In those days, whenever I was in a difficult situation and my friends went their separate ways, she always said kindly in my ear, "Don't be sad, I will never leave you, I am by your side. "Indeed, only before she entered the operating room for the last time did she say such a sentence: "We are going to part." ——Ba Jin: "Recalling Xiao Shan" A, but today, Ba Jin suddenly felt that the young girl who boldly walked into his lonely life seemed to be quietly leaving him.Just now he sat with Xiao Shan in the ward of Zhongshan Hospital for several hours.Ba Jin knew in his heart that Xiao Shan had just undergone bowel cancer surgery for five days, and her body was still quite weak.There was hardly a trace of blood on her face, and the lips that had lost too much blood were also chapped. Comparing the beauty of the past with the haggardness of the present, Xiao Shan's current situation made him feel extremely painful.

B, the small river is quiet and the blue waves are rippling.A small boat breaks away from the mirror-like calm river, and paddles toward the small bridge with the sound of water. Ba Jin and his girlfriend Xiao Shan are sitting on the boat.Jin Yi and his colleagues in the publishing house tactfully avoided it. C, Xiao Shan didn't speak, she gritted her teeth to overcome the severe pain, and she understood her husband's heart.Xiao Shan knew that no one could completely free her from the pain now, and Ba Jin's words gave her a lot of strength invisibly. D, after Ba Jin arrived, he found that his former delicate and beautiful wife was now almost covered with all kinds of

kind of pipe.Among those densely intertwined tubes, he finally saw her pale face.Just Xiao Shan Those eyes were still as bright, as beautiful, and as shining as when they were not sick.