Chapter 24 Fight against the huge wall in front of you

Including the kidnapping of Kim Dae-jung and the incident of Jung In-suk, newspapers and magazines have published many things beyond common sense.When I first came across this kind of fake news, it was like my blood flowed backwards. One day I saw news that because my father was a dictator, other countries banned my father from visiting, which made my father unable to travel abroad.It's inexplicable to see these things.Because my father has not only visited countless developed countries such as the United States, Australia, Germany, and Southeast Asian countries, but also said that it is better to simply invite foreign guests to visit our country in the future.

"In the next few years, we will aim to achieve a national income of 1,000 U.S. dollars. Exports worth 10 billion yuan should not be a dream. Every time we go abroad, many people, including entourages, must accompany us. Where do these funds come from? Come? So simply invite foreign guests to our country and let them see how our country is developing. This will save a lot of money and be more practical. If they see our rapid development and rapid development, they should be able to change quickly The wrong impression of a warring country or a poor and backward country. As the first lady, your work may become more busy. I hope you can help me with this. If your mother is still alive at this time, you can give me some advice, maybe I My heart will be more at ease than now..."

These words are what I talked to my father on an autumn night.My father is always so fussy about the money he spends on himself.Every visit needs to be accompanied by a retinue and a large number of people, but this will cost a lot of money. Later, my father often reminded me to go out with the most simplified manpower. The power of the media is so powerful that false reports are believed and accepted without question.After the first lie appeared, the rate of spread was astonishingly fast.I thought that if I ignored them, those vicious rumors should gradually disappear, but I didn't expect that after time passed, there was no sign of disappearing.During that period, I felt as if I was fighting against a huge wall.

I was with my father when the media reported the kidnapping of Kim Dae-jung, and I still remember him saying angrily that they had done nothing, and even suspecting that it might be a ploy by North Korea to put the South Korean government in crisis.Because I was by my side at the time, I remember it very clearly.However, the news about the kidnapping of Kim Dae-jung is completely different from the facts. The media said that it was an instruction from his father, and I have emphasized in media interviews many times that this is completely contrary to the facts. Also, rumors that a woman named Jung In-sook gave birth to my father's child turned out to be unfounded.It is not easy to find out the truth one by one. I hope to get the most fair evaluation. The point is that this kind of thing happened after my father died, which makes me feel very sad.However, this is also an incalculable tuition fee, learning a valuable life lesson that no one can easily learn.

During my time as the first lady, I was at the top of the power line that could understand the overall pulse of the country, but after my father passed away, I also tasted the taste of the bottom of society.I've endured so many betrayals over the years that it's almost as if I'm standing on the edge of a cliff.Betrayed by someone I once trusted, let me see human beings' obsession with desire and power.It was a very bitter experience, but also the most expensive lesson in life.