Chapter 24 Chapter 3 People go to spring break

Only a person who has gone through the years will say, don't make promises easily, don't talk about love easily, otherwise one day, you will regret what you have done.really so?There are also many people who regard all the past as a kind of tempering and the most precious chapter in life.In fact, in the turbulent floating world, grievances, resentments, and sorrows can all be resolved, and honor and disgrace will be forgotten when you turn around.The people and affairs you care about, the rivers and lakes you fear, are actually so ordinary. During the days when Nalan and Shen Wan were together, they drank and wrote lyrics on the boat every day, watching the weeping willows on both sides of the Yangtze River, the breeze, and the white walls with black tiles. He had never experienced such a gentle poetic flavor before.Nalan's "Drinking Water Ci" and Shen Wan's "Choosing Dream Ci" are like a pair of flowers blooming in the dreamlike Jiangnan, and they have become a beautiful couple that everyone envies.Dreaming back at midnight, Nalan would always ask himself, did the love in the past really just go away?He didn't know, if he didn't touch it from the bottom of his heart, it would be considered a betrayal.But sometimes, when he and Shen Wan are so in love with each other, he really hopes that he can be more perfect.Wouldn't he be more innocent without some painful past?Love more thoroughly and calmly?Nalan felt a little ashamed for having such thoughts for himself.

Nalan is a passionate man, but he will never give his true feelings to a woman easily.In his life, there are only a few love affairs, and each story begins after the end of one story, and he does not have the ability to have several love affairs at the same time.This can't help but remind people of Jia Baoyu in the movie, a passionate young man who grew up in a pile of makeup. In his eyes, his daughter is made of water, and they are all pure and pure, so he wants to cherish them.But he does not love every woman, the only one he really loves is Daiyu, he said to Daiyu: "Even if the weak water is three thousand, I will only take a scoop to drink." Daiyu is the cup of tea he wants , so when Daiyu died, he had no intention of accepting the cold beauty Xue Baochai. Later, the family's decline made him wake up from the world of mortals and convert to Buddhism.

After all, Nalan and Baoyu are different. Nalan contacts mostly Manchu women, while Baoyu is surrounded by beautiful Jiangnan women.Although Nalan is also a Manchurian, he has delicate emotions and a weak body, and what he admires in his heart is the aura of a beautiful girl from the south of the Yangtze River.Nalan himself never thought that when his cousin left and his beloved wife died, he would meet Shen Wan in Jiangnan in his dream.Because he has lost, he knows how to cherish. His love for Shen Wan is the engagement of the soul. This time, Nalan loves deeply and deeply.Although Shen Wan is a famous prostitute in the south of the Yangtze River, there are many celebrities around her who admire her, but she has never met a man who made her willing to give her true love.Nalan's words, Nalan's people, like the spring breeze in March, sneaked into the depths of her soul, and it was too late to pull away.

What worries Shen Wan is that she lives in the south of the Yangtze River, and Nalan lives in the capital; Rong.The gap between them is too great, especially between Manchu and Han, there is always a river of race, without boats, without ropes, how can they jump?Shen Wan was worried that the reunion between her and Nalan was as light as water, before it stopped, it had drifted to an unknown distance with time.If possible, she is willing to exchange years of separation for a chance meeting.In this life, Nalan stayed alone in the south of the Yangtze River, and aged calmly. The day of parting is getting closer, Nalan doesn't understand why he is always at the crossing of parting in this life.I thought that reunion and parting will be the same long time, and happiness and sorrow will be the same depth.But that's not the case. The acacia tree he planted with his own hands was watered with emotion and guarded with enthusiasm, only to see the buds in bud. The flowers will leave the branches before they bloom.Life is such a repetition, no matter how much effort he makes, he can't get rid of the fate of reincarnation after all.There is no mystery in how many intercourse stories. We always wonder whether it is true or not. That is because we are panicking about possession and loss every day.There is still room for fame and fortune, and some emotions, once lost, will be irretrievable.

The days of Kangxi's southern tour were over, and Nalan could only go back to the capital with him.On the last night of getting along, under the green window, they looked at each other as if without saying a word.I am afraid that any words, any actions will let time flow away quietly.Nalan didn't even dare to make any vows, he was afraid that the vows would be like the remnants of this late spring, scattering dust and mud.Because he was an absent person at a feast, that wound would flare up every time it was rainy, and the pain penetrated into the bone marrow.As a famous prostitute in the south of the Yangtze River, Shen Wan, these years, she is used to hearing vows of eternal love, but she knows that those promises are as flimsy as paper.But Nalan's silence made her feel at ease, because they had learned to be considerate to each other during the turbulent years.

Who said that love to the extreme is speechless, indifferent, and unrestrained, but it is not the case.They were so silent, not because they were calm, but because the distance of the river finally separated the two people in the same boat.He is a ferry in the world, wanting to stay, but drifting away to a distant place.She is a gull bird that cannot be separated from the water, misses the embankment, but cannot forget the sound of the waves.Nalan felt that he had already given away his exuberant youth to others, and he had to accept the unknown parting after the reunion he felt was too late.He didn't promise because he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to keep the promise.Because he knew that waiting would make people grow old, and he was afraid that this flowery woman would make her look old for him.Shen Wan felt that love is selfless, even if she kept her promise, she shouldn't be blamed.Falling flowers and running water, cool wind and waning moon, who is ruthless?And who is unintentional?

It was a sad parting, but they pretended to be calm, like a torn wound, which was obviously bleeding, and smiled and said that it really didn't hurt.He is the first cup of tea in her life. After tasting the bitterness, there is also a rich sweetness.She is the third flower in his life, blooming to the extreme, but also sparsely cool.She knew that he had a wound in his heart, so when they were together, she filled his heart with bare hands.He knew that she was afraid of sweet promises, so he only gave her the warmth of this world and the touch of the soul.So they love each other, regardless of prosperity and poverty, staying together or parting, they will never regret it.

Nalan ferryed away, threw the rope to the horizon, and disappeared into the vast cloud water.The past ten years are like a long dream, beautiful but sad.But now what he sees is his true self. He wants to stay in Jiangnan and protect this woman, but he can't make up a lie, saying that he really doesn't care about fame and wealth at all.Shen Wan watched him leave, and wanted to wave his hand in the tall building where the geese passed by, but in front of her eyes was the endless world of mortals. The smoke is warm and the rain is first harvested, and the small courtyard is full of flowers.Picked a pair of red beans, bowed his head, and shared tears as he spoke.

People go like a spring break, a kind of smoke and waves, each worrying.Their love is also like a poem, meeting is flat, parting is flat, red beans are feelings, lovesickness is rhyme.But they can't live in words, eat wind and drink dew, and don't eat fireworks.Even in the mortal world, a ray of breeze or a meter of sunshine can disturb them.Their hearts are like a piece of still water, being rowed by oars, and they can no longer piece together a complete shape.They are melancholy in their lovesickness, they don't express their deep love, but they have made up their minds to stay with each other through life and death.

Who misses me if I'm alone? It's cool and rainy when dawn comes.I want to send the book and then return it, I am haggard, and I am even more worried. Nalan was ill, and fell ill with a cold during the parting journey with Shen Wan. Every time his heart hurt, his illness would attack.Whether it is cold winter and hot summer, or cold spring and cool autumn, the feeling of this disease is the cold and heart-piercing pain that penetrates into the bone marrow.He was afraid of getting sick during the journey. Although there were a large group of people working for him, none of them could give him warmth.At this time, he always felt that he was abandoned to the wilderness, alone as a neighbor, accompanied by his shadow.It is full of fallen leaves on empty mountains, in the final analysis, it is their final dream.And where is the root of Nalan?He is a rootless snowflake, a passer-by in the south of the Yangtze River, a lone wolf in the north of Saibei, and a drifter in the world.

Emotion is a sorcerer who has cursed his life. He has been hit by a Gu of fate, and there is no longer a talisman that can be undone.The days went around and around, and everything seemed to be back to the beginning.There was a faint smoke lingering in the medicine stove, and this familiar smell reminded him of the medicine that he and his cousin loved in the past - solitary living.Is he still living alone now?In this volume of his life, yesterday's warm ink has not yet dried, but today's cold ink has already been written hastily.