Chapter 73 29. Anti-revisionism in the eight major places (2)

Most of the people who came from various provinces were local literary and artistic figures, including the heads of the Federation of Literary and Art Writers Associations, and the heads of publications and theater troupes.As for the three people from Beijing, one is Professor Zhong Jingwen, the other is the painter Yin Shoushi, and the other is me. They all have problems with hats, and I don't know why they are arranged in this way. Minister Wang of the Learning Department of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, and Minister Shen (female) of the Liaison Department are the top stalls here. Both of them are old Yan'an.Comrade Shen Hui is capable, bright and pleasant.People say that she was one of the beauties in the Yan'an period, along with Zhang Ying (former secretary of the party group of the Drama Association) and Lu Cui (former vice-chairman of the Friendship with Foreign Countries Association) and so on.She talked about her time in Yan'an and said, "That was my golden age." I told my father about it later, and my father thought about it and said, "I was thinking when was my golden age, and the result of my thinking My golden age has not yet begun.” His words made me feel desperate, in 1963, he was already 52 years old, in my mind he had no future, what kind of golden age could he wait for?

The head of the party group of the Federation of Literary and Art Circles, Liu Zhiming, the vice chairman, and Tian Han, Lao She, the vice chairman, etc. came to visit the students, gave speeches and had dinner, which was very prosperous.Liu Zhiming was in charge of propaganda work in the Northeast Bureau of the Central Committee of the Communist Party of China, and presided over the criticism of Xiao Jun.After he arrived in Beijing, his work did not go well. He gave people the feeling that his emotions and anger were invisible, and his face seemed to be wearing a mask.The two great writers, Tian Han and Lao She, are energetic and full of emotion, and they are among the best.During the dinner together, Mr. Zhong Jingwen told Comrade Liu Zhiming that he would study hard and sue Khrushchev because his "mistakes" were taken by "Baldy He".I also immediately expressed my determination, saying that I was saddened by my "misstep".Liu Zhiming comforted me and said, "You're still young..." He murmured, "Wang, you're very smart."

Tian Han scolded Khrushchev as a "bald head" in his speech, and he joked, "Although I am also bald..." Humorous and clear and firm.Being able to speak like this is also a sign of confidence and trust. Lao She also talked about anti-revisionism, saying that now that the Soviet Union is dead, the world depends on China and Chairman Mao.On such a sensitive yet centrally complex issue, he also speaks out against the enemy, with a sense of political firmness and mission, (being) trusted, honored and even satisfied.I heard senior people outside the party discuss the differences and future of the world communist movement so clearly.I admire it, but I feel a little uneasy. It seems that it is not so smooth and natural for his elders, including Comrade Tian Han, to discuss the controversy and future of the international communist movement.You can't but admire the leadership of the party who is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, no matter how they point or how to fight, they are united as one, and there is never any doubt.

I listened intently, nodded and said yes, understood, enlightened.After the anti-rightist movement, I deeply understand that in our place, there is nothing more important than the attitude of the leader. Life and death, good and bad fortunes, all depend on the leader's impression of you.I made up my mind to die, and I must make it clear and prove repeatedly that Wang is the one who respects and obeys leaders the most.Do not believe you try? My group will criticize and make speeches, which are praised by the students in the same group, because I drilled into the creative conception and artistic thinking of these negative textbooks to analyze and criticize. I concluded that these literary and artistic works of the Soviet Union did spread pacifism in the language of art. , the theory of human nature, decadence, depression, disappointment in the revolution... I really think that the other side of criticism and revision is to inoculate myself, to reform my mind, to abandon the old and make new, and my speech must touch the soul (there was no such thing at the time. common words).An old leader from other places encouraged me and said, you are indeed talented, and as long as you are in the right direction, you will be able to make great contributions in the future.I am very grateful, and at the same time feel that the direction is correct, so it is easier said than done.I also wonder why anyone who is a little far away from the literary and art circles knows what direction the literary and art circles should take, is sensitive to the direction of literary and artistic work, and knows how to correct the wrong direction of literary and artistic work without any effort.And all those who engage in literature and art, those who are engaged in literary and artistic creation, are so confused, so unsatisfied, always don't know where the right direction is, and always add trouble and confusion to the leaders.Maybe this is because they don't know the true face of Lushan Mountain, just because they are in this mountain?It seems that only those who have never been to Mount Lu can understand the direction of Mount Lu.Poor literature and art, people lose their sense of direction because of the commotion, they don't know east, west, north, south, and they can't tell left from right.

Of course, there was a strong political atmosphere in this book club. Everyone talked about study, politics, struggle, and ideological remolding.Only one local song and dance troupe creator made a few jokes, saying that their witty line was: "Liupan Mountain is on the peak, the red flag is blowing in the westerly wind, with all the strips in hand today, why worry about not being criticized..." Everyone laughed, but no one was serious. It was also at this reading club that I read "A Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich" which was published as a negative textbook for the first time. I didn't think his writing was so profound, but it was very true. Eat your lunch, because eating is the only part of the day that belongs to you, which is very true.I had a similar experience during the continuous overtime work.The work also wrote that the exiles called Stalin "father with a mustache", but they didn't understand it until they arrived in Xinjiang. It is a very common, sometimes ironic, sometimes very affectionate way of saying it.

The Cold War pattern of bipolar confrontation in the world is indeed thrilling.On one side are the U.S. imperialists, the Soviet revisionists, and the reactionaries of various countries, and on the other side are Chairman Mao, China, Albania, and communist parties in brackets in some countries, with "Marxism-Leninism" added in brackets.Can you take it lightly?Imre Nagy was originally one of the leaders of Hungary. He was finally shot. Lukacs, a famous Marxist literary theorist who mixed with him, barely saved his life because he was a scholar. Can you be careless?A sentence I often said at that time was that Wang Meng dared not forget, could not forget, and would never forget all lessons learned.