Chapter 18 16 Bi Fa (1982-1992, 47 to 57 years old)

Although I have written a lot in my life, I have never run my own magazine. In the past, I hosted the "Wen Xing" magazine, which was not considered my own magazine. After "Wen Xing" was blocked, I couldn't apply for a magazine license, and then I was imprisoned. For 14 years of bad luck, the high-ranking magazine was getting farther and farther away.I came back fourteen years later and applied for a magazine license in 1981. On April 18 of that year, the Information Bureau of the Executive Yuan granted me the license of "Qian Qiu Review Magazine" according to Article 9 of the Publishing Law. And quickly "knocked down" it according to Article 11 of the Publishing Law, so that I was imprisoned due to an unjust case and could not be a magazine publisher.This inside story is worth elaborating on.

After I got my diploma from National Taiwan University at the age of 24, I spent the last 22 years in a donation box without using it, because I don’t have a formal job, and the diploma is useless to me.However, when I was forty-six in 1981, it came in handy, because I wanted to start a magazine, and I needed a college diploma to apply for a magazine license, so I applied for a license for "Thousand Autumn Review Magazine" (bureau version Taiwan Chronicle No. 2775).However, this license harmed me subtly. It was only fifty-five days after the license was issued (April 23, 1981) (June 17, 1981). The so-called embezzlement case) was suddenly influenced by politics, and was found guilty overnight by judges Lin Huang, Huang Jianqing, and Gu Jincai of Taiwan's "High Court" (Appeal No. 2498, 1980)!This judgment subtly reflects why the public opinion of the outside world that "the election is coming soon, Li Ao will be sentenced soon" has been spread by word of mouth, and it also reflects the painstaking efforts, price and sacrifice I have paid on the long road to freedom.What's wonderful is not only this kind of ingenious and coordinated refereeing, there are even better ones.Twenty-three days after the verdict of violating the law (July 10, 1981), I suddenly received a letter from Lee Teng-hui, the mayor of Taipei "1981 Fuxinyizi No. 31031", saying: "1. The High Court's Jian Xing Yong Zi No. 26 letter dated June 29, 1981 states: Li Ao was sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment in June for the crime of embezzlement. A sentence of more than one month shall not be the publisher of a magazine during execution. In addition, Article 16 of the Enforcement Regulations of the same law stipulates that: a publisher of newsprint, magazines, etc. has one of the circumstances listed in Article 11 of the Publishing Law, and fails to comply with the law. Article 10 of the same law applies for changing the issuer’s registration and canceling its registration.” After receiving this letter, I was puzzled and suddenly realized.What is puzzling is: If Lee Teng-hui wanted to follow suit and wanted to block Li Ao's "Qianqiu Review", even though he could be notified according to the law, why did he bring up the "Yewan High Court"? Suddenly realized: do not bring up "Taiwan High Court", the basis for the ban can only be based on the news of Li Ao's conviction in the newspaper, so the evidence is a little weaker, so if the "Taiwan High Court" is brought up, everything will stand firm. Even better Not only this letter from the Taipei authorities, but also something even better. In the "1" of the "Explanation" in this letter, the flaws are completely exposed. The "1" of the "Explanation" points out that the Taipei Authority is "quasi-Taiwan High Court 1981 On June 29, 2019, "Jian Xing Yong Zi No. 26 Letter" and asked Li Ao to "go through the procedures for changing the issuer registration". However, strange things came, because according to Taiwan's "Criminal Procedure Law" Article 7 is just that the original verdict is "delivered to the parties, attorneys, defenders, and other persons adjudicated", so why bother to send the "Jian Xing Yong Zi No. 26 Letter" to the Taipei authorities? "Taiwan High Court" When I was so busy with the case, I actually took time off to write to the Taipei authorities, saying that "Li Ao has been sentenced to six months of imprisonment for the crime of embezzlement." Is it also necessary to run a whistleblower to suppress speech? Isn’t this kind of writing too obvious a joint operation to block Li Ao? What’s more subtle: the license of this magazine was issued by James Soong, director of the “News Bureau”, and Lee Teng-hui gave it to me In the letter, the words "recipient of the copy: the Information Bureau of the Executive Yuan" are clearly listed, which obviously violates the routines of administrative operations, because I have no reason to inform the "Information Bureau" before I refuse to apply for a change of registration. Director Lee Teng-hui informed Director James Soong that it was a joint operation of two lackeys of the Jiang family colluding with the court. Of course, I would not do the modification registration, but I used a little trick to break their operation: according to the restriction of freedom of speech According to Article 2 of the "Publication Law", publications are divided into three categories: 1. "Newsprint". 2. "Books". 3. "Other Published Categories". Article 16, if publications violate the provisions of this law, the competent government office may impose administrative sanctions: 1. "Warning". 2. "Punish aid". ". 5. "Revocation of registration". In this article, "periodical suspension of publication" and "revocation of registration" are the fatal magic weapon to clamp down on "newsprint", but they have no effect on "books" that are not "newsprint". , because "books" are not "published on schedule", so the so-called "administrative sanction" is at most nothing more than an immediate ban. However, "newsprint" can be banned for one year, or its registration can be revoked. In other words: For "books", the punishment can only be extinguished and cannot be extended; for "newsprint", the punishment can be extended and can be extended. Therefore, in theory, if an author can publish books on a regular basis ("scheduled release") , in a certain form, is almost indistinguishable from a magazine; although in fact, there are few such prolific authors in the world who can maintain-after years of maintenanceAdhere to the writing volume of 100,000 words per month.In this way, although the license of the "Qianqiu Review" magazine was blocked, my "Qianqiu Review" (full name "Li Ao Qianqiu Review" series) came out of the KMT's surprise, "creating "Records of the World" generally appeared its "Book of Creation".This kind of breakthrough and achievement is more than enough to enter the world record book!

The beginning of "Qianqiu Review" is a typical book of anxiety, because when the first issue was published, I was in the second political prison.On the eve of my imprisonment, "Ru Qing" accompanied me to edit the first six volumes in advance. On the morning of August 10, 1981, when I was imprisoned, all of them were handed over to Lin Bingqin and transferred to Ye Shengkang's Four Seasons Publishing Company for publication.This approach is like Zhuge Liang's "planning in advance" as long as Lin Bingqin "opens the bag and looks at it" every month, it can be printed into a book.When compiling the six volumes, it was originally compiled with the preparation that the new work in prison could not be published.After I was imprisoned, Lin Bingqin compiled Wang Xiaochi's "<Sorrow> My Friend Li Ao" and Lin Qingxuan's "The Li Ao I Know" in the third issue of "Strange Love Hanging Blood". ".Later, I got to know Shi Bocang in prison, and he helped me establish a channel for secretly shipping out manuscripts. Therefore, starting from the fourth issue, each issue will be replaced with my new work in prison.Like the fourth issue of "Thailand Comics", "Chinese-style Good Man", "My Most Unforgettable Hooligan", "Who Called Outside the Party?" ", "Lessons for Non-Party People", "Cultural Beauty, Financial Beauty, Judicial Beauty", "Only My Central Committee, Not Your Central Committee"; the fifth issue of "The Freedom of Dreaming as a Llama", "Li Poetry Four "First", "On Deprivation Maniac--Also on Political Prisoners Are Lifelong Jobs", "My Yin Haiguang"; "Overt Hypocrites" and "Concealed Hypocrites", "San Mao-style Hypocrisy" in the sixth issue and "Jin Yong-style hypocrisy", "Criticizing people from the big track", "Is such a judge worthy of being the president?" ", "Father Fang's Surprising Secret", "What I Like and What I Should Do", in total, there are 17 articles in total. These 17 articles came out of the secret channel, which are the first six issues of "Qianqiu Review", the last three issues greatest feature.After the seventh issue, although many of them were also smuggled out of prison, I was out of prison at that time, and when it was published, the "legend" and "fun" could not be compared with what I was in prison .

After I was released from prison, I used the "Qianqiu Review" every month to attack the devils with the Kuomintang as the main axis.The Kuomintang naturally resisted and robbed and banned the robbery from the first period, the eleventh period, the sixteenth period, the twenty-second period, the twenty-sixth period, the twenty-seventh period, the twenty-eighth period, Issue 32, Issue 34, Issue 36, Issue 38, Issue 39, Issue 40, Issue 43 (Volume 2), Issue 44 , Issue 45, Issue 46, Issue 47, Issue 48, Issue 49, Issue 50, Issue 51, Issue 52, Issue 5 Issue 13, Issue 54, Issue 55, Issue 56, Issue 57, Issue 58, Issue 59, Issue 60, Issue 61 .Issue sixty-second, issue sixty-third, issue sixty-four, issue sixty-fifth, issue sixty-six, issue sixty-seven, issue sixty-eighth, issue sixty-ninth, issue seven The eleventh phase and the seventy-fourth phase were all banned for robbery.Until the death of the Kuomintang master Jiang and his son, Lee Teng-hui Hao Baicun and other lackeys took over, no matter how they blocked me with "five blocks", "seven blocks" and "eight blocks", "Qianqiu Review" still overcome all difficulties and "published on schedule" , generally leaping forward, winding forward, and creeping forward under the schedule of one volume per month. ...and in the process of going forward, the situation is sometimes almost tragic.Take the publication of the fifty-eighth issue as an example. On July 23, 1986, the Kuomintang sent a brigade to the binding factory and took away 4,000 copies. Stolen 4,000 copies; I did not give in, and printed it again. On August 4, a large group of people went straight to the binding factory and robbed 1,500 copies.I still didn't give in, and printed again. ... This kind of stalemate time and time again where you grab yours and I give mine is more than enough to enter the world record book, and my kind-hearted character, with no regrets after nine deaths, is to move forward, which can be seen One spot.In the end, the running dogs were unable to do what they wanted, so they gave up.The final victory belongs to Li Ao, and Li Ao has become a veritable "devil terminator".On September 30, 1991, after ten years of making history, "Thousand Years Review" ceased publication and entered history. Reminiscing back and forth, it is not without a sense of vicissitudes, but it is worthwhile to be old for ten years and win a thousand years.Kaizong Mingyi pointed out: "every word seems to be full of blood, and ten years of hard work is unusual." Ten years of hard work in "Qianqiu Commentary" seems to be screaming, and it is not comparable to the wind and the moon, but what is behind it , Also the book of blood.

In addition to "Qianqiu Review", I added "Long Live Review" ("Long Live Review Series") in January 1984, one volume per month, staggered publication with "Qian Qiu Review", which is equivalent to publishing a book every half a month. book.During the period of three years and two months, a total of forty issues were published.Except for the first, second, sixth, and seventh issues, the remaining thirty-six issues were all banned, and the banning rate was 90%. In addition to "Qianqiu Review" and "Long Live Review", I also published four volumes of "Qianqiu Review" with Jia Yuyong.In fact, I started a series of Dangwai magazines with "Qianqiu Review" as the main axis.I almost never refused to draw swords and cross swords for all outside the party magazines for free, the most important ones were Deng Weizhen, Deng Weixian's "Politician" series, Xu Rongshu's "Deep Cultivation" series, Zhou Qingyu's series, Lin Zhengjie's "Forward" series, etc. etc., but the one with the deepest relationship and the longest duration is Zheng Nanrong's "Free Times" series.Zheng Nanrong lived to be forty-two years old, but he "followed" me for twenty-one years.He was originally a good student striving for the top. After transferring from the Department of Philosophy of Fu Jen Catholic University to the Department of Philosophy of National Taiwan University, he was deeply inspired by free thought.He admires Yin Haiguang, as well as Li Ao, but he has no deep relationship with Yin Haiguang.His feelings for Yin and Li are not selfish.When Yin Haiguang died, he shed tears; when Li Ao was imprisoned, he was devastated. This kind of emotion was in the style of "I cry with the common people" and "I am crazy for the common people", and there was no element of selfless grief.Yin Haiguang never taught him, he was just Yin Haiguang's redisciple, but he looked down on his teacher—Yin Haiguang's first disciple Liu Fuzeng and Chen Guying, and only directly admired Yin Haiguang.But there is no personal relationship between Yin Haiguang and Zheng Nanrong. The reason is very simple. These two people are both yin and yang, and their superficial personalities are not likable. .The two of them didn't have a chance to get along well, so naturally they were always "depressed in different generations and at different times".As for Nanrong and me, the situation is different.When he was in his twenties, he came to see me, but I didn't have any special impression, because although I was not eccentric, I had the aloofness of a "student who washes his feet". Nan Rong seemed to fail me when he tested people. Weird way of testing.But he was not discouraged. More than ten years later, after I was released from prison for the second time as a political prisoner, he came again. In the "Wisteria Cottage", he came over to greet me. friend.

At that time, Nanrong published "Li Ao, don't go!" in "The Statesman" ", said that if he is "the person in charge of entry-exit management", he will "prohibit Li Ao from leaving the country", because Taiwan needs Li Ao. "Li Ao was imprisoned for six years and nine months, and many people's hearts withered at the same time." His expectations for me are beyond words.Since then, there have been more contacts, and in March 1984, there was a cooperation in running a magazine. When the magazine was first published, he invited me to the magazine office and showed me the design of the back cover, with big yellow characters on it: "Strive for 100% freedom".At that time I said: I am the author of "Free China" and the editor-in-chief of "Wenxing". Tens of tenths, never one hundred percent.Now that your brother has such ambitions, everyone will work hard to watch.When I made this statement at the time, I was really not very optimistic in my heart. Maybe it was the backlog of the prosperity that year affected me, which made me estimate the remaining power of the Kuomintang, and there were discrepancies.But Zheng Nanrong was obviously more optimistic than me, and he started to do something drastic.Because I was busy with "Thousand Years Review" and "Long Live Review", I could not help him very much, but when I felt "ten thousand" and "doing" every month, I fought online with the "Free Times Series" magazines and tried to be 100%. Not resigned to future generations.Looking back at the beginning of the publication, Nan Rong and I joined hands to fight for freedom of speech. Nan Rong wrote it very clearly in the first article "Freedom of Speech First Priority" in the first issue of the first issue.Although Nanrong pointed out that "on this small island that despises freedom, there has never been freedom, 100% freedom. Mr. Li Ao's personal achievement in striving for freedom is the first", but in my opinion, his efforts in this area are But came from behind.In my opinion, Nan Rong's greatest achievement in his life is his fight for 100% freedom of speech.As for later engaged in fighting for the freedom to form a party (he was the first person in Taiwan to break through the party ban with actions, and he joined Xu Xinliang’s Taiwan Democratic Party long before the speculative DPP dared to form a party), engaged in fighting for the rally freedom of. ...It's just that they are all derived from the premise of fighting for freedom of speech.People with ulterior motives place Nanrong's achievements outside of fighting for 100% freedom of speech. This is a political and religious narrowing and miniaturization of Nanrong, which is inconsistent with historical facts.Based on my more than 20 years of acquaintance and working with Nanrong, I think I am most qualified to say this.

Under the actual auspices of Zheng Nanrong, the "Free Times Series" finally achieved freedom of speech without any taboos under the banner of Li Ao.Among them, the biggest breakthrough was the general liquidation of the three generations of the Jiang family. This kind of achievement and courage has never been seen before!Among the breakthrough actions at that time, the most famous one was the serialization of "The Biography of Chiang Ching-kuo" written by Jiang Nan. Even I didn't know about Nan Rong's move, but in the end, under the pressure of "Director Li Ao" printed on the cover, he took the risk to launch it. One incident shows how I indulge and trust him, and how he puts me to death and survives, I can't imagine how amazed I am.

After the Jiangnan murder case, one of the murderers "Xiao Dong" (Dong Guilin) ​​fled and left me a confidential letter.On March 23, 1985, a "Mr. Xu" came forward to find Nan Rong. "Mr. Xu" has a square face, wears glasses, is about 1.70 meters tall, slightly fat, in his early thirties, has a provincial accent, and can speak Taiwanese.He cut straight to the point, and frankly said that his surname is not Xu, and it is inconvenient to tell anyone about himself, please forgive me.When he came to visit, he was entrusted by a friend to deliver a package of things to Mr. Li Ao. The person entrusting him was none other than the fugitive mysterious figure in the Jiangnan murder case—"Xiao Dong". "Mr. Xu" told Nanrong that this package was written by Xiao Dong himself before he smuggled to the Philippines. Xiao Dong wanted to keep the tape, but he was afraid that there would be errors in the recording, so he decided to write it by hand.On the eve of the smuggling, Xiao Dong entrusted Mr. Xu to transfer this document to Li Ao, and said that Li Ao would handle it by himself.After Xiao Dong left, "Mr. Xu" wanted to meet Li Ao directly, but he had no way out, so he was delayed for a while.Recently, he saw the forty-second issue of "Qianqiu Review", which contained Li Ao's diary in February. In the diary, he found that Zheng Nanrong met Li Ao eleven times in February. He believed that Zheng Nanrong must be reliable, so he came to find Zheng Nanrong in person. , please forward the file to Li Ao.After sending "Mr. Xu" away, Nan Rong immediately came to my house and delivered a sealed package.I immediately decided that I would write an article for publication.The two agreed to keep it secret.Later, I heard that when Nan Rong published my article, he "cleared the space" in the magazine office, let the staff get off work in advance, and he finished the manuscript for printing by himself. His vigilance can be seen from this.Before I wrote the manuscript, Nanrong even refused to take away the copy of Xiaodong’s secret document, and told me that in order to prevent the authenticity of this secret document from being questioned, the “Mr. After drinking a glass of water, fingerprints will be left on the water glass, which can be tracked.I said I believed that the thing was written by Xiao Dong, no problem, the water glass can be washed away, so as not to cause trouble for the messenger, Nan Rong agreed with me, and went back to wash the water glass.This story shows that although Zheng Nanrong is resolute and dull, he studied philosophy, but he is extremely talented, and he does things with ease, "listening to the thunder in the silent place", he is really a rare general.

This rare general can also see his talent in launching the "May 19 Green Action" against the Kuomintang. At the beginning of the "May 19 Green Action" initiative, everyone was on the sidelines, but Zheng Nanrong thought it was feasible. He asked me for donations, and I donated 100,000 yuan. I still thought: "This time I will buy firecrackers for Zheng Nanrong to play with." At the beginning, I admired him very much for making the KMT into a mess.Generals like Zheng Nanrong, of course, the Kuomintang will go after him, so when he joined and promoted the "Taiwan Democratic Party" and planned the "Million Signature Campaign", the Kuomintang had no choice but to use Kang Ningxiang's general Zhang Deming to control Nanrong. The lawsuit is an excuse, and he will be arrested and gone.On the second day after Nanrong was arrested (June 3, 1986), the Kuomintang Central Daily published a headline "Zheng Nanrong Arrested" to spread the word, as if treating him as a gangster.At the end of the Qing Dynasty, Jiang Kanghu rose up to resist the riots. The Qing government called him a flood and beast. Jiang Kanghu said, my surname is Jiang, and Jiang means flood; my name is Kang Hu, and Kang Hu means a beast.I am so happy to say that I am a scourge!Now that Zheng Nanrong has been arrested as a Jiangyang thief, at first glance it seems unreal, but in reality it is similar.Zheng Nanrong ran the "Free Times Series" magazine, launched the "May 19 Green Action", joined and promoted the "Taiwan Democratic Party", and finally planned the "Million Signature Campaign", constantly making waves in the ideological and political circles, saying that he is Isn't it appropriate for the Jiangyang robbers in this way?After Nanrong was imprisoned, I personally sent 100,000 yuan to his home and gave it to his mother; I also invited Nanrong’s wife Ye Julan and Qiu Qiancheng (the person in charge of the business of the magazine) to my home, offered 500,000 yuan, and told them: the magazine I lost the money, originally agreed with Nan Rong to pay half of each, but now I will pay all the money, and Nan Rong will not pay.Ye Julan resigned modestly, but I forced her to accept it.After Nan Rong was released from prison, he was interviewed by Zeng Xinyi on February 5, 1987, and the interview was published.Zeng Xinyi asked him: "Everyone knows Li Ao's personal relationship with you. In your case, it is very special. We saw that Li Ao cared about you like no other. Since you were detained, he I did a lot of things for you: how do you feel?" Nanrong replied: "Li Ao and I have a very deep personal relationship, and our relationship is no longer that of ordinary friends. People say: 'A friendship between gentlemen is as light as water', I The gentleman’s friendship with Li Ao is as thick as honey, as thick as honey. He will treat me like this beyond his usual behavioral norms for friends. When ordinary friends are arrested, he will not appear in court, take care of things, etc. He uses writing articles to Support; from this we can see that his friendship with me is not the same. He will do this to me because he thinks I am qualified to run a magazine. He will only do a certain level with other friends.” From these words , you can see the friendship between Nan Rong and me.During the interview, Nan Rong mentioned my article criticizing Taiwanese.He said: "Li Ao often expresses political opinions, and he stabbed his existing audience. Most of his existing audience have only seen Taiwan Island. Words are one thing, but you have to see Li Ao in For political actions, he did not abandon Taiwan, nor did he compromise with the Kuomintang to let him go to a country as big as the United States. He criticizes, criticizes, and criticizes here because he likes the people in this place and hopes that the people here It's more fucking stylish." From these words, it can be seen that Nanrong clearly understands my feelings for Taiwan.

Originally, the purpose of running the magazine was to fight for freedom of speech and to advocate human rights and democracy, but Nanrong gradually shifted its focus. On the morning of March 6, 1989, he called me to write a few words for the fifth anniversary of the magazine. I wrote the article "Freedom of Speech Is the First Priority", with the purpose of "harsh words and wry smiles from old friends" .That phone call lasted for forty minutes and was our last call. During the phone call, I repeatedly presented evidence and told him that Taiwan independence is a dream, "We have to sacrifice, but not for the ideal of the dream."Since then, Nanrong's voice has never been heard by me.A month later, Nanrong committed suicide by self-immolation.

That year when Nanrong was imprisoned, I was accompanied by Ye Julan and Qiu Qiancheng, and I went to see him with Xiaotun. Nanrong's youngest daughter, Zhumei, also went together. There seemed to be infinite deepness and sadness between the eyebrows.When Zhumei was ten years old, she wrote a poem saying: "Daddy is like the sun. If the sun disappears, I will cry and cry, but I still can't call back the sun."——For the youngest daughter, Nanrong is the sun; but To good friends, Nanrong is a lone star.It is precisely because he is a lone star that he disdains joining the DPP.After Nan Rong set himself on fire and was martyred, the DPP took the opportunity to use him as a bargaining chip and called him a "soul party member".Little did they know that Nan Rong didn't bother to join this kind of party, because the politicians of this kind of party had no "soul". After Nan Rong’s death, one theory is that the police who surrounded the magazine murdered him. This kind of Zheng Nanrong’s non-self-immolation theory, in the “Legislative Yuan”, led by You Qing and Zhu Gaozheng, launched a political show on the non-self-immolation theory to see if there was any suicide. Possibility, big fuss: Chen Shui-bian's wife, Wu Shuzhen, also hyped it based on Chen Yongxing and Huang Hua's words.In the Tainan area, forty members of the Democratic Progressive Party staged a large-scale demonstration under the pretext that "the Kuomintang burned Zheng Nanrong alive". ——Taipei burned the corpses after being beaten to death, but Tainan burned them alive. It can be seen that this "Rashomon" who was killed and burned to death has different arguments from the southern and northern schools! In fact, Zheng Nanrong's determination to set himself on fire was first seen in the 264th issue of the "Freedom Times" on February 18 of that year. He expressed in writing that "they can't catch my people, they can only catch my dead body " declaration. The calm death on April 7 was nothing more than the fulfillment of this declaration.His spirit of sacrifice cannot be distorted.On the line of life and death, he gently woke up his 10-year-old daughter, "you all go first", then locked himself in the office, and ended his 42-year-old life by himself.During the autopsy, the prosecutor found that Zheng Nanrong was sitting at the table after the fire broke out, showing no signs of fleeing, with his hands on the handle of the office chair and his upper body straight. It was the first time he had seen such an upright death.Woohoo Nanrong, in the big festival of life and death, the picture is more difficult than easy, so calm, what I have learned in my life is true! The source of the 100,000 yuan I donated to Nan Rong for the "May 19 Green Action" is quite interesting.That was the trophy I sued KMT member Yu Mo-ming for defamation.Yu Muming finally reconciled with me with an apology and compensation, and became friends.I donated 100,000 yuan to non-Party members by borrowing flowers to present to the Buddha, "because of food for the enemy".When I handed it over to Nan Rong, Nan Rong said: "Mr. Li, you have donated so much money, and the entire publicity expenses have been settled!" Later, I learned that the round May 19 green signs worn by each participant , all paid by "Comrade Yu"! Zheng Nanrong didn't have any money. He borrowed some of the funds for running the magazine from me.He adopted Deng Weizhen's suggestion and printed my name on the cover of each issue separately in the form of "Director Li Ao" for more than a year.Later I laughed and said: Do you know the secret of Yu Dawei's name as "Minister of Defense"?The purpose of his name was to bring Chiang Ching-kuo into the arena, and finally returned to the Chiang family, with Chiang Ching-kuo as the "Minister of Defense."Now that I've been working for more than a year, it's up to you to name me.From then on, Zheng Nanrong was named on the cover of the "Free Times Series" magazine. In addition to monthly magazines such as "Qianqiu Review" and "Long Live Review", I also ran the weekly "Crow Review" from October 1, 1988 to March 17, 1989. Twenty-four issues.I not only run a monthly magazine.I run a weekly magazine as well as a newspaper. After the ban on newspapers was lifted by the Kuomintang, the newly launched "World Tribune" invited me to write a column - "New Words on the World". "World Tribune" is a low-key bad newspaper, because the publisher of this newspaper is the only newspaper in Taiwan willing to invite me to write a column and guarantee my freedom of speech without changing a word, so I also use "Yourself" , I draw a line for me" and let it go wild.In the end, the issuer couldn't take it anymore, and everyone fell out and broke up, which is naturally expected.Looking back now, I have no regrets, but I wish I didn't have a second company to pay for the bad news!However, after the ban on newspapers was lifted, I had a chance to run a newspaper by accident.There is Zhou Menglu, who studied journalism and is the general agent of Gaussian. After the ban on newspapers was lifted, he had a great opportunity to sell this kind of newspaper printing machine, but he recycled some old newspaper printing machines and piled them in the warehouse.He thought that it might be a good plan to make use of this old machine waste and start a newspaper with a small investment.Therefore, through the introduction of Zhang Kunshan from Haiwang Printing Factory, with Wu Zhenhuan as the head, he invited me to cooperate.Wu Zhenhuan was originally a high-ranking cadre in the police headquarters. He was in charge of banning my book back then. Now that he came to him, I felt terrified and funny at the same time, so we cooperated and I took care of all the responsibilities. There were only four editions in one large sheet. "Seeking Truth".This newspaper is very distinctive, from never advocating the "Republic of China" Zhengshuo to colorful "three points to reveal" and stinking "News Bureau" every day, it is extremely lively.This newspaper does not have a reporter, and only Hu Jijun, who is also serving as a part-timer, helps me, so it is published every day.From February 27th to August 20th, 1991, it was held for nearly half a year. In the end, due to the lack of funds, the middle way collapsed.Although both Zhou Menglu and Wu Zhenhuan were brought to court by me, I still have to say in a fair way that they both have good vision. ——They were able to find Li Ao to do this unprecedented big business. Although the business collapsed and there are still lawsuits, they can definitely attach Li Ao's tail and leave a name in history. Still do not bury the credit of the two. During the period of running the newspaper, Peng Mingmin wrote to me asking if I had worked too hard, and I wrote back to write about this career: "Qiu Shi Bao" has been in operation for two months, and I was too busy to reply to you properly.A while ago I watched Zhang Xueliang say on TV that he was "very daring". I think my "Qiu Shi Bao" is also a kind of "daring".Because I really don’t have the financial resources to run a newspaper based on circumstances, reason, and strength, and because of this, there is no other explanation for the newspaper’s success, except for “being bold and reckless.” After the opening of "Qiu Shi Bao", I was fine, because even if I didn't run a newspaper, I was still a "workaholic" and kept busy from morning to night every day, so running a newspaper was just adding to my busy schedule.On the other hand, the colleagues who ran the newspaper with me were so busy that they turned their backs on their backs, and there were frequent "deserts" incidents. Among them, Meng Xiangke was the first traitor. He was used to the life of wild cranes. It is said that George Santayana has an appointment with Yangchun, and he, Lao Meng, has an appointment with the village, and he left very chic. Although there have been many defections, what kind of person is Li Ao, who is afraid of being betrayed by others, and still "the way of the sky is always, don't survive for Yao, don't die for Jie", let alone Lao Meng is not Xia Jie? Lao Meng writes articles and pays attention to the environment. He said that the most ideal place is the Lion's Head Mountain Temple, where there are green mountains, green waters, and gentle breeze, so that he can be inspired.He asked me why I write a thousand words at random, instead of relying on inspiration. I said that prostitutes pick up customers, should I rely on sexual desire?You can only pick up customers if you have a sexual desire, can you still do this job? No matter how you blame others but not yourself, the publication of "Qiu Shi Bao" can be described as "rewarding evil for evil".Back then I said, "If you want to harm someone, persuade him to run a magazine" (this famous saying, everyone forgets that I said it), now it should be revised to "Persuade him to run a newspaper". However, no matter how much you "regret it", "Qiu Shi Bao" has finally achieved one thing, that is, everything is readable.Based on this alone, "Qiu Shi Bao" stands out from the crowd! Although the reasons are sound, but soaking in the bathtub at three o'clock at night, I can't help but laugh at myself.Zhou Zuoren's doggerel said "playing antiques for no reason when I grow old", but I feel a little like "running newspapers for no reason when I get old".Before October 12 last year, I thought it was a fantasy for me to build a newspaper.After the report is completed, it's all right, don't run "at 3:30" every day, - run "at 12:30" every night. "Qiu Shi Bao" is quickly transmitted to the United States by DHL at four o'clock every night to publish the American edition. "At half past twelve", it is "in the middle of the night"! You said "it's hard work to publish the newspaper every day, but it's worth it", thank you for your encouragement. On November 3, 1991, I founded the monthly "Li Ao Qiushi Commentary", and wrote in the opening statement: My "Qianqiu Commentary" and "Li Ao Qianqiu Commentary Series" have been running for ten years. "Qiu Shi Bao" has been in operation for half a year, and now both of them have achieved their historical and staged missions. I decided to start the magazine "Li Ao Qiu Shi Review" to open up new stories. The magazine "Li Aoqiushi Review" was founded when I was fifty-six years old. Since the rest of my life was mainly devoted to several important novels outside of China, as well as the non-fiction "History of Chinese Thought" and other books, I spent a lot of time in "East China". Punch. Kick in the west" style magazine, the time has been limited.So I use a monthly magazine format of less than two hundred pages to master and steer. Although "Li Aoqiushi Review" magazine is a magazine, its mission is to "make the words of a family". People, I'm going to go" The words, no matter ancient or modern, Chinese or foreign, old or new, are used to convene, form light beams and sparks, open the way for "China" and guide "Chinese people". "Chinese" bastards are all over the world, from high-level intellectuals and lords, down to ordinary people, traffickers and pawns, there are bastards everywhere.In this world situation, first-rate thinkers stand up, argue with facts, speak plainly, and uphold some justice. This is at least what they should have. The magazine "Li Ao Qiushi Review" was founded under this ambition.This is the only magazine in Taiwan—'a magazine that advocates the truth, tells the truth, specializes in right and wrong, and has no party affiliation.I dare say that after reading it, there are "not enough" or "not enough" any publications in Taiwan. ——In the eyes of ordinary people, this kind of opening statement is a bit bragging; but in the eyes of those who really know Mount Tai, don’t Li Ao’s records of fighting alone and roaring in the jungle for decades confirm this fact? "Li Ao Qiushi Commentary" was run for six issues, which lasted for half a year.On April 1, 1992, I was in a hurry to write the books other than what I wanted to write, determined to end my restless monthly writing style, so after the sixth issue of "Li Ao Qiushi Review" was published, I bid farewell to this monthly Tossing career.Counting from the "Qianqiu Review", this career has lasted for ten years. In the past ten years, I have taken the lead in rectifying people's hearts, spreading justice, seeking the truth, and embracing injustice. With the momentum of "every man is a teacher for a hundred generations, and a word is the law of the world", I have made enemies and prestige all day long. There is a doggerel written in the bathtub, which Joke can laugh at: one After being released from prison for the second time, his reputation quadrupled. Be the Sun Walker first, and then Peter Pan. Only do solo households, not Lijiaban. Come and go alone, whether he is closed or not. two 二次出狱后，声名翻两翻。 早戒夺命酒。不抽长寿烟。 忙时撼天下，闲来逛地摊。 周公不吐哺，独自吃三餐。 three 二次出狱后，声名翻两番。 东流浑似水，北望气如山。 春去人稍胖，老来心更宽。 蜀中需大将，留我做神仙。 Four 二次出狱后，声名翻两番。 笔写甲乙丙，口喊一二三。 狂酿工蜂蜜，不搬陶侃砖。 知音究竟少，何必相见欢？ Fives 二次出狱后，声名翻两番。 少食花生米，多吃豆腐干。 她将裙儿解，我把裤子穿。 夕阳无限好，只是要变天。 six 二次出狱后，声名翻两番。 口诛群党棍，笔伐大汉奸。 无心做牛饮，顺手把羊牵。 一片伤心事，不独为台湾。 我这十年的“笔伐”大业，内容涵盖极广，回忆录中无法细表，大体上可说天文地理，无一不批；三教九流，无所不捣，这在我办的《乌鸦评论》发刊词中，早有概括的描述： 四百年来，台湾在外国人、外省人、本省人的相激相荡下，已经变成了一个畸形的、肤浅的、荒谬的、走火入魔的岛。这虽然没有威尔斯笔下“莫洛博士岛”那样光怪，但它的陆离，却超乎英国先知者的先知之外。我身处这样子的岛上四十年，虽然不见容于朝、不见知于野，但是独来独往的气概、“我手写我口”的气魄，却老而弥坚。这次出来办《乌鸦评论》，就是要在众口一声的时代里，呱呱大叫一番。我要痛斥政局的黑暗、政党的腐败、群众的无知。群体的愚昧、思想的迷糊、行为的迷信、社会的疯狂、知识分子的失职与怯懦。……我绝不怕得罪人，也绝不媚世，台湾所有杂志都是媚世的，可是我就不信邪，我就是要办个《谴责》杂志给大家看！英国古歌《两只乌鸦》里，乌鸦对话，去吃死尸，最后吃得“白骨剥露，凄风永拂”。乌鸦的功劳，不正是如此吗？ 以上的概括描述若以具体表征，看我一次“吃死尸”表演便可落实。以批蒋介石为例：蒋介石是武人，但综其一生，有武无功，可为定论。但蒋介石本人和他的走狗们，却厚颜丑表其功，从在大陆时举国上下，到逃到台湾后全岛上下，都众口一声。这种现象，别人能受，我绝不受，因此奋笔为文，以千秋之笔，斥一时之谎，虽在蒋家天下统治下，却一无所惧，我这种人格与文格，可谓古今中外文人的第一名，自己想来，不禁频频佩服自己也。 我从在台湾出书以来，在我名下被禁的书，高达九十六种之多，国民党箝制言论自由，有如此破世界纪录的成绩，真令中外侧目。或说这种对异己的不容忍，是国民党师承中国文化使然。其实中国文化也不尽如此。骆宾王生前是骂武则天的，但在《新唐书》说他“亡命”后、《旧唐书》说他“伏诛”后，武则天却找人寻访他的作品，找到了十卷，“盛传于世”。骆宾王《在狱咏蝉》诗说：“无人信高洁，谁为表予心？”他死后，绝没想到“表”他“心”的，竟是他的头号政敌！武则天的度量，国民党没有也！所以局面是“无人信高洁，他来禁我书！”——国民党唐突中国文化，武则天不着也！ 国民党一查禁了李敖的书，便即时出之以抢书行动，我却尽量用计谋减低损失，就是同他们捉迷藏。不过，有时来不及捉迷藏，他们先驰得点，查到装订厂，先来抢书，那种情况，就最惨重。那种情况都由上级人员带队，手下的人也放不了水。《千秋评论》第二十七期出版前，我嘱咐我弟弟，所有的书不要全部在装订厂集中，这样的话，他们到现场抢书，顶多只能抢走一千本。那天正好是礼拜六下午，天气很好，我弟弟看第一批书已经安全出笼没有被抢，他就跟工人说，我们下午赶快一起装订完了，大伙好出去玩。于是就运进了一万本，该死的我弟弟出完了馊主意，竟然还跑回去大便，结果当天下午一万本被抢得干干净净。我当然大发脾气了，我骂说：“强盗抢你东西，至少你要跟他打个照面吧！强盗要见你，得从万华跑到大安区你家厕所来才成，这叫什么话！哪里不能大便？还非得跑回来大便？人家'肥水不落外人田'，你却'水肥不落外人田'！”不过，我弟弟的辩解却是：“敖哥，你不知道，每印几期，安全过关后，印刷厂装订厂就要向官方告一次密，大泻一次，给官方做点成绩，也给他们自己留下一些合作的纪录。——他们跟我们、跟官方，是交替合作、两头合作的。他们是你的朋友，有时候也客串你的敌人，不得不告密。何时书被抢，其实跟我的水肥并无关系。我的水肥肥到哪里，都是一样啊！” 蔡汉勋（陈中雄）是我这十年笔代成绩的最好统计者，他在《文化顽童李敖——李敖被忽视的另一面》书里，有《李敖复出文坛的总成绩单》之作，他指出： “文化顽童”李敖在1979年6月复出后，除了办过每日准时发行达一百七十二天的《求是报》外，他更以令人难能置信的毅力先后创办了《李敖千秋评论》丛书一百二十期、《李敖千秋评论》号外四期、《万岁评论》四十期、《李敖求是评论》六期、《乌鸦评论》二十四期；以及出版过八大册《李敖全集》、七本《李敖新刊》和三十余本丛书，堪称是著作等身的文坛异数。 蔡汉勋又有“官方查禁李敖著作的'理由'”一节，我抽举二十六册，以见数斑： 《孙逸仙和中国西化医学》：刊载“新夷说”一文，内容将“国父”遗教断章取义，故为曲解足以淆乱视听，影响民心士气。 ：攻汗台湾当局现行法制，恶加渲染，足以淆乱视听，挑拨当局与人民情感。 《历史与人像》：诬指孔子为反动，并歪曲历史事实，足以淆乱视听，影响民心士气。 ... ：诬蔑儒家思想，淆乱视听，影响民心士气。 《文化论战丹人剥：诬指传统文化是繁殖共产主义的温床并为其铺路，足以淆乱视听，影响民心士气。 《教育与脸谱》：鼓动学生背叛师长，并煽惑学界“造反”、“革命”，足以淆乱视听，危害社会治安。 《上下古今谈》：公然反对台湾当局法令，诬指警察公报私仇，逼良为娼，足以淆乱视听，挑拨当局与人民情感。 ... 《乌鸦又叫了》：作者借彭明敏事件之发生，倡言发起“学习李敖运动”，鼓励青年走李敖路线，自认代表“反盲动”“反以暴易暴”“反枪杆对付异己”，并妄言“主张和平改革、社会改革、思想改革”。显有淆乱视听、影响民心士气之害，并有危害社会治安之虞。 《孙悟空和我》：指“蒋廷黻对经济自由的认识是错误的”，并诬指有“这种论调的人，他们专门表演集体、统制、官办、党营、公卖、国有等把戏”，显有淆乱视听，影响民心士气及挑拨“当局”与人民情感之害。 ... “李敖写的信”：诬指“内政部”依据出版法“侵害”人民自由系“违宪”，并主张知识分子提倡“不合作主义”，显有挑拨当局与人民情感及淆乱视听，影响民心士气之害。 ... “也有情书”：攻击台湾烟酒公卖制度为“专卖的统治经济制度”，并诬指烟酒专卖为“垄断的苛税”，另妄称“老百姓麻木得没有'心'了”，显有淆乱视听、影响民心士气及挑拨当局与人民情感之害。 ... 《不要叫吧》：诬指“出版法”完全“违宪”。煽动人民“多还他们几手”，并指“社会上'暴戾之风'系法律不能为其辩冤白诗，自然最后要被逼到绝路上去，'官逼民反'”等，显有淆乱视听、影响民心士气及挑拨当局与人民情感之害。 《千秋·冤狱·党》（千秋评论①）：内容淆乱视听。挑拨当局与人民情感。 ... 《放火·放水·光》（千秋评论[11]）：其中之《放火的》及《论中门村事件》两文蓄意挑拨当局与人民情感，鼓煽暴力、夸张事实、淆乱视听、危害社会治安秩序。 … 《政治·女人·蛇》（千秋评论[16]）：《不平等条约是国民党废除的吗？ 》及《政治与生殖器》等文，内容淆乱视听，挑拨当局与人民情感。 … 《老儿·小儿·病》（千秋评论[22]）：刊登《王国维自杀写真》、《天涯哭此时》等文，内容歪曲事实，淆乱视听，挑拨当局与人民情感。 ... 《钞票·肚皮·尿》（千秋评论[26]）：其中《国民党与钞票》等文，内容挑拨当局与人民情感，破坏“国军”团结，更以猥亵文字，破坏社会公序良俗，淆乱视听，足以影响民心士气。 ... 《大使·老鼠·怕》（千秋评论[27]）：其中《国民党的三通前科》、《大使垮台秘闻》、《上县太爷书》等文字，曲解事实，蓄意挑拨当局与人民情感，淆乱视听，足以影响民心士气。 《活爸·死爸·黑》（千秋评论[28]）：其中之《乱世父子泪》、《活人不要要死尸》、《向国民党讨十大债》等等文字，为共党宣传，曲解事实，诬蔑“当局”，蓄意挑拨分化'当局”与人民情感，淆乱视听，足以影响民心士气。…… 《放屁·放屁·真放屁》：（万岁评论③）：其中之《人间不是你们的》，《马璧奉化现形记》、《从〈我是嫖客〉到〈我是鸡巴〉》等文，违背“反共国策”，曲解事实，诬蔑“当局”，蓄意挑拨，分化'当局”与人民情感，淆乱视听，足以影响民心士气。…… 《打炮·打炮·别打炮》（万岁评论）：其中之《乡愁》、《马可仕》、《文化》等文，违背“反共国策”，捏造谣言，蓄意淆乱视听，挑拨当局与人民情感，足以影响民心土气。 ... 《涨价·涨价·买》（千秋评论[40]）：部分文字内容扭曲事实，并捏造谰言，侮辱壮烈“殉国先烈”，淆乱视听，挑拨当局与人民情感，足以影响民心士气。 ... 《蒋介石研究》：其中部分文字，前于千秋、万岁评论丛书各期刊载时，已予查禁，今再予刊出。 ... 《蒋介石研究续集》：部分内容不妥。 ... 《蒋介石研究三集》：部分内容严重不妥。 ... 《孙中山研究》：封面违反“出版法”规定，应予行政处分。 上面这些洋洋大观的罪状，如果逆向思考，岂不正好反证了李敖的功劳所在吗？这种由敌人揭发的罪状，只消一念反转，就是我的功劳簿了。我再举胡秋原在“1991年度诉更（一）字第十五号”的“民事答辩状”为例： 原告（李敖）虽非知名作家，但确实写了许多文字，其所写之文字，主要可分为两类：第一类是卖国汉奸性的，原告曾写文字污辱台湾当局为“伪政府”，原告要“鞭蒋介石之尸”，又说李、郝体制是“谬种流传”，要加速打倒蒋家余孽，骂李登辉是“伪总统”，郝柏村是“奴才”，又骂“最高法院”“荒唐”、“笑话”，原告还控告李登辉伪造文书。第二类是猥亵下流性的，以原告最近之作品为例，如“从小就舔在女人屄”（按此指“新闻局长”邵玉铭说的，而被胡秋原断章取义）、“鸡巴学”、“鸡巴中正”、“屁股功夫”，写“性文诗”，满纸生殖器、排泄器。又原告自《乌鸦评论》以至《求是报》，每期必刊一春宫照片，且要李登辉“总统”、前“新闻局”局长邵玉铭看他的“三点不露”，如此下流不堪入目之作品，不胜枚举，古今中外有如此以猥亵文字，妨害风化之知名作家乎？ 上一宣布，可与当年徐复观所列李敖罪状比美。此李敖赫赫之功也，见誉于敌人之手，看似骂我，其实不知乃肯定我也。 笔伐时期，在编印发行上重要的“共犯”有：“汝清”。林秉钦、叶圣康、“老大哥”张坤山、赖阿胜、石柏苍、黄菊文、苏荣泉、何玉芳、苏久洲、苏世芳、曾骏龙、黄慧隆、郭宝秀、洪富仁、詹赐珠、姚文玲、张月华、陈淑美。陈兆基、胡基峻、孟绝子、李放、郭文宏。特别一提的是吕佳真，她毕业东吴历史系，自参与李敖出版社后，所有阶段的出版品，无役不与；编校、印务、仓储、发行……十项全能。办《求是报》时，甚至在办公室打地铺而眠。工作精神与成绩，允称第一。我李敖生平不没人之功，特此肿列“共犯”，聊示崇德报功之至意也。 我1982年2月10日出狱后，展开笔伐时期，大量为党外杂志写文章，公论所在，蔚为重镇。4月25日，我四十七岁生日，党外人士为我在紫藤庐祝寿，虽然许荣淑等坚邀，我不肯露面，喜欢独行。四十七天后（6月11日）的下班时间，我在忠孝东路独行，认识了“安”，那时她在文化大学美术系毕业不久。当晚我请她在法国餐厅罗曼蒂吃饭，自此就有了“安妮一千日”式的交往，“安”和我之间没有任何书信、游踪、也没看过电影，两人见面就进浴缸，在一起的时间，似乎床上多于地上。大约每周两次，都使我尽欢而射。“安”身高一米七一，身材修长，皮肤白皙，我做爱时喜欢从三面大镜子中看多角度的变化，而“安”却是镜中的极品。她带给我一生中最快乐、最长久、最单一的床上日子。“安”喜欢看小说，一整套一整套地看，又写了一手好字，偶尔说笑话，但不多话。她最喜欢猫，而性格也最像猫，来时美丽，去时无声。我送了她一只波斯猫，取名“波波”，有一次过年，她回花莲看她父母，“波波”暂寄我家，我酷爱之，为写《波波颂》一文并定为书名。胡茵梦说她以前养过一只波斯猫，但懒得给它洗澡，结果浑身沾了泥土粪便，积重难返，乃把毛剪短，结果不成样子，不要了。我说：“你这不是爱猫，你是害猫。你对猫的爱，我看是假的。”我笑胡茵梦是“假爱猫家”，而我却是“爱假猫家”，因我不养猫，只看猫照片。但“安”却是真正的爱猫家。 所谓我不养猫，主要是没时间。十七年前，我弟弟捡到一只退罗猫，送了过来，该暹罗猫作息有定，只在中午十二点、下午六点，跳上我书桌，表示：“老爷开饭了，停工吧！”其它时间，一切自理，绝对尊重我的私生活，给我印象不恶。后来此翘家猫去，香港邵氏公司马芳踪送另一逞罗猫给胡茵梦。于是胡茵梦和我，就养起马家猫。不料胡星妈大叫一个人寂寞，坚持要马家猫给她。胡茵梦说另找一马家猫给胡星妈，胡星妈不肯，非此马家猫不要，大闹不已。我意不能平。我说：“当初说把这猫给她，她不要，现在我们养了，她又抢，这是什么意思？”但胡茵梦，孝女也，仍忍痛予之。于是我家缺猫，正好我弟弟养了一只暹罗猫，说还不错，愿暂借养。于是李家猫到。但该李家猫绝非李家猫，因为太没骨头与志气：在没骨头方面，不论你怎么摆它，它就怎么成姿，你把它横披在脖子上，它就像巴黎贵妇人脖子上的狐狸披肩一样，完全成注音字母“n”字符号，动也不动，“n”在你的脖子上，浑身若无骨焉。在没志气方面，该猫极贪食，你吃饭时，它跳到你腿上吵着要吃，屡骂无效、屡打不退，愈关愈鬼哭狼嚎，太不成体统。如此没骨头没志气的家伙，虽极美丽，然为我所不喜，我把它叫做“全世界最不要脸的猫”。最后，李家猫出局，我跑到信义路新生南路口，在猫店笼子里，物色到一新暹罗猫，此猫下巴很胖，是暹罗猫中的上品，我抱它回家，正值胡茵梦出浴，她欣然裸迎此猫，这是我一生中，看到的最美的人猫画面。我离婚时，鉴于胡茵梦“守玉如身”、“爱猫如己”，把古玉和猫都让她留在身边，当然这不是“陪嫁”，这是“陪离婚”。从此我长时期不再养猫，也不再收购古玉，一个人做工快活。一天在杂志上看到，说胡星妈胡茵梦为了怕猫生小猫，乃予阉割，猫从高楼跳下，自杀身死，我见此消息，心中惨沮，不乐终日。这头猫店笼中猫，极为通灵，我常对它开玩笑说：“要不是我把你救出来，你恐怕还在监狱里！”它若有所悟。它的离去，使我想起金露华电影中那只猫的离去，使我颇为感伤。胡茵梦那么迷信，我想她如看过爱伦坡写神秘人猫恩仇的短篇，一定若有所悟了。