Chapter 17 Chapter 16 The more beautiful something is, the more untouchable it is

In the world, Cangyang Gyatso is looking for the beauty in his heart.He likes to hold his wine glass slightly drunk and listen to the singers in the wine shop singing the songs he wrote. The sound floating in the whole house reminds him of the desire in his heart. A sincere relationship, just like his first love back then.He still remembered that feeling, he liked the other party wholeheartedly, every frown and smile of his lover touched his nerves.He wants to give her all good things, he is willing to be a little lamb by her side, and he is willing to try his best to protect her.He has her in his heart all the time, and he feels that life is complete because of her existence, and he can live happily with no regrets.

More importantly, he knew that she loved him too, and she also regarded him as the only one in her life.At least in the days when they were in love, that was the case.As for her betrayal, he didn't want to think about it.What's the use of thinking about it?He just wants to find his love as soon as possible. When drinking, Tsangyang Gyatso often reminded Tsangyang Tudao.This person was the third Diba when the fifth Dalai Lama was alive.He was originally the songbook for the fifth Dalai Lama, that is, the person who took care of the fifth Dalai Lama's daily life.He can be regarded as having both ability and political integrity, and was highly regarded by the fifth Dalai Lama, so he finally became Diba.

But such a virtuous and talented man who has become a monk secretly fell in love with a woman.This woman is a descendant of Shannan Naidong King Chanhua, and she has a face as bright as the moon.Luosang Tudao fell in love with her hopelessly, and even found a house in Lhasa to raise her privately. After all, Ke Diba is a person who often attends various activities.His whereabouts were quickly noticed.Rumors about him spread all over the sky.Although Diba is the king of Tibet, he is a monk after all. According to the regulations of the Yellow Sect, he cannot be attached to a woman, let alone live with her.Diba took the lead in breaking the rules of the Yellow Sect, what place does he have?

After the fifth Dalai Lama heard about Luosang Tudao, he gave him a choice: either dismiss the woman or resign.Luosang Tudao has no attachment to power and position. He gave up Diba's status as a king and took his beloved woman to the Sangri Manor in the south of the mountain, where he lived a happy life ever since. In Tsangyang Gyatso's heart, although he dared not say that he would let go of his status as a Dalai Lama, he was always envious of the bravery of Luosang.He thinks this is true love, a love that is free from all external interference.He sometimes wondered, why did the Buddha forbid the sexual desires of men and women?In fact, true love is precisely the ability to overcome all material obstacles.Isn't this similar to the path of practice?

Thinking of this, he would raise his glass to toast himself, to his love that is far away. But love is not playing and singing love songs, as long as you think in your heart, you can sing it.It is always waiting, an opportunity for two relatives. At a certain moment in the alleys of the market, a noble lady exuding elegance all over her body attracted Tsangyang Gyatso.She is beautiful and noble, unlike most girls in the world.He wrote poems of praise to her, and made her of unearthly beauty: Hou Men has a beautiful girl, Empty to see the color. For example, the Qiongshu flower, Bright and stand tall. (Translated by Liu Xiwu)

He stared at her intently, rejoicing that she had said a word to him.His heart burst out a few petals for her.At that time, he was like a passage written by Eileen Chang: "Seeing him, she became very low, low into the dust, but her heart was joyful, and flowers bloomed from the dust." He He fell in love with her at first sight, and the look in her eyes from the crowd made him never forget: smiling with bright teeth, Looking toward the crowd, The gaze from the corner of the eye, It fell on the boy's face. (Translated by Gao Ping) Under the scorching sun, such a young lady appeared under his dim eyes, like the first drop of nectar in the morning, a ray of breeze in a sweltering weather.It was as if he was suddenly bathed in the first ray of sunshine in spring after a winter.In front of him, she seemed to be stepping on rose petals all over the ground, whispering softly in his ear, causing his whole body to go numb, and he only wanted to fall into her arms.

With a sweet smile, Hook my soul away. Is it true love? Please swear. (Translated by Gao Ping) He felt uneasy, he didn't know why she liked him so much.Is it true that God has bestowed love on him again?He couldn't believe it, and hoped that this noble lady would personally swear the oath of love.But she rolled her eyebrows and didn't say much, but her expression was clearly seducing him. He sat there, watching her every frown and smile.The woman in the painting is nothing more than that.Why would such a charming woman sit beside him and chat with him?Is it sentient?The time since the last relationship ended was not long enough. Today, Cangyang Gyatso is about to enter another person's boudoir.When times come and go,

Raise the blessing banner. A famous lady, Invite me to dinner at home. (Translated by Xiao Tiyan) Cangyang Gyatso's heart was brought into the psychedelic coquetry, he was attracted by dreams, and he wanted to stay by her side forever.Just talking about it all day can sweep away the haze in my heart, so why can't I stay by her side all day and tell all about myself?He wanted to entrust all of himself to her, and let her infiltrate his heart with her dreamlike beauty. He eagerly wants to taste the sweetness of love, and let the long-lost beauty haunt him.Thinking and thinking in his heart, he tried his best to satisfy all her needs.As the sixth Dalai Lama, Tsangyang Gyatso is not short of money. He doesn't care how much money he spends. What he cares about is whether his sweetheart has a sincere heart to treat him.

But love has dazzled the rational mind, and Cangyang Gyatso only had time to see the side of his lover embracing each other affectionately, but he didn't find the lover's request hidden deep in his heart.Love, for this girl, is based on money. The girl's skin is like jade, To be embraced tenderly; Could it be hypocrisy, Lied to my boy's treasure?Although the river is deep, the fish is hooked; lover mouth honey belly sword, The heart has not been grasped yet. among a hundred trees, This willow was chosen; Boy I didn't know The heart of the tree has decayed. When coming up from the mountains in the east,

I thought it was a musk deer; Come to Xishan to have a look, But it was a lame gazelle. Lovers have no heart, like a clay bodhisattva; It's like buying a horse-- A bad horse that can't run. lover of changing minds, like a fallen flower; Although charming, My heart is extremely useless. The flowers just bloom and fall, Lovers change when they fall apart? Me and the golden bee, From now on, it's a clean break! The wild goose fell in love with the reed, Although I want to stay for a while. After the lake was covered with ice, I am still disappointed in my heart. (Translated by Gao Ping)

When the buried truth gradually surfaced, what was also excavated was the darkness deep inside.Without an expensive gift, a lover will throw you out of the house, and may even invent vicious lies to slander you, just to drive you out of her world.She doesn't need a man who doesn't pay for herself. Cangyang Gyatso may not have imagined that a woman who once loved so passionately, wanted to use all her strength even to hug, refused to move her eyes away, and was reluctant to move, would judge herself early because of money. out.He has not had time to plan a future relationship, but he has already been cheated. Cangyang Gyatso accidentally fell in love with a rose.It was a beautiful and noble lady whom Tsangyang Gyatso had tried to take care of carefully.But in the end, she, who was hiding the thorn, was stabbed all over her body in the hug.Blood flowed from those small puncture holes, bright red and smelling fishy. Cangyang Gyatso became irritable, and lost his former calm when they were completely separated.He felt that cheating was the worst way to shame himself.He didn't miss her at all, he was only angry because he saw the truth. Perhaps, of all things in the world, the more beautiful things are, the more untouchable they are.Like the love flower mandala, it has the effect of anesthesia; like a rose, it is a symbol of love, but its branches are densely packed with thorns; like the mysterious Bermuda, it is in danger of losing your life; like pure Antarctica, it is full of unbearable thorns. cold... When you haven't learned to use your heart to understand the world, beauty may be a disguise in front of you.Tsangyang Gyatso was stabbed in the heart by this disguise, and his anger was no different from that of all the deceived people in the world.But the ability to see the world is gradually acquired in the process of removing the disguise again and again. In life, or around love, there are always many unhappiness and quarrels.Insisting on the correctness of this matter may lead to an increase in your troubles.This is all for yourself, because you can’t let it go in your heart.Occasionally, I try to look at everything that happens under a higher thought than myself, and I suddenly feel that these are just a hot weather. The Buddha said: "Face it with a smile, don't complain. Be leisurely, follow your heart, follow your nature, and follow your fate. What is destined to change your life is only the time when a flower blooms a hundred years later." Perhaps the hopelessness buried the hope you had just built up, and the hurtful feeling stabbed you in the heart.You hate it, let yourself be in pain, and deeply torture your future.You can see through the world of mortals, but it doesn't mean you can see the facts clearly.When the facts come, as a bystander, I can look at all this quietly, but I can get an extraordinary indifference. Buddhism tells us: "You must always forgive sentient beings, no matter how bad they are, even if they hurt you, you must let go to get real happiness. Don't waste your life on things that you will regret. Every kind of Trauma is a kind of maturity." Cangyang Gyatso stood downstairs of the girl, looking at her who thought she was superior, and felt that the surroundings were surrounded by cold air.She is still beautiful, but this beauty is frozen in front of the window at this moment. The beautiful temperature of ice cannot be touched casually, which will cause people to lose the body temperature of ordinary people; the beautiful temperature of Yan cannot be touched casually, and the world will be derailed if you are not careful.In love, you need to find a lover who is on the same balance line as you, so that you can hold hands, hug, and kiss better.Too high, you need to stand on your heels and try to be the same height as him.After a long time, you love him, but you will feel tired and unable to support him.Too short, and you don't want to lower your body and sit on an equal footing with him.After a long time, you will feel that he is not suitable for you. Love is a marathon in the end, not a one-night passion.In this case, it’s okay to separate from you, go back to your own world, do what you like, and continue to wait for the person you will spend the rest of your life with.