Chapter 70 Chapter 21 Saying Goodbye to Death

I'm not a saint, but I know one thing: "Don't argue with God." Years ago, I was testifying in a lawsuit where my emotions were high and my mind was full of trouble.On the way home after the case was over, I suddenly fell ill. It was an extremely serious heart attack. Illness and nervousness left me almost breathless.As soon as I got home, the doctor gave me an injection. Before I lay down on the bed, I struggled to lean on the sofa in the living room and couldn't walk anymore. When I awoke from the coma, the parish priest was preparing to perform my final baptism. Seeing the sadness on the faces of my family members, I knew my final moments were coming.My heart was so weak that the doctor warned me not to speak or even lift a finger.

I'm not a saint, but I've learned one thing - don't argue with God, so I closed my eyes and said to myself, "whatever comes will come." With this thought, my mind and body seemed to relax completely, and my fear completely disappeared.I imagined how I would meet God in a quiet and peaceful atmosphere, but after waiting for an hour, the pain gradually disappeared.So, I started to ask myself, if I could continue to live, what would I do with my life.I will work hard to regain my health, never to destroy myself with tension and worry, and to rebuild my strength. This was already 4 years ago.Now my health is recovering very quickly and even doctors are raving about my progress.I thought, if I had never struggled on the death line and never pursued progress, I am afraid that I would have passed away long ago, and would have died under my own fear and panic.