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Chapter 32 Chapter Thirty-Two

my abnormal life 洪晃 1645Words 2018-03-16
Liu Sola talks about bitch production (2) In fact, there is almost a difference between Hong Huang's appearance and her heart.The Hong Huang we see is flying around the world all day long, advertising and discussing business.There was an accident in the office in Shanghai last year, and she rushed there alone to save the deadlock.It seemed that everything she did required physical strength and guts.Pulling money out of her habit, she likes to put on a business stance when she speaks, talks about market values ​​at every turn, and loves to yell, no one can imagine that she is not a calculating person.

Rather than saying that she is a business head, it is better to say that she is a professional head.She is a "professional" slave, as long as she promises to do things, she will be dedicated, regardless of business or literature.This is the impression I got from working with her on Ning Ying's film. Once you promise something, you will never regret it, and you don't care about your own image and role. This quality is the best partner for any career.This is a personality that has no purpose but is only professional. When she walks out of the commercial field and returns home, she concentrates on cooking and making love.Also dedicated.

Hong Huang doesn't seem to have any clear purpose, but emphasizes feelings.When people see her chasing some kind of success as nothing more than dedication, she has to be 100% true to her partner.I don’t need to write about her family background and experience. This background and experience not only enabled her to have something that many people struggled for a lifetime, but also enabled her to experience the ups and downs of life earlier than many people. The ups and downs made her feel that the most important thing in life is not those vain fame, but true feelings. She will not vent her emotions like an artist, but is very stubborn to find and protect it.

She is an only child, and besides getting all the favors, she also has obligations to her elders.The elders have been turned into a public image by the various evaluations given by the society, and the social image of the parents will cause many question marks to the children.In addition to being favored and filial, how can we find and protect the most basic family affection from those question marks?All these make Hong Huang have a special sensitivity to feelings and people.In addition, she has learned to deal with social situations since she was a child, so that she will not be easily angry, but the emphasis on feelings in her heart will make her resolutely abandon or choose a relationship method or a relationship object, without taking social significance as the standard. People are much more stubborn.

The private life of Hong Huang that I am familiar with is of course her relationship with Yang Xiaoping.I don’t know if this should be discussed here, but I just picked a short sketch I recently wrote for Xiaoping’s interior architectural design to show Xiaoping’s demeanor: Xiaoping likes to be a worker rather than an artist.His outlook on life is to live casually, not to deliberately pursue, as long as he can stretch and have a large space, he can be a picker of rags.He said: "Sometimes, it is also very happy to find beautiful things in the ruins. I don't have much money, but I like beautiful things, so I have to look for them. In fact, poor people have their own pleasure in buying things. (This quote is taken from an interview with Xiaoping by a certain magazine. I suspect that the original quote has been edited. It is not like Xiaoping’s usual tone and style.) But it is true that he likes to pick up junk, and he also likes to buy antiques in demolished places , come back and scrub.Dilapidated, antique, plus his new design, "five steps wide, six steps deep is considered a room" farmers' house building rules, Chinese hardwood tea table and Western big soft sofa, the fireplace is burning hot, and it is comfortable to live in it. It feels like eating and drinking enough to take off your shoes and go to the kang.

There is no deliberate architectural pursuit in his architecture, but the pursuit of all the comforts that can be found in the world. The stone troughs bought from farmers’ houses for feeding pigs are turned into decorations in the yard, fruit trees, gourd racks, open kitchens, French wooden dining tables, European-style rough wooden beams, moon gates built in courtyards in the rooms, imitating the Qing Dynasty Carved wood doors and windows... All comfort is based on the precise sense of comfort, rather than repeating architectural and decorative styles. Xiaoping painted a group of oil paintings in his rebuilt factory building, made of splashed oil paint.Although it is splashed, the color matching, tone processing, use of colors, and the structure of the oil paint have their own rules.Much like his architecture and decoration, the unstructured structure is easy to come by, but logical.He also likes to make "toys", and he can call them "sculptures" if he is not careful. "Playing" is the basis of Xiaoping's creation.

Xiaoping doesn't like to talk in front of people, and when he occasionally talks to people, he always likes to turn the conversation around and it becomes a joke. He is a person who emphasizes emotion and neglects utilitarianism, which is the opposite of Hong Huang's education, and he hasn't even finished learning Chinese Pinyin. The relationship between Hong Huang and Xiaoping exposed the truest side of her character.This "strong woman" who has experienced many emotional turmoil and is still full of childishness pursues a simple, honest and passionate love relationship that is completely relaxed and childlike.Xiaoping likes to sculpt some weird little people, which show the playful, intimate, and indifferent life between Hong Huang and Xiaoping.Many years ago, they took a group photo together, full of the demeanor of commune members' wedding photos.

In one of my music works, it describes the beauty of Concubine Yang Guifei after being drunk.In this day and age, women don't need to be drunk to be charming, leading their lovers astray.Many women like to pretend to be ladies at critical moments, and when they arrive at home, they reveal their true nature as dominatrixes or elm-headed living zombies.
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