Chapter 5 Section 5 My Self-Study History: Childhood

The first series of my autobiography Section 5 My Self-Study History: Childhood 3. A weak and stupid child I have been barren and sickly since I was a child, and my strength is weak; before it is cold, my hands and feet are already warm.Parents all feel that this child is afraid that he will not live long.At the age of five or six, every time I suffer from dizziness, dizziness, dizziness, and instability in sitting and standing, I have to lie down to get it; after the age of seven or eight, although I also jump and play, I am not as lively and vigorous as others.When I was studying in elementary school, I fell down on the floor once, and I just recovered from the medication, and I dare not try it lightly in the future.When I was in middle school, I often watched my classmates play football, but could not participate.It's all for others to fight and kick, but we dare to try it alone.And because he loves to use his thoughts, his expression and color are not like that of a teenager.My classmates gave me the nickname "Little Brother". ——Cantonese call children that way; but Beijingers say it is a joke.  But unexpectedly later, when I grew up, I seldom got sick.After thirty, it becomes more and more solid; cold, warm, hungry and full, I don't care about it.I have been a vegetarian for 30 years, and there is no problem of nutritional deficiencies.Every time I heard that my friends and colleagues were suffering from spermatorrhea, hemorrhoids, stomach problems, or beriberi; I didn't have any of them.If you compare it in terms of physique and energy, it is inferior to your peers.Long-lost friends, those who haven’t seen each other for more than ten or twenty years, always say that I am still the same as before and have not changed, so many people praise me for my self-cultivation.In fact, I don't know what kind of cultivation I have.However, he has the weakest appetite in his life, and he has nothing to like.At the same time, in terms of living habits, I just pay more attention to myself than others.  When I was young, I was not only weak, but also very stupid.About six years old, I can't wear pants myself.Because there are straps on the trousers, they have to be tied from the back to the front and tied with a knot, but I can't.Once I got up early, my mother called me from the next room, why didn't I get up yet.I said loudly and angrily: "My sister won't let me wear pants!"It made everyone in the family laugh.It turns out that I need my sister to tie the knot for me every day.  Around the age of ten, his academic performance in elementary school was worse than some of his classmates.While not extremely bad, it's always below average.By the time I entered middle school at the age of fourteen, my intelligence was well developed, and I was among the top three in my academic performance.Generally speaking, I have only ordinary qualifications and no extraordinary talents.When he was in school, he was not particularly diligent in studying; after leaving school, he did not use hard work.It's just that psychologically, I always have a requirement for myself, and I don't want to let the day pass by casually.