Chapter 18 Chapter Seventeen

Tsangyang Gyatso's trip to the world is bold and unrestrained.Money is not what he cares about, and his status as a living Buddha makes it unnecessary for him to estimate money.So every time he went to the market, he would buy drunk generously.He can drink very well and likes to spend a lot of money, so every time he goes to the wine shop, he will receive the warmest hospitality. Gradually, Sangye Gyatso also heard about Tsangyang Gyatso's extravagance.He is a little worried.This is not because he is stingy with that little money. Every year, the emperor of the Qing Dynasty allocates 5,000 taels of silver to the Dalai Lama from the tax revenue of Dajianlu (that is, today's Kangding).Although this is a religious appropriation, since the Dalai Lama is the recipient, he has the right to control it.Tsangyang Gyatso's extravagance is just a drop in the bucket compared with the appropriation.What Sangye Gyatso was worried about was that such extravagance would easily make Tsangyang Gyatso's ambitions.In case he caused any trouble during the period, he could easily be caught by his enemies.

Cangyang Gyatso should not be allowed to control too much money. This is the first countermeasure that Sangye Gyatso thought of.But who can control Cangyang Gyatso's extravagance?Sangye Gyatso thought of an old lama. In the reincarnation system of living Buddhas in Tibet, there is a tradition that although the reincarnated soul boy has the wisdom root of the living Buddha of the previous life, he does not have the knowledge and cultivation of the living Buddha of the previous life.If you want to become a qualified Living Buddha again, you have to study hard.The teachers who teach them may not be as high as the living Buddhas, but because of their high knowledge and cultivation in this life, the young living Buddhas must listen to their teachings and must not disobey them.If the living Buddha is disobedient, it is disobeying the Buddha's will, and it is possible to be beaten.

These teachers, called gurus, mean they have enough virtue to teach living Buddhas.The living Buddhas treated these masters very politely.Therefore, Tsangyang Gyatso should have no objection to sending an old lama who specializes in accounting to be the accounting guru of the sixth Dalai Lama.Thus, a lama who was old enough to be Tsangyang Gyatso's great-grandfather became Tsangyang Gyatso's financial director.The old lama worked very seriously and rigorously. Every penny used by Tsangyang Gyatso must be accounted to the old lama. Cangyang Gyatso doesn't care about money, it has something to do with his heart.He doesn't want to ask for alms, and he doesn't like to be controlled by others.Therefore, he is not willing to argue with the old lama for a little money for drinking, but he is even more unwilling to give up his life of drinking and drinking for this.Although he no longer has the freedom to use money, he is still an open-minded person. He doesn't want to struggle with it, so he consciously reduces the chances of going out.

Sangye Gyatso was very satisfied with his measures. He felt that he had successfully saved his political career, and he could sit back and relax and be his local emperor. But how can everything go as expected, when Sangye Gyatso relaxed his vigilance against Cangyang Gyatso, Cangyang Gyatso intensified.Although he went out less often, every time he went out, he would only indulge himself more.Getting drunk, singing, flirting, all the ways that can be unrestrained, he tried to his heart's content. People are like a spring, the tighter it is, the higher it bounces.This is the case with Tsangyang Gyatso. When Sangye Gyatso suppressed him until he couldn't breathe, he was always struggling in his heart, looking for a gap to be free.

In the restaurants and teahouses in Lhasa, almost everyone knows Dangsang Wangpo.His face is handsome and extraordinary, his speech is gentle and elegant, his heart is as warm as fire, he also writes good poems, and is a master of playing and singing.Beside him, there are often a few young men and women sitting around. They respect each other and feel the wonderful time brought by this luxurious youth. But after being deceived by the noble lady, Cangyang Gyatso has already understood that behind those seemingly sincere eyes is the drive of profit.If he wasn't such a ostentatious and luxurious young man, there might be far fewer people around him.If he was just a poor boy, there would be much less hot eyes.He didn't know what was true and what was false.He doesn't know how to distinguish, so he simply doesn't distinguish, and treats it as a meaningless facial makeup.

Is it just the true feelings in my heart that have nowhere to rest?Where is it?Will he be like Zhang Ailing wrote: there is a kind of loss, which cannot be said, but can only be felt There is a kind of sadness that cannot be said, but can only be hidden There is a liking that can only be concealed by deception There is a kind of heartache called love can not speak I thank you for giving me a beautiful memory Thank you for leaving me with a beautiful dream i thank you for making me cry let me get a mature I can't change anything in your life Can't even decorate your life with brilliant colors

I can only hide in the corner of my life listen to your heartbeat enjoy your grief I can only express to you in words But your heart never seems to understand inattentive listening is a kind of sadness A certain corner of his heart may be talking to his past emotions in this way, and they always make his heart ache.What a powerful person the owner of the restaurant is, no one's eyes will escape their eyes.They know whether a person is rich or not, they know whether the person likes to drink or chat, they know whether the person is stingy or generous, they know whether the person is true or false, they also know the person's preferences, they have What, what is missing.

When Cangyang Gyatso's slightly lonely expression fell into the eyes of the proprietress of the restaurant, she understood that what this luxurious young man lacks is love.Thinking of that Cangyang Gyatso's luxurious attire, this is by no means the son of an ordinary family.Only a son of a noble family can dress like this, and his status is definitely not low.He has handsome features, and many women favor him, but he remains calm.Therefore, the proprietress saw at a glance what was in his heart - love. Yes, the stone thrown by the noble lady has already hit Cangyang Gyatso's heart, so someone else must move it first, so that Cangyang Gyatso can relax.Since some people are willing to move, some people are willing to be beautiful.

It is the job of the restaurant owner to please the rich.Keeping them happy can bring you more business, which is a win-win situation.Besides, the proprietress also likes Dangsang Wangpo, she appreciates his talent.With him here, her restaurant business would be much better.So the proprietress started looking for candidates for Cangyang Gyatso on her own initiative. She wanted to help him distinguish the truth from the fake and give him a surprise. Soon after, she introduced a beautiful woman to Tsangyang Gyatso.Tsangyang Gyatso also knew this woman, and she was the brewing woman in this wine shop.She always watched him from a distance and listened to his singing.He remembered the look in her eyes, that admiration, of course he could understand it.

The proprietress whispered in his ear, perhaps telling him how much she admired him, or perhaps telling him that she didn't care about fame and wealth, but just wanted to be by his side.Cangyang Gyatso did not refuse, he is now used to not refusing.His life was arranged by others long ago, when did he have the right to be independent? He looked at the woman's sweet smile, which was also a charming scene.He sat her down and took the wine she brought.Since he has no right to refuse, why not enjoy the delicious food? Holding the self-brewed wine, the girl walked slowly to her lover, gently fed it into her mouth, and the sweet breath surrounded her, sweet and refreshing implanted into her body.The lover can be with the girl in the fragrance of wine, and is willing to hold his life in the palm of his hand and give it to you.

Tsangyang Gyatso wrote a love poem for her: The girl is beautiful, Complete tea and wine; Even if you die and become a god, You have to love her too. (Translated by Gao Ping) Facing the girl making wine, Tsangyang Gyatso seems to have become very materialistic.Why do you love this girl?Just because she is beautiful, just because she has tea and wine here?Is it because of the noise and paralysis in her place that I fell in love with her?Even if one becomes a god, one still has to be drunk, dream and die in the hustle and bustle of matter? Looking at this poem, Cangyang Gyatso's nerves are paralyzed in the unrestrained passion.He was already intoxicated by sensuality, and he was using these methods to numb himself. He probably didn't have any real feelings for the girl he sent.His new relationship is just a continuation of his sensual life. He also wrote in a poem about her: As long as the girl is alive, The wine is never finished; Youth's lifelong support, When optional here. (Translated by Gao Ping) With her, there will be endless wine, is this really what Tsangyang Gyatso cares about?It is true that for ordinary Tibetans, it is a great blessing to marry a woman who is good at making wine in harsh Tibet.After a tiring day, when you return home, your wife will serve you fine wine. Isn't this a fairy-like life? But Cangyang Gyatso is not such a person, what he wants is not just someone who truly loves him.What he lacks is affection, what he needs is a love affair with his heart.And can this woman who doesn't know much about brewing wine bring Cangyang Gyatso?She may really love him, love him from the bottom of her heart, but she doesn't understand him, she doesn't understand his pain, she doesn't understand his happiness.She is only attracted by Tsangyang Gyatso's chicness, she is not his deep soul partner. Therefore, Tsangyang Gyatso also speaks reluctantly in his poems.This girl can be regarded as a lifelong support for young people, but she is not the best.The longer they get along, the clearer it becomes in his heart.The girl just liked him wholeheartedly and gave herself to him, but she didn't like to talk to him, and there was almost no emotional exchange between them. In poor regions, it is good to have a warm body clinging to each other.But for a normal relationship, this is lacking.True love should be mutual understanding and tolerance, a tacit understanding that you understand me and I understand you.If this is not the basis, then this relationship is nothing more than a carnal relationship.