or mind, whether it be wealth, comfort, fame, integrity, or knowledge, I have to stick to my decision.I can't be like a kid who buys one thing and regrets not having another.Since the everyday things that make up life are hard to take back, let me hopefully in the future be able to say with certainty that my sweat and toil have paid for something of value and eternity.The only possible solution is to conduct a special training before surrendering to the sleeping bug every day.

Every night I will reflect on the actions of the day. If I identify my mistakes and bad habits every day, the worst flaws in me will slowly diminish.How pleasant the sleep after such reflection will be. Here are the questions that often pop up in my head: What weakness did I discover today? What emotions are you fighting against? What temptation did you resist? What virtue has been acquired? By studying these scrolls, I have begun to approach each day with a plan so that the peaks I climb have signposts.Now, at the end of each day, I will carefully measure the progress and problems of the journey, and this newest good habit of mine will keep a diary for the day in my mind and a textbook for tomorrow.

Every night I will reflect on the actions of the day. At night, before the candle goes out, I reflect on every moment of that day.I allow nothing to escape my introspection.Why should I be afraid to see mistakes when I have the right to admonish myself and forgive myself? Maybe I was too harsh in one of the arguments.Maybe it's not accepted because my views are harsh.Although it is reasonable, it is necessary to know that the truth does not speak at any time.I should guard my tongue and not argue with idiots.I've done less than ideal, but this kind of thing won't reproduce. Experience is often synonymous with stupidity and sadness.In fact, there is no need.If I am willing and I do learn from experience, the lessons of today will lay the foundation for a better life tomorrow.

Every night I will reflect on the actions of the day. Let me reflect on my actions, when I look at myself like my own worst enemy, I become my own best friend.I will begin, right now, to be who I want to be.Night will fall, but sleep will not close my lids until I have fully recalled the events of the day. Which one should be done is not done? Which one thing could have been done better? The greatest undiscovered joy in life comes from doing everything to the best of your ability.At this time, there is a special sense of satisfaction, which is a sense of pride that arises when one looks at one's work and sees that it has been done so well, beautifully, and accurately.This kind of feeling is difficult for superficial people who work sloppy, lazy, sloppy, and give up halfway.It is this awareness of striving for perfection that makes every job an art.The smallest job, when done well, can become a miracle.

Tomorrow's achievements will exceed today's achievements.Improvement always comes from inspection and reflection.Everyone should be wiser every day. Every night I will reflect on the actions of the day. Have I ever felt sorry for myself? Do I greet the dawn with purpose in mind? Am I kind and loving to everyone I meet? Do I try to go further? Am I alert to opportunities? Am I looking for the bright side in every problem? Do I smile in the face of anger and hatred? Am I focused and on purpose? What could be more beneficial than such daily reflection?It makes me more proud and content.

My day doesn't end when the sun goes down.I have one more thing to do. Every night I will reflect on the actions of the day.