Chapter 28 12. First Love (1)

It was a particularly unfettered era.Many boys and girls fall in love, we just think it is very beautiful, and we have never thought that those students cannot fall in love.So, I later called this period the season of love.From 1949 to 1957, China at that time was a free kingdom of love. I mentioned Zhou Manhua earlier, it was just some childhood reverie.When I was working in the district, I often dealt with some regiment cadres of women's high schools. Although I was not Jia Baoyu, I also felt that men were turbid and women were pure.I believe that all the boys have had the idea of ​​getting close to Jia Baoyu. It is the first time to write it so exaggerated and vivid, but after all, there is no need to make a fuss.These girls are enthusiastic, smart, good-looking, and nice-speaking, all above boys.I believe there can be no revolution without the active participation of young people, and even less of a revolution without the participation of young women.When you think of Soviet revolutionaries, can you not think of eternal Sophia?

I suddenly felt very kind to one of the short, high-achieving students with long braids. One weekend, when I had nothing to do, I decided to go to this school to talk to her about work and even my thoughts.The organizational life I have experienced since I was a child, and I participated in the holiday study of the party members of the school branch organized by the district committee, made me already like to talk and even think that I am very good at talking about ideological and moral cultivation. She is coming.The moment she came, all my reverie disappeared.Her absolute purity and solemnity brought me back to work immediately, without room, without space, without any other thoughts.

However, Fang is completely different.When winter came, Cui Ruifang went to the district committee to work temporarily, which made me feel happy.district committee.big yard.winter.Three against five against.Everything is extra pure after exercise.A female middle school student party member, participating in a fiery struggle.These all make me fascinated.In the first year, in the summer of 1950, she attended a meeting of the "Summer Life Steering Committee" organized by our Youth League Committee.Her smile and kindness are charming.At that time, she was the president of the student union of No. 2 Girls Middle School.She has been an underground member since 1947 and joined the party in the summer of 1949.She also served as the captain of the first Young Pioneers.

In the winter of 1951-1952, she came to the district to do "Three Antis and Five Antis". This is the third time we have met. Every period has a love for every period.And in my period, I knew about Sophia, Katyusha, the wedding on the execution ground, the suicide note... and Surkov's poems. Not only one of his poems described a young man's pursuit of a beautiful girl, but also The girl's answer is to see if the young man can get the medal of model worker. Whenever I think of Ruifang, what I think of is her experience of revolution since she was a child, the heavy work she took on at school, her strict requirements on herself, and her working overtime every night to count the results of the "Three Antis" and "Five Antis". .Her smile lit up the entire district committee compound.

I lent her a thin Soviet novel "Diary of a Boy" to read.She later said that I was reading it by myself, but what I read to her was a book similar to children's literature, which made her angry and she didn't want to read it. For me, love is wind and song.I just thought about pursuing Ruifang, and suddenly, strong winds, hurricanes, and tornadoes knocked me off the ground, wandering in the sky, cities and villages, stars and mountains and rivers were all spinning around me.I sang: "Once upon a time when I was young / My hair was not white and my strength was strong / I dreamed of sailing... But the sea breeze made me sad / The waves made me sad..." I sang: "I once roamed the whole universe / Looking for Less than one lover / Now in my native country Lucia (Russia) / Love is calling to me..." I sing "My song flies across the sea / Beloved, don't be sad / The country sent us to the ocean / To set off a storm ..." I sang, "Sing me a song/happy wind..." I also sang "Lantern Festival in the first month/Golden Bian embroidery..." What can I do, the Chinese revolutionary songs are basically Instead of singing love, there are also a few lines, "Pairs of sheep/Walking side by side/Who is in love with me/Hand in hand." It's too simple, and I think it's laced with jokes and doesn't express my feelings.

I learned that her composition "Watching a Soviet Movie "She Is Defending the Motherland"" written in class was praised by teachers and classmates.I learned that she was slightly injured when she was hit by a PLA cavalry while walking on the street.On the night of "May 1st" Labor Day, I was looking for Ruifang in the crowded Tiananmen Square, and I found it. This year's "May 1st" night we have been carnival until dawn. First love also seems to mean Beihai Park.Yilan Hall and White Pagoda, Wulong Pavilion and Haopujian, weeping willows, lotus leaves and boats all move us for the city, life and youth.We met for the first time in Beihai Park, and we have visited Beihai Park many times since then.We have encountered rain, thunder and wind in Beihai Park.The East Fourth District is relatively close to the back door of Beihai, and group days are often held in Beihai.Once a member of the middle school was there for an activity, and when it was my turn to speak to them, the sunset was beautiful. I suggested that everyone take a minute to appreciate the sunset, and the audience was sensational.

But the first time we visited a park together was Zhongshan Park. That day I kept singing the theme song in "Inner Mongolia Spring": "The grass is green, the stream is long, the wind is blowing, the grass is low, and the cattle and sheep..." All All the beautiful songs are connected with love.On the same day, we watched the movie "Sagan's Spring" at Xidan Capital Cinema.After watching the movie, when I was jumping with happiness, Ruifang said, let's stop dating. The strong wind made me dizzy.