Chapter 2 mother left out

Huiyin is 12 years old. 12-year-old Huiyin has a beautiful appearance, with two slender and long braids, and two deep dimples on her cheeks when she smiles.She has been sickly since she was a child, and she looks a little slender, like a tender willow, slender and soft, with a bit of greenness. Huiyin was actually not happy.Huiyin has a knot in his heart, which cannot be untied.When she was at school, Huiyin was looking forward to going home, but every time she went home, she felt unspeakably depressed and depressed.Huiyin knew from a very young age that his father did not like his mother.The mother's heart is very bitter, and the mother often cries behind her back.

Huiyin's mother was born in a merchant family in Jiaxing, Zhejiang Province. She married Lin Changmin at the age of 14 and became her second wife.Lin Changmin is good at poetry, calligraphy, elegant and elegant, and has outstanding talents; but she is an old-fashioned woman with no education.Growing up in a merchant's family, she neither knew piano, chess, calligraphy or painting, nor was she good at housework, so she was neither loved by her husband nor loved by her mother-in-law. She gave birth to two daughters for Lin Changmin, the eldest daughter Huiyin and the youngest daughter Linzhi.Lin Changmin loves his two daughters very much, but is very indifferent to his wife.After the youngest daughter Linzhi died of illness, Lin Changmin married the young and beautiful third wife Cheng Guilin in Shanghai.Since then, Huiyin's mother has lived a life neglected and forgotten by her husband.At that time, Huiyin's mother was only 31 years old.Huiyin called Cheng Guilin "Second Mother", and the second mother gave birth to several younger brothers and sisters for her father.Erniang lived in the front yard with her younger siblings, while Huiyin and her mother lived in the back yard.When my father came home, he always stayed in the front yard.In the front yard, there are the laughter and noise of the younger brothers and sisters, and there are all kinds of novelty items that my father bought for Erniang in the front yard.Huiyin likes the chime bell in the main room in the front yard.There is a small door on the clock, when the hour comes, the small door will open automatically, and a little bird jumps out from it, with emerald green feathers and bright yellow beak.

As long as Huiyin goes to the front yard, she will hear her mother scolding when she comes back.She scolded the front yard and complained about her father.She scolded and cried, crying for her own life, and crying for her dead meek little daughter.At this time, Huiyin's heart is intertwined with complex feelings of love and resentment towards her parents.She loves her father, but blames him for being indifferent to her mother; she loves her mother, but hates her for making her father go farther and farther in complaining and moaning; mother's heart. All these left painful memories in Huiyin's mind, which had a long-term impact on the formation of her character and directly affected her future life choices.

Many years later, Lin Huiyin has become a famous and influential poetess. On April 18, 1937, she published a novel in the Literary Supplement of "Ta Kung Pao" entitled "Embroidered Embroidery <Model Shadow Part Four>".The novel tells a tragic and sad story: Xiuxiu, a well-behaved and handsome girl, lives in an unfortunate family. Her mother is weak, incompetent, narrow-minded and sickly. Her father married a new aunt and gave birth to a child; In the endless quarrels and quarrels, struggling between relatives who have no warmth, no love, only contradictions and hatred, they gradually died of illness.

At the end of the novel, I wrote in the tone of Xiuxiu's little friend "I": "...At that time, I hated both Xiuxiu's parents so much that I wished I could reason with them and explain all the situations I saw. I poured it out on the ground, awakened them, and even made them repent. However, because I was too young and their situation was too serious, I couldn’t afford the strength, so I cowardly suppressed it. But when I gritted my teeth and hated them, I I realize that the two hateful people that I see no doubt at the moment are actually the parents of the gentle and peaceful Xiuxiu. I understand that even though Xiuxiu hates them a little bit at the moment, the relationship that is concluded in Xiuxiu's gentle heart , I still have that inconceivably deep love for these two people!"...

Although this is just a fictitious novel, it also reflects the mood of the young girl Lin Huiyin from a certain angle.