Chapter 32 Chapter Thirty-Two

I am better than ever. Inspired by the parchment, I started a new life.In just a few days, my heart was inspired by a wonderful force, and the hope that was almost wiped out by the years returned to my heart. I have finally escaped from the prison of disappointment, and I am infinitely grateful.Inspired by the first oath of success, I have made great progress.When I re-examine myself, I believe that I will eventually be accepted by the world.Now I understand a more important truth: our own evaluation of ourselves is the only thing that counts.If we despise ourselves, others will despise us; if we believe in ourselves, others will take us for granted.

Thank you God for putting these precious parchment scrolls into my hands and turning my life around.I no longer shy away from challenges the way I used to.I suddenly realized that there is a holy place in every pilgrim's journey, where we will feel close to God, the heaven seems to bend above our heads, and the angels come and hold our hands.There is the altar of sacrifice, the meeting place of morality and immorality, and the court of judgment, where the biggest battle of life is going on.The failures, pains, and even those heartbreaking things in the past have almost been forgotten, and the joy is coming. In the years to come, every time I look back, I can't forget the moment when I first tasted success.

But first I had to learn and practice the second vow of success: Facing the dawn, I am no longer at a loss. In the past, I had so little faith in my own abilities that any goal I set, big or small, seemed like foolishness.I have often wondered, what is the use of making a plan when the ability is low?In this way, every day I step into this world in a daze, with no direction, no guidance, dying, mistakenly thinking that I am waiting for the time to turn, although I never believe that anything in my future will be different from my past. Day to day wandering, no skill, no effort, no pain.On the contrary, setting goals every day, making plans every week, setting direction every month, and working hard to achieve them every day will cost a lot.I am used to telling myself that I will start working hard tomorrow, but I don't know that tomorrow can only be found on the calendar of fools.I am ignorant of my folly, and were it not for these scrolls, I would be wasting my life idly, and putting it off until it was too late.Too late and too late are actually very different.

Facing the dawn, I am no longer at a loss. I've been living the life of a fool.Although I always want to live a new and better life, I never take action, as if eating, drinking and sleeping can be postponed until the time of death.For years, like many people, I thought the only worthwhile goals were princely wealth, fame, and power.What a mistake I made.Now I know that a wise man never sets big, useless goals, those plans, which he calls dreams, and keeps them deep inside himself, where no one can see them, no one can laugh at them.Then, every morning, he only makes plans for this day; every night before going to bed, he only needs to make sure that the plan for this day has been completed.Soon, the daily results are accumulated, one after another, like ants gathering sand to form a tower. Finally, a castle stands upright and can accommodate any dream.In fact, once I learn to control my impatience and complete the plan step by step, it is not difficult to realize my dream.I can do it and I will do it.

Facing the dawn, I am no longer at a loss. When a person develops the habit of setting goals and completing plans, he has already won half the battle.With the thought that any little work, no matter how tedious, would bring me closer to the ultimate victory, even the most monotonous daily chores became bearable.Every morning, waking up in a new joy, dressing up becomes interesting; every night, going to bed in a new joy, washing up becomes meaningful.I now know that life can be as happy as a child's game. As long as you wake up and actively participate in life, there is already a road ahead.

I know where I am, I also know where my heart is. To get to my destination, I don't need to have a clear understanding of the twists and turns on the way before I set off.Most importantly, with the help of the parchment, I no longer look back.In those desolate days, each day without beginning and without end, I was lost in the empty desert with nothing but death and failure ahead. I have a goal for tomorrow. Facing the dawn, I am no longer at a loss. I used to want nothing from life, and life ignored me.But the days of slavery are coming to an end.Now I know that no matter what I ask, life will give it to me.

When I'm sad about the past, the sun doesn't shine on me anymore.Let me bury the past, or I'll be swallowed up by it.I no longer have tears.Let the sun shine on me and on tomorrow's goals. Facing the dawn, I am no longer at a loss.