Chapter 26 Chapter Five Ten Years Trace

Some people say that if you want to get out of sadness quickly, but feel that time is too slow, you can try to run to leave sadness behind.In fact, this is just wishful thinking, just like the sky is raining, running is useless, it is better to take a stroll in the courtyard to enjoy the scenery in the rain, maybe you can find another beauty.Just like fate, when you have no intention, there will be an unexpected meeting, but when you have the intention, there will be a fixed parting.If you miss someone, you must work hard to meet each other, and don't let waiting barren each other.While waiting, the sun will be swallowed by dusk, the bright moon will be taken away by dawn, autumn will replace spring, and years will change their appearance.

After returning from Jiangnan, Nalan let himself fall into a trance.Sometimes he reminisces about the past, sometimes feels sentimental about the present, and sometimes worries about the future.In this life, he fell into the vortex of wealth and wealth, not knowing how to lose weight from his body; he was also lost in the wild path of emotion, searching and searching, but could not find a way out.For this noble status, he lost too much freedom, and the happiness in the eyes of others is misfortune when it falls on him.If people use emotion, like playing a stringed song of flowing water, stop if you want to stop, and start again if you want to, how pleasant it will be.Sometimes, in order to save time, you make a cup of strong tea, hoping that it can taste it slowly, but you don’t know, it is used to drinking a cup of plain water hastily.Just like loving someone, you prepare a bouquet of flowers for her every day, but you don't know that she is actually allergic to pollen.

Nalan knew that he owed Shen Wanxin, but he didn't know how to settle their relationship and continue their fate.He missed his cousin, lost his beloved wife, and he couldn't lose Shen Wan anymore.Her talent, her gentleness, her sincerity, he will never meet such a woman again in his life.He read the scriptures, and the Buddha said that he can turn troubles into a mirror and sorrow into Bodhi.Nalan asked himself that he became connected with Buddha, read the scriptures for so many years, and pretended to practice Zen, but he was not as spiritual as a lotus in Lushuiting.The Buddha talked about the past and the present, and the reincarnation of cause and effect. He really wanted to know what his past life was and why he had such a different feeling in this life.It's a pity that I drank Mengpo soup in my previous life, and all memories were wiped out.Only karmic debts have to be repaid in this life.

This is a kind of persecution, so what Nalan has experienced in this life has a cause and effect, and no encounter is an accident.These days, Nalan is cultivating his mind and character in Lushui Pavilion, recalling the past, and sorting out his collection of words.The long ups and downs and disillusionment of these years are all expressed in a poem.The words have witnessed too many ups and downs of personnel, what the world can see is the appearance, and only Nalan himself knows what kind of secrets are hidden there.The key to unlock the secret is in the words, only held by his heart.What we see is just a noble talent, a soul that fell for love, using his ice-snow personality to write his own emotions, picking the red beans in his life.

Who translated Yuefu's Desolate Song?The wind is blowing, the rain is blowing, and the lanterns are all over again for another night. The Xie Family Courtyard was remnant and erected, and Yansu carved beams.Monthly silver wall, don't you know the fragrance of the flowers? The silver bed patters the asphalt and the green Wulao, and the powder is swept away by autumn grasshoppers.There are even money in the incense picking line, but why can't I say anything when I pick up Cuiqiao. Ten years of Nalan, ten years of wind and rain, ten years of traces and ten years of heart.Everything in the past is like a dream, it is a dream, and it has to be completed from beginning to end, and waking up halfway is considered a shortcoming in life.It is like a tree full of flowers, vowing to abide by the principles of life, until the dust and mud are crushed, the story of the four seasons is truly completed.How many feelings have become memories, he can almost hear the sound of time colliding in the past, fragments of memory fell to the ground.Since I have truly owned it, the incompleteness is not a pity. Pick it up, seal it in words, and become a treasure in this life.

The reason why Nalan made a thorough recollection was because he felt that the past would eventually come to an end.He is not an irresponsible person, even if it is a remnant dream, he must explain clearly the past.Because he doesn't want to burden too much on the road, he can't deceive himself, he misses Jiangnan and Shen Wan.It seems that after everything has been explained, he must set off. No matter what the ending is, he can't let himself be soberly disappointed.He planted hope in Jiangnan, just to get back what he missed in the past, not to make up for it, but just to be loyal to true love.Nalan knows that time is like flowing water, if you miss it, you will not look back.If you give him complete love again this time, he will be content willingly.At this time, even if the Buddha does not cross him, he can still wade through the water and reach the other shore where there are lotus flowers.

In ten years, Nalan didn't seem to have changed at all, except for the loss of two beloved women, except for a little aging face.The rest, as always.He is also Nalan Rongruo, who is well-known in the capital, and his poems are still being recited in the market.He was still Kangxi's personal bodyguard, and received his favor and reward, but his status remained the same, and Nalan couldn't move away from this rock-solid position.Those who once sailed with him have already sailed to a distant place, and he is the only one who still listens to the sound of the waves every day.Every day like this, Nalan's heartstrings will be pulled even tighter.He wrote a letter to his friends and laughed at himself: "Recently, I have been working in the pommel horse industry, and I feel more and more tired. I have done all kinds of things, but my persistence is the same as before. My previous ambitions have all been exhausted."

Thirty years old is the most prosperous time for a man in his prime. Whether it is career, love, or family, it should be like the grass and trees in the southern country, thriving - given Nalan's noble background and his outstanding journey.From child prodigy to Juren, from Juren to Jinshi, and then from Jinshi to palace guard, Nalan was only in his early twenties at that time.As Nalan Mingzhu's beloved eldest son and Kangxi's most trusted courtier, in the years to come, he should climb straight to the top of the sky, pluck the bright moon in his hand, and look down on the world.But Nalan didn't. After eight years of guard career, he was deeply rooted.It's just a few years of time, a flower and tree from blooming to falling, a cicada from birth to death, the four seasons flow, one ebbs and another grows.

Nalan walked around the palace in brocade clothes that everyone envied every day. In fact, he needed a skilled tailor to remake a change of clothes for him.In this troubled world, how many people are willing to make wedding dresses for others?Perhaps a tailor's lifelong wish is to find a suitable person to tailor his clothes to show the supreme art of his life.But the scenery is in a hurry, even if we meet each other, we usually rub shoulders, and the chances are rare.Nalan hoped that he could wear a well-fitting clothes and walk lightly and freely.Maybe in this way, he can end the past with a smile, return the prosperity to yesterday, and leave the plain to himself.

Nalan thought it was worth it to exchange so-called prosperity for a period of true love.Perhaps by throwing away all the meritorious service, he can return to his original innocence.Just when Nalan was about to throw all his eggs in one basket, took off his tired brocade clothes, and left the Golden Luan Hall, Kangxi gave him a little life again.Nalan was promoted to be the first-class imperial bodyguard. Although he still did not leave the position of bodyguard, compared to before, Nalan's identity has undergone a high degree of change after all.The grand banquet in the garden of the Ming Palace, the congratulations of the officials, and many imperial gifts, these honors may not be temptations for Nalan, but they have become shackles that restrict his freedom again.

When there was some public opinion in the court that Nalan would not stay in the ranks of guards for a long time, Nalan also had a hint of surprise in his heart.After all, for many years, he has devoted himself to Kangxi's work and paid hardships, for what?His father Nalan Mingzhu's protection and love for him made Nalan feel that the responsibility on his shoulders was like a thousand pounds.I still remember that when Nalan was nineteen years old, he was unable to participate in the imperial examination due to his first cold illness. Mingzhu felt sorry for his son and said, "My son is still young, so wait a few more years." He is a little talented, but he doesn't put pressure on Nalan, such tolerance is pampering. Over the next ten years, Nalan made friends with poor people, built thatched huts, sang poems and wine with them in the Lushui Pavilion, and entertained himself quietly.If Mingzhu was a rigid, boring, rigid and dogmatic feudal patriarch, Nalan would not have had the opportunity to live a leisurely life, maintain his clean spirit, and write elegant and vulgar poems. Nalan still stays in the cloud-covered capital city, living in the prosperous and prosperous Mingfu garden.Where I once thought there was water, as long as I lightly paddle across the paddle, I will see the Jiangnan where the apricot blossoms are misty and rainy.When he really went to Jiangnan, he realized that everything in front of him was an illusion to deceive his soul.After tearing off this gorgeous mask, Nalan didn't know what to use to maintain this lovesickness like beans.