Chapter 20 Chapter 1 Why doesn't the leader like me?

When I first joined the TV station, the leader didn't like me, and I knew that the leader didn't like me. Later, he told me frankly that there were two reasons why he hated me at the beginning: first, I robbed other people of their opportunities; second, I was too pushy at the time. It would be unfair to say that I robbed others of their opportunities.When I first arrived in Taili, I absolutely did not have the strength and thoughtfulness, it was just a coincidence. As I said before, in 1999, I participated in the selection contest of the radio host. One of my game friends was also my partner in a certain game. After graduation, he went to the TV station. brother.

When I joined Zhejiang Satellite TV, there happened to be a new show coming up, and he was one of the hosts.Originally, the leader had already arranged a partner for him, but because we had some contacts before, he insisted on partnering with me.Later, for some reason, it became "I robbed other people's opportunities" by spreading rumors.Fortunately, the leader is very tolerant, don't go into details, let us do it. However, when it comes to "pull", it is true.Although I was a newcomer in the TV industry at the time, I was a veteran of the broadcasting industry. Thinking about myself, I was a little famous among the radio hosts in Hangzhou. When I came to the TV station, with my qualifications, how could I have to be entrusted with important tasks?

There is a big gap between reality and imagination.Of course I have not been entrusted with important responsibilities, and I don't even know who is the leader at the channel level, let alone at the station level.The highest leader I can get in touch with is the program director.At that time, I always thought, I won't rely on flattery to make you look good, I want to rely on strength, we will wait and see.Therefore, I often put on the posture of "one flute and one sword flatten the business, and bear the mad reputation for fifteen years", taking ignorance as a personality.

The middle-level leaders of the program group really like me. Although I am pushy, they think that I have a decent appearance and rules in the program.But the channel leader doesn't know me well, and I have an arrogant reputation, so they will naturally have some opinions on me. For a long time after I went to the TV station, I was just a temporary worker, that is to say, I had no staff.From the perspective of leaders, they are not considered "one of their own".Zhejiang Radio and Television Group holds a conference every year, requiring all hosts, outstanding employees and important employees of each channel to participate.In the first two years of working in the TV station, every meeting was held without my share, because not only was I not an excellent employee, I was not an important employee, and I was not even considered a regular employee.

Bottom line: I'm not qualified. No sense of identity and belonging, not recognized; new career has just started, not yet familiar with; the leader is not welcome, and it is even more difficult to move forward... It was difficult at the beginning, and now I still have lingering fears when I think about it. Not only that, but shortly after my debut, Mandarin was questioned, which is a big problem.It is said that the editor-in-chief's office in Taili has received letters from viewers complaining that my Mandarin is not good enough, and I speak Hong Kong and Taiwan accents, so I am not suitable to be a TV host.Regarding this matter, the program director even talked to me specifically.Immediately afterwards, my image was questioned again. I am not outstanding, so why should I be on TV?There is no way, my body is hairy and skinny, and my parents are affected by it. Whether my face looks good or not depends on it. No matter how much pressure there is, I can only hold on.