Chapter 21 The second chapter is not that I have failed, but that I have not succeeded yet!

In the past two years, "Super Girl" was very popular, and Taili planned a similar large-scale singing competition program - "Color Ring Singing Pioneer Competition". Unlike ordinary singing competitions, we chose color ring as a new theme and platform.The result of the research at that time was that CRBT not only covered popular classic songs, but also more original, witty and unexpected humorous works.In the context of the popularity of CRBT, everyone thinks this is a very good program, and we firmly believe that it will attract many singer-songwriters. The CRBT Singing Contest is also divided into many competition areas, and then through auditions and various promotion competitions, original CRBT works are collected.Compared with "Super Girl", we are more than singing, more than creating.

The competitions in each competition area are presided over by experienced hosts in Taiwan in turn.Originally, I was not among the host candidates. Unexpectedly, during the competition in Chengdu, the original host was temporarily unable to play for some reason, so my immediate leader took the opportunity to recommend me. That was my first live TV broadcast, with Hu Ke as my partner.In my opinion at that time, Hu Ke was not a partner, but a star. The opportunity of this live broadcast is so precious, I dare not neglect it, I am really well prepared in private.I downloaded the videos of previous games from the Internet, and watched them on the plane, before going to bed, before rehearsals, and even before going on stage.Of course, I don't expect to have a blockbuster performance, I just hope that I can "imitate" in place, and then I will pass.

Before going on stage, I was so nervous that my palms were sweating, I hid alone, watched the video of the game over and over again, and didn't talk to anyone.Hu Ke probably saw that my face was too solemn, so he came over and patted my shoulder, encouraging me: "Don't be nervous, just follow my words for a while, it's not that difficult!" I nodded, took a deep breath, and tried to control my emotions, but found that my heart was beating violently, my breath couldn't sink at all, and my hands were shaking constantly.One can imagine the situation after taking the stage, I was completely out of shape during the whole live broadcast!

I clearly remembered the performance of other hosts, and I prepared a set of arguments myself, but I completely ignored two words: process!Too much emphasis on self-expression or the sense of presence on the stage is full of thoughts such as "how to say to make it more exciting" and "how to say to make everyone happy".What is the process?How should the program be controlled?Haven't thought about it. Not to mention the lack of control over the process, I was still like a puppet standing on the stage. When Hu Ke pulled the line, I followed her rhythm and said "um" and "ah" twice, and occasionally asked two questions to the judges. It's all set, and the "talk show" prepared in advance is useless.

As soon as I got off the stage, I knew I had screwed up, and Lier stayed silent.The lucky thing is: Although I didn't perform well, it was the first time I was on the live broadcast, so the leader should be able to understand!But the next day, the notice came down, saying that I would not be needed for the next game.In order to protect me, the program team just "notified" me very tactfully at that time, making me think it was the decision of the station, which somewhat eased the blow.However, the paper could not contain the fire after all. It didn’t take long before the whole story got to my ears. It turned out that I was ordered to be replaced by the sponsor. .

This incident is undoubtedly worse for me who is struggling to move forward.While it wasn't exactly a corner, it did take me a long time to regain my confidence. Thankfully, I was also in charge of an outdoor dating show called Boys and Girls back then.Because the programs are basically recorded in places other than Hangzhou, I don’t hang out on the station very much, and I rarely hear negative comments about me from everyone. At least, I don’t have to look at other people’s faces. Avoidance does not mean lack of courage.In fact, I have been introspecting. At the worst time, I even dreamed that I was booed by the audience on stage.In my dream, I couldn't keep up with the rhythm of my speech, my face was flushed, I was at a loss, and the audience booed...

A few months later, the final of the CRBT competition was held as scheduled in the Hangzhou Gymnasium. For some reason, I was approved to participate.Of course, it is definitely not my role to be the host. My main responsibility is to advertise the sponsor's products. Even so, I am very happy to accept it. The sponsor of that final was Shanghai Volkswagen. They wanted to launch a new car, so they parked a prototype car outside the arena.All I had to do was say hello to everyone before the race started, then go up to the car and tell everyone that the winner could get it. In the following whole game, as long as the camera wants to take pictures of cars and prizes, I will give an introduction beside it, and the big screen in the field can broadcast it.I thought to myself, although I am an "outside host", I can still show my demeanor, and I have to perform well!

Strange to say, maybe I really have no fate with this CRBT competition, the big screen in the venue broke down without any warning!That is to say, no matter how fluent, fluent and brilliant I speak there, the audience at the scene can't see it at all. A long time may not lead to love, but a long time will definitely see people's hearts. For all doubts and all colored glasses, all I can do is to change silently and work hard.Don't explain, time will tell. The ratings of "Boys and Girls" that I am in charge of have always been good, which became a little comfort and motivation during that time.Speaking of which, at the beginning of taking over this program, I was still working in the radio station, and had not officially joined the TV station.

A lot of things are just coincidences. The younger brother of a choreographer and director of my radio station (the relationship is a bit distant, right? So, you must be kind to others, you may be your benefactor one day), and after going to Zhejiang Satellite TV, he created " "Boys and Girls" program, maybe because he wanted to keep the fat and water out of the field, he called: "I have an outdoor program here, do you want to try it?" I am also a straightforward person: "Okay, no problem !" The place I went to for the first recording of "Boys and Girls" was quite attractive——Hainan, I had never been there before, so I decided to ask for leave from the radio station leader, and I still thought it was very beautiful.

When we arrived in Hainan, a large group of boys and girls and I were like friends walking together. We finished the show with laughter and laughter all the way, and it didn't feel too difficult.But after all, it was the first time to record a TV program, and I still had some doubts. When I returned to Hangzhou, I was thinking about it every day, hoping to watch it sooner. When the first episode of the show was broadcast, I originally made an appointment with a few friends to play mahjong. At night, I suddenly remembered that "Boys and Girls" was the first broadcast on this day.So I started to stay in Cao Ying and my heart was in Han. When it was nine o'clock in the evening, I immediately turned on the TV and watched Zhejiang Satellite TV, and I couldn't bear to blink.My friends joked with me and said, "Hey, don't be so narcissistic, okay! Do you still want to play?" I said without turning my head, "Don't stop me, I will play with you after watching the show."

The next day, there were some reports in the media, probably saying that the ratings of "Boys and Girls" reached 0.3% that day, ranking third among the programs at the same time.The effect seems to be reasonable, although it seems that the ratings are a bit horrible, but it was not easy back then. That time was the first time I felt the difference between being a TV host and being a radio host.Take the promotion of the program as an example, your name and photo will appear in various media at once, even if you don’t feel that you have changed, in fact, you have been “been” to become a public figure. Due to the characteristics of this program, my partner Xie Shan and I often need to go out on location and travel around the country with a group of boys and girls.As a result, my time in the station is very limited, and the distance between me and the leaders in the station is very far, and it is impossible to engage in interpersonal relationships. All I can do is try to increase the ratings, and it is all about it from waking up in the morning to going to bed at night.How to make the show interesting and let the audience accept it is something that everyone is thinking about all the time. Always remember, there will be reverberations.The frank and youthful hosting style of my partner and I in "Boys and Girls" has gradually been accepted by the audience. For me, the most difficult stage has finally passed. Gradually, the leaders in the station had a somewhat improved understanding of me.Although I still can't attend the group meeting, at least sometimes the leaders are willing to give me some small opportunities.I remember that one year, our station hosted the Spring Festival Gala of the China Zhejiang Entrepreneurs Association, and the station informed me to host it.I am naturally very happy to finally have the opportunity to host an evening show. At that time, everyone was recording "Boys and Girls" in Xishuangbanna. After receiving the notice, I didn't dare to delay at all. I bought the earliest ticket back to Hangzhou and hurried back.During the whole voyage, my emotions were very excited, and I thought to myself, I must perform well and leave a good impression on the relevant leaders in Taiwan.After getting off the plane, I went straight to the venue, for fear of missing the rehearsal. But when I arrived at the scene, I found that it was not what I imagined. That time, a total of eight hosts went to the station, besides me, there were also Zhu Dan and Li Ai.We only need to do one thing on stage, that is, to greet the audience collectively on the stage, saying "Happy New Year everyone", and then the Spring Festival couplets above our heads are put down, and we can step off the stage. In addition, our task is to push the cart to deliver gifts, and we have only played three times in total. To put it more elegantly, we are doing chores with the title of host, and we are "senior field staff".In fact, in the end, even the planned three gift distribution sessions were cut off twice because of overtime.We felt quite lost at the time, there were only so few opportunities to show our faces, and we cut it off as soon as we said it. After most of the party, the director suddenly ran backstage and said to me, "We have temporarily added a very important program. Liu Yiwei wants to perform Yao Ming's dunk. You are the right size for us here. Can you carry Liu Yiwei on it?" Perform Yao Ming dunk?Yao Ming is not a little bit taller than Liu Yiwei.For the "laughing fruit" of the show, we have to let others artificially grow taller!Just like that, Liu Yiwei rode on my shoulders, we put on coats outside, and went on stage.When he got to the stage, he jumped off without saying a few words, and then continued to perform on the stage.And I, wearing a lab coat, stepped off the stage in a hurry.I think I must have been like Quasimodo in the movie, covering my face with a black cloak, so I couldn’t see the light of day.After I came down, the leader said "Thanks for your hard work" in an understatement, and sent away my hard year.Let all the pain be said without words!In the days that followed, the leader and I had more opportunities to get in touch with each other, and we got to know each other better. The previous prejudices gradually melted away, and my pretentious and independent nature also changed a lot. I later found out that the question of whether you are likable or not is a very boring proposition in itself.Even if the emotional judgment of people can be divided into likes and dislikes, it should be the result of getting along, not the premise of getting along.A simple and sincere way of getting along is easier to create a harmonious atmosphere than deliberately catering.Understanding and respecting each other is the panacea for good interpersonal relationships. In this way, I accumulated bit by bit, and my wings gradually grew, and I was gradually accepted by everyone, and the attitude of the leaders also took a big turn.But I also know that I am still far away from being on stage to host, and I am quite anxious.Once when I went home, my grandma saw that I was in a bad mood and asked me why, so I told her the whole story.I didn't expect to get any advice, but my grandmother's words woke me up. She said: "Don't worry, take your time."