Chapter 50 Twenty, big ups and downs (3)

One of the education I have received since I was a child is to report everything to the party and confess to the party, and then everything will be saved. It should be said that at the beginning, and even afterwards, the leaders of the literary and art circles had a relatively good impression of me.But I know that the factory will not be so interested in me. I have too many cultural and artistic activities, and I am often not in the factory or the office of the Youth League Committee. I am completely a special person.There are also some rumors circulating among the regiment cadres. Several literary youths in the workshop invited Xiao Yemu to the factory to meet with members of the factory's literary club on a weekend.The leader of the propaganda department of the factory party committee immediately said that Xiao had been criticized and was dissatisfied with the party. How could such a person be invited to the factory?I was so embarrassed to hear it, so uncomfortable, and I couldn't react.Because I have been criticized, I must be dissatisfied with the party, and because I am dissatisfied with the party, I should be criticized. This kind of logic makes me speechless.

There is a small factor here. I can't say that success or failure is only determined by details, but I dare say that non-principal contradictions can also play an unexpectedly large role.My newlywed house is in Xisibei Xiaorongxian Hutong, and my workplace is in Jiuxianqiao. How easy is it to take a bus?During commuting hours, there are huge crowds of people waiting in line at the bus station. An hour has passed, and you still can’t get on the bus.I've tried cycling to work a few times and it's too tiring.The roads around Dongzhimen are often muddy and often repaired.Sometimes there are meetings in the factory at night, and I hide whenever I can.Ruifang came back from Taiyuan during the holidays, and only stayed for a few weeks or a few days. When there was an art fair held in the urban area, and there were indeed important contents, I could leave home later and return home earlier. I was very happy, but what about the comrades in the factory? Reflect I do not know.

I actually still value the experience in the factory.In the thriving new factory area and the welfare area (now called the living area), the unit houses of each family are used as dormitories for singles, and they are used nondescriptly.Most people are not used to toileting with flush toilets, and many young workers squat on the toilet lid to defecate.Power, machine repair, stamping, surface treatment, assembly... The division of labor in the workshop, turning, milling, clamping, boring, planing... I have worked in the four presses.The way Guangdong young workers use electric stoves to cook in dormitories, the experience of dealing with Soviet experts, and the work of youth supervision posts and youth commandos are all fascinating.I once thought about writing a new work that reflected the life of the workers, but desire and understanding, as well as the touch of creation, not to mention the completion of creation, are not exactly the same thing.Nevertheless, in the 21st century, I still used a lot of experience working in Jiuxianqiao Cable Power Plant in the novella "Singing Like a Bright Spring".

I'm living at a junction where I don't know what's going to happen next, and I do feel like something's wrong with me, something's going to happen.